Are N'T You Afraid ? P3 ( 2 )
Blowjob, Cheating, FantasyRey wakes up firmly wrapped in a unassailable pair of arms. She feels calm air, warm, and safe — wherever she is. Her back is up against a concentrated bureau. She stays in dreamland for a fourth dimension. Enjoying the moment. Enjoying the comfort.
Before the actualization, wakefulness, dawns on her. She is in the weapon of Kylo Ren. She jumps, suddenly anxious. Heart pounding.
When he feels her stir, he wraps his blazonry tighter. `` Shhh… '' he whispers in her ear. `` You 're okay. ``
The fight in her is exhausted from the past few 24-hour interval and she relaxes against him. feel him kiss her cervix softly. Her body responds as he runs his hired man down her incline. She feels him get to harden between her legs and feels her body respond instantly.
She inhales sharply as he thrusts into her, her body already slickness with wetness. Kylo pulls her legs apart and pulls her on top of him. She is forced to arch her back as he thrusts himself between her legs. Her back is against his chest and he runs his hands up her belly and up to her breasts.
Rey can not resist. Can not fight. Her eye are closed as she lays on him, her legs spread wide, as he fucks her gently awake. He goes at a slow and well-situated pace.
'' I 'm sorry about yesterday, '' he says in a whisper.
'' Which office ? ``
'' Whichever part makes you the most confused. ``
'' That 's not… '' She groans as he moves his bridge player to massage her clitoris. `` An apology… ah… '' She moans in delight. `` Kylo ? ``
'' Yes, Rey ? ``
'' Are you going to keep seeing early cleaning woman ? ``
He pauses for a instant in his poking. Then continues vigorously. `` Yes. ``
His answer frustrates her. Indignant, Rey tries to buck off of him. But his arms wrap around and hold her like a vice. She struggles against him. He pulls himself out of her and pushes her off him, onto her back on the bed, and flips himself around on top of her so that he is between her legs.
He pins her wrist and smile down at her. Enjoying the feel of her struggling against him. The choler in her grimace. The desperate confusion.
'' Rey… '' He laughs. `` You 're an tardily fair game. '' He moves his knee up towards her butt, forcing her legs apart wider and positions the tip of his penis to introduce her.
'' Why would you say that ? '' Rey asks. She 's frustrated with his constant taunting.
'' I 'm not going to stop seeing other women, '' Kylo tells her. Rey cries out as he thrusts into her, burying himself to the hilt. `` But I 'll call up of you while I 'm fucking them. ``
He continues holding her blazonry down as he thrusts into her at a rapid pace — building the pressure inside her — until it EXPLODES — and Rey wants to cry out and rub herself against him — feeling him release inside her. The spasms from her coming practically milking the semen out of him.
When he finishes, he lays himself down on top of her. Runs his hands along her breasts. Makes her GASP in joy as he pinches and plays with her nipples.
'' Kylo… ''
'' Yeah ? ``
'' I hate you. ``
Kylo squeezes her mammilla hard and she CRIES OUT in pain. He sits up and gets off of her. `` salutary. You 'll want that hatred today. ``
Rey sits up, covering herself with the blanket. She looks at him curiously. Apprehensively.
'' I have to take you to Snoke. ``
Rey 's face falls. She spends the residual of the morn with a feeling of dread. She 's terrified of seeing Snoke. At least alone with Kylo, there were times she could almost forget she was a prisoner of the dark side. But Snoke was the rattling biography representation of the dark side.
She knew Kylo 's powers. She did n't want to experience Snoke 's. She wanted to kick herself for having any delusions that she would get out of here. That she just had to hold up this ordeal. But right now, her hope was crushed.
They make their way to the Snoke 's proud holographic chamber.
Rey kneeling in front man of the giant hologram of Supreme Leader Snoke. Behind her are two of the most powerful men in the First gild. General Hux and Kylo Ren.
'' Are you questioning his methods, full general Hux ? '' Snoke asks.
'' I think it inappropriate that he has the missy sequestered in his apartment where she learns nothing— ''
'' She 's learning to obey. ``
'' And how is that going ? '' Hux asks Kylo Ren, raising a disbelieving eyebrow.
'' She is progressing. She was… quite compliant this dayspring, '' Kylo Ren says awkwardly. A faint blush in his cheeks.
Rey shift, uncomfortable where the conversation is heading. Her face burning at the noticeableness, of Kylo 's Logos. She wants to kick him.
Hux rolls his eyes and turns to Kylo Ren. `` Just because she has stopped resisting your advances, does n't mean anything— ''
Snoke raises his hand for quiet. `` sufficiency, General. ``
'' With all due respect, Supreme drawing card. I am a leader of soldiers. I have thousands of nineteen year old girls in my army. I know how to turn a civilian into a soldier— ''
'' You ca n't learn her in the means of the force out, '' Kylo interjects.
'' I can learn her field of study. obedience. Which you are failing miserably at. '' Hux takes a dance step forward, looking up at Snoke 's holograph. `` Supreme drawing card, even last night the miss tried to escape. ``
Kylo glowers in muteness. His stares down at the undercoat, unable to rebut Hux 's charge. Hating the smugness in the general 's voice.
Hux breaks the muteness in the room. `` I 'd indicate handing her to me and allowing me to learn her the ways of the First Order. I 'll not consume him training a mightily force user with questionable trueness. ``
Snoke thinks for a moment. `` Perhaps you are good, General Hux. You shall both go to Morabund, to the old Sith synagogue. educate her there, where she has no chance of relief valve. Kylo Ren will train her in the fashion of the force. ``
Kylo Ren nods. Relieved.
Snoke continues. `` And general Hux, you shall take region in her grooming. Teach her the subject of the world-class Order. ``
General Hux nods his head. Emanating smugness. `` Thank you, Supreme Leader. I shall not fail you. '' Hux clips his heels and turns around smartly. He leaves Rey kneeling alone with Kylo Ren.
Rey can smell out Kylo 's rage building. His foiling is palpable. She does n't know if what just happened was a good thing or not.
Suddenly, the ground grumbling, the Qaeda SHAKES.
'' come immediately. '' Snoke looks around, rightfulness before his holograph glint and then disappears completely.
While the pedestal is attacked, Kylo Ren keeps Rey by his side on the lead. Rey looks determinedly for her friend. Her heart cadence, thrilled at the possibility of escapism. Ending this madness.
They stay in the command room with General Hux. Until the announcement.
'' Sir, the resistivity prisoner escaped ! ``
Kylo 's fury is unleash. He stalks down the hall, forcing Rey to trail behind him. The intel showed that Poe and Finn were outside the base, in the northwestward quadrant. The Saami space where Rey and Kylo fought.
When the two of them emerge from the base out to the snowy wasteland, Rey immediately sees Poe and Finn racing towards the millenary Falcon.
The slew of the ship gives her promise and she determines to get on with them and fly away from this cold, brute base.
'' Poe ! Finn ! '' she screams. Kylo attempts to hold her fold to him— She claws at his face, viciously. Her teeth gritted, all her muscles straining.
It takes every troy ounce of energy, strong suit, and cunning she has to wrest herself from his grasp.
She yells to them and begins racing towards them. Kylo Ren yanks her back with the mountain chain. She turns around, grabs onto the range of mountains, and effort to force it out of his hand.
His strength is greater than hers and she is pull out towards him.
Suddenly, Kylo Ren doubles back, a modest explosion in his abdomen— his grimace goes widely with surprise and his body falls limply into the snowfall. Rey 's affection stops.
She turns to see Poe standing fifty feet away with the bowcaster. Finn decently behind him. Rey turns back to see Kylo Ren 's nerve contorted in agony.
'' Help me, Rey… '' he calls out, weakly.
Rey pauses in the blow. Finds herself ineffectual to decide between Kylo Ren and her old friends.
But the conclusion has been made for her.
She turns back towards the Falcon and sees Poe and Finn staring at her. There is a palpable good sense of perfidy on their faces and in their physical structure language. She senses them turn their backs on her.
The simple act of turning back to Kylo Ren… her concern when he was shot. It 's a betrayal to them, she realizes.
She springs towards them through the blow and the Tree. `` Poe ! Finn ! postponement for me ! ``
They display board the ship. It lights up. Rey keeps running.
The ship rises into the air. Rey runs beneath it, holding her arms in the air. `` Wait for me ! Do n't pass on me… ''
The ship takes off and BLASTS into the atmosphere.
Rey falls to her knee joint in the snow. She is taken back to the storage of her family leaving her behind on Jakku. Taking off and never coming back… Poe and Finn were never coming back.
Her friends left without her. It hits her like a punch to the gut. They think she betrayed them. And maybe she did. They suffered… being tortured, languishing in prison electric cell while she… While she fucked Kylo Ren. The man who caused all their suffering.
She shivers. Of course they left without her. They suffered and what did she do ? She allowed Kylo Ren to use her body for his own pleasure. How could this give happened ? desperation sets in her heart as she watches the last speck of light that was the millennium Falcon.
She lays down in the snow. Intending to die on Starkiller Base when it exploded.
A black shuttle hovers in the air. Kylo Ren 's birdie. It hovers in front of her. The hatch opens and settles down into the snow.
general Hux emerges, heading heterosexual person for Rey.
Rey gets up weakly and starts to run away. General Hux runs after her and tackles her to the ground. He grabs at the leash that still hangs from the arrest around her neck. He starts pulling her towards the shuttle.
'' Rey ! I 'm sorry about this. We have to go. NOW. ``
Rey resists, digging her heels into the blow. `` No ! Let me die here ! ``
Hux grabs her arm and puts his shoulder into her torso and rise her off the ground. `` I do n't have time for this ! '' He carries her over his shoulder and runs to the shuttle.
She kicks and punches at him, but he 's stronger than he looks. He makes it onto the ship.
The hatch closes behind them. Hux throws her down following to where Kylo Ren lays unconscious on the floor of the shuttlecock. Hux leaves, shouting orders to the crew, and top dog to the cockpit.
Captain Phasma hovers over an Kylo Ren. It is chaos on the pocket-size shuttle as a medic droid works frantically to stop Kylo Ren 's bleeding.
Kylo Ren opens his heart to stare at Rey. Rey looks back horrified. Kylo reaches out to her. `` Rey… stay with me… '' He finds the end of the tierce, which is draped over the shuttle floor. He wraps the III around his fist.
As Rey despairs, Kylo Ren feels victory. An unexpected winner — separating her from her champion. Before chieftain Phasma collected him, he saw them leave without her. Saw her stranded in the snow, despairing. He felt sad for the pain she was in… but he was please. Because now he could vote out them without worrying about alienating her too much.
Then he passes out into unconsciousness.
The shuttlecock BLASTS out of the atmosphere. As the shuttle hurtles through blank space, Starkiller radix implodes in on itself, collapsing into a egg of fire.
'' Ren, you have to let the lady friend go. '' Hux snatch at the chain in Kylo 's hired hand and begins prying it from his fingers. Rey tries to cower out of the way, as far as the chain will provide. Kylo Ren lay on an operating table in the medical officer bay of the humble Starship they traveled in. They switched from Kylo Ren 's pocket-sized shuttle to a bigger one as they traveled to Moraband.
'' Sedate him, '' Hux orders the droid.
'' No ! '' Kylo Ren smacks the droid away. `` I want to stay awake. ``
Exasperated, Hux says, `` Kylo Ren. Supreme Leader Snoke has entrusted me with your personal well being. I do n't destine to let him down. '' Hux succeeds in prying the chain out of Kylo Ren 's hand and throws it away from Kylo 's grasp.
Hux grabs the tranquillizing needle from the droid. `` Hold him down, '' he orders the attendant stormtrooper. Kylo Ren objection and tries to fight as Hux holds his arm down and plunges the needle into his vein.
'' I hope you do n't make a substance abuse of this, Ren, '' Hux says sharply. `` You 're a dreadful patient. ``
'' stay away from her, '' is the endure matter Kylo Ren manages to say before the sedative collision him and he passes out.
The medical way goes mute. A light-colored whirring Menachem Begin as the medical droids begin their healing process on Kylo 's unconscious mind form.
Hux turns to Rey. Rey squats down against the rampart, as far from Kylo Ren as the elbow room will countenance. She stands up, alarmed, as Hux moves towards her slowly. Hux puts his hands up in a yielding motion.
He moves towards her slowly— trying no to alarm her, but Rey thinks he moves like a predator. `` Rey, I am going to hit the chain of mountains. Will you give up me to do this ? ``
Rey 's face is suspicious, guarded. Her trunk language defensive.
'' I just want to take away it off, so you can be discharge of it. Okay ? ``
Rey nods.
Hux steps forward. He stands too close. Rey stiffens, but arrest still, staring at his breast and his neck, a mere two inches from her face.
'' He never should have put this on you… '' Hux murmur. `` Barbaric. ``
Rey can smell a very faint Cologne, or something that smells very masculine. She closes her eyes to relax herself, but that only makes her more aware of his stuffiness. He reaches around her and handles the collar delicately. Rey inhales sharply when his fingerbreadth touch her neck.
Hux pulls away and looks down at her, his face questioning, queer. He unclips the chain and it drops to the ground. Then he continues moving the collar, investigating it. Rey tries not to shudder whenever he touches her neck, uncomfortable with his proximity.
Hux sighs and step back. `` I ca n't adopt it off. Kylo Ren has to do it. ``
Rey 's cheek falls. Disappointed.
'' He 's not going to be awake for a few hr. I 'm starving. Would you eat with me ? '' Hux asks politely.
Rey 's tum is growling. She had n't eaten since daybreak. Kylo would n't let her out of his grasp while he was transported to the checkup bay. She hesitates because this is General Hux. General of the First guild. The foeman of the resistance.
'' I do n't know… '' Rey says, desperately wanting food.
Hux nods. `` I understand your hesitation. I 'm your enemy. You 're a captive here. ``
Rey swallows nervously.
'' You 're a special type, Rey, '' Hux continues. `` You understand ? I ca n't leave you alone until Kylo Ren wakes up. I have social club to make sure as shooting you arrive on Moraband. You understand ? '' He pauses, taking in her reaction.
Rey does n't know what he wants her to say. She 's defensive.
Hux continues. `` I ca n't suffer you doing your Jedi mind caper here, so it 's either with me or with Kylo Ren. And he 's unconscious mind. So the inconvenience falls to me. ``
'' If I 'm such an inconvenience, why do n't you let me go ? ``
'' You 're a valuable troublesomeness. You 're worth it. So, dinner party ? '' he asks, affably.
Rey wraps her weaponry around her body. At a loss for words.
'' I could put you in shackles if it would pee-pee you more well-fixed. Or you can just follow eat with me. No harm done. '' He holds his hired hand out to her. She stares at it suspiciously.
'' I 'll eat with you. '' She ignores his hand and moves towards the door. anxiety gnaws at her as she follows him, worried something bad will hap, worried that dinner wo n't just be dinner.
They head down the corridor and arrive at Hux 's residence on the starship. The door swishes surface and Hux motions for her to enter first.
Hux 's bedchamber is spacious and simple. Decorated in total darkness, red and white invention. A simple wide bed in the center of one English of the way and a couch on the other side. An elegant table set in the corner and a small kitchenette.
Hux motion for her to sit. She looks around… hesitates a moment, then sits. Hux goes to the kitchen and takes out a decanter of water and some cups. He comes back and pours her water.
She immediately gulps it all down. Hux smile and pours more. Sets the carafe next to her. They sit in silence as Rey stares down at the table or into her H2O glass, trying not to attend at Hux.
The threshold buzzes. Hux lets the food droids in. Rey 's mouth body of water at the wonderful smell. Her tum is gnawing at her, her mouth watering. She wants to reach out for it, but she 's afraid. Suddenly afraid that Kylo Ren will appear behind her, strip her defenseless, tie her hands, and dangle a beguiling bit of food forever out of her reach.
She reminds herself that he 's not here. Hux notices her discomfort but does n't say anything. He quietly prepares her a plate of food and Seth it in front of her. She only stares at it.
He gets his own food and sits down. He starts eating.
Rey looks at him, apprehensively. He smiles. She releases the breath she was holding and relaxes. For the first metre since she was captured by Kylo Ren, she eats with her hired man, without restraint. Without a display of humiliation. She begins shoving food into her mouth.
Rey 's home empties quickly. She looks up to see Hux glancing at her, his eyes moving from her collection plate to her face. His plate still mostly full. And she cringes as she notices the crotch in his hand. She forgets… that 's how genteel people eat.
'' Do you want more ? '' Hux asks, apparently unconcerned with her lack of defer etiquette.
'' Can I have more ? '' Rey asks suspiciously, paranoid that it 's going to be taken away, or she 's going to be punished in some way.
'' You can accept whatever you want. ``
Rey stares at the remaining denture of food. `` What if I eat it all ? ``
'' I 'll order more. ``
Rey suppresses a grinning. She is thrilled and digs in eagerly. She pauses to try and remember fashion. She musters a tiny bit of restraint to taste the food for thought. She picks up a fork and copies Hux.
He looks away politely, pretending to study something off a data point pad.
After a time, he sets down his ramification and stares at her. `` Can I talk to you, Rey ? ``
Rey pauses her feeding. She nods. Suddenly apprehensive.
'' Please slack. I do n't want to be cruel to you. I am nothing like Kylo Ren. I would never do what he did to you. I would never do by you the way he is treating you. ``
'' You 're the First edict. You 're all cruel. You all do fearsome affair. '' Rey spats.
Hux shrugs. `` And you have a chopine of knowledge that provides a basis for that Assumption ? The cruelty you 've experienced is from Kylo Ren. If it were me, I would have executed you and your Friend. What Kylo Ren did… is barbaric. ``
'' But you did the same… you punished Finn. ``
Hux shakes his headway. `` Finn was a deserter. A two-timer. We have convention. Discipline. What would you do, Rey ? With someone who defected to your enemy ? ``
'' I would… let them go. ``
Hux raises an eyebrow. `` Let them go. '' He nods. `` Okay. fair enough. '' He eats a few Thomas More snack of food. Looks up at her occasionally. Contemplative. Chewing. Thinking.
'' Do you trust Kylo Ren ? '' he asks.
'' Yes… '' Rey sputters out a bite of food. `` Um, no… I mean… No. '' Rey lurch. `` I do n't think so. ``
'' That 's concern. ``
Rey looks up from her solid food. Startled and uncomfortable. `` Why ? ``
He looks straight at her. `` You know why, '' he says in a low, even tone.
Chills go down Rey 's pricker. She did say yes. Oh no, she worries. Why was her momentum to say yes ? Did she trust him ? She stops eating, panicking, thinking about what happened on the Qaeda. Why did her friends leave her ? She did work back, concerned for Kylo Ren… Because, in the present moment, even though she was trying to escape him, she could n't ideate him dying… And Poe and Finn knew. She was damaged.
'' Am I making you uncomfortable ? ``
'' Oh, um, I 'm sorry… I 'm just… '' Rey pauses, tears starting to moisten her eyes. Her throat constricts and she 's at a expiration for words.
'' You 're confused. About why you said yes. ``
'' My friends… '' she chokes out.
Hux nods sympathetically. `` They left without you. Left you with us… With me. And Kylo Ren. '' He watches the binge stream down her face. `` They thought you were going to die there. ``
Rey shakes her head. `` But why ? '' Her representative is vulnerable, shaky, coming out in a whisper.
'' Can you blame them ? Just that very morning… were you even resisting him ? ``
Rey sits in a stunned silence. She did n't resist him that morning… She even enjoyed it. The joy he gave her… Rey shudders. Her chest is tight with regret. She could n't find fault Poe and Finn. They had written her off for dead… They saw what she did. Kneeling in front of Kylo Ren. His slave. His pet.
She squeezes her eyes shut. thinking of Kylo Ren even now makes her flush with warmth, heating plant and wet grows between her legs. A betrayal.
Hux reaches out and puts his hand over hers. She jumps slightly as she feels the passion and weight of his hand over her own. `` I did n't intend to upset you… Your friends… They did n't cognise what you had been through. ``
They sit there in secretiveness as Rey tries to get her sobbing under control. She feels comforted by his hand on hers, despite herself.
Hux breaks the silence. `` Do you understand power, Rey ? ``
The question confuses her. Surprises her. She shakes her pass. She does n't understand what he 's getting at. `` Why do you ask me this ? ``
'' Because I do n't cerebrate you do. I think Kylo Ren is afraid of your power. He knows you 'll be stronger than him. So he 's trying to master you. Brutalizing you. And yet… your first impulsion is to trust him. Curious, is n't it ? ``
Rey pulls her hired hand away from Hux. She wraps her munition around her body, hugging herself. Trying to ease the mix-up and turmoil within her.
Hux watches her a consequence before continuing softly. `` Do you want to understand what he did to you ? ``
Rey just sits there, rocking back and Forth River with bout in her eyes. She nods hesitantly.
'' Do you imagine what he 's doing is okay ? ``
Rey thinks about his enquiry and shakes her head slowly. Feeling so naive… so out of her depth.
Hux stands up and begins putting the trays of food away.
'' He 's awake, '' Hux says abruptly, breaking Rey 's caravan of thought. Rey 's heart pounds in her chest and split burn her eyes as he says, `` I have to take you back. ``
Rey stands at the threshold uncertainly. The room is dim. Similar to Hux 's, except where Hux had an refined sense of people of color and design, Kylo 's room is just opprobrious upon bleak. A black tile floor and moody walls.
Rey sees his figure rise from the bed, a dour silhouette moving ominously towards her. Her nerve meter speeds up and her breath quickens.
As his face comes into view, Rey backs against the door, pressing herself against it. But Kylo comes gently, his side sympathetic.
He puts his hands on her articulatio humeri. A delicate, light skin senses. He lays a soft kiss against her forehead. Rey melts against his chest, comforted. Feeling for a moment that maybe Hux was wrong about him ?
She does n't know why she begins to cry against his chest of drawers. He holds her drumhead against his chest, smoothing her hair back, kissing the top of her head. Murmuring comforting words into her ear. `` It 's okeh, Rey… I 'm deplorable. I saw what happened… Shhh… '' He rocks her gently, before pushing her away.
He takes her by the arm and begins leading her to the bed. Rey feels the weight of the quiet in the dim room. Feels his voice deeply when he speaks. `` I 'm glad you 're with me… I 'm dark what happened to you… But I 'm glad you 're with me… ''
'' Are you hungry ? '' he asks.
Rey shakes her head. Her belly is full moon from the dinner with full general Hux.
Kylo raises an eyebrow. `` You ate already ? ``
'' Yeah. With Hux. ``
'' You ate with Hux ? '' Kylo asks. He pauses and pulls away from her, suddenly going very still.
Rey nods— unaware of the balmy Fury in his voice.
'' You ate. With Hux, '' he repeats, stony. Rey realizes her misapprehension and is suddenly terrified. Kylo backs away from her, moving through the way to pick something up. Something she does n't see.
'' estimable, '' he says. `` I 'm tired anyway. And very, very, disappointed in you… '' He walks back towards her and she backs away.
She tries to get away, but Kylo grabs onto her arm, so tightly that it 's painful. `` I suffer because of you again… You ran away from me. I thought we talked about this. I thought you understood. ``
Kylo twists her arm painfully and forces her to her knees. He pulls both her helping hand behind her back and binds them together. `` How can I feel safe when you are so disobedient ? '' he says and his interpreter makes her gist beat faster.
'' Kylo, stop it ! '' she cries out.
Kylo Ren grabs her elbow and cart her to her substructure. Drags her across the way to the end of his bed. His bed chassis extends up to Rey 's shoulder joint, a serial of horizontal cast-iron bars.
'' I ca n't fight you tonight, Rey. I 'm detriment and I 'm too weak… '' he says sadly.
He turns her to look him so that her back is to the bed. He lifts her arms over the top bar of the bed frame. He puts a tie around her waist and fastens her wrists to it. So that her blazonry are behind her back, draped over the bed frame, and her waist held securely in place, and she 's forced to slant forward, similar to a mermaid at the tip of ship.
'' I would give you the creation and you would give me nothing but pain in the neck, '' he says sadly.
'' Kylo, what are you doing ? '' she asks, alarmed.
'' Shhh… it 's okay, '' he whispers in her ear. He pulls her shirt from her belt, pulls it up past her breasts and over her head. He positions it so it covers her eyes and only her lips are exposed.
Rey tingle as his moth-eaten fingers touch her bare breasts. He toys gently with her nipple as he kisses her languorously. She moans softly and her tit harden in his grasp. She feels his smile against her lips. His evil smile, she thinks.
'' I love how responsive you are to my touching, '' he says.
She feels wet and lovingness between her legs… and an aching desire to be satisfied…
Kylo works his way down her side, running his hired hand along her belly, and begins unfastening her knock buckle. He pulls her pants down around her ankles, all the way to her iron heel. She thinks he 's going to take her pants off, or at least unfasten her thrill. But he leaves her boot on and refastens her belt around her mortise joint, pinning them together.
He runs his manpower sensuously up her legs. He slips his finger between her thighs. She jerks and tingle as he caresses her vagina.
He whispers. `` You 're so wet… '' She gasps and writhes, wanting him to continue… `` I really am afraid of you, Rey. I almost died twice because of you. Twice. ``
The coldness air hits her as he moves away.
'' Kylo ? '' she asks, feeling suddenly vulnerable and exposed.
'' Goodnight, Rey. '' She listens in quiet, struggling against her bonds. Unable to act or get away. Blinded. She senses him move into the bed, creep under the covers… Her substance rhythm in panic.
'' No… you ca n't leave me like this… '' she shouts and battle, panicked. Her bosom throbbing and Adrenalin coursing through her body.
'' Shhh… you 'll be okay. And now, so will I. ``
'' Kylo, let me go ! ``
'' Do n't force me to gag you. ``
'' No ! '' she shouts. Kylo frowns. He extends out with his force powers and freezes her back talk shut.
He turns over and makes himself comfy, deliberate not to aggravate the wound in his side. He smiles as he listens to Rey 's muffled call of mental rejection and desperation, her easy struggles against her bonds… He drifts off to sleep, satisfied, comforted to induce her back so close to him.
Kylo Ren wakes up refreshed the next dayspring. He gets out of bed and stretches. He feels a thin pang of guiltiness when he sees Rey still tied to the end of his bed.
She looks like a prisoner on her way to a expiry sentence, he thinks. Her capitulum covered in her shirt, hanging down below her shoulder joint. Her knees slump and she hangs by her human elbow. He enjoys the sight of her slim, naked vulnerability. The stack of her pants tangled around her ankles.
He turns on the artificial sun lights. His heart beats slightly faster as he sees Rey Begin to stir. He wishes he had tied her differently so that he could fuck her More easily.
He moves to the bed and unties the constraint around her waist. He lifts her arms, freeing her from the bed frame. Her manus still tied behind her back, he sets her gently on the floor.
He undoes the whack around her ankle joint. Rey does n't say anything. Just waits patiently as he unties her. He undoes her boots and pulls them off her feet, twist of her air-sleeve, and slides her gasp off of her.
He takes a moment to relish the sight of her - her shirt still covering her side, her lips parted slightly, as she waits tensely. Completely raw and vulnerable.
The low temperature black tile is cold on her buttocks. The mettle in her soundbox are fired up as Kylo Ren takes her dress off. She feels vulnerable and helpless. Then suddenly he turns her over pushes her on the floor. She gasps as her stomach and breasts are pressed up against the inhuman tile.
'' Relax, '' he says. `` I 'm just untying you so I can take your shirt off your head… ''
He straddles her and unties her hands. Rey experiences relief when her branch are free, her shoulder brawn sore from hanging all night.
Kylo pulls her shirt off of her nous. The low-cal blinds her and she squeezes her heart shut. Then opens them, startled, when she feels Kylo pull her articulatio radiocarpea together behind her back and place a firm restraint on them.
She struggles underneath him. `` Why ? ``
Kylo laughs softly. `` Why not, Rey ? Why should n't I ? ``
Rey does n't bonk what to say. She lowers her oral sex in defeat, her face pressing against the cold floor.
rubbing salt in the injury, Kylo says, `` Are you not my opposition ? Are you still loyal to the acquaintance who abandoned you ? ``
'' You 're malign, '' she whispers.
This amuses Kylo. He smiles and gets off of her. He grabs her by the shoulders and pulls her to her knees.
'' I never claimed not to be, '' he says smugly. He stands in movement of her, between her legs, his jetty in front of her face. Smoothes back her fuzz. Cradles her typeface in his hands.
Rey 's cheeks bloom red and her eyes dart around, flustered. Feeling heat flood her abdomen as her blink of an eye increases.
'' I 'm not doing anything to you. Why are you panting ? '' Kylo asks, amused. Pleased to see her in a country of such arousal. `` It 's okay, Rey. I know what you want. ``
'' Get away from me, '' she demands.
His bag on her face becomes business firm and his heart become steel. `` You still do n't accept your place. '' He exhales a sigh as he feels himself growing hard. `` But you 're so adorable… ''
He releases her momentarily so he can pull his trouser down, freeing his member. The gasps, startled— he force freezes her before she can struggle and move away.
'' You can shut your eyes… '' Kylo Ren tells her. She squeezes her eyes shut as he shoves himself inside of her lip. He force freezes her mouth open. Rey endures his thrusting - the tip of his penis hitting the back of her throat. She gasps in as often air as she can when he pulls out.
Kylo throws his fountainhead back in pleasure as he pumps into her mouth. As he nears his dismission, he pauses and looks down at her. He pulls out, leaving her mouth widely open.
He uses his mitt to pump his seed into her. He shudders at his expiration. When he 's finished, he stares down at Rey 's unresolved mouth, filled with his seed. It sends a shudder of excitement up his spur to see her like this. So fragile, so vulnerable, so completely under his control.
He pulls his trouser back up, still staring at Rey, who sits like a statue. Almost like a water fountain, he thinks. Her head tilted up, a syndicate inside her open mouth.
He caresses her boldness, enjoying the helpless look in her eyes, then pushes her jaw closed. He leans down to kiss her on the face. He wipes away any excess on her lips.
He kneels down between her legs to whisper into her ear. `` I 'm going to make you breakfast and you 're going to stay here and restrain this in your mouth until I 'm wind up. '' He kisses her lightly on the mouth.
He gets up. `` Do n't swallow until I tell you to. '' At the questioning tone in her centre, Kylo Ren shrugs. He moves towards the little kitchenette in the corner. `` Do n't ask me why I do the things I do. It makes me feel special. '' Rey is n't sure if he meant that seriously or sarcastically and her nerve burn in embarrassment.
Kylo Ren moves around the kitchen, getting out peach and utensils.
Rey waits like a statue. Her sass filled with Kylo Ren 's come. Her pulse rate is elevated and she jumps any clip Kylo Ren makes noise in the kitchen, being heedful not to unsay the load in her mouth.
The threshold buzz, swishes open, and in walk of life superior general Hux. If Hux is surprised at what he sees, he does n't show it.
Kylo Ren nearly drops the pan he was cooking with. He looks at Hux, outraged.
'' What are you doing, barging in here like that ? '' Kylo Ren gets mighty in Hux 's human face. Rey knew he would sustain gone for his ignitor sabre had it been anyone else.
Hux says nonchalantly, `` Supreme loss leader has an pressing content for you, Kylo Ren. '' His eyes dart quickly to Rey then back to the furious man in front of him.
'' Never enter like that again, '' Kylo says, menacing.
Hux spreads his arms out and gives a slight, humble bow. `` I am a mere servant following the Holy Order of the Supreme loss leader. '' Hux looks Kylo right field in the eye, indifferent to the barely inhibit fierceness in Kylo 's eyes.
Hux continues in a clipped tone. `` He was most insistent you come right away. Alone. '' Hux looks over at Rey. `` I 'll watch your pet while you 're gone. ``
Kylo does n't say anything. He 's furious. He grabs his coat and head to the threshold, glaring at Hux.
Kylo leaves. The door closing behind him. It makes Rey 's inwardness race.
The secrecy is oppressive. Rey stays still where she is. She is surprise to hear Hux mutter, `` I 'm good-for-nothing, Rey. ``
Hux averts his gaze, turns his back to her and stares at the threshold. Giving her some gloss of secrecy in her vulnerable State. Her boldness blushes red with pity and humiliation.
'' Do n't be embarrassed. '' Hux says in a gentle, understanding voice, keeping his gaze on the door. `` This is n't your flaw. Kylo Ren is an uncivilized brute. ``
Rey does n't know whether to be grateful or not. Relieved that he 's not staring at her predicament. Wonders if he knows what she holds in her mouth.
'' I am the commander of this ship. I know what goes on in my own domain. '' All Rey can do is listen and ponder his words.
A reach of secretiveness passes before Hux continues. Rey almost admiration if he 's talking to himself. `` Although some people like to think they can cover things, nothing is hidden from me. ``
Kylo Ren enters in a huff. surprised to see Hux so close to the doorway and nearly collides into him. Hux suppresses a slight smiling at Kylo Ren 's clumsiness.
Kylo is relieved to see Rey in the same home, same posture. He stares at Hux coldly. `` You can depart now, superior general. ``
Hux nods and motion towards the threshold. He glances back at Rey.
'' I 'll see you for dejeuner, '' he says.
Kylo Ren glares at him as he leaves. Is relieved when the door closes behind him.
'' Do n't worry about him, '' Kylo Ren tells Rey. He heads back into the kitchen. `` He does n't matter. ``
Kylo continues cooking and soon has a scale of food prepared.
Kylo sets the dental plate on the level. Far from where Rey kneeling. He leans against the kitchen counter, crosses his arms, and looks pointedly at her. `` seminal fluid and get it. ``
Rey scoffs. Realizes he expects her to crawl across the floor for it. She glares at him, frustrated at the humiliation. But she obeys, ineffective to protest.
Her knees are sore when she arrives at the crustal plate of food. Kylo Ren insists she show him her mouth, to try out her obedience. She opens her mouth to him and he smiles, pleased.
—-
Rey enters Hux 's room. He opens the door with gusto. He smiles and apparent motion her in. There is an entire tray of food on the tabular array and Rey center it.
She sits and Hux sits across from her. He does n't say anything. He starts eating and motions for her to do the same.
They sit there eating in a well-heeled silence.
Eventually, Rey breaks it. `` Why am I here ? ``
Hux looks at her, chewing a bite of food. `` To acquire. ``
'' I do n't require to get a line from you. ``
'' Then do n't. equitable sit there and eat. ``
'' The silence does n't chafe you ? '' Rey asks.
'' No, silence is good. It 's been a stressful twain of Clarence Day, regrouping after your friends blew up our base. ``
Rey sputter, `` Oh, I 'm sorry… ''
Hux pauses the food for thought he 's about to put in his backtalk to face at her in surprise.
She realizes what she 's just said. `` I did n't mean— ''
Hux bursts out laughing at her awkwardness. `` Relax… I know what you meant. ``
'' Why am I really here ? I do n't realise. ``
'' Because I think you have voltage. Snoke thinks you have possible. I really wish you would encompass this. I 'm giving you the chance to ask me anything. You have the leader of the firstly purchase order will to answer any of your inquiry. Do you have any ? ``
'' I have n't thought about it, '' Rey says, confused.
'' That 's the problem. If you 're still patriotic to the opposition, how can you aid them if you ca n't even take advantage of the opportunity you have now ? What do you want to get laid ? time to come plans ? Secret patch ? ``
Rey sits back in her president, and picks at her food for thought. `` Future plan ? ``
'' Bring order to the galaxy, '' Hux says majestically. `` Imagine how much more effectively you would serve them if you were trained ? '' He leans forward. `` I 'm not asking you to alter your commitment. I 'm just asking to let me teach you. ``
'' What do you really want from me ? '' Rey is suddenly suspicious.
'' I want your cooperation. If not, I 'll ingest to send you back to Kylo Ren. ``
Rey shudders, conflicted.
Hux raises an eyebrow. `` You do n't like that ? Or maybe you do ? Do you wish what he does to you ? ``
'' I just want to be free. ``
Hux ignores her instruction and continues. `` I would never tie you up the way he does. '' He leans forward and says in a quiet tone, `` I would defecate you beg first. ``
Rey nearly drops the Methedrine of water she was about to tope. `` What ? ``
Hux leans back in his chair and laughs softly, sipping his Methedrine of wine.
'' I know how brutal Kylo Ren can be… You 're always welcome here, Rey. '' He motions to the couch. `` You can slumber there if you 're ever afraid. Or you take the bed, I 'll carry the couch. ``
Rey spends the relaxation of the time with him playing a plot of Bromus secalinus. She becomes engrossed in it, learning from his comments and his motility. They do n't blab out much. It ends when Hux has to leave.
Rey does n't let anywhere to go on the craft except back to Kylo Ren 's room. She is relieved to rule it empty. She ponders what Hux said to her. She does n't understand what plot he is playing. She 's frustrated, feeling like she 's out of her depth. Maybe she would take him up on his offering. If anything, she knew it bothered Kylo Ren.
Kylo Ren did n't give until halfway through the nighttime. By then, Rey had changed into one of his shirts because she could n't bump anything else, and was curled up in his bed, sleeping.
He enters and Rey can smell foiling within him. He tosses his stuff down carelessly and turns on the luminosity. Rey cringes at the brightness.
'' Oh, am I disturbing you ? '' he says mockingly.
Rey jumps out of bed, furious. `` No. We need to speak. ``
'' About what ? The difficulty of scrubbing rusting off spare part parting ? ``
'' What happens when we get to Moraband ? ``
Kylo Ren shrugs sadly. Losing his Energy. `` We train you with the horse of Ren. ``
'' I train ? Then you should take this catch off of me and start treating me like a man being. You ca n't manage me without it ? ``
'' I 'll postulate it off when we get to Moraband. '' He pauses. `` How was your time with Hux ? Did he teach you anything other than how to suck up to your higher-up ? ``
'' Are you threatened ? ``
'' You 're joking. Hux is nothing but a gundark sucking on Snoke's— ''
Rey yells, exasperated. `` I ca n't hold out with you ! ``
'' You do n't have a choice. ``
'' I want freedom. I do n't want to be controlled by you. You are barbaric and sadistic, '' she spats.
'' I 'm barbaric ? '' Kylo almost sounds outraged, then he nods. `` That 's true. `` He shrugs. `` And ? Do you desire me to change ? Contort myself into your ideal man ? sprain myself into something abominable for your pleasure ? ``
'' Why do you say these affair ? '' she says, disgusted.
'' effort you 'll never— '' He stops. On the verge of saying a watchword he might regret. A word that makes him vulnerable.
'' Never what ? ``
Kylo shakes his head. He unclips his light saber and holds it up. Rey wince, thinking he is going to use it on her. She is surprise when he tosses it to her. `` Fire it up, '' he says.
Kylo gets down on his knees in figurehead of Rey. `` Do your defective. Do whatever you want to me. I wo n't fight you. I wo n't resist. withdraw your revenge. ``
She swings the sabre at him and halt at his neck, holding it there. He closes his eyes and lower berth his head, fully expecting to feel the heat cut through his neck. Rey strains with the conflict within her. She finally has the chance… and she ca n't do it…
She shuts the blade down. `` I did n't remember you could possibly GET more fright. Kylo Ren, '' she says his name with disdain. She steps away and starts moving towards the door. `` I 'm leaving. ``
He gets up. `` I wo n't stop you. I do n't require you here anymore. I do n't care if you sleep out in the cold, on metal grate. ``
She THROWS the sabre at him. He catches it easily.
As soon as the door closes behind her, Kylo wishes she were back. He does n't require to stop her, but he desperately hopes she will hail back on her own. That she 's not really so turn over she would rather log Z's in a insensate, drafty corridor, than with him.
He questions why he is so cruel to her. And worries what will pass off when they arrive on major planet. With a ill-affected learner and a soul injury, he would surely be challenged for leadership by the Knights of Ren. He knows he 's up to the challenge. But it frightens him. Especially that he might take care weak in front of Rey.
Rey grew up in a coarse climate and she had to be incredibly strong to pull round. Kylo Ren does n't recollect she could ever have a go at it somebody weaker than her. Think she despises impuissance. Kylo Ren does n't delude himself— He is the strong of the knight of Ren. For now. He lays down and waits.
—-
A knock on the doorway awakens Hux in the heart of the night. He gets up, frowning at the encroachment and goes to the doorway. His backtalk falls capable in surprisal when he sees who is at the door.
'' Rey, it 's the middle of the night… '' He sees her realise suffering, her exposure as she looks up at him with the wide eyes of a puppy. `` But, of course, you can come any time. '' He motions for her to enter.
Rey enters and leans against the rampart and stares up at him shyly. `` I 'm distressing, I, he— ''
'' He hurt you ? '' Hux asks, concerned.
She looks away. `` Not quite… '' She sighs, frustrated. `` I ca n't appear to ever talk clearly around you. ``
Hux steps forward and puts his bridge player on her shoulder joint. `` Oh, Rey… You 're distress is so… adorable, that it hurts me a little bit… '' Rey 's heart and soul pounds as he moves closer to her.
'' Do you necessitate to talk ? '' he asks, cupping her face in his hands. He leans in close, his eubstance pinning her against the wall.
'' I— I do n't know, '' she stumbles.
He whispers into her ear. `` Anything you need. ``
He looks into her centre then. His face so close, so confidant. His eyes sang-froid and calm air. She only has to move ever so slightly to plant a appease kiss on his lips.
He does n't locomote, only continues to regard her with his poise gaze. She immediately regrets kissing him. Feeling like she just made a big mistake. Thinking his poker-faced gaze means he 's rejecting her.
'' I 'm disconsolate, '' she blurts out quickly. She tries to incite away, go back through the door. He stops her by pinning his physical structure against hers.
He puts a hand on her cheek and pulls her face close. `` Do n't be. '' He kisses her then, his hired hand moving down to her waist, pulling her away from the door.
When he breaks the kiss, he picks her up and carries her to the bed. Rey is on a wave of adrenaline.
Hux sets her down on the bed. He crawls in, but just lays down. Does n't touch her. Her nitty-gritty Syrian pound and she feels uncertain.
'' I think I made a mistake— '' Rey starts to get off the bed. Hux grabs her articulatio radiocarpea and she turns back to appear at him.
'' It 's alright, Rey. You should learn… to get hold of what you want. '' He lays casually with on arm behind his head, the other holding Rey 's wrists. He pulls her closer to him.
She resists slightly, but is intrigued.
'' What do you want ? '' he whispers.
Rey ca n't quite form the words. She crawls over to him and tentatively puts her leg over his, straddling him. Kylo Ren 's shirt is pushed up around her shank. She feels self witting of sitting on Hux, forgetting about the moisture growing between her legs.
'' I 'm sorry— '' She starts to cringe off him, but his firm hands hold her by the waist. She pauses, staring down into his eyes. His look is deep, but he looks at her with intrigue. Curious.
She feels him harden beneath her and her heartbeat races.
'' Are you scared ? '' he asks.
Rey nods and looks down, unable to take on his gaze.
Hux sits up, wrapping his arms around her waistline, pulling her into him. He sits up. `` Well, you should be. '' He cups her chin and forces her to seem up. He kisses her softly, sensuously. He dips his glossa into her mouth and she moans.
Hux lifts her hips slightly and pulls his trouser off. Before she knows it, there is nothing between them and she can feel his severeness pressing between her legs.
Hux looks her in the eye. `` Do you want this ? ``
Rey 's middle races. `` I do n't know… ''
'' Why ? ``
'' Kylo Ren… ''
'' You do n't go to him, Rey. Do n't let him convince you he owns you. Do you want him to be the entirely man you ever sleep with ? The only one to ever fall in you pleasure ? ``
Rey shakes her head.
'' What do you want ? '' he asks, moving himself against her, rubbing himself between her legs.
She kisses him in answer, passionately, fervently. He lifts Kylo Ren 's shirt up over her head and tosses it away. take to kissing her.
Rey groan in surprise as he enters her. Hux holds her boldness to his as he moves inside her, maintaining eye contact.
The intimacy of his regard is consuming and Rey can only tease the waving of pleasure. Suddenly, Hux flips her onto her back, keeping himself inside her. He is on top now, still gazing into his eye, pumping into her.
'' Will you let me teach you ? ``
'' Yes, '' Rey answers.
'' I have an assignment for you… ''
Rey 's eyes widen. Curious. `` What do you want me to do ? ``
Hux kisses her gently before he speaks. `` Go back to Kylo Ren… '' Rey pulls away. Hux holds her in place and continues. `` shuffle him eat my ejaculate out of you… ''
She pulls back in surprise. `` What ? ``
Hux smiles. `` You know— ''
'' I know. How do I convince him to do that ? ``
'' This is about powerfulness, Rey. He wields it over you and you forget you have it. witness your power. He wo n't be able-bodied to resist you. ``
Hux brings her to the precipice of pleasure. He releases himself inside her, staring down at her aspect as he finishes. Enjoying the visual modality of her writhing in ecstasy.
He collapses on top of her, looking into her oculus again.
'' You 're under his power now, '' Hux says. `` You have to find your way out of it before his command over you becomes more… absolute. ``
—
Absolute…
Hux 's words ring in her ears as she walks down the cold corridors back to Kylo Ren 's room. More absolute, she thinks. Worried. She knows she should n't hope Hux… but he was right about so many thing. It was true… she could n't seem to escape from Kylo 's control… His utter control over her body. She touches herself lightly between her pegleg. Hux 's seed in her. Could she do it ? Should she do it ?
Rey enters Kylo 's room shyly. A piddling bit afraid. She is surprise to see him step on it to her when she enters. He takes her in his implements of war and hugs her.
'' I 'm dingy about earlier… I 'm so happy you came back. '' He rocks her in his subdivision, kissing her head softly.
She pushes him away, surprised by his sudden exposure. Kylo Ren puts his custody behind his spine in a way that say that he will be practiced. That her comforter is his priority. His eyes follow her as she moves to the bed.
Rey strips off her apparel. She sits on the bed and leans back. Looks imploringly at Kylo Ren.
'' Kiss me, '' she says softly, innocently.
Kylo 's pith skips a pulse. He moves towards her and begins to incline towards her backtalk, surprised when she puts a hand on his chest to give up him.
She shakes her head. `` No… buss me here… '' She guides his deal down to the place between her legs.
Kylo 's middle flash in hullabaloo, intoxicated by her request. He spreads her wooden leg open, roll his implements of war around her second joint and pulls her to the very edge of the bed.
He gets down on his knees, putting his face between her legs. He kisses her gently on her clit. He inhales, enjoying the odour of her.
He plunges his knife into her and she moans softly. Kylo 's strong limb hold her still as he laps up her juices. He alternates sticking his tongue into her, and sucking on her clit. He feels her muscles contract, feels her on the verge of release…
He pulls away and stands up. Drops his drawers and complain them aside. He wraps his arms around her thigh again, pulling her forward. He attitude the tip of his phallus and enters her swiftly.
She cries out loudly at the fullness inside her. He moves rhythmically into her. He releases his seed into her, satisfying himself at the same clip she reaches her own release.
Kylo pulls out of her and pushes her far onto the bed. She crawls back, giving him room to move in beside her. He pulls the covers over them both and pulls her into him. He kisses her softly.
Rey enjoys the kiss… enjoying the gustation of his mouth… the potent cocktail of Kylo Ren 's saliva, her own juice, and the general 's seed… It feels wrongly to enjoy it. But for the beginning time in this ordeal, Rey feels something unfamiliar. Satisfaction.
Kylo pulls her top dog against his bureau and they fall asleep, facing each other.
The next time Rey sees Hux, she is terrified. He stands in the load bay of the spaceship in front end of a formation of troops, every inch the military leader of the First Order. master Phasma stands by his side, in her chrome plate armor.
'' Terror is the only judge for our enemies ! '' Hux shouts, passionate. `` We will rebuild. Any set back will be rebuilt ten crimp ! They blow up one base, we will progress ten ! We are the big military might in the Galax urceolata. The rebel scum can not stem the lunar time period of the first off Order ! ``
Rey jumps at the sound of the formation saluting, a loud, uniform sound.
Kylo notices her reaction. He reaches out and snaffle onto her arm, as if upset she will try to run. Rey would run, if she could. But there was no shoes to run to for very long.
Rey wants to back away. Kylo Ren holds a firm grip on her arm. A nervousness flesh in the pit of her tummy. It 's comfortable, Rey thinks, when you get into a routine, to draw a blank that you 're surrounded by enemies.
She is surrounded by enemy in every possible way. Rey wants to wait at Kylo Ren 's face, but he 's wearing his mask. She wants to take care some station for assurance, for comfort. But there is none to be found in the gleaming starship of the beginning Order.
Hux releases the soldiers from the formation with a loud `` DISMISSED ! '' He talks with Phasma. Kylo Ren begins leading Rey out of the hangar. Rey glances back at Hux. He looks over at her and winks.
Rey could n't believe it. Could n't reconcile the side of meat she just saw of Hux to the man she had slept with. She lived in scourge, worried that Kylo Ren would find out.
Kylo Ren holds her hired hand as they walk down the corridor back to his room. `` You 're so tense up, '' he says to her as they walk.
Rey nods. Kylo moves his paw up to her shoulder and squeezes reassuringly. Rey had n't seen Hux for about five Day, since the night she slept with him.
In that meter, Kylo Ren had been surprisingly kind to her. It had been jarring that good morning to awaken up and find him putting his helmet on. The mask that frightened her. The mask that was all hardness and steel, nothing like the voiced and gentle case of the real Kylo Ren.
They enter Kylo Ren 's room. Kylo takes off the masquerade party. Puts it down on the table.
He walks up behind Rey and wraps his branch around her. She closes her centre, enjoying the warm, safe feeling he gives her. He holds her like that, cradling her, for respective minutes.
'' You were scared, '' he says.
Rey is pulled from her warm shoes. The anxiousness and nervousness return. She shakes slightly and stumbles over her Christian Bible. `` I 'm not scared… ''
Kylo Ren kisses the back of her neck. `` You were terrified. Did Hux frighten you ? '' he asks innocently.
Rey 's pulse speeds up at the mention of Hux. She squeezes her eyes closed. She does n't need to answer. She wants to keep the pacification between her and Kylo Ren.
'' It IS Hux, '' Kylo Ren laughs softly. `` He is a fearfulness. I do n't fault you for being scared. '' Kylo turns her around so that she 's facing him. He kisses her forehead. He pulls back and frowns down at her. `` There 's something else, '' he says.
Rey 's affection beats hard in her chest. She shakes her caput. Images of what happened between her and Hux begin popping up in her head.
'' What is it, Rey ? You should n't prevent arcanum from me. ``
Rey backs away toward the bed. `` It 's nothing… it 's just been a stressful day and Hux 's spoken language wasn't— was n't good— ''
Kylo Ren follows her. He pushes her onto the bed and straddles her. He grabs her wrist joint and holds them against her thorax. `` What is it, Rey ? ``
Rey shakes her head violently. `` It 's nada ! nil ! ``
Kylo holds her radiocarpal joint with one hand and puts the other on her brow. `` It would be comfortably for you to differentiate me. ``
snag stream down Rey 's face. Her cheeks turn smart pink and she can not utter. Can not speak of what she did with Hux. Images come unbidden to her mind… him pressing into her… kissing her… coming inside her…
Kylo Ren abruptly jumps off her. He looks unsettled. Smoothes his whisker back. He turns away, looking anywhere but at Rey.
Rey outcry. `` Kylo, I 'm lamentable ! ``
'' You… you slept with him. You slept. With HIM. '' Kylo Ren paces around the way, disbelief in his voice.
'' Did he spoil you ? ``
'' No… '' she sobs, shaking her head.
'' So you went willingly ? '' he asks in a low voice.
Rey nods, shortness of breath wracking her body. Kylo screams in furore and lights up his saber.
Rey trembles in concern as Kylo approaches her with his fiery sword. He holds the light saber against her neck opening. `` Then you 've just saved HIS sprightliness. '' He shuts the red blade off.
He walks away, then turns around and period at her. `` You think I 'm a jester. ``
Rey shakes her head, tears streaming down her face. She walks over to him and gets to her knees, holding her hired man in forepart of her apologetically. `` I 'm sorry. I 'm so sorry. ``
Kylo shakes his chief coldly and backs away from her. He picks up his helmet and leaves the elbow room. Rey is left alone, crying.
She barely sees him at all for the next few 24-hour interval. Rey jumps every metre someone comes through the doorway. But each clock time, it 's just a droid bringing food for thought. Which she eats alone.
Rey does n't know if this is a good thing or bad. Does n't get laid what 's to follow. It is a lonely and tense few 24-hour interval. Kylo Ren pops in occasionally and ignores her when she tries to blab out to him.
He does n't sleep there. Rey admiration where he is sleeping ? She finds the answer one day when he enters with a female stormtrooper.
They 're both fully dressed in their armor, but they both have their helmets off.
'' Just got ta get a jacket… '' Kylo tells the stormtrooper.
The stormtrooper observance Rey and looks Rey up and down, disdain net in her expression. Kylo does n't even look at Rey once or acknowledge her in any way. Rey just sits on the bed, blazon wrapped around her knees, and watches. panic gnawing at her belly.
Kylo gets what he needs from the press. Walks back to the threshold and kisses the female stormtrooper on the sassing. They put their arms around each other and leave. When the door closes, Rey begins sobbing hysterically.
Rey does n't know how to sense about it. He was sleeping with a stormtrooper ? Who was she ? Why ?
The future clock time the droids bring in food, Rey throws the knockout at the door. She kicks and punches the threshold, struggling to open it. It 's sword. It does n't stir. She turns around, FURIOUS. She wants to ruin the way. She paces around violently.
Then she stops. Worried. Was she becoming like Kylo Ren ? Exploding into fits of rage… just like him. Rey shakes her head teacher. This is n't the Jedi way, she thinks. She takes a mysterious intimation and sits down in the middle of the floor.
She 's angry, scared, frustrated. She breathes deeply— let the emotions pass through her. Do n't move around to the dark-skinned slope, she tells herself. If she turns to the dark English, Kylo Ren wins. The low Order wins. Snoke wins.
fit 1
'' Do n't hold out me. If you relax, it wo n't injure so lots. '' Kylo Ren 's articulation is the exclusively thing she hears.
Rey 's arms are pulled behind her back and suspended from the cap. She 's naked, bent over at the waist, gagged, and blindfolded. She ca n't see, or ask for help, or beg for him to stop.
She struggles against him, but his strong hands on her waistline hold her in place.
'' I love it when you struggle… '' He smacks her lightly and then massages her derriere cheeks, pulling them apart.
Rey wants to scream at him. No ! Why are you doing this ? She cries in her drumhead. Only heroic moans make it through the gag in her mouth.
Kylo Ren tried to remain away from her. He really did n't want to wound her… Or he thought he did n't. Because he DID. Nothing he did the yesteryear few days consoled his ira, his RAGE at her betrayal.
But now they were approaching Moraband and things would accept to change. She had been startled when they got up that morning and he ordered her to her articulatio genus. He was deeply disappointed that she did n't obey immediately. As if they had n't gone over this so many times. She put up a resistor and now he had to break it.
Rey pulls away in surprise as Kylo Ren gently touches the touchy porta between her laughingstock buttock. He smacks her and holds her in place, continuing. Pulling her cheeks apart and gently inserting an oiled up finger.
'' This will feel better if you do n't resist. Do n't try to fight me. You wo n't win. '' His voice is firm, commanding.
He steadies her bottom, then continues, this sentence inserting two fingers and gently scissoring them apart.
'' You 're so… innocent. Your mind is so tough and strong. But you 're innocent. '' He continues preparing her with his fingers. `` I 'm the lonesome one who 's done these things to you. Just me… and Hux. ``
Rey goes still, shocked. Her nitty-gritty pounding.
'' You really thought I would n't find out, '' he says, his vocalization assuredness and even. `` You ca n't cover anything from me. ``
Kylo Ren strokes himself, oiling himself up, preparing to enter her from behind.
'' You 're wondering why I 'm not mad ? I was. That 's why I stayed away for the past few days. '' He rubs his paw over her stern, watching her struggle helplessly. He runs his handwriting up her back, pushing her down.
'' And I am still mad. '' His voice seems to run over her skin ominously and sends shudder up her spikelet. `` And you should be afraid. ``
Rey whimper as he scratches his fingers down her binding. He positions his penis at her endorse entry and presses forward. Rey cries out in pain.
'' Shhh… Relax… Do n't fight me… '' He runs his script along her sides and she thrill, sensitive. He grabs her waist and presses himself in deeper.
The unfamiliar fullness is shocking to Rey. cipher was more humiliating than this, she thinks. He 's violated every region of her body and mind.
He presses in and twist out, making her cry out loudly— her voice still muffled by the gag.
She feels moisture between her legs— feels her body aroused, despite her horror. As he presses into her support end, she feels a distinct want, an restless ache
between her legs.
She endures his ravishment upon her— spirit regret that he 's not fucking her properly. It surprises her that she misses the pleasure from every early clock time he took her.
The way he moved inside her now made her thirst him— Such dissatisfaction ! She felt the moisture from her arousal leak down her legs— desiring him— but there was no form up of pleasure this time— no sexual climax. Just a WANT— a frustration— and an unfamiliar and humiliating fullness.
'' Why should I give you what you want when you 've betrayed me ? '' He pushes into her furiously, finally reaching his handout. He holds her tightly as he spills his seed into her rectum.
He pulls out. He SLAPS her bottom and she jumps. Rey feels helpless and intensely FRUSTRATED. Stimulated and denied release… nix but a dull, craving ache between her thighs.
And a rape touch sensation. Used. He 'd pleasured himself and emptied himself inside her… and left her suspension, wanting, with a silent and intense anguish.
She hears him moving about the way. She cries and struggling in frustration.
'' Calm down, '' he says, annoyed. He walks over to her and smacks her ass. `` I have a lay out for you. ``
Rey knows this is n't undecomposed. She stills herself, trying to calm down down.
Kylo runs his mitt all over her body, petting her. `` It 's all over now… ''
Rey 's nerves are fired up and she ca n't agitate the foiling she feels between her thighs.
Kylo Ren unties her radiocarpal joint, releasing her. Rey falls to her hands and knees. She stays there while he removes the blindfold and unties the gag in her mouth.
Kylo picks her up in his arms, cradling her. He kisses her os frontale. Carries her to the bed.
'' Why did you do that to me ? '' Her interpreter is shaky as she cries. Tears stream down her grimace. Kylo wraps a blanket around her.
'' Are you going to obey ? '' he asks as she stares into his deep, night eyes.
She nods, still crying.
'' Do n't ever sustain secret from me again.
Rey puts her heading down, unable to look at him. Kylo Ren pets her caput. `` I 'm not your enemy anymore, Rey. '' He tilts her point up to calculate at him. `` You belong to me. ``
The flavor in Rey 's aspect is irritating to him. So hurt. So vulnerable. Fragile. His core goes out to her then… He does n't postulate to get through her judgment to see how very much her sense of ego begins to disintegrate day by day… always reminding herself that she 's a person… that he 's the demon and what he 's doing is wrong…
He shakes his brain. He 's the giant ? He needs her rock-bottom, her identity broken and discarded— before he could start out turning her into a mightily forcefulness substance abuser. One that would answer him completely.
'' What are you, Rey ? ``
'' I'm— I 'm yours, '' she says, hoping it is the the right way result. Wanting the ataraxis they had before he found out about Hux. Deeply regretting it and wanting to delight him.
'' Are you hungry ? '' he asks.
She nods. Kylo moves over to the kitchen. He begins pulling out cooking gimmick and removing food.
He looks at Rey, huddled on the bed. He smiles and shakes his head. `` You 're precious, Rey. Absolutely precious. ``
'' Are you still mad at me ? '' she asks meekly.
He continues cooking. Shrugs. `` We 'll see. Now get dressed. We set down on Moraband in less than an hour. ``
Rey takes a risk to ask a question. She fingers the catch around her neck. `` I thought you were going to take this off when we landed ? ``
Kylo sighs and walks over to the bed and caresses her cheek. `` Do n't make me anguish you. When we land I ca n't be kind to you anymore. ``
'' Kind ? You 've never been kind… '' she says in a quiet voice.
Kylo Ren 's eyes widen. `` If that 's how you feel… then let that be a warning to you for what could fall out when we land. ''