My First Love


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I was starting my first semester of college in 1985 and was frightened and lonely. All my friends had gone to other schools or started working and they all were chasing missy like crazy. I was n't. I had tried desperately to birth a girlfriend in highschool but I knew I was living a lie. I just was n't attracted to little girl they way my friends were. I thought some miss were pretty, but once I look beyond the face I just was n't interested. I was too scared to approach any guy wire and went to a very small rural district. I did not cogitate any other guy cable were like me.


I knew I was gay when my friends and I decided to camp one weekend. I was changing into a bathing suit and my friend entered the tent and started to change also. He was my most attractive champion and I tried desperately not to reckon but being in that tent naked with him for a few seconds drive me crazy. I did n't do or say anything. But I thought about that import a lot.


Spanish was my first class and I sat in the backbone row. I petite young man sat beside me and I glance over. He had dark blackness hair and slightly pale skin. He still wore braces on his teeth and when he caught my eye he smiled and said `` hi. ``


I said hello and teacher started attendance. He answered to sage Conner. I had never met a boy named sage before. His vocalism was gamey pitched than mine and it sounded lovely. The class went well and when I was walking out I heard a voice behind me.


'' What did you cerebrate ? '' It was sage and he moved up beside me and we walked together. I told him my name was jemmy and this was my first class.


'' Do you live on campus ? '' He asked and kept grinning at me. I was starting to think he was flirting with me but that could not be straight. I lived at abode and commuted to school. I got to the end of the walk and was hoping he would stay with me, but he had a course and turn the other way. The next class was in two days and I counted down the time to see him again. We chatted a small before year and when the professor told us to split in partners we joined up. He sat across from me and we practice pronunciation. I stared into his eyes and was getting a big crush on him. He was so cute. He had died a very modest patch of his tomentum a very dark purple so it was barely obtrusive. I notice it. I notice everything about him. How he rolled he eyes after making a mistake and how he held his handwriting in front end of his sassing like he was embarrassed of his pair.


when category was over he asked for a ride to his dorm room. I could n't believe my luck. He climbed into my car and i drove him the few blocks to the campus houses.


'' Thanks, Jimbo '' he said and tapped my human knee with my hired man, then got out of the car. It was the weekend and the opinion of not seeing him for three daylight made me vomit. He stopped, came back to the car and leaned in


'' Hey you want to hangout this Sat night ? ``


I could n't believe it. `` certainly that 'd be cool '' I said not trying to sound overly anxious.


'' Pick me up at 7:00 sharp '' he said and winked at me.


'' O.K. I 'll be here. '' He walked up the sidewalk and then turn to front at me. We waved and smiling and I think he winked again. I was I love.


When I drove up to the residence hall he was waiting outside for me. He had a black crownwork on and calamitous jeans. He got into the car and I felt underdressed. I could smell his cologne and he had styled his hairsbreadth with some Alces alces. He looked a bit effeminate but that turned me on. It made me think we were thinking the Same thing. We first went to a movie and I felt proud having this beautiful boy by my side of meat. We set in the dark and our munition touched a few clock time. God I wish he take my script. When the movie was over we are at a nutrient court in theater. We talked a little about the motion picture and out Spanish people class. His foot suddenly tapped mine under the table and I blushed.


'' Let 's get out of here. ``


We got to the car and sat in the iniquity. I did n't screw what to say.


'' You okay ? '' He asked and looked at me.


'' Yea I 'm fine. I. ``. I stopped and salvia moved a picayune closer. `` I not for sure what this is ? ``


sage knew what I was talking about. He looked at me and told me it was whatever I wanted it to be.


'' I 've never done, ''. He stopped me with a kiss. It happened so flying I was in shock. He backed away and my center raced. He look gorgeous sitting there and I still tasted him on my lip. I think we wore a little lip gloss.


'' Was that O.K. ? '' He asked.


I nodded. So that what this was. I drove back to the dorm and we car a second.


'' I want to osculate you again, but individual might see. '' I understood and nodded. He placed his script on my leg and rubbed me a little. I grew excited.


'' I 'll see you Monday ``. I smiled and said goodbye.


I hated Dominicus. I was so abject I could n't suffer it. I had to see salvia. I drove to the dormitory and asked the dorm attendant for his room number. sage answered the door and smiled. He was all. alone. His residence hall roommate had a girl and was n't around practically. I sat on the bed beside him and he locked the threshold. I reached out to admit his hand but he kissed me first. This time I kissed back. I could n't believe how much I liked it. We kept kissing with inadequate flaccid touches and then he finally kept his lip against mine and opened his lips. His tongue touched mine and I push it back a small. French snuggling was new to me so I was doing my best. I opened my mouthpiece further and let his solid clapper in my lip. I could feet his gallus on my lingua and that made me giggle. He then grabbed my head and he started to get to out like teenager after the prom. Our capitulum moved, our lips touched and our tongues wrestled. I could n't believe the warmth. My erection embarrassed me but Sage look at my intumesce knickers and smile. He rubbed my leg then our lips parted.


'' Let 's get out of here ''. We left the dorm and went to my car. I asked him where he wanted to go and he said someplace individual.


'' halt by a convenience depot first so I can get something. '' I obeyed and he ran into the store quickly and came out with a large number of gum. He then asked me to go to hamburger drive through so we could get something to eat. We got cheeseburgers and cokes and ate while I drove. I headed out of town toward the country park close to the lake I lived by. sage finished his burger and actually rested his header in my lap. I could think it. I looked down and his beautiful face stared up at me.


When we got to the common I parked on the most secluded field and pushed the sit back a bit. He continued to lay there then finally spoke.


'' Let 's get in the backwards tail ''


We did and sat close to each other. The smell of greasy food was stiff and it blend with Sages cologne. He looked at me and kiss me softly. We were parked under some boastfully cottonwood Tree and it felt very private.


He kissed me again, this time on the neck. I ran my digit through his coarse black fuzz as he continued to kiss my neck My erection was unbearable. He stopped and looked at me.


'' Do you want to go further, or wait till another day ? '' I did n't resolve but reached out and unbuttoned his shirt. He did the Saami with me. I could n't consider we were undressing each other. We placed our shirts on the social movement hindquarters and continued to buss. Out bare chests touching each other beat back me crazy. salvia scooted down and lay down on his rear. I was on top of him and continued to kiss him. He reached down and unbuttoned his pant. I looked into his heart with passion. I pulled on his pants and stared at his puritanical Jockey shorts. I could n't breath. He reached down and pushed his brief down. His penis was erect and i could n't read my eyes off of it. I did n't have intercourse if he was big or average, I had n't seen any other beside my own. I lowered my oral sex and put it in my mouth. It was salty and exciting. salvia moaned as I started to absorb and fellate it. He place his mitt on my head and I continued. It was amazing. He pushed my straits up and told me to take my pants down. I sat up and pushed my pants down. Sage lowered his psyche and took me in his mouth. I could n't consider. This was what life was about. Sharing pleasure with individual you loved. He continued for a few minutes then stopped. He sat up and took my mentum in my hand. Neither one of us had ejaculated so I did n't get it on why he stopped. He pushed his jean all the way off and sat there completely defenseless. He put his hired man on my cheek and whisper.


'' Do you require to go all the way ? '' I kissed his boldness and answered. I want to do everything you want. I pushed my pants off and sage lay on his backrest. He reached down into his bloomers pocket and produced the second thing he had purchased. A small bottle of lubricant. He unscrewed the top and tuned the lubricating substance on my erection. Then he rubbed his bottom.


'' Do we take rubber ? '' I asked. He looked at me with a serious glare. He asked if I had ever been with anyone else. Of course I had not.


'' jimmy we have to be totally fair about this. '' I told him about the two girls I had kissed in gamey school but that was all. He had only been with a daughter but had never had sex with her. He lay there naked and his erection had softened. I stared at his nude body and soft penis surrounded by a mound of hairsbreadth. It was so incredible, but I really did n't know what to do. Jimmy grabbed his clothes and pushed them under his nates. He spread his legs and raised them. I got on top of him and tried to manoeuvre my erecting into him. He rolled back encourage but we could touch base.


'' Hold on '' he said and kissed me again. He tossed the apparel down and rolled over. His seat was inviting me. I got on top and push. sage moaned a little but slowly accepted it. My tip penetrated the Navy SEAL then I felt fully connected. I could n't believe I was one with Sage. I started to move slowly and he moaned a little more. I knew it would n't take on long and i was right. I ejaculated fully inside him. I felt like my interior had left my consistency and entered his. We breathed deeply together and I lay on top of him. I kissed his ear and he turned and kissed me. I whispered in his ear that I loved him and and he replied the same. I sucked on his ear and could n't believe the joy we had together. We sat up raw beside each former and kissed. Our penises were both limp and our bodies moist but I could n't subscribe my eyes off him. We got dressed but exchange underwear. He wanted to go on mine for good circumstances. We kissed some more than decided it was time to get back. He laid his chief on my lap again and actually feel asleep. I woke him two blocks from the dorm and gave him a buss. I flicked my tongue on his and told him I loved him again. I was in dearest for the first time.


The next day after class we drove to the closest Burger Joint and ate a dejeuner. Sage told me he had to get out of the student residence because other we 're starting to tease him for being faggot. He wanted us to affect into an flat together but we could n't give that. Sage lived too far away to commute but I told him I had a mind. Maybe he could endure at my sign of the zodiac and pay a pocket-sized rent payment. I spoke with my mom that evening.


'' Why is he leaving the dorms ? '' He asked.


'' He does n't like it there. He 's kind of shy and he does n't fit in. He 's my friend, I want to help him for awhile. '' Mom was loath at first gear but I told her he would give if it did n't work out. We moved Sage the next day and I told sage to act as straight as possible. I was a long way from telling mom the truth.


He wore a t shirt and dungaree and was cultured and kind to my parents and younger sister Sarah who was 12. My dad did n't say a great deal to Sage and I was worried he may suffer suspected something, but I may have been paranoiac. We were tired from moving but played sawhorse with my sister before dinner. We lived in a ranch country home on the edge of a small lake. We were only second from where Sage and I fell in making love. Sarah kept looking at Sage when we played and he teased her when she missed a shot. I was almost fully subject. My new boyfriend was befriending my sister. I only wish we could be truthful about everything. We we finished salvia grabbed Sarah 's articulatio humeri as we went inside and she giggled. During dinner my parents were quiet but Sarah did all the talking. She asked him about his lifespan and lady friend. Sage was truthful as possible without giving away the obvious. She kept looking at Sage and I realized my sister Sarah had the same taste in son and that made me laugh.


sage took a cascade after dinner party and was standing in his room In a towel. Iwalked in and keep out the door behind me. I could use up my center off his wet body. His hair's-breadth was wet also and looked dumbfound. I was worried that having him around might be tougher than I imagined. salvia removed the towel and started to dry his fuzz. I was watching his merchant ship and he turned and he was slightly hard. The threshold opened and Sarah entered abruptly. Her centre widened as she stared at sage 's penis.


'' Sarah ! '' I yelled and she screamed"I 'm sorry"three clip as she ran out.


'' I 'll go talk to her ''. I told salvia and I followed Sarah down the manse


She was standing alone and started crying. She was so blockade. `` Sarah check crying you did n't do anything wrong. ''


I told her to always bump before entering my room or Sages because she needed to respect our privacy.


salvia had the room two doors down from mine and it locked from the exterior. That would be handy. He could get out the room, whorl it and slip into my room and no one could agree. That first base Nox that 's exactly what he did. Thirty min after every went to bed I heard sage shut his door and curl it. My door then opened slowly and he walked into the darkness. He was wearing only a t shirt and briefs. He carefully shut the threshold and locked it. He put his room key in my dresser. I was lying in bed defenseless. I pulled off the sheet of paper but he motioned for me to get out of the bed. I did so and he took off his shirt and legal brief. We both sat naked on the carpet in my room in the darkness. I could trust how sexy it was. We did n't talk. I had my book binding to the bed and he had his bet on resting against my desk. We were both hard and just stared at each other. His metrical foot was resting on top of mine. That 's the but affair that touch. He reach up and started to stroke his erection. I did what he did. He then licked his hand and strtoked it more. I imitated his every move. We sat there in the darkness masturbating in sync. The moonlight shone in and created erotic shadows of our pleasures. I was about to come and backed off just in time. Sage then laid down on the floor on his side. I Maneuvered myself over to him so we could take each other in our rima oris. We sucked gently as quiet piffling auditory sensation of joy emanated from our mouths.
salvia then moved onto his backrest and I got on my arms and legs and we continues you suck each other. Then salvia surprised me. His let go of my member and moved up past my orchis. He licked them on the way to his target and started licking my anus. I could n't believe it. I had never heard of doing that. I moaned loudly and Sage paused. He waited while me then started again. I was trying to form up the nerve to return the favor. I did bug out to lick his ballock and he seemed to like that. I just could n't get past the taboo of going farther. He stopped and stood up. We still did n't address. He gripped my pillows and tossed them on the storey. He layed down and placed his rear on the pillows. This helped arch his ass up. I reached under the bed and pulled out a bottle of Lube. I rubbed some in my hired man then on on member. Sage arched further up and I rubbed some on his bottom. The intimacy was incredible. I got between his legs and put my mitt under both branch. I pushed the tip of my erecting into him. He moaned and my tip moved past the rim. We were engaged. I started to move carefully and he moaned. I developed a rhythm and we seemed synced. It lasted a minuscule while then I ejaculated inside him. I lowered myself and Sage put the pillows under our headland. We feel asleep on the storey without faces looking at each other.


When I awoke it was already light out and salvia was still beside me. I pushed him come alive and we both stood up naked. We dressed quickly and I cracked the door. No one was awake and salvia slipped back into his room. I went into the lav and cleaned up. When I came out Sarah was standing outside looking at me in my underwear. They were Sages briefs. enthusiast than mine. She laughed and I went back to bed.


This became our normal routine. He would record my room and we would engross in erotic sex. I could not think my fortune. The third base night Sage got on his manus and knees and I took him behind. I liked that. It was more comfortable for me. Sometimes we came more than once, but I never pulled out.


The fourth Nox I finally got the nerve to lick his anus. He whispered to me that he was make clean and I gently touched his rim with my tongue. I enjoyed the intimacy of the act and salvia moaned.


The succeeding break of the day my mother cornered me when we were alone.


'' jemmy. I know what 's going on. ``


'' What do you have in mind. ``


'' mother sleep light, honey. It 's in our DNA. I hear the quiet threshold closing. The flaccid racket, the rustle. '' She had a rent in her eye. `` I always suspected it. But I should have known better than to let him in the house. I do n't want you to get barf. I do your laundry. Do n't you remember I do n't see and smack it ''


I was so embarrassed. I did n't bonk what to say. `` It 's only the two of us mom. We wo n't get vomit. ''


'' Do you want us to leave. '' I made sure I said us.


She shook her headland. `` Do n't let your don happen out."


That nighttime sage entered my elbow room and I wanted to try something different. We kissed each other with our mouths across-the-board open up and spit dancing on other. I lowered myself to his lap and suck him until he came. I swallow most of the semen but still had the taste of him in my backtalk. I raised up to buss him, but he resisted. I stared at him in the moonlight and leaned in a again and whispered
'' Just a discernment honey '' and he let me kiss him gently at first, then deeper.


I probed his mouth with his relish in my tongue and he seemed to enjoy it. He laid down and started to raise his ass but I pushed him aside. I laid down in his normal lieu and I offered my ass to him. He reached down and gently spread the warm tingly lube on me and I realized i was in for something peculiar. He brought his penis to my ass I moaned much too loudly. He crossed the sphincter and I knew we were engaged tightly. and he made love to me gently. I was surprise how lots I liked it. When he ejacualted I could feel the lovesome seminal fluid leak from my anus as Sage held me from behind. I did n't require to depart my elbow room so we slept together in my bed. I woke him up with a kiss and we started to kiss deeply again. We moved to the base and he got on his hands and stage and I took him behind. He moaned deeply and I filled him with my juices. We opened the door and Sarah stood there and giggled at us. I could still smell the seed and wonder what she thought. I reached out and tousled her hair and salvia leaned down and kissed her cheek.


'' It 's a hugger-mugger honey ''. And Sarah blushed. I trusted my sister. We had a deeply adhesiveness and she would never cuckold me.


The next morning before leaving for school Sarah sat on the sofa and Sage and I sat close because my parents had left. She watched us in fascination.


She blushed then asked"What 's it like ? ``


'' What do you mean,"sage asked


'' To be in love, what 's it kind. I bet it 's fantastic ''. We smiled and I grabbed Sages hand.


'' It is honey and thanks for not telling ``


"I want to fall in make out some day. '' she said.


"You will honey."I replied and relate her face.


sage leaned over and kiss me and she blushed again. I was totally happy and also worried. How long can this case of felicity last ?