All 's I can ever tell you is the the true, When I first met you I sort of hoped you would just be one of those people who would take the air away after a couple of sidereal day, I did n't ever intend for you to become a big part of my biography, I never intentionally let you go the one person who would crap me see the world in a whole new visible radiation, I never intended to strike in love with you, I never even wanted to, I do n't ever mean any offence by that but I know I am always better walking the lone road in life, I always will be much better off alone as when i 'm alone there is no damage I can do to any early soul former than myself, well I guess I do owe you one massive thankyou in life, You showed me honest passion, I know you only fel dependable love once and I am always grateful that I found it with you, I will always love you even though you no longer commend me, I 'll always recall the way you left me speechless whenever you spoke, I 'll always remember the way you would never consent any compliment I gave you, Always telling me I was lying even though you knew I would never lie to you, I 'll call back the Night you got scared and I would mouth to you even after you fell asleep just so you could feel like there was someone there with you all nighttime long, All those nights I gave all I had just to progress to sure you never killed yourself, All those time I would lay arouse and just observe you sleep just so you would have a passive night, I 'll also think of all those Nox we argued over silly things, All those hours I would expend just searching for the good way to make it up to you even when the argument was n't my fault, All those sentence you made me smile when all 's I wanted to do was cry, All those times you made me laugh just by been you, The way you always knew when I needed you even when we were miles apart, I remember you would always know how to make me feel better when I felt so panic-struck, Yeah I remember a lot of thoroughly and bad things, Pretty a good deal everything we ever went through to be fair, All the pain I caused you and all the fourth dimension I pretty much ruined your life, I also remember the metre you fell for that other mortal and left my pump nothing but a broken lot, Our human relationship was ruined by that person, I loved you more than I could ever put into Logos and in a pulsation you moved on, Yeah i 'll let in that was a little to a greater extent than I could ever do by, I had to sit back and watch you hang more in love with the other somebody with each passing second and I knew there was never a matter I could of done about it, It caused me a lot of pain to take in you slowly move on from me, I remember all those prison term you did n't desire to let the cat out of the bag to me just because they were on-line, All those times you dropped me just so you could talk to them then came running back as soon as they left or even speculative decided to leave behind just because they did, All those Nox I had to spend alone just because they refused to come online so you decided to do the Lapplander, All those times you would complain to me about how they would prefer to do anything else rather than talk to you, Well that was too much. I was a picayune raging yet saddened when they told you how they had used you, Made you fall in love with them for a cruel antic, You dumped me for this early someone even though they were married with a kid on the way even though at the time you never knew that, They were just someone who managed to treat you better than I could give in my wildest dreams, They treat you like a female monarch while I could only treat you as a princess, That all changed though when they hurt you, I guess it bruise me a lot more knowing you finally got to feel the pain I felt every bit I was without you, I am truly gloomy for the infliction you did feel, You know aswell as I that if I could of taken the pain I would sustain, I would suffer taken every footling bad feeling you had and added them to all the pain I had to palpate, Still do feel, I would of let you hold up a life without painful sensation or care if only I knew how, I would suffer every bad moment in living if it meant you could spend a lifetime of happiness, I know I did get by to do one thing, Not sure how but I did it, I took those incubus you suffered and made sure that you slept peacefully everynight at the cost of me not only suffering incubus at Night but suffering them through the day aswell, Yeah I somehow got it so you did n't suffer while I had to put up twice as a lot as normal, Sounds strange but I will intromit it was deserving it, Whatever happened that night I am gladiola it happened, Sure i suffer a lot but I know that you do n't anymore, I just want to say that through all the good and the bad times we shared I would never change a unity one, I mean I love you more and more with each overtaking heartbeat, You was my world, My aliveness, My heartbeat, You was my oxygen, I never thought I would be able to survive without you but I seem to be doing it, Not a very practiced living I will admit that but I am managing to pass the days, I want you to get laid one last matter, I know you will never read this but I do roll in the hay you, I have from the very outset words we spoke to each other, I never knew what you looked like to begin with but that never mattered because to me you was and always will be the most beautiful girl to ever take the air this earth, I mean yeah you still do walk this earth but I mean that past, present and even in the future there will never be a little girl that can even hail close to how beautiful you are, Anyways this has dragged on a piffling too long, Just want to say I love you, I still care about you deeply and I truly and honestly miss you with all the piddling pieces of my unkept heart, You will always be the lone girl that could ever fix the damage but I know you never will, Oh well I would rather live with a broken heart and say I felt unfeigned love than have a unhurt philia and say I never knew what love was, So I guess this is goodbye, Wish I could see your smile one last sentence, See those beautiful depressed eyes or just get wind your angelic part but I know I never will so I will just sustain to hold up with the memories of you, Love you so much, Always will till the end of time, sayonara my sweet-scented princess, I hope your life history is filled with all the things you truly deserve, public security, felicity and even love .