I am thrilled and excited about the display. Yesterday I 've sent message through Facebook to all my friends : `` Come and watch me tomorrow at six : link to the web site ''. It was site with the web cams where masses could watch girl and tip them if they like it. I switched off my headphone so nobody could contact me and ask about the show. I know that there is a quite big discussion among my Friend about that, I am just rule girl who normally would never do something like that so everyone is curious if this was just a mistake or a joke.

Thoughts that all friends will see me not only naked but doing some kinky stuff is driving me crazy, I just ca n't kibosh thinking about it and thousand of dissimilar thoughts is going through my head. My normal sensible part is screaming to not do this but my twisted position is whispering to my ear : `` go for it, I know you crave this ''. And I listen to the susurration. At in conclusion the display day has come. I was teasing myself all week without a relief so I would be as horny as possible. I know that I will need to be extremely aroused to do what I 've planned. I 'm very nervous and actually I am really confining to chuck up the sponge the idea about show.
The hours are passing by and I 'm still not sure, now when time of display is so near everything becomes real and severe and I have a lot of doubtfulness and I still have a chance to lay off. I look in the mirror, I see normal girl with beautiful fount and skinny perfect body and I 'm feeling quick butterfly coming through my belly and spreading across my unanimous body `` I am a pervert '' I 'm thinking `` I am going to show everyone who I am, a little sluty deviant, I want to shew that to everyone I want to vituperate myself I want to drop into crave and sexual perversion. This is what I crave and this is the meter when it all starts. My all acquaintance will know my existent nature now. No more hiding and pretending. '' I know that I have to do it.
I clean myself and wear black opaque stockings and red 6 inch blackguard, my well shaved puss shines with juice and my nipples poking hard. I ca n't wait any longer and with a pounding heart I login into the web cam land site. There is already 500 masses waiting for me, probably the news has spread across the facebook and everyone want to see me raw ! I can guess that among those people are my friend as I recognize some of their nicknames. `` Wow its really happening ! ''. They see me naked wearing just total darkness stockings and red sluty cad and the comments have start to hang - `` Wow Lily is that really you ? ``, `` You are crazy ! ``, `` You look like slut '' and some of them are quite dysphemistic produced probably by female person percentage of the consultation - `` I knew you are slattern bitch '', `` No esteem at all '', `` Fucking cunt ''. But while I am reading all those comments I 'm getting more and more wet. `` Hello, Thanks for coming to see my appearance I hope you 'll relish it. Its going to be thrall show so I hope you like that kind of poppycock. I 've another surprisal for you - its going to be interactive display ''.
I grab alligator clip with sharp metal tooth and attached wire to it. `` You see that wire ? It is attached to the electric transformer so each sentence you tip me the electric car jolt comes through the clip. cool huh ? ''. I open first time and attach to my nipple - the stinging pain spread across my body. I did n't look till botheration slicing but I attach sec clip to my other nipple - another sharpness and another moving ridge of infliction. Now I realize that this is really happening and the pain is very and I love it. I smile and start working with more clips - five on each tit then six on each face of me and ten directly on my slim beautiful belly. By the prison term I finish I can feel pulsating pain from each of the clip and there is still my pussy to go ! My hands start to throw off and I drop few time cause I could n't hold them. I take oceanic abyss breath and startle working with my twat. I have really courteous looking pussycat, with meaty flesh covered with juices and beautifully poking clit. As first I grab outer labia and start attaching cartridge holder to it. It is n't so bad but I know that fun is just going to start. When I finished there is four time on each side. next interior single, these are a little bit more terrible - slowly and carefully I attach four on each side. After that I spread my pussy as across-the-board I can, I grab one of the cartridge holder and slowly get-up-and-go inside my pussy, after few seconds I found out where my g point usually is and agitate the snip directly into that spot. When I released the clip and sharp teeth bite flesh inside my puss I scream as pain inside me is so hard that my completely body first to shake off. After a arcminute I calm down a bit. I take the last clip, bigger than others with bigger shiny dentition so sharp that can easily penetrate the peel. I know that laugh are over and this is going to suffer as hell. I rubbed my clit till get big and hard. With my shaking hand I open the last big clip and move toward clit. My centre is pounding like during the race, a mixture of tactual sensation - pain, agitation, joy are mixing together and terpsichore in my belly. I take a big intimation and slowly start to release the clip. I can feel first touch sensation of sharp tooth against my skin and then slowly insistence, harder and harder the pain is growing as teeth are slowly closing around my clit. Now I can feel the teeth sinking deeply into my flesh as finally I release the cartridge clip fully. The botheration is insane and I am breathing heavily trying to gain ground command over my shaking body. I opened my heart and grin, there are infrangible violent storm of comments, they ca n't believe what they are seeing, they ca n't believe that female child like me is so twisted.
I get to my articulatio genus, all the clips are wired and attached to the transformer but the circuit is still off. I need to do few to a greater extent things before scratch. I get a hanker piece of rope with running noose on the end. I put my head through the loop and tighten. There is 5kg weighting attached to the bit end of the rope lying on the flooring so when I will try to sit down the weightiness goes up and fasten the noose even more. I get the massive three column inch all-embracing dildo and place underneath me pointing to my ass, I 'm going to use it later as a sec part of my appearance. As a lubricate I 've planned to use hot chilli sauce ! I got a small bottle with surplus hot chile sauce. It is still sealed and closed, I show it to the photographic camera so everyone can see it. I put the bottle beside the dildo.

It is time to start the show. I switch on the electric transformer connected to the clips and handcuff my hands behind my rear. The sack key should fall down for about one hour. I announce that everything is set up and they can set off tipping to see if it works. I can sense some faint electric shocks on the magazine. I explain that than bigger the tip the great electric impact will be. I 'm keep smiling and encouraging my hearing `` Come on guy rope - hit me harder I know you want to ''. Each time I hear tipping sound I get excited and electric shock go through my body. The tips are more often with each minute as I can see that more and More people are coming. Probably the news show that some perv girl is doing kinky appearance have spread across net quickly.
After 15 minutes my body is covered in thick bed of elbow grease, clips hot from galvanizing current are like wasp stinging my belly, tits and twat. The pain is massive and I think that I must be really sprain doing this to myself. But at the Saami time I 'm feeling great delight and my pussy is so wet that I can actually smell my juices that are dripping on the story. There are here and now when I do n't have a break from electric blow. I can barely watch a breathe, pain in the ass and pleasure are mixing together in this masochistic dance of electric shock coming through most ticklish portion of my body with the shrewd teeth of clipping ripping through my skin.

The 30 minutes went by and it is time for second part of the show - the dildo covered in hot sauce ! I 'm not sure if I can do it, I 'm already on the edge of my survival but deeply inside I know that I crave more pain. I asked the viewers, five thousand now ! to stop tipping as it is time for succeeding constituent of the show. I ask them if they all can tip me at the Saame time exactly 5 moment after I 'll startle the clock.
I 'm afraid, my handwriting start to rock but at the same metre I 'm extremely aroused and my pussy is dripping with juices like nutcase. I slowly open the feeding bottle and I feel hot sauce on my fingers. With my heart insanely pounding I carefully spread the sauce all over dildo. I throw away evacuate bottle and try to smile but I 'm too nervous and excited. I push start button on the clock and the clock start ticking, in exactly five minutes all watchers agreed to hit the tips at the same clip. Now it is the time and its no turning back. I know that it will ache like hell and I 'm already really tired and exhausted not mentioning that the nuisance coming from clips is unbearable now. I take a mysterious hint and slowly begin to miss on lubricate hot sauce dildo. It is coming into me without a problem and at for the first time it is quite gratifying. While I 'm lowering myself down the weighs on the other end of the rope go up causing noose on my neck opening to be More fast. Finally the entirely dildo is deeply buried inside my ass.
There is small lock attached to the bottom of dildo, I lock my handcuff to it. I heard quite dog of the lock, there is no turning back now, I have to suffer for 30 bit until release will unlock all the lock and I will be free.
After few secondment after inserting dildo into my ass I can feel warm adept spreading across my insides but few seconds later warmness become hotness and hotness become impassioned burning. With tight noose around my neck opening I 'm fighting for each breath now, the pain is insane, it is burning like Hell and I feel like my guts are on fire. I clench my dentition and fist but the pain is becoming more and more stronger. lather instantly cover my solid body, my ass fluid are desperately trying to wash the burning liquid from my ass but instead of feeling any relief my insides are becoming more sore and painful. I look and the clock and it shows 4 minute of arc and 20 seconds, only 40 seconds cashbox spectator will start tipping and I 'm already collapsing from pain. I want to give up this madness and protest but I ca n't say anything, I cant focus or do something, I 'm paralyse and bound by pain. And then it starts - five thousand people start tipping at once, it hit me with all brutal military unit that I never imagined exist - the galvanic shocks are coming through my dead body with such intensity that clips start to becoming very hot and burning my skin ! I can see split second and smoke going from the magazine, my body is on the edge, my mother wit are overloaded and pain so intense that become unbendable, my brain just ca n't hold it any more and then, it happened. The white brightness from back of my head teacher like pulsating orb is becoming great and bounteous and then the greatest sexual climax of my life sharp my consistence, it is so intense that I ca n't take a breath, I ca n't palpate, my eyes roll out and my body twinkling in a orgasmic convulsions. When I got back, there is no electric automobile shocks, I think the watchers are not for sure what is going on so they stopped tipping. I 'm completely exhausted and the painful sensation hit me with all mighty. I 'm sore, clip biting my anatomy and my moxie still burning like netherworld but now after I came everything is more real, without arousal I feel nauseous and it is hard to cope with all of that. With tear in my middle I ask security guard if they could stop tipping. But they not listening. When they saw that I 'm alright they start again and the electric shock start biting my body. It is like a nightmare now, I 'm very uncomfortable and there is still 15 minute of arc until key release. The slip noose around my neck is very mean and I have difficulty to take a breath. I wish that show would be over now but I have to meet a little bit more. The electric shock is still coming through but my eubstance become form of numb. I feel sleepy and dizzy, I trying to concenter but it is really hard to do it.
Finally the firing key trigger and I 'm capable to free myself. With massive relief I remove burning like hot rod dildo from my ass and all the clips. I take of the slip noose and breathe freely. I quickly log off from the site and swop off the camera, I feel disgrace and disgrace of what I 've done. But the damage is done now and there is no way of fixing it. Everyone knows now my glum enigma, everyone knows that I 'm addict pain in the neck jade. I went to shower and I could n't resist. The recent outcome are still fresh in my memory and I brought myself to orgasm several times. Finally I went back to my room and switch my laptop on. I forget that I recorded everything. The rest of the night I spend watching my picture and masturbating franticly. The morning has come, my pussy is swollen and sore but I keep masturbating I just ca n't break off doing it.
As a net stop I 've decided to do it something really dolt. I opened my email box and create new email to everyone in my contacts including my co-worker and fellowship fellow member. I attached the picture from my show and drop a line content where I describe that I 'm slut and I need orgasms more then air. I offer that I will voluntary satisfy most extremum and reprobate fantasies. I hesitate for a second and flick send release. I make my dream come through and with that opinion I fell asleep .