My number 1 Love


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I was starting my first off semester of college in 1985 and was frightened and lonely. All my friends had gone to other schooltime or started working and they all were chasing young lady like crazy. I was n't. I had tried desperately to have a girlfriend in highschool but I knew I was living a lie. I just was n't attracted to young woman they way my friend were. I thought some girls were pretty, but once I look beyond the face I just was n't matter to. I was too scared to come on any guy rope and went to a very lowly rural territorial dominion. I did not think any other guy wire were like me.


I knew I was gay when my admirer and I decided to tent one weekend. I was changing into a washup suit of clothes and my protagonist entered the tent and started to change also. He was my most attractive friend and I tried desperately not to expect but being in that collapsible shelter naked with him for a few second gear drive me crazy. I did n't do or say anything. But I thought about that present moment a lot.


Spanish was my first class and I sat in the second row. I petite Edward Young man sat beside me and I glance over. He had dark Shirley Temple Black hair and slightly blench skin. He still wore duad on his teeth and when he caught my eye he smiled and said `` hi. ``


I said hello and teacher started attending. He answered to Sage Conner. I had never met a boy named salvia before. His voice was mellow pitched than mine and it sounded lovely. The class went well and when I was walking out I heard a voice behind me.


'' What did you cogitate ? '' It was sage and he moved up beside me and we walked together. I told him my figure was jimmy and this was my foremost class.


'' Do you live on campus ? '' He asked and kept grinning at me. I was starting to think he was flirting with me but that could not be true. I lived at plate and commuted to school. I got to the end of the walk and was hoping he would stay with me, but he had a class and plough the early way. The next class was in two days and I counted down the meter to see him again. We chatted a trivial before socio-economic class and when the professor told us to split in partners we joined up. He sat across from me and we practice pronunciation. I stared into his eyes and was getting a big compaction on him. He was so cute. He had died a very small patch of his hair a very dark purple so it was barely noticeable. I notice it. I notice everything about him. How he rolled he eyes after making a fault and how he held his hand in movement of his oral cavity like he was embarrassed of his braces.


when division was over he asked for a ride to his student residence room. I could n't think my fortune. He climbed into my car and i drove him the few blocking to the campus houses.


'' Thanks, Jimbo '' he said and tapped my knee with my hand, then got out of the car. It was the weekend and the thought of not seeing him for three days made me disturbed. He stopped, came back to the car and leaned in


'' Hey you want to hangout this Saturday night ? ``


I could n't believe it. `` Sure that 'd be cool '' I said not trying to go overly uneasy.


'' picking me up at 7:00 astute '' he said and winked at me.


'' Okay I 'll be here. '' He walked up the sidewalk and then change state to appear at me. We waved and grinning and I think he winked again. I was I love.


When I drove up to the student residence he was waiting outside for me. He had a black crown on and black dungaree. He got into the car and I felt underdressed. I could smell out his cologne and he had styled his hair with some Alces alces. He looked a bit cissy but that turned me on. It made me think we were thinking the same thing. We first went to a movie and I felt lofty having this beautiful boy by my side. We set in the dark and our arms touched a few fourth dimension. God I wish he consume my hired hand. When the picture show was over we are at a food court in theatre of operations. We talked a small about the picture show and out Spanish people class. His foot suddenly tapped mine under the tabular array and I blushed.


'' Let 's get out of here. ``


We got to the car and sat in the dark. I did n't know what to say.


'' You okay ? '' He asked and looked at me.


'' Yea I 'm ok. I. ``. I stopped and Sage moved a little finisher. `` I not sure what this is ? ``


Sage knew what I was talking about. He looked at me and told me it was whatever I wanted it to be.


'' I 've never done, ''. He stopped me with a kiss. It happened so fast I was in jounce. He backed away and my heart raced. He look gorgeous sitting there and I still tasted him on my lips. I think we wore a little lip gloss.


'' Was that okeh ? '' He asked.


I nodded. So that what this was. I drove back to the dorm and we car a second.


'' I want to kiss you again, but someone might see. '' I understood and nodded. He placed his handwriting on my leg and rubbed me a piddling. I grew excited.


'' I 'll see you Monday ``. I smiled and said goodbye.


I hated Sunday. I was so pitiable I could n't stick out it. I had to see Sage. I drove to the dorm and asked the dorm attendant for his elbow room number. Sage answered the room access and smiled. He was all. alone. His dorm roommate had a girlfriend and was n't around much. I sat on the bed beside him and he locked the doorway. I reached out to hold his deal but he kissed me first. This time I kissed back. I could n't think how lots I liked it. We kept kissing with short soft touch sensation and then he finally kept his mouth against mine and opened his sassing. His lingua touched mine and I push it back a slight. French kissing was new to me so I was doing my best. I opened my mouth further and let his wholly tongue in my mouth. I could groundwork his braces on my tongue and that made me giggle. He then grabbed my head and he started to form out like teenagers after the prom. Our heads moved, our sass touched and our tongues wrestled. I could n't believe the passion. My erection embarrassed me but Sage look at my swollen pants and grin. He rubbed my leg then our lips parted.


'' Let 's get out of here ''. We left the dorm and went to my car. I asked him where he wanted to go and he said somewhere common soldier.


'' occlusive by a contrivance fund first so I can get something. '' I obeyed and he ran into the store quickly and came out with a pack of gum. He then asked me to go to hamburger drive through so we could get something to eat. We got cheeseburgers and C and ate while I drove. I headed out of Town toward the Department of State park close to the lake I lived by. Sage finished his Warren Burger and actually rested his school principal in my lap. I could believe it. I looked down and his beautiful boldness stared up at me.


When we got to the park I parked on the most sequestered area and pushed the sit back a bit. He continued to lay there then finally spoke.


'' Let 's get in the back derriere ''


We did and sat close to each other. The smell of greasy nutrient was strong and it mixed with sage Koln. He looked at me and kiss me softly. We were parked under some vauntingly cottonwood tree diagram and it felt very private.


He kissed me again, this sentence on the neck opening. I ran my finger through his coarse black hair as he continued to buss my neck My erecting was unendurable. He stopped and looked at me.


'' Do you want to go further, or wait till another day ? '' I did n't answer but reached out and unbuttoned his shirt. He did the same with me. I could n't believe we were undressing each other. We placed our shirts on the front nates and continued to buss. Out bare chests touching each other take me half-baked. salvia scooted down and lay down on his back. I was on top of him and continued to buss him. He reached down and unbuttoned his pants. I looked into his center with passion. I pulled on his pants and stared at his downcast briefs. I could n't breath. He reached down and pushed his briefs down. His member was rear and i could n't use up my centre off of it. I did n't have sex if he was big or norm, I had n't seen any other beside my own. I lowered my brain and put it in my mouth. It was salty and exciting. Sage moaned as I started to suck and fellate it. He place his hand on my headspring and I continued. It was amazing. He pushed my oral sex up and told me to read my pants down. I sat up and press my pants down. Sage lowered his pass and took me in his mouth. I could n't believe. This was what lifespan was about. Sharing pleasure with somebody you loved. He continued for a few bit then stopped. He sat up and took my chin in my hired hand. Neither one of us had ejaculated so I did n't get it on why he stopped. He pushed his jeans all the way off and sat there completely naked. He put his hand on my cheek and whisper.


'' Do you need to go all the way ? '' I kissed his cheek and answered. I want to do everything you want. I pushed my pants off and Sage lay on his back. He reached down into his bloomers air hole and produced the 2nd thing he had purchased. A minuscule nursing bottle of Lube. He unscrewed the top and tuned the Lube on my erection. Then he rubbed his bottom.


'' Do we want safety ? '' I asked. He looked at me with a grievous glower. He asked if I had ever been with anyone else. Of path I had not.


'' Jimmy we have to be totally honest about this. '' I told him about the two girls I had kissed in high school but that was all. He had only been with a missy but had never had sex with her. He lay there naked and his hard-on had softened. I stared at his raw body and flaccid phallus surrounded by a cumulation of hairsbreadth. It was so incredible, but I really did n't know what to do. jimmy grabbed his wearing apparel and pushed them under his bum. He spread his legs and raised them. I got on top of him and tried to conduct my erecting into him. He rolled back promote but we could join.


'' Hold on '' he said and kissed me again. He tossed the clothes down and rolled over. His bottom was inviting me. I got on top and push. sage moaned a short but slowly accepted it. My tip penetrated the seal then I felt fully connected. I could n't believe I was one with sage. I started to strike slowly and he moaned a little more. I knew it would n't take long and i was right. I ejaculated fully inside him. I felt like my inside had left my soundbox and entered his. We breathed deeply together and I lay on top of him. I kissed his ear and he turned and kissed me. I whispered in his ear that I loved him and and he replied the same. I sucked on his ear and could n't believe the pleasure we had together. We sat up naked beside each former and kissed. Our penis were both limp and our eubstance moist but I could n't take my eyes off him. We got dressed but central underwear. He wanted to keep mine for proficient lot. We kissed some more than decided it was prison term to get back. He laid his head on my lap again and actually feel asleep. I woke him two blocks from the dorm and gave him a kiss. I flicked my tongue on his and told him I loved him again. I was in lovemaking for the first clock time.


The next day after class we drove to the closest Burger juncture and ate a dejeuner. Sage told me he had to get out of the hall because other we 're starting to tease him for being queen. He wanted us to move into an flat together but we could n't give that. Sage lived too far away to exchange but I told him I had a idea. Maybe he could dwell at my mansion and pay a minor rent payment. I spoke with my mom that evening.


'' Why is he leaving the dorms ? '' He asked.


'' He does n't like it there. He 's kind of shy and he does n't fit in. He 's my friend, I want to help him for awhile. '' Mom was reluctant at first but I told her he would go forth if it did n't turn out. We moved Sage the next day and I told Sage to act as straight as possible. I was a long way from telling mom the truth.


He wore a t shirt and jeans and was polite and form to my parents and unseasoned sister Sarah who was 12. My dad did n't say much to Sage and I was worried he may have suspected something, but I may have been paranoiac. We were tired from moving but played gymnastic horse with my sister before dinner party. We lived in a spread country place on the sharpness of a small lake. We were only minutes from where Sage and I fell in dear. Sarah kept looking at Sage when we played and he teased her when she missed a blastoff. I was almost fully content. My new boyfriend was befriending my baby. I only wish we could be true about everything. We we finished sage grabbed Sarah 's shoulders as we went inside and she giggled. During dinner my parents were quiet but Sarah did all the talking. She asked him about his life and girlfriends. Sage was truthful as possible without giving away the obvious. She kept looking at Sage and I realized my sister Sarah had the Saame taste in male child and that made me laugh.


Sage took a shower after dinner and was standing in his way In a towel. Iwalked in and shut the threshold behind me. I could aim my eyes off his wet body. His hair was wet also and looked amazing. I was worried that having him around might be tougher than I imagined. sage removed the towel and started to dry his hair. I was watching his bottom and he turned and he was slightly toilsome. The door opened and Sarah entered abruptly. Her eye widened as she stared at Sage 's penis.


'' Sarah ! '' I yelled and she screamed"I 'm drab"three times as she ran out.


'' I 'll go talk to her ''. I told Sage and I followed Sarah down the entrance hall


She was standing alone and started crying. She was so stymie. `` Sarah intercept crying you did n't do anything wrong. ''


I told her to always knock before entering my elbow room or Sages because she needed to respect our privacy.


Sage had the elbow room two doorway down from mine and it locked from the exterior. That would be W. C. Handy. He could get out the way, lock it and splay into my room and no one could chequer. That first gear night that 's exactly what he did. Thirty proceedings after every went to bed I heard Sage shut his door and lock chamber it. My door then opened slowly and he walked into the darkness. He was wearing only a t shirt and briefs. He carefully shut the door and locked it. He put his way key in my dressing table. I was lying in bed raw. I pulled off the sheet but he motioned for me to get out of the bed. I did so and he took off his shirt and Jockey shorts. We both sat naked on the carpet in my room in the dark. I could conceive how aphrodisiacal it was. We did n't talk. I had my back to the bed and he had his back resting against my desk. We were both hard and just stared at each early. His foot was resting on top of mine. That 's the only thing that touch. He reach up and started to stroke his erection. I did what he did. He then licked his helping hand and strtoked it more. I imitated his every movement. We sat there in the dark masturbating in sync. The moonlight shone in and created erotic shadows of our pleasure. I was about to come and stake off just in time. sage then laid down on the floor on his English. I Maneuvered myself over to him so we could take each other in our backtalk. We sucked gently as pipe down little sounds of pleasure emanated from our backtalk.
sage then moved onto his cover and I got on my arm and legs and we continues you suck each other. Then salvia surprised me. His let go of my penis and moved up past my testicles. He licked them on the way to his object and started licking my anus. I could n't conceive it. I had never heard of doing that. I moaned loudly and salvia paused. He waited while me then started again. I was trying to work up the heart to turn back the favor. I did get down to bat his testicles and he seemed to like that. I just could n't get past the taboo of going further. He stopped and stood up. We still did n't verbalise. He gripped my pillows and tossed them on the flooring. He layed down and placed his bottom on the pillows. This helped arch his ass up. I reached under the bed and pulled out a bottle of Lube. I rubbed some in my hand then on on penis. Sage arched further up and I rubbed some on his bottom. The intimacy was incredible. I got between his legs and put my hands under both peg. I pushed the tip of my hard-on into him. He moaned and my tip moved past the rim. We were engaged. I started to act carefully and he moaned. I developed a rhythm and we seemed synced. It lasted a lilliputian while then I ejaculated inside him. I lowered myself and Sage put the pillows under our heads. We feel asleep on the storey without faces looking at each early.


When I awoke it was already light out and salvia was still beside me. I pushed him wake and we both stood up raw. We dressed quickly and I cracked the door. No one was waken and Sage slipped back into his way. I went into the bathroom and cleaned up. When I came out Sarah was standing exterior looking at me in my underwear. They were sage briefs. fancier than mine. She laughed and I went back to bed.


This became our rule routine. He would insert my room and we would engage in erotic sex. I could not believe my fortune. The 3rd Night salvia got on his mitt and knees and I took him behind. I liked that. It was more comfortable for me. Sometimes we came more than once, but I never pulled out.


The fourth night I finally got the nerve to lick his anus. He whispered to me that he was clean and I gently touched his rim with my tongue. I enjoyed the involvement of the act and Sage moaned.


The next sunup my mother cornered me when we were alone.


'' jimmy. I know what 's going on. ``


'' What do you think of. ``


'' Mothers sleep Inner Light, dearest. It 's in our DNA. I hear the quiet doors closing. The soft noises, the whispers. '' She had a bust in her eye. `` I always suspected it. But I should have known better than to let him in the mansion. I do n't need you to get gruesome. I do your washing. Do n't you think I do n't see and smell it ''


I was so embarrassed. I did n't make out what to say. `` It 's only the two of us mom. We wo n't get cast. ''


'' Do you require us to pull up stakes. '' I made sure I said us.


She shook her head. `` Do n't let your father find out."


That night sage entered my room and I wanted to try something different. We kissed each other with our backtalk wide open and tongues dancing on early. I lowered myself to his lap and suck him until he came. I swallow most of the cum but still had the taste of him in my mouth. I raised up to kiss him, but he resisted. I stared at him in the moonlight and leaned in a again and whispered
'' Just a preference dear '' and he let me kiss him gently at first, then deeper.


I probed his backtalk with his savour in my lingua and he seemed to enjoy it. He laid down and started to raise his ass but I pushed him aside. I laid down in his formula position and I offered my ass to him. He reached down and gently spread the warm tingly lube on me and I realized i was in for something special. He brought his penis to my ass I moaned much too loudly. He crossed the sphincter and I knew we were engaged tightly. and he made love to me gently. I was surprised how much I liked it. When he ejacualted I could feel the strong semen leak from my anus as sage held me from behind. I did n't want to leave my way so we slept together in my bed. I woke him up with a snog and we started to kiss deeply again. We moved to the level and he got on his hands and legs and I took him behind. He moaned deeply and I filled him with my juices. We opened the door and Sarah stood there and giggled at us. I could still sense the semen and wonder what she thought. I reached out and tousled her hair and sage leaned down and kissed her cheek.


'' It 's a undercover honey ''. And Sarah blushed. I trusted my sister. We had a trench bond and she would never shop me.


The next morning before leaving for school Sarah sat on the sofa and Sage and I sat close because my parents had left. She watched us in fascination.


She blushed then asked"What 's it like ? ``


'' What do you mean,"sage asked


'' To be in erotic love, what 's it form. I bet it 's fantastic ''. We smiled and I grabbed Sages deal.


'' It is honey and thanks for not telling ``


"I want to fall in love some day. '' she said.


"You will honey."I replied and touch her face.


Sage leaned over and kiss me and she blushed again. I was totally happy and also worried. How long can this eccentric of happiness last ?