It was cold. I stood on the street corner in the freezing rain. I still couldnt believe this. I was a cyprian. I was a slut. I used to do this for money for myself, but now i did it for My tyke. I was having Gemini the Twins. I Was 8 month pregnant and i Needed money to get a dingy apartment. So now i stood on the street corner with my Big, Plump, and round of drinks belly waiting for the next Guy who would make me his Victim. Thats when he pulled in presence of me, opened the door, and said, You Avery ? I nodded. Get in the motortruck. He Said. I got in and pulled the door shut. He quickly sped away. So whats the programme ? He asked. I shrugged. How much is it gon na price for a cock sucking ? He asked. Uhh, 30 one dollar bill. I said. Ok, i 'll eat you out, how much ? 20 clam. I said. Ok, so were up to fifty im going to 100. and fucking you is .... ? 50 bucks. If i let you get a shower bath and provender you dinner and let you stay on the night can you even it out and create it 100 ? I guess so. I said. K, then we have a pot. We arrived at his flat and went inside. It was warm but i still would rather be out in the cold. He motioned me to follow him with his hand and we walked back to his room. He motioned to my belly and said, you sure you wan na do this ? Shouldnt be in the hospital cook to deliver ? He snickered. Im for sure i said ineffective to look him in the eye. K. He pushed me onto the bed and pulled down my pants. As common i Blocked my mind out and thinking of how Beautiful and pose My babies were gon na be and how i was gon na be able to get care of them and put a ceiling over there read/write head. I blocked out everything and ignored his raving knife inside my bitch. He pried my mouth open and i sucked his dick, taking it deep pharynx. He throat fucked me for various minutes until finally he pulled out, pushed me down again and climbed on top of me. I blocked out his penis entering me and just like always, and thought of my beautiful matching child. Would they be two boys ? Woukd they be two girls ? Would they be a boy and a girl ? What would be there pet food ? Spaghetti or pizza ? Would they like bubblegum when they got sr. ? Fruity or mickle ? Would there favorite people of colour be orange, green, blue, purple, or red ? Would they expect like me ? Or ... there male parent ... which i most probable never knew the name of or so much as what his favorite pastime was. He was just another man. Another weirdy that payed me. My baby didnt need him. Didnt need a dad. I could have sex them plenty enough. But, deep down, it saddened me that my tyke would never know there pa, never get to meet him. What would i say when they came home from pre-k and asked me why did the early small fry have Daddy 's when they didnt ? How would i set out to severalize them about my life right now ? Would they understand ? Or would they hate me and begrudge me for giving them this life. Ok im done, he broke me out of my trance. The bathrooms over there. I got up, went to the john, and started to close the door. No, let me ascertain. He said, running his hands over my dead body. I nodded and turned around, reaching in and turning the water system on. I stepped in and felt the weewee on my back. Seconds later he stepped in beside me. Honey, you let me do you good. He said. He put his coat of arms around me. I didnt get laid what the Scheol to cogitate. Im gon na put in an superfluous two hundred bucks for those children of yours, and if you need a place to last out i have an extra elbow room. I looked up at him. Are you good ? I asked him. Yeah, your mighty beautiful, i would make love to have you and your tiddler stay at my business firm. I thought about it, and didnt eff if it was condom for my baby, but the right way about now i didnt see any other choice. Ok. I said and he squeezed me tighter. By the way. My name is eats Carlton. That Night, lying in bed with this random guy, my contractions started. I sat up in bed and held my stomach, screaming. Whats wrong Little lady ? He asked me, clearly worried. Its meter. I said. Oh Jesus god. He walked around to my side of the bed and helped me up. He led me to his truck and helped me inside. The muscle contraction were coming fast. We were almost to the hospital when my water broke in his motortruck. Dammit young woman. He said. Im s-sorry i stammered. No no, dont apoligize its not your defect. When we got to the infirmary i was dialated all the way, honey were gon na postulate you to push now. She said. I was laying in the bed squeezng eats 's paw. 123, button ! She screeched. Ahhhh, i yelled. I see the headland. She said. I pushed as hard as i could and felt something slippery between my legs. Then i heard crying. My child ! Its a Bouncng child boy ! She smiled at me. Let me arrest him. I reached out. Honey your still in labor you ! pass him to me now ! I screamed at her. She handed him to me and in that minute my all man, which had been nothing, became something. This little boy in my arms now was half of my world. Push ! I pushed as intemperately as i could. Its a beautiful babygirl ! She grinned up at me and tucked the sister in the crease of my arm. I held my whole humanity in my hands at that second. bout streamed down my face. They both had my red pilus. My child had my red hair ! I was so happy. I named the miss Passion angel, for my bang passion for her and my hateful passion for her also-ran forefather. I named the boy Patrick Allen. Saint Patrick after my father, and Woody Allen after my Fatherhood 's forefather. These infant were my earth. Patrick and Passion .