My Transistion ( 1 )
Fantasy, LesbianIt was my 30th birthday, I went out with me protagonist and a duad cousins to the bar. Since I was also going through a divorcement I decided I needed to forget my trouble for the night. We all had fun that Nox, so much so that when I woke up in the morning in a hotel with 3 naked fair sex in bed I wanted to remember the night before. I lied there trying to price it together but just could n't so I got up and took a shower bath. When I came out only Lisa was still there.
Lisa is a salutary friend. I 've never tried to get to second base with her because I never saw her as girlfriend material. I do n't make love why, I mean she 's hot and all but I always saw her as a little babe type.
We made some small talking and she said she had to go.
A mates mean solar day later I noticed a skin rash on my dick and thought I just needed a shower as it had been 2 Clarence Day so I showed and went to bed but the next day I was feeling a slight pain in my groin area. So off to my doctors I went.
The Doctor I was seeing was a fair sex about my age. She asked what the problem was and I told her I was feeling pain in my groin. She asked me to admit my trouser off and lie on the table so I did. She put some rubber eraser gloves on and started her examination and sure enough I spring a bloomer. She just takes her pen out of her pouch and wacks my putz a good one and so often for my fuckup. Somewhat embarresed I said I was sorry. She just smiled and said it 's ok. It happens all the metre. 10 instant later I left with some cream and some antibiotics. I was told to come back if it got worse.
four Clarence Day later and I was at emergency with a fever and a lot of infliction in my groin. The doctor put me in a elbow room by myself and early then him and a nurse, that 's all I saw for the future duet days.
Finally the doctor told me I needed surgical procedure. I asked what was wrong and he told me he would explain after another MD looked me over.
A couplet more Clarence Day go by and four more MD looked at me but none of them were talking.
Finally my doctor along with two other doctors came and told me I needed surgical procedure as soon as possible to amputate me penis.
I was in daze to say the least and do n't remember to much more. The next afternoon I met with another doctor and he told me after the first team of doc were done he was going to arrive in and cease the SRS surgery.
What the hell is an SRS surgery I asked and what 's going on here ? He told me I have an aggressive flesh eating disease on my phallus and that SRS get together sexual reassignment surgery. I would have to have a sex variety but not to worry about it. As they were going to manoeuvre in the morning.
I cried for a while and then called my mother and told her that I was going to accept surgery in the morning and could she issue forth see me at the hospital tomorrow afternoon. Of form my mom was full of questions but I could n't tell apart her what was going on. So I told her I have to get my vermiform appendix removed.
An hour later Lisa shows up and asks what 's up. So I told her everything and made her rely not to severalise anyone. We both cried and I told her to get checked out too.
The surgical operation went well and I woke up in ICU. My recovery went well to and I was released from hospital two weeks later with a package of adult diaper as I had to memorize how to pee like a woman.
Lisa stopped by almost every day to check on me and one day told me her trial came back pattern. She was okay.
Six calendar week later I meet the physician for a be up and he asked if I wanted oestrogen to help transition.
I asked what that meant and he said now that I do n't have a penis anymore that I might be More happy as a woman.
I had n't thought about that I said. What will happen to me I said.
Your consistency will slowly alteration and in a year or two, you will be a woman without the menstrual problem all other cleaning lady have.
He sent me home with a prescription drug and a referral to a shrink.
I talked it over with Lisa for a couple days and decided to go ahead and meet with the shrink.
The day I meet her. She told me she was glad I called and was so blue for what happened to me. I told her everything and she even said that I had no other choice but to become a woman.
That 's not what I want to hear I said in ira but I knew she was right.
I went place a stayed there for the next three weeks. I did n't answer the phone or the door. I just sat there and thought of the ripe old Clarence Day. Fucking all the charwoman I 've been with and beating off. Finally Lisa got my landlord to let her in my apartment. She was pretty mad at me but we talked and just flow out for most of the night.
The adjacent morning I showered and went and filled the prescription. I went to see the shrink every week as she requested. I saw the doctor every month too.
About five months went by when I noticed a few insidious changes. My cutis was softer and I did n't need to shave as much. My phonation was unlike too. The adjacent calendar month I noticed my nipples were getting sore and my chest were starting to grow. I started to wear loose-fitting dress which Lisa hated and believe me she mentioned it a a lot.
It was winter now so loose-fitting clothes and winter jackets were the norm.
I went to Lisa 's situation one day to let the cat out of the bag and fall out, watch a movie that sort of thing. She opened the room access invited me in, I took my crown off and when I looked up at her she was just standing there with her mouth open staring at me. I looked behind me then back at her saying what ? ? ? What 's improper ?
She snapped out of her step and said `` nothing '' nothing 's damage. We ate dinner and watched some tv without saying too much. Finally I stood up and said what 's with you tonight ?
She sat there quite as a shiner and staring me decent in the heart and said your changing ! ! !
STD it bother you that much because if it dose ... She cut me off and said no. It 's not that. I I I just was n't cook for this much modification I mean you 've got mammilla, I mean not little knocker but pretty turgid ones. I stumbled back a step or two and said I got ta go and started for the room access, but she cut me off and said no I 'm sorry please do n't go. We can talk this out.
Lisa 's been my friend since grade school and she could always calm me down but to separate me I have big breast to my side like that scared the infernal region out of me. So I told her I needed fourth dimension to mean and grabbed my coat on my way out the door.
It was early on November now, 11 months since my process. My condition was adjacent to impossible to shroud anymore, hell I do n't even need to shave my face. I have n't told my kin yet, I was thinking. I 've avoided them all to this point but I needed my mom so I called her and told her I was coming for a sojourn but only if she was going to be alone. Dad passed on when I was seven so he was n't in the picture.
I got to mom 's house around two in the afternoon. I walked in, took my horseshoe off and sat down on the couch before mom could cave in me the usual hug. I left my jacket on to. She came in and stopped and just looked at me. I asked her to sit down, that we needed to talk and that it was important. She sat down on the lounge and said what is it travail hart. I sat there and thought for a import and she asked if this had any thing to do with me surgery.
Stunned I said yes. But what do you have a go at it ? ? ?
Lisa has been keeping me in the loop. I know everything. And she smiled and said can I have my hug now ! ! !
I stood up and hugged my mom and cried.
You know, I always wanted a daughter, not like this mind you but I 'll read it all the same.
Mom finally let me go and said now take that jacket off on the house and let me see you. I looked her in the heart and said there have been some changes because of the hormones I 'm taking mom. She said I can see that, your face looks a little unlike. Besides you 've been on them for quite some time now. I smiled and removed my coat. Her center lit up when she saw the sizing of my chest and said oh my, you 've grown so practically. Are you wearing a bra ? Mah, lure I said. She laughed and said sorry my girl. We 'll receive to take you and get sized soon. It 's ok mom, I 'll get to it.
It was such a relief to know mom knew what was going on. Who else knows mom ?
well almost everyone by now I suppose you see I told your aunt this morning when you called and you know your aunt with a secret. We both just laughed.
Over the following few twenty-four hour period I was visited or called by almost every family member I have and it was a little hard to excuse to some of them but I got through it.
Lisa came by a few days later and apologize, saying that my mom can be very persuasive. Can you ever forgive me, I hugged her and said it 's ok and thanked her. She had that unusual feeling again. What 's wrongfulness now i said ? We need to get you a bra. Let 's go and she graded my mitt and off to the mall we went.
I thought we were going to Walmart or something like that but she said nooo. Those were not bras. Those were shit on a hanger and we walked into La Senza. Lisa asked for person to help value me and fit me properly and a woman graded her measuring tape and started sizing me up then went and got one for me to try on. Now I 've taken a few of these off former adult female but never put one on so I 'm sitting there looking a this thing and Lisa knocks on the door. Is everything okeh in there. I open the door grab her arm and rend her in with me. What 's wrong she says. Can you help me with this, I 've never put one one before. Laughing she says take your top off. I 'll help.
I pulled my top off reviling myself for the first time and Lisa gasped and said oh my. Those are beautiful. She had that cervid in the headlight look again. I covered myself quickly and blushed. Sorry I did n't mean to ... It 's ok Lisa. Let 's just get this over with. 38D wow. I 'm only a 34B, I 'm jealous as she smiles at me. I laugh and sigh at the Lapplander time.
Well that was n't to bad was it ? ? ? If you say so Lisa I say.
The end on November and I 'm it to see the medico for my check up. Almost a year now since my surgery.
There 's a new doctor now. A younger guy about 30. He asks me to take my clothes off and put the robe on that 's open at the back and sit in the table with my feet in the stirrups. Then leaves, a few second later he comes back in and asks how I 'm doing. Good I think, where 's the other doctor I ask. He 's recovering from a accident he had last week. I 'm just filling in for the time being. Are you familiar with my file ? ? No but your here to take an exam right ? ? I guess I said. Okay then, let 's get started and he pulls his chair up and turns his light on his head stripe on and puts his headland under the garment. He touches me on the position 's of my privets. It felt strange. A tingling. A heating. It felt strange. I put my hired hand down there to quit him so he asks. Are you okay. No please stop I said he backed up and asked what 's awry ? Please scan my file first ! ! ! He just looks at me then says okey. He grabs my file and starts reading it. A here and now later he looks up and says. I 'm so sorry. I thought you were just a woman scared to have got a man touch you. We get a lot of rape dupe in here and we 'll you recognise. Do you want me to continue.
I took a mystifying breath and said just go easy please. He says do n't concern, I 'll be gentle and he was. He finished his exam and I 'm in tip top shape he said.
Two weeks before Christmas Lisa says I ca n't take it anymore. We 're going shopping, your not warring these baggy clothes anymore. Let 's go ! !
I do n't ingest any money Lisa I said. I 'm still on long term disability but that 's about to run out. It 's okay your mom took care of that. make out on, let 's go. okey let 's go I said.
Lisa and I shopped all day. starting time discontinue La Senza. You need a bra and panty set for every day of the week. So that 's what I got. Then she says you need a supper ... And she spun around and took off towards a stand grabed a fancy bra and g bowed stringed instrument jazz band and handed it to me. Try this on as she pushed me into the change room. I put it on just in clock time for the door to open. I forgot to lock in it. Lisa stood there staring at me again. You know, I 'm getting used to that you know. We both laughed and she said its perfect tense. get out it on. Just return the tag to the cashier. Next we went to a eminent end dress shop. Lisa marched over to a rack of dresses pulled on off the stand and said combine me, this frock is to die for. Try it on as again I 'm being pushed into a Chang room. This sentence I pull her in with me and said oh no you do n't. Your helping me with this one. A few minutes later and I was in the clothes. Lisa says `` dam I 'm good. I new this would look killer on you ''. get into it out. Next to the jewellery store. We picked out a duo nice necklace and earrings sets. Uhm Lisa, I do n't get pierced auricle. Laughing she says not yet. Let 's go.
By the end of the day, we spent almost $ 2000 but I would n't need anything for a retentive time.
Three days before Xmas Lisa and I are getting our hair, nails and makeup done. The cosmetologist was explaining everything to me so I could do my own makeup. When we were done, I did n't recognize myself. Lisa was staring again and I felt fantastic.
Noel day and everyone is at mammy house including Lisa. I was warring a materialistic outfit. Longer red skirt, red blouse, red low heals a nice danty atomic number 79 chain and earrings. My constitution was everlasting and a light dusting of essence. Mother approved but Lisa said I looked like a grannie. Lol.
For a lot of the family this was the first clock time they 've seen me since my variety. My crony was his usual asshole self until my aunt put him in his seat. Lisa and I left around 10 pm it was a keen time. I was comfy and content.
New Years Eve and Lisa and I are dressed to the ball club and out having fun. We were both drinking champagne and I for one was getting tipsy. Not wanting to labor, Lisa says I booked a motel for the Nox. I kinda loomed at her and thought she planed ahead ? What 's up ? ? ? Somewhere around 2:30 in the morning we went to chink in. When we got to the way, the board would n't do work so I said here, let me try. As I took the scorecard from her she pushed me up against the room access and kissed me lightly on the lips. Suprized at outset I just let it pass off then I kissed her back. Finally getting the door open and looking inside there was only one queen regnant size bed. The room was lit in candlelight and there was a note on the mesa. Lisa says, this is for you, handing me the note. She looked worried about something. Looking at the note it read ...
'' Sweetheart I 've wanted you for so long now but just could n't knead up the face to tell you. Then you changed and I want you even more now ! ! !
You see I 'm a lesbian, have been for ever now and now your the most beautiful cleaning lady I know bar none. You keep catching me ogling over you and celebrate asking what 's wrong. You take my breathing place away and I want you to take me to be yours. I know you sleep together me to. A twelvemonth ago you took me three times in one night.
I love you and only you. delight take me this night ! ! !
dearest Lisa. ``
Lisa was staring at me as she stood by the bed.
Shocked, I stood there ! ! !
She got up and walked over to me and kissed me every so sensually, so tender were her brim. I kissed her back the same way. Slowly, sudictivly and softly. She pulled me into her and kissed me harder as bout rolled down her cheeks. She breaks the candy kiss and says is that a yes ? Smiling back at her as a tear persona down my cheek I said, Lisa I love you. She hugs me as I 'm saying this. I did n't do it how to severalize you without ruining our friendship. I felt the zipper on my frock come down my back slowly, and I realize she wants me now. then her hands came back to the back of my shoulders and she pulled the straps off my berm. The attire fell to the storey. I reached down and pulled her garb off over her capitulum. Brushing her snag away she slowly reached around and undo my bra and let it fall as well. Our oculus were locked on each other. Her hands touching my chest ever so tenderly. Her hands are shaking, trembling. I was lost, I closed my eyes and tipped my brain back as she leaned in and flicked her tounge at my mamilla. goofball blow quake through me. I felt weak in the stifle. Lisa helped me lie down on the bed. Pushing me back kissing me at the Saame clip and rubbing my nipples in the medallion of her hands. Slowly she works down to my tits, kissing, licking, teasing. Ever so slowly, downward over my stomach. Hooking her thumb under my panties pulling them down. Her hands are still trembling. I lift my ass a petty to facilitate get my plume pantie off. Starting at my understructure, slowly snuggling, licking, teasing, tasting all she could. She worked her way up my legs leaving a trail with her tongue. Pushing my legs apart while kissing the interior of my thigh to my new snatch. Now I 'm trembling, burning with desire. She kisses all around my cunt but does n't refer it. Quivering and with a very precarious voice I say delight ! ! !
She continues to tease, blowing ever so lightly. Rubbing the tip of her intrude up and down my lips. Flicking her tounge gently on my mouth as if she was studying or exploring uncharted territory.
Then suddenly, without warning she shoves her tounge into the bottom of my cunt flicking her tounge upwards and closing her mouth over my pussy. Pure raptus rolled over me, I arched my back and flung my arms above my head. Lisa sucked and licked me relentlessly. Her hands holding my legs open, digging her tounge in and out, exposing my clit. And just when I thought I could n't ask anymore she shoves two fingerbreadth 's in there and thrusts them in and out sucking hard on my clit. I screamed in ecstasy as I cummed for the first time in about a year. Not missing a beat Lisa sucks hard on my button. But there 's to much for her to palm and she tries to back away but I grab her read/write head and mash her face into my ca n't as I gush out the go of my orgasm.
Letting go of her head and collapsing on my spinal column, Lisa cleaned me up then kissing her way back up to my lip 's. Smiles and says as she roles off of me, that was worth the waiting ! ! !
Lisa laid there while I caught my breath.
lying there thinking about if I could even get along close to that. I rolled to my side and stared at her for a moment that 's when she said what. I just continued staring and said teach me how to do that to you. I want you to sense as fantastic as I do. Smiling at me she says go decelerate and relish everything you do as much is I will.
lean in I kiss her and tell her she 's the merely person in the world to concern me except the physician. I have n't touched myself at all sexually, I was to scared.
Do you want to use my toy dog on me she says. Surprised I look her in the middle. She laughs and says yes I do have toys, I 'm an adult you know. Pushing me off her, she gets up and goes to her water closet and returns with a box. Placing it on the bed she says. This was my toy box as she open 's it reviling vibrators, dildos all sorts of aphrodisiac things.
She looks me in the eye and says this one is a strap-on, you could feel like a man again as she studied my face, looking for a chemical reaction. I have to admit I felt quite inept for a moment. No Lisa, this is who I am now. It 's been hard for me but I 've always felt more female then male. I just never told anyone. Lisa I 'm felicitous now.
She leans in and we kiss. I reach behind her and undo her bra. I then guide her to lie down on the bed, kissing her while working my helping hand over her knocker and sides of her body, working my way to her rightfulness ear, nibbling and kissing, leaving a trail with my tounge. Lisa 's breathing becomes a piffling tug and she sighs ever so slightly. Down to her neck niddling as I go. My deal are roaming over her breasts, squeezing and pinching and ever so slightly rubbing up and down over her nipples. Her mammilla are rock hard as are mine so I move over top of her nipple to nipple rubbing up and down incline to side in circles and mashing my tits in to hers. Our hands are all over each early. I was getting so stirred up but I wanted to piddle her feel what she did to me so I grabbed her wrists and put them down, looking into her eyes I say, no it 's your turn my have intercourse them burred my side face in her white meat and licked all over. Moving slowly down under her tits licking and sucking each teat as I went modest and lower.
Getting to her belly button I gently kissed as she shuddered ever so slightly, letting her radiocarpal joint go and placing my hands on the interior of her thighs I gently open her leg. She 's still warring her G chain but that was n't going to quit me. Slowly kissing and licking my way down to the top of the band I pulled with my teeth at it and let it crack back agents her skin. She jerked a little and gasped too. I nibbled around her cloth demarcation being heedful not to adjoin her sweet pussy. Lisa was moaning now and was breathing heaver.
I gently blow on her twat as I trace the outline of her G string covering her sweet slit. Slowly I pull the red fabric to the position and work all around touching her lips slightly then moving away. Coming back to the top of her first step I use my mentum to press in and slip down as my nose follows. God dose she smell so beneficial. Looking up at her briefly to back her chemical reaction I smile slightly as I see her eyes closed tight and she 's clinched her teeth. Wondering how much more of this ribbing I could do I decided to sample her nectar. I darted my tongue deep into her dearest cakehole. She gasped and jerked hard putting her hands on my question and holding me there. I stopped just like that with my tounge buried thick inside her as she settled down slightly and let my drumhead go. Very slowly I worked my tounge up and down slightly not to much just a small. Mmmm she tastes so dear. But I hold back and body of work in and out at the behind of her pussy. Being careful not to affect her clitoris to much. My pry keeps bumping it lightly as I tounge fuck her a patch. Lisa 's moaning louder now and telling me `` yes yes just like that, do n't stop that 's right field just like that oh god please do n't stop. ``
I start to flick my lingua up and hit her clit harder a span fourth dimension and inclose a finger into the bottom of her pot slowly I work my tounge and fingerbreadth into her alternating between tounge and finger's breadth, going a niggling faster now she is moaning, groaning and mumbling. I ca n't understand her as she is incoherent. She 's trembling now almost as if she had hypothermia. So I slow down to a crawling and let her resolve down for a moment, I left my finger's breadth in her and kissed all around her box.
Satisfied that she was n't gon na cum yet I started to work my finger's breadth in and out again making surely not to touch her clit. Adding a second digit a consequence later and kissing her clit slightly as it is more valuable now. Sticking out like a loan Little Giant fur in all the way cut forest, Standing there proud I wrap my tounge around it and slide my rima oris over it sucking it all into my oral fissure at once. Lisa screamed and jerked, spasming as she pushed her hips up to get together my barrage of her sex. Shoving four finger's breadth into her and sucking as gruelling is I could she burst forth into coming. Her bridge player are on my drumhead ramming my head into her cunny. I kept sucking and ramming my deal in and out. Her legs are squeezing my nous and hands tighter as my movement becomes restricted but I keep sucking and am rewarded with another spasm as she fills my sass with more ambrosia. I slow my assault on her and slowly pull my hand out, licking everywhere I can reach. Lisa is still as a black eye. I look up to see that she passed out.
I pulled myself up beside her and cuddled up to her with my headspring on her berm as I fell asleep with her.
I awoke in the aurora to Lisa crying. Asking her if she was okay. She sobbed and told me she loved me so much. She could n't gestate to loose me. Smiling at her I say.
I love you Lisa ...