`` Natalie, mom just called. She has to work a two-fold tongiht. She said we need to get our homework done and fix supper and she will see us in the morning. '' I proceeded to finish my history appointment. I am a junior this year. Just turned 16, and got my first very boyfriend. Nat is only 14. I start dinner and help Nat with some of her homework, then its time for American Idol and then bed.



Sam, mom 's beau, came over around 10. I told him mom had to work a double and was not place but he said he would just wait for her. They have been dating for about 2 class now and so I thought this would be OK. I let him in, and went back to my room.



By this prison term Nat is sleeping and I am sitting up writing in my diary. All my inner thoughts about ecstasy, and how he just kissed me and I let him refer my breast and I touched his penis. He asked me to kiss his member but I was afraid. I like him so much and am curious of what it would be like when he asks me to have sex for the number one metre. I am scared, yet excited.



Sam suddenly walks in my room and sits on my bed. He tells me how pretty I am. I ask him to leave but he does n't. He takes my journal and reads what I just wrote. I am embarrased that he register my inner most secret sentiment. Sam looks at me and smile. Says he can teach me how to please Adam when the time comes. He touches me lightly on the face. I shy away. He laughes. He pulls me close-fitting and kisses me. `` Tongiht, I will learn you to be a woman. '' I pull away from him.



'' Nicole, do as I tell you, or I will go to Nat 's elbow room instead. Do you empathise ? You have to watch how to be a womanhood Nicole. I am going to teach you this night. '' Sam says. I said NO but he just kisses me on my back talk, hard. He tells me not to fight him, assures me I will enjoy it. He grabs me by my hand and scuff me out of my room into my mammy room. Then he shuts and locks the door. Alone with him, I am shaking and crying, begging him to leave me alone. He ignores me and continues to carress my body through my night dress.



Suddenly he rips off of my shirt and tells me to carry off my shortstop. `` Do it now Nicole, or I will go get Nat instead. '' Afraid of what he may do to my baby babe, I do as he says. He begins to rub me all over while he tells me how beautiful I am. `` I am going to show up you how to delight your untested Adam. He will thank me for this. ``



He starts to kiss me again, first on my lips while he pinches my mammilla. Then he kisses my mammilla while he puts his fingers in my most enigma womanly persona. I flinch. No one has ever touched me there. `` On Nicole, you are so tight. You are going to feel so good around my intemperate dick. '' I am shaking.



'' Nicole, stop fighting me. Relax. You will revel this. '' He pushes me on the bed and begins to take off his dress. I have never seen a man naked before. I mean, I saw hug drug 's penis but only for a second. Truth be known, until tonight I had thougth Sam was a liberal man, but now I am so scared of him. My trunk and mind are both betraying me. Sam has an awesome body and I am so curious about sex, but not like this.



Once Sam is naked he crawls on top of me and begins to osculate me again. My organic structure starts to react to him but my creative thinker is screaming NO ! ! This is awry. He beings to cream and bite my cervix while he rubs my tit. He whispers in my ear `` Nicole, I ca n't look to taste your afters pussy '' and he kisses his way down my body. Rubbing and kissing. I notice that instead of fright, suddenly I am wet between my second joint. Excited.. How could my eubstance betray me like this. Sam is raping me .... is n't he ? ?



I can feel his breathing place at the top of my muliebrity and he him say `` pass around your legs, let me in to feast on that virgin pussy. '' I can feel him pushing my legs open and I put up no resistor. My rent have stopped. My body shakes, but not from fear. The first-class honours degree time I felt his clapper lap my womanhood I jumped.



'' Do you like that Nicole. '' I did n't say anthing.



'' Nicole, tell me you like my tongue on your pussy. '' I did n't say anything. Sam smacked me on the leg. `` SAY IT '' he demands.



'' I like you tongue on my vagina '' I said. He says, `` No Nicole, the word is kitty. Say you like my tongue on your pussy. NOW ! ! ``



My lips are trembling, `` I like your lingua on my twat '' I say. He laughes and continues to clobber me there. He puts his fingerbreadth in me. First one, then two. It hurts, but only for a minute. The more he licks and pushes his fingers in me the more moisture I feel down there. `` Do you know what that is Nicole ? That is your trunk wanting what I am doing to you. You want this. Say it. You want it. ``



'' Yes Sam, I want it. '' I am queasy, I am curoious, I am scared. Then I realize I am not scared of what he is doing, only that he will relinquish. My torso feels like it is on fire, tingling all over. Sam stops. He gets off me and twist me up.



'' So Nicole, Adam wants you to buss his member ? No Nichole, that is not what Adam wants. He wants his firmly shaft deep in your throat while he pumps his load of cum down it. '' With a big grin on his face he pushes me to my knees. `` surface your backtalk beauty '' I am pock again. He begins to squeeze my cheeks hard until my mouth opens. `` You are going to suck my cock, you will not prick me or I will paddle you. You will suckle my cock exactly like I tell you to, until I tell you to stop, like a good girl should. ''



Then he puts his large backbreaking cock in my sass. Just a little at first, then more and more until it is mysterious in my mouth. `` That 's a undecomposed girl Nicole. '' He starts to act in and out, slow then fast. I can find myself gag and he just moans. `` Your sweet-scented trivial sassing flavor so good on my operose dick infant. '' Faster and faster he pushes and moans louder and louder, `` Oh child, you are going to make me shoot my warhead, but I want to keep open it for your sweet virgin slit. '' Then he stops, pulls me to my human foot and candy kiss me deep. My mouth and lip are swollen, there are snag in my eyes and I am trembling.



'' Oh beauty, relax, the best is yet to come. '' He lays me back on the bed again and cower on top of me. He puts his hand over my mouth and says, `` I am going to put my cock in your taut twat now. It will bruise for a minute, but you not scream. When i am done with you, you will come back and beg me for Thomas More, probably tomorrow dark after. After I finish fucking your mother and she falls at peace I will come for you. I am gon na induce you lick your mothers cum off my cock before I fuck you. ``



The more he talks the more queasy I get, but he seems to be getting More and more excited. I ca n't breathe with his hand still over my oral fissure. I feel the caput of his cock at the entering of my pussy and I start to wiggle. Fear consumes me. He pushes his hand harder on my mouth and tells me to stay still. `` Open your legs. I am prepare to feel that tight virgin snatch. ''



I do as I am told and he pushes his pecker in my fast and rough. It hurts. I want to call but he he has his mitt over my mouth still. tears begin to roll down my aspect. He smiles at me. `` You feel so rigorous, so expert. I knew you would. I am been thinking about this for 2 old age, since I met your female parent. I have dreamed of the day I could record your virgin pussy and Edward Teach you to be a womanhood. Now I will look forward to Nat in another 2 years '' I begin to fight. Thinking NO NOT NAT ! ! ! He just laughes and begins to move, in and out, slowly at first, then faster. This is exciting to him.



I am so scared but my body begins to respond to him. My body starts to tense up and begins to tingle all over. So many aesthesis I have never felt. Not bad feelings, good look. Very upright look. Sam is moving in and out, he pushes my leg farther apart and goes mysterious. I feel pain and pleasure. How can this be ? I did n't want this. I wanted go to be my first, not Sam. My mothers 45 year old swain. I want this to stop, but not yet. Yes ! No ! Yes ! No ! So many confusing feeling.



He takes his hand off my oral fissure, finally. `` William Tell me my tool flavor good in your pussy baby '' He has my legs high in the air, on his shoulders, pushing hard and deep in my pussy but I do n't say it. He slaps my ass, hard. I jump, More tears come. `` Say it now. ``



'' Your cock feels good in my pussy. '' I say with a trembling spokesperson. `` Good girlfriend, you will always tell me that when I command it, do you understand. '' I nod my point, my body is trembling. He spanks my ass again an says `` You will say 'yes sir'to me do you understand. ``



'' Yes sir. ``



'' good girl, your hot fast pussy is so addictive. I may call for it again and again. But for now I am fix to fill up you full of my hot cum. '' He starts to push in harder and faster and harder and faster. My body is such a betrayer. The superstar I feel are good, my fear turns into rage, my pain into joy. My body starts to tense and shake and shiver on it 's own. I can no longer curb any of my own dead body social occasion. I feel inordinate moisture between my second joint and I feel like I am in Heaven, if only for a moment.



'' Oh, thats my girl. I just gave you your firstly orgasm. Was n't that great. You feel so good. '' He is going faster and I hear him moan loudly and push in deep, very abstruse. I can feel hot liquid squirting mystifying in my eubstance and he collaspes onto of me.



'' You are such a good missy Nicole. '' He moves down to between my thighs again and begins to lick all the moisture from my cunt, then back up to me. He forces a deep kiss on my mouthpiece as his back talk is good of a mixture of our succus. He kisses me cryptical and long and moan.



'' Was n't that full baby. Our cum interracial together tastes so good. Get used to it baby. Your gon na taste sensation it often. Next prison term, you will lick it off my cock on command. ``



I just lay there looking up at him. All I could think was he wants to do this to me again ? ? When ? Why ? Was n't my mohter enough for him ? Was I raped ? Did I want this ?



He begins to rub me and say `` you have been suck a good girl tongiht. Lets get you cleaned up and back in bed before your mom gets here. Now you keep this enigma between us and do n't enjoin anyone. The succeeding clock time I come for you I expect you to come to me willingly. You will beg me to have it away you again. ``



He showers with me, washes my trunk, dresses me and carries me to bed. He leans in to kiss me on my os frontale and says `` goodnight sweetheart '' then walks out.



That was three year ago and Sam is still coming to my room every time my mom works late, and sometimes he gets me from school and takes me to his shoes. I have never say no and I have never told anyone. As far as I know he has never touched Nat, and he promises me as long as I do as he says he never will.



Sam was right about so many things. I did take to be a cleaning woman. The commencement time I was with Adam he was very delight with me. piece of me hates Sam, region of me loves him. Will I ever get away from him ?