*So I 'm dead, Yeah that sucks* My first words as a dead individual and they 're what I choose, What kind of lame idiot am I, I should of said something much better like sweet i 'm beat time to feature some fun

Yes I did just sort of accept the fact that I no longer had a living, There was one picayune niggle that did bother me then and to this very day ( even though it 's only been a few of them ) still does, The Saame question I keep asking myself over and over again *Why have n't I moved on*, Yeah so that is still something I would like to know but we will leave it for now

I guess you are probably wondering what I did for the next few days that would bring us to this lay out day, Well I know you will call me crazy but I did the exclusively thing that seemed lifelike to do at the time I chose to bear on with my convention animation, That of course included going to school, Yes I know it seems pointless for a numb person to give ear shoal but do n't judge me, I spent a lot of time with Alice even though she had no clue I was there with her, I would take the air her base then hang around her flat till she went to bed just so I could hold open an eye on her even though I do n't have a go at it what I could of done if anything had of happened to her, After that I usually went home and walked around the house I lived in with my female parent and one-half babe, Always seemed so unruffled when I would walk in the house, Probably because my female parent and one-half sister were usually just sat in the keep room comforting each other or they were in bed asleep, Well that was pretty very much all I did for the past few twenty-four hour period which brings us back to the portray day.

As I said at the very beggining I will once again say now, Morning I assume, My public figure is Alex and this is where the story is about to get a little more interesting. This morning, Well I as per normal just assume it 's morning began the same as the past few solar day since I have been stagnant, I was wondering around the house when I noticed my half sister walking out of her sleeping room all dressed for school which meant that it was atleast eight am if not later, Of course I did what I always did at that second, I ran. You see each morning I would wait till my sister awoke and was ready for schooling before I would leave the star sign and would run towards Alice 's apartment, I always walked with her to school and null would contain me doing it on this day. Five moment later, Could be longsighted I do n't know, time 's meaningless to me as you already know, Anyway 's however recollective it took me I arrived on fourth dimension as per normal, I walked into the apartment building and straight up to Alice 's apartment, I would knock but it 's a waste of time, So much well-heeled when I just walk through the doorway so that 's what I did, Of course I found Alice in the same spot I had left her the night before, Bed. I know my next judgment of conviction will sound really creepy-crawly but I just screw watching Alice quietus she is just so cute, The way she sucks her pollex, Forget I said that I am pretty sure she would defeat me if anyone ever found that out even though it would be inconceivable for her to do it, Well I stood there for I do n't live how foresighted before I heard the common shouting coming from the support way, It of course been her mum shouting for her to get out of bed, That was when I left her sleeping accommodation just incase her nightwear was a slight inappropriate, I do the same thing every aurora to be good, I walked through her doorway and went to sit on the aliveness room lounge until Alice walked out of her bedroom in her school uniform and quickly rushed into the john, She does it pretty much every dayspring, I waited for her to come out and then I got up and walked to the front door only to give her abide by me a few minutes later, I began walking with her towards school when she veered away and headed towards the park, Of course I had to follow her, Ca n't have her getting in any worry now can I. Well we walked for..You know what I will try to omit out the whole time role as we all know by now that I have no cue about meter or Clarence Day, wellspring we walked for a piece until we came to the burying ground, Now do n't get me awry I have nothing against them it 's just they give me the creeps, fountainhead she walked in and I followed her and I stopped when she chose to only I did n't kneel down when I saw the grave she had stopped at, You know in the poor issue of metre I have been dead it never once occured to me that I might actually have a grave accent, I might actually be buried somewhere.

Okay I will be the first to hold that seeing my gravestone, The blank space my consistence is buried for the first time is kind of Weird, It 's like been dead does n't really sink in until you realise you are truly gone, wellspring anyway back to Alice been here, So yeah she was kneeling infront of my grave accent and I was just variety of stood behind her not really knowing what to do, Within those few moments I was sort of paralytic with shock I guess you could call it I think I might of drop Alice speaking, Did catch a few words though

*I miss you* She said to my gravestone although with me been here with her it 's sort of like she is speaking to me which feel 's sort of nice

wellspring I assume with all said and done she will get up and take the air to schoolhouse but she does n't seem to be doing so, Maybe if I could somehow pick her up I could bear her to school, brand surely she is n't late..Nope I ca n't pluck her up, Yes before you ask I did just try and it is quite obvious the consequence, delay what 's that noise.

*Alex why did you have to die* She asked my tombstone, Her representative does n't sound right though, It sound 's as if she is stuttering the lyric out, Let 's see why..Yep she 's crying that aint good, I ca n't deal it when she cry 's it just makes me want to do the same

*Do n't cry Alice* Yes I did just tell her not to cry, I know it 's pointless but I seriously do n't like it when she does

*Wh..Who said that* She asked, I mean she literally just asked me who had just talked to her, She can pick up me

*Alice you can hear me* Yes I know it 's a stupid thing to say but what else can I ask

*Who are you* She asked, I 'm a little hurt by that because you think she would know her practiced friends vox

*Who do you think it is* I know it sounds a petty mean but I ca n't help it, I mean it 's a little upsetting when the only person you care about former than kinfolk of line does n't know your part

*A..Al..Alex* She stuttered out, I actually ca n't believe she it, She can hear me and she know 's who is talking, Guess I am two for two

*Who you expecting, Santa clause* Yeah I know another strange choice of run-in, I know I probably do n't have long to let the cat out of the bag to her but it 's always fun to mess up with her

*Shut up you idiot* She said a fiddling angrily, Now you think she would be glad to talk to me but she does n't seem it

*If that 's what you want I will* I wo n't really but like I said, Always fun to mess with her

*No ! * She pretty a lot just screamed at me

*Okay I wo n't shut up then* I know I could of select some better Word of God 's but meh who cares

*Good, face Alex this is sick weird that I can hear you and I do n't know if I am just imagining the unharmed thing or if this is just a brainsick dream and any here and now I will wake up in my bed and realise that none of this ever happened but I just want to let you know that I miss you been here* She said to me, I can see the tears streaming down her cheeks, If only I could wipe them away

*I miss you too, It 's sort of lonely on this face of biography, I mean I have nobody which to be fair is n't much of a divergence but atleast when I had a life I had you* I know it sounds like some form of joke but it 's true
Well she does n't seem to be saying much, guesswork I said something wrong, Would n't storm me thats for sure, postponement she has this eldritch smell on her face, I think i 'm in trouble

*Alex I want to aplogise, It 's all my fault you 're gone, If I had n't had you walk me abode you would still be here today* She said, For the foremost metre I actually do n't know how to feel, I mean seriously how can she blame herself

*Alice I do n't go for your apology as you have nil to apologize for, It was an honor for me to walk you home that day, Every moment I got to spend with you was a consequence I chose to treasure* O.K. a piffling soppy but I seriously do mean every word, I loved every moment I had with her

*Al..Alex..* She stammered out before running off, I do n't acknowledge why she just did what she did but yes I am going to survey her, Till the end of the universe if I so must.

okey I do n't seriously do it how longsighted it 's been but I lost her, I managed to make it to the necropolis gate but then she just dissapeared, I 've checked everywhere I can think she would be but well as you can gauge I did n't find her, I checked the school day, Library, Her rest home, The park and even came back to the graveyard but she was n't here, How the heck am I going to find her now .