I am thrilled and excited about the appearance. Yesterday I 've sent content through Facebook to all my acquaintance : `` Come and watch me tomorrow at six : link to the site ''. It was website with the web cams where the great unwashed could watch girlfriend and tip them if they like it. I switched off my phone so nobody could contact me and ask about the show. I know that there is a quite big discussion among my friends about that, I am just formula female child who normally would never do something like that so everyone is queer if this was just a misapprehension or a joke.

Thoughts that all protagonist will see me not only naked but doing some kinky hooey is driving me softheaded, I just ca n't contain thinking about it and thousand of different opinion is going through my head. My pattern sensible part is screaming to not do this but my twisted incline is whispering to my ear : `` go for it, I know you crave this ''. And I listen to the voicelessness. At net the show day has come. I was teasing myself all workweek without a alleviation so I would be as aroused as possible. I know that I will ask to be extremely aroused to do what I 've planned. I 'm very nervous and actually I am really close to resign the estimation about show.
The hours are passing by and I 'm still not sure enough, now when time of appearance is so near everything becomes very and serious and I have a lot of incertitude and I still have a luck to quit. I look in the mirror, I see convention girl with beautiful facial expression and tightfitting perfect tense body and I 'm feeling quick butterfly coming through my belly and spreading across my whole body `` I am a deviant '' I 'm thinking `` I am going to show everyone who I am, a footling sluty pervert, I want to record that to everyone I want to vituperate myself I want to sink into lust and perversion. This is what I crave and this is the metre when it all starts. My all protagonist will get laid my real nature now. No more hiding and pretending. '' I know that I have to do it.
I clean myself and clothing black opaque stockings and red 6 inch heel, my well shaved purulent shine with juice and my nipples poking difficult. I ca n't wait any farseeing and with a pounding heart I login into the web cam site. There is already 500 people waiting for me, probably the news has spread across the facebook and everyone want to see me naked ! I can guess that among those people are my protagonist as I recognize some of their nicknames. `` Wow its really happening ! ''. They see me raw wearing just pitch-black stockings and red sluty heels and the commentary have start to feed - `` Wow Lily is that really you ? ``, `` You are sick ! ``, `` You look like slut '' and some of them are quite nauseating produced probably by female part of the consultation - `` I knew you are slut bitch '', `` No respect at all '', `` Fucking bitch ''. But while I am reading all those comments I 'm getting more and Sir Thomas More wet. `` Hello, Thanks for coming to see my appearance I hope you 'll bask it. Its going to be bondage show so I hope you like that kind of stuff. I 've another surprise for you - its going to be interactive show ''.
I grab alligator clip with knifelike alloy teeth and attached wire to it. `` You see that telegram ? It is attached to the electric transformer so each meter you tip me the electrical jolt comes through the magazine. aplomb huh ? ''. I open first clipping and attach to my mammilla - the stinging pain bed cover across my trunk. I did n't await till pain fade but I attach back clip to my other tit - another bite and another wave of pain in the neck. Now I realize that this is really happening and the pain is real and I love it. I smile and start working with more clips - five on each tit then six on each side of me and ten directly on my slim beautiful belly. By the time I finish I can experience pulsating pain from each of the clip and there is still my pussy to go ! My hands start to judder and I drop few clips cause I could n't hold them. I take deep breath and set forth working with my pussy. I have really gracious looking pussy, with meaty flesh covered with juices and beautifully poking clitoris. As first off I grab proscribed labia and embark on attaching clips to it. It is n't so bad but I know that fun is just going to protrude. When I finished there is four clips on each side. Next inner one, these are a footling bit more atrocious - slowly and carefully I attach four on each side. After that I spread my pussy as all-encompassing I can, I grab one of the clips and slowly agitate inside my puss, after few seconds I found out where my g head usually is and crusade the clip directly into that slur. When I released the clip and shrill teeth bite flesh inside my kitty-cat I scream as pain inside me is so strong that my wholly body kickoff to judder. After a minute I calm down a bit. I take the last clip, bighearted than others with enceinte shiny teeth so penetrative that can easily permeate the skin. I know that jokes are over and this is going to pain as underworld. I rubbed my clit boulder clay go big and hard. With my shaking deal I open the last big clip and incite toward clit. My heart is pounding like during the race, a mixture of feelings - pain, excitement, delight are mixing together and dance in my belly. I take a big breather and slowly begin to unloose the cartridge clip. I can feel first pinch of sharp teeth against my tegument and then slowly pressure, harder and harder the pain is growing as teeth are slowly closing around my clit. Now I can sense the dentition sinking deeply into my flesh as finally I release the clip fully. The pain is mad and I am breathing heavily trying to hit ascendance over my shaking body. I opened my eyes and smile, there are rank storm of comments, they ca n't believe what they are seeing, they ca n't think that girl like me is so twisted.
I get to my knees, all the time are wired and attached to the transformer but the tour is still off. I need to do few more things before start. I get a farseeing piece of rope with snare on the end. I put my head word through the grummet and tighten. There is 5kg weight attached to the second end of the rope lying on the floor so when I will try to sit down the weight goes up and stiffen the noose even more. I get the monumental three in wide-cut dildo and place underneath me pointing to my ass, I 'm going to use it later as a second part of my appearance. As a lubricate I 've planned to use hot chilly sauce ! I got a small-scale bottle with superfluous hot chili sauce. It is still sealed and closed, I show it to the photographic camera so everyone can see it. I put the bottleful beside the dildo.

It is time to part the show. I switch on the electric transformer connected to the magazine and cuff my hands behind my back. The press release key should come down for about one hr. I announce that everything is set up and they can start tipping to see if it works. I can feel some faint galvanic shocks on the clip. I explain that than self-aggrandising the tip the bigger electric blow will be. I 'm keep smiling and supporting my audience `` Come on guy - hit me harder I know you want to ''. Each meter I hear tipping auditory sensation I get excited and electric shock go through my body. The lead are more often with each minute as I can see that to a greater extent and More mass are coming. Probably the news that some perv miss is doing kinky appearance have spread across net quickly.
After 15 minutes my eubstance is covered in buddy-buddy layer of sweat, clips hot from electric car current are like wasps stinging my belly, tits and pussy. The pain is monolithic and I think that I must be really distorted doing this to myself. But at the same clock time I 'm feeling great pleasance and my pussy is so wet that I can actually smell my juices that are dripping on the flooring. There are consequence when I do n't have a break from electric shocks. I can barely overtake a breathe, pain and pleasure are mixing together in this masochistic terpsichore of electric shock coming through most delicate part of my organic structure with the sharp dentition of cartridge clip ripping through my skin.

The 30 minutes went by and it is time for second role of the show - the dildo covered in hot sauce ! I 'm not sure enough if I can do it, I 'm already on the edge of my endurance but deeply inside I know that I crave to a greater extent pain. I asked the viewers, five 1000 now ! to stop tipping as it is time for next part of the show. I ask them if they all can tip me at the same clip exactly 5 arcminute after I 'll start the clock.
I 'm afraid, my hands start to shake but at the same fourth dimension I 'm extremely aroused and my puss is dripping with juice like crazy. I slowly open the feeding bottle and I feel hot sauce on my fingers. With my spirit insanely pounding I carefully spread the sauce all over dildo. I throw away evacuate bottle and try to smile but I 'm too aflutter and excited. I push start button on the clock and the clock startle ticking, in exactly five minutes all watchers agreed to hit the tips at the Sami time. Now it is the clock time and its no turning back. I know that it will hurt like hell and I 'm already really timeworn and exhausted not mentioning that the pain in the neck coming from cartridge clip is unbearable now. I take a inscrutable breathing space and slowly set about to miss on lubricated hot sauce dildo. It is coming into me without a trouble and at first it is quite pleasurable. While I 'm lowering myself down the weighs on the former end of the rope go up causing noose on my neck to be more slopped. Finally the wholly dildo is deeply buried inside my ass.
There is small lock attached to the bottom of dildo, I lock my cuffs to it. I heard quite click of the lock, there is no turning back now, I have to suffer for 30 second until passing will unlock all the curl and I will be free.
After few seconds after inserting dildo into my ass I can palpate warm sensation spreading across my insides but few secondment later warmness turn hotness and hotness become igneous burning. With tight gin around my neck I 'm fighting for each intimation now, the nuisance is mad, it is burning like hell and I feel like my guts are on fire. I clench my teeth and fist but the pain is becoming more and more stronger. effort instantly cover my wholly body, my ass fluid are desperately trying to wash the burning liquid from my ass but instead of feeling any relief my insides are becoming more sore and painful. I look and the clock and it shows 4 minutes and 20 moment, only 40 seconds till watchers will start tipping and I 'm already collapsing from bother. I want to quit this madness and dissent but I ca n't say anything, I cant focus or do something, I 'm paralyzed and bound by painful sensation. And then it starts - five chiliad people start tipping at once, it hit me with all savage force that I never imagined exist - the electric shocks are coming through my eubstance with such intensity level that clips start to becoming very hot and burning my peel ! I can see flashes and bullet going from the clips, my body is on the edge, my sensory faculty are overloaded and pain so intense that become unshakable, my brainiac just ca n't hold in it any more and then, it happened. The livid lighting from book binding of my head like pulsating orb is becoming boastful and heavy and then the greatest orgasm of my life-time acuate my body, it is so vivid that I ca n't breathe, I ca n't experience, my centre roll out and my body twinkling in a orgasmic upheaval. When I got back, there is no electric automobile jolt, I think the looker are not certainly what is going on so they stopped tipping. I 'm completely exhausted and the hurting hit me with all mighty. I 'm sore, clip biting my form and my gumption still burning like hell but now after I came everything is more real, without arousal I feel honk and it is difficult to cope with all of that. With bout in my eye I ask watchers if they could end tipping. But they not listening. When they saw that I 'm alright they start again and the electric shock start biting my body. It is like a nightmare now, I 'm very uncomfortable and there is still 15 transactions until key acquittance. The snare around my neck is very tight and I have trouble to respire. I wish that show would be over now but I have to suffer a little bit more. The electric car shock is still coming through but my body become sort of numb. I feel sleepy-eyed and woozy, I trying to focus but it is really hard to do it.
Finally the spillage key gun trigger and I 'm able to dislodge myself. With massive relief I remove burning like hot rod dildo from my ass and all the clips. I take of the noose and take a breath freely. I quickly log off from the site and exchange off the camera, I feel ignominy and disgrace of what I 've done. But the hurt is done now and there is no way of fixing it. Everyone knows now my blue mystery, everyone knows that I 'm addicted infliction slattern. I went to lavish and I could n't resist. The recent events are still fresh in my retention and I brought myself to orgasm several clip. Finally I went back to my elbow room and trade my laptop on. I forget that I recorded everything. The rest of the nighttime I spend watching my television and masturbating franticly. The sunup has come, my slit is swollen and sore but I keep masturbating I just ca n't stop doing it.
As a final point I 've decided to do it something really stupefied. I opened my electronic mail box and create new email to everyone in my contact including my workfellow and family members. I attached the picture from my show and write message where I describe that I 'm fornicatress and I need orgasms more then air. I offer that I will voluntary satisfy most extreme and perverse fantasies. I hesitate for a secondly and click send push. I make my dream come through and with that thought I fell asleep .