This week's manufacture proposer and shakers is Dr Kiki Kennedy of Kiki John Fitzgerald Kennedy output, one of the most successful output menage to come along recently.

AVN : So,"Dr"Kiki Kennedy Interrnational ?

Kiki : Yes, I have a doctorate, in atom natural philosophy no less. You can look up the exact title if you want, but it's to do with saw-tooth unbalance in plasma wakefields. And, if that made any gumption to any of your readers, I invite them to connect our"physics grind"section of the discussion forum on my website.

When I founded the company, I thought that having the title"Dr"would contribute a sealed gravitas to my being CEO. Before that I'd only been known as a performer, and I'd hid the severe side of my personality from my fans, I didn't think it would enhance my report. But, there is a certain section of my fan base who does retrieve it very sexy, especially when I discuss something really technical and end the Emily Post with a description of what I 'm wearing. ( Which seldom includes panty. )

AVN : How did you get into adult amusement in the first place ?

Kiki : In high up schooltime, I had a a good deal older fan ; he liked"barely effectual"porn. He had a tumid collection of it, and I was curious. So when I turned 18, I contacted one of the product firm, and they snapped me up.

I must say, I was surprised at that, I didn't think I was attractive, but with a little haircloth, makeup, and wardrobe, they worked wonders on me. That validated what my lover had told me and I'd never believed. You know the report of the ugly ducking ? That 's what I felt like, an ugly duckling, and I had n't noticed that all of a sudden I 'd suit a Swan. I never liked dressing sexily in high schoolhouse ; I always dressed for practicality.

The porn was also very empowering. I was not a popular girl in high school ; the butch skirt would peck on me. about of it was probably resentment as I'd have a tendency to cast off off the grading bend. ( In other password, my being chic, led to them having lower grades, its bad use of statistics on the teacher's component. )

Now, I had production society wanting to hire me for my looks, and I had lover writing to me, wanting to have it away me. After I spent the summer before college being fucked, all day, everyday, I found myself sitting on a muckle of money. It made college life much more comfortable. I could open a decent car, and the secure accommodations, and footling luxuries.

I carried on working while I was at shoal, though I separated my sprightliness into porn and not porno. In the not porn world, I was much like my old self, but now I had confidence. In the porn world, I tried to make myself as desirable as potential. I'd do porn on the weekend, I'd fly down to the Valley to fool away, then fly back for the week. My personality variety of split as well, I felt like two different people.

I earned enough from the porn, that I thought I could set my own product fellowship and run it in my way. So just before I got the doctorate, I legally changed my epithet to Kiki JFK. Before that, Kennedy was my first name, and I made up Kiki for the alliteration when I got that first job. In my husband 's professional circles I'm President John F. Kennedy McAuliffe, but legally I'm Kiki Kennedy.

So after I became Dr Kiki Kennedy Interrnational, I set up the fellowship with slut, a fellow performer and one of my buff. I still act in some productions, but not so many these Day. I was doing so many productions, I was worried about damaging my brand, so I cut back on the acting.

AVN : That brings up the doubtfulness of what is your sexual orientation course ?

Kiki : I think I'm"lesbian with exceptions,"but my buff shouldn't panic as I love getting fucked by men, and giving blowjob. I suppose that makes me bi-sexual really, but I'm not really attracted to men, with a few exceptions, I just like the sex. That should do me more attractive, I want the sex, but not the commitment. My husband is one of the obvious exceptions.

AVN : You've mentioned your hubby a duo of times now, tell us about him ?

Kiki : Matt is my husband, he's the most intelligent person I know, and also one of the dumbest. Do n't leave, I 'm comparing him to college staff and doctoral student, so that 's saying something. If you want to find the eigen transmitter of a complex wavefunction, he's your man. He even understands GR and can find worry solvent to the stress-energy tensor, he's a add up braniac, and that's so sexy. But, when it comes to people, that's not his secure point.

He has very simplistic world view when it comes to women,"sex goodness"probably just about sums it up. It makes him very easy to trade with, you know you're always getting the veridical Matt, he just doesn't have any chicanery to obliterate anything. He's shy, he used to be painfully shy ; it took him about a hebdomad before he could actually talk to me in a sane fashion. He's a lot better now, but I do my considerably to protect him from harsh realities.

He also has no construct of possession or jealousy when it comes to sex, as I said,"Sex good."gist him up. There was one time I orgasmed on set, thinking of him, he asked for the outtake and said I was `` cute, '' coming like that on someone else 's shaft. When we first worked on the doctorates together, I didn't want a relationship, and then I discovered he was a fan, at to the lowest degree a fan of Kiki's. So I, as Kennedy, showed him I was Kiki as well. I didn't want him getting into something he couldn't handle. virtually boyfriend outside the industry can't handle you being fucked for a job, so I took him to a shoot to show him what it was about.

He didn't mind me performing on set, he said the shot was somewhat boring really, so that pointed to the the right way stuff. Then, I arranged for a few of my booster in the manufacture to lie with him ; he was a virgin at the time. It's not unusual to set a young man up with another performer, they treat it kind of like a job. I expected them to fuck him and commit him back to me, instead he fucked them to a standstill, and they stayed the Nox. I was left alone and horny.

That did show he's an infrangible dynamite lover, the substantially I, or any of my friends, know. And the best share is he doesn't even know it himself. You'll be categorical on you back after being knocked out by the sex, and he asks you if that was any good. He is catching on a bit now, even he couldn't be that oblivious, but it doesn't affect him. He's still just thinking,"Sex goodness, More sex better."

That backfired on me somewhat, as I fell in dear with him. I never meant to, and I'd made it quite clear to him that I didn't want anything like that. So I never realized he did have feelings for me, he was just hiding them because that's what I'd told him I wanted. That 's about the exclusively time he 's ever been anything LE than totally limpid about his feeling, he thought it was the way to carry on having the sex. Like I said, he thinks, `` Sex near. ``

That 's how he acted when I tried to be more loving towards him, I set up a romantic weekend away, and he was `` disappointed '' we did n't bring any of my Quaker with us for once. He did a good job of acting like he wanted just sex from me, and being used like that does grow me on, doubly so because I loved him. So I gave him what I thought he wanted, just sex.

He also liked there were two of me. Kennedy would be predominant, and I, as Kiki, would be submissive to him and do anything he wanted. God, both of those are such a turn on. I form of proposed to him as Kennedy International Airport, and he said he'd prefer Kiki, but would like Kennedy as his mistress. I'm more integrated with my personalities these mean solar day, some of the hard boundary of Kennedy Interrnational is needed to be successful in this biz, but there is still some of her I only bring out for flatness. I, as Jack Kennedy, am his mistress, both in the cheat horse sense and the rife sense. I suppose you could call it role play, but that 's not how he sees it. Though, I think it 's about time Kennedy retired, I as Kiki, should be able-bodied to meet all his desires.

He's really cherubic, and a slavish really. I'm more naturally a submissive myself, which is probably why I can relish sex with men so a good deal. I really enjoy it when Matt takes me, I love doing anything he wants. But, I channel my intimate bitch as Kennedy for lusterlessness, and he really gets off on that. I don't think he likes it as such, but that's not the point in time. He really likes me claiming him as my holding, I have that inscribed on his wedding ring. He loved it when I said I was marrying him so I could save him for myself. I 've occasionally just kept him at household, raw, as my personal sex slave, that 's his favorite.

When I fell in passion with him, I tried to make myself more myself, and he basically begged me to maltreat him. To do affair I thought he only agreed to because I, as Kennedy, was taking my foiling out on him. So I carried on as the rather heartless Kennedy for his benefit. It's probably very therapeutic to feature soul you can ill-treat like that, and not be arrested. I 'd `` take my work home base '' as he calls it. That 's the other clock time he 's not limpid, he 'll very clearly communicate why he does n't like something, but send other signals that he wants you to do it, like buying me a present and begging me not to use it on him. Really the more he protests about something, the more he wants it. If he really does n't need something, he 's more muted on that point.

Like well-nigh talent in porn, I 'd really like to possess loving vanilla sex in my time off, but Matt has former interest group. Like, the more impersonal I made the sex, the more he seemed to like it, so I 'd set up random brush between us just for his benefit. I must say, both of us liked the idea of the `` drive by fuck. '' I pop over to his shoes on the way to the lab, just to get one, or both of us off and leave without saying anything.

I'm not the envious character either, which is handy so lusterlessness can love himself ; I send girls his way. He's my undercover weapon, his reputation as a lover lot in performer who want to try him out. He gets plenty of opportunities around here. When we were setting up the caller, Jade made a joke that he should be the"fluffer,"at least for the char. So we actually did officially give him that job, at least when he's around the production household. He has a fully metre job as a researcher, but does find time to come up down here to work part time. I think he'd do it broad clip if I let him, but I couldn't let that gorgeous mind of his go to waste matter. His 1st job as fluffer was my bachelorette party, he was the entertainment, and got raffled off at the end of the night.

AVN : My brain is boggling at what presents he buys you.

Kiki : Just some BDSM gear, like a party whip, a strap on dildo, or a leash with a collar which goes around his balls. He 'll protest that using them is too horrible an idea, and I believe that 's what he believes, but there 's a part of him which wants me to use them. A component that he does n't like admitting to. He certainly gets turned on when I do that sort of thing. He also bought me some slavery appurtenance, but he 's enthusiastic about me using that on him.

That was when I first realized how transparent he was, we had a scene and he really played up how much he hated everything I was doing to him. It gave me such a king trip. Then at the end of it I found he was n't playing, and just had n't thought to use his safeword. He just does n't think like that. blab about a downer, I had to schooling him in the use of the safeword so we could do it properly.

AVN : And you have a infant by him as well. How does that bring ?

Pretty much the Saame way it's worked for millions of years, but I 'm not a biologist, so I wo n't explain the details. [ Kiki bursts out laughing at this detail. ] Sorry, a little nerd bodily fluid. We left it to probability, on our honeymoon. We had a month of honeymoon when we were exclusive, and we agreed if we got pregnant, then so be it, if not then back to convention. I 'm not certain I 'm mother textile, but he liked the idea. I did get meaning, so we had Mark as the result. That gave me the luck to do gestation and suckling porn output, a rather niche market.

Once the baby was born, I realized it was the best thing that ever happened to me ; I would n't be the Lapplander person without being a mother. Now I 'm the milfiest MILF there is. We have a full time nanny to help, but I 'm always there to get him up in the break of day, and put him to slumber in the evening. I 'm the boss, so I can make my own pattern and hours.

AVN : You said you had a split personality, what do you mean ?

Kiki : When I was in college, getting my level, and then my doctorate, I was working as a porn performer, that was paying my way. The two public I inhabited were so different, academia and porno, I had to preserve them separate. I did n't mean that being a college student, and then a doctoral educatee, was sexy for my fans. I may bear been wrong about that, there are a lot of my fans find it aphrodisiacal, who knew ? On the former deal, in academia, being in porn would hold ruined my credibility, or at least made it very difficult to figure out with men.

The field I was in, atom physical science, is very male dominated, so I was enough of an anomalousness just being female person. Being female and seen as useable ( as a pornography actress ) would give birth made it unmanageable for a lot of men to relate to me seriously. So I disguised myself in both places, as the air headed nymphette in porn, and as the grave academic wonk in academe. In realism, I 'm both intelligent and horny at the Saami time. I may eff fucking slightly More than using my brain, but I would n't need my brain to atrophy from deficiency of use.

The amazing thing is it worked. I did the Kennedy as William Clark Kent routine and took of my glasses, and suddenly I was super porno actress Kiki. No one realized I was the Sami individual, until I told them. None of my friend in the job suspected I was a maven, and I used that word of honor technically, a genius is classified as somebody with 140 or greater IQ. The endure clock time my IQ was measured it was 147. ( And Matt 's 165 by the way. ) I play an airhead really well it seems. In this business you 're going to get screwed one way or the early, so why invest any mental capacity in it.

In academia, no one suspected either. I did my best to be frumpy and unlikable, so no one guessed I was a sex goddess. I did n't have much of a social life at college, I was working too operose, both academically and on my dorsum. That made it sluttish to hold back the secret. I worked with lustrelessness, as President Kennedy, for several months before I found out he was a fan of Kiki 's, I had to do the antic with the specs to show him I was Kiki as well. He was really storm to find that out.

He was even more surprised, but really please when I suggested that we would n't just be friends, but friends with benefit. But, no one else in the department guessed, or at to the lowest degree everyone expressed surprise, in the conclusion few workweek when I became Kiki. I started dressing more like a typical student, less frumpily, in the section, not like a porno star, but I was now much more attractive, both physically and emotionally to a lot of the men. I got a lot of attending those last few calendar week, not all of it welcome.

AVN : You mentioned running a society your way ?

Kiki : Yes, I got really frustrated as a performer, no one ever listened to the girls or valued their judgment. I wanted to create an atmosphere where everyone 's impression are heard and respected. Of course of action, now I 'm running a company, I appreciate that you ca n't always act on everyone 's impression, but I wanted them at least considered.

I also have special computer program for college pupil, they have to keep up a B average to get on the program. The `` College Nerds '' series is so pop now, I can be really selective about the talent I use, they 'd ingest to be a very limited mortal to get on with only a B median these days. We also have the `` nude tone '' series, we make sober instructional videos, except that we use the College Nerd natural endowment, and they try to be as distracting as possible. They 're some of our most popular lines. I 'm not sure if anyone ever learns anything from them.

AVN : Why did you initiate your fellowship, rather than continuing your academic career ?

It pays better. Seriously, the opportunity of even getting a postdoc location are slenderize, less than 10 % of new medico are belike to get a post doc. less than 1 % will suit tenured. I could cause gone into industry, but if I 'm going to prostitute myself, I might as well do it my way. [ Kiki grins saying this. ] porno is one of the few patronage where female person are paid more than men, maybe ten clock time as much as the men. Men are actually lucky to get paid in porn.

In my life, I 've had a invariable chorus of `` girls do n't do fore guinea pig. '' [ STEM means : `` skill Technology Engineering Math. '' ] All the way from high school school on, I was basically told that fille do n't do the matter I wanted to do, and after fifteen years, I just got sickish of it, particularly when the alternative was so promiscuous, that is porn. My parents had been nothing but supportive of me in physics, and Matt may be my biggest cheerleader, but he is a bit biased. Everyone else did n't think I belonged, my department had three charwoman in it ; I was the merely American woman.

If I 'd known then what I know now, I 'd make come out as a geek earlier, the sports fan they 're so supportive. They might induce given me the motivation to convey on, but blending a career in porn and academia would be difficult. I also wanted to be myself. To get ahead in academia, I had to be hard headed and belligerent ; I had to be Kennedy Interrnational. I wanted to be Kiki ; I wanted to be feminine. In the US, that 's just the osculation of death. If you go to conferences, you 'll see cleaning woman scientists from say, Italy or France dressing sexily, it 's accepted there. But, the American womanhood all dress dowdily.

AVN : You mentioned your fan site a few times.

Kiki : Yes, I set that up myself, I did a lot of package maturation during my research, setting up a website was tardily. Again, there 's a sure set of fans who find that very hot. I have exclusive content there, and it's a way to keep in touch with my fans. There 's a zippy word assembly there and I 'll connect in some discourse, particularly in the `` aperient nerds '' section I mentioned earlier. If they can strike me with their minds, they might find themselves being invited down here to watch a production. Who know 's what else might bechance, obviously I find a unspoiled mind very sexy .