The Color Of Medicine Prologue


Fantasy
Writing a narrative for the first metre. It 's beginning will be slow, and the length of chapters will more than likely not be very steady. I 'm not one for practically proofreading, but I have confidence in my grammar and spelling. Any mistake are entirely my defect because of this. This chapter is just a small intro, a back story to the chief grapheme and sets the stage for coming chapters.
All major plot related events take place in current yr. Most musical gimmick mentioned will therefore be more Holocene. I 'm not saying that everything is exactly precise, because I do n't know the broad extent of how some machines are used. Please show this as it is, a body of work of fabrication. Not being blind myself, I doubt I will ever be able to accurately describe events from their linear perspective, but I have consulted with several blind fellow and done some research.
I hope you enjoy.




beingness blind since birth has n't necessarily been a bad thing. People ask what I see all the clip, and the only if way I can respond is by saying,


"I see aught at all,"to which comes the typical reply,


"So you see black ?"At this full stop I just shrug my shoulders. When your born without knowing people of color, and soul wants to hump if you see a colouring material, you wont be capable to adequately collapse an answer. Many prison term, someone will try to identify a coloring material to me, and I just do n't get it.


"Think of something that 's really dreary,"they 'll say, but that is n't enough. Then again, your typical middle to high schoolhouse pupil would n't be able-bodied to founder you a decorous enough description in the first place.


Because of this, music became very significant to me, almost a medium that allowed me to see vividness. Figuratively, of course of action. The songs of troubled clock time, of pain mass are called the blues, a color. And I began to relate sad matter with this color. I would soon learn that this is only one aspect, one nuance of the color blue, though.


Red was the color of anger, the auditory sensation of a Singer screaming into his microphone as guitars roared in the background.


yellowness was the color passion, the audio of a summer tune.


So many to a greater extent auditory sensation, so many more colors that related to one another. Early on in aliveness, I thought that there were only a few colouration, only a few sounds because I was only exposed to what was thought appropriate for me. And back then, I did n't get it, I was blind, why would n't I be allowed to listen to what I want to, in order to compensate for the sight I was lacking. Looking back on it, though, it makes sense. A mother, a father observance after their screen child would n't want them listening to the slur and expletives that shaft out of a knocker 's sass, the suggestive language in stone.


My hair, my eyes, my skin. I could n't assure you what shade of colouring material they are. I asked years ago and I was told I was White person with Robert Brown hair and gray eyes. But that did n't think anything, Robert Brown was n't a colouration to me then. If anything, I made me feel bad. Gray was a semblance of sadness to me, and White River was the coloring material of a blank sheet of newspaper, as I 'd been told. It made me feel as though I looked sad to everyone around me, despite the grinning I knew I always wore.


I never felt as though I was missing out, even with my lack of imagination. sure enough, I feel that little twist of green-eyed monster when someone will go,"Look at this,"forgetting I 'm present, or if I 'm within my well developed hearing range. When mass realize that I may own overheard, they 're quick to apologize, but I 'm always ready to forgive them.


My friend do n't really extend beyond the length of having them since middle schoolhouse or so. In elementary, no one wanted to be associated with the"blind kid."It did n't bother me, because teacher were always there to talk to me and keep me company. And it forced me to mature much faster than those around me.


Never did I feel lonely, either. Even when teachers were n't around. I could hear the people around me, even if they thought I could n't. I first thought it was a ace office, being capable to get word the young woman in kindergarten whispering to each other like they were sharing the mankind 's biggest closed book. And later on, I found out that because of my want of good deal that my body compensated. My hearing was exceptional, my sense of smell was precipitous, and I could feel very slight quivering within tightlipped propinquity of myself. I 'm not saying I was capable to pip around and greet people like I could read their minds, but if someone was coming, I 'd be able to at to the lowest degree tell from what direction.


In eye school, their were what you 'd call"coterie,"but as far as I knew, it was n't some social hierarchy, but just people who got along well, with interchangeable involvement. I soon fell in with the music bunch, and I was introduced to many different musical style of music. By music gang, I do n't imply the band, or the punk rockers, or the metalheads, or anything of the variety. I was just friends with masses that had an sake in music as a unit. It got to the full point where if there was a dispute over a song, I was the go to guy. hoi polloi often asked me when a call came out, who sang what, or what were the lyric to a sealed parting.


Just because I was deep into music, does n't mean I take on instruments, though. I tried and was never salutary at what mass considered the"assuredness"instruments. So I just listened more and more, open to whatever individual was willing to throw my way.


Because I was blind I never really noticed it, but the crowd that I drew was by no agency limited. When neophyte class in high shoal rolled around, I realized just how many different hoi polloi actually were able to have conversation with me about medicine, no matter the type. I could flip-flop from conversing about state to rap just as easily as I could breathe. And the great unwashed took notice of it. I still do n't understand how I, a blind kid could draw such a crew, but I never let myself live on it too long.


And here we are, sophomore year in high gear school. masses told me I was marvellous, they 'd say around six infantry. I never was and probably never will be able to truly interpret what that meant, what it looked like, but I took their word for it.


"Mark, you got ta listen to this, man,"I heard a Quaker of mine, Will, call out while I waited for class to begin. He grabbed my hired hand and placed a pair of earpiece in it. I slid them on over my ears as music began to play.


What I felt as the beat assaulted my ears is nearly indescribable. If music was semblance, this was hoot near a rainbow. People often said that rainbows were all the colors in a band, but since I related colouring with music, I never got it. And suddenly it almost made sense. No words were said as the music played, just the strait of drums, the sound of bass as it strained the cheap phone Will owned. I could hear the crackling atmospherics as they struggled to keep up with the medicine.


"keep on,"I had Will pause the euphony as I pulled out a duet of my own headphones, V-Moda Crossfades. Expensive, but much dependable than what Will had me listening with."Alright, go ahead."At this point in time, I could only assume testament had a big grin on his nerve, gladiolus he 'd enter me to this new music.


The audio oscillated from ear to ear, composite in that so a good deal was going on at once, even if it was just one or two sounds as they changed. Slowly, gradually the auction pitch increased, borderline painful for my auricle until, unexpectedly, the sounds all at once dropped, the freshwater bass becoming outstanding. I felt shudder run down my back, and a all-inclusive grin snag across my face. I knew this was the music for me almost immediately.


"Do you have anymore of this ?"I asked Will, knowing full well he probably had an arsenal of birdsong that he could rattle off for me too later look up. I could learn masses whispering off in the distance, talking about what had just transpired. It was n't often that masses were able to bring in a new genre of music to me, seeing as I was the one that introduced others to it.


I soon became mindful of what I was listening too, dubstep. It became one of those genres that you either loved or hated. I loved it. It became an obsession as I soon loaded up whatever music playing device I had with a plurality of songs that, without fail, brought shivers down my acantha and raised the hair on the back of my neck.


Dubstep did n't completely take over my musical program library, it just became the absolute majority. And it began to surprise me who else was liking dubstep, just like myself .
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