As far back as I could think back, I had a huge crush on my neighbor Matt. He was 15 long time older than me, and me being 11, I was convinced I was going to marry him. Every chance I got I followed him around like a shadow.

He had a puddle in his backyard me and my sibling would frequent quite often. One afternoon we were all swimming and my brothers got out, leaving only me and Matt."Do you desire me to project you ?"He asked."Yes !"I squealed and swam over to him. He threw me about 5 times, and the next prison term I swam back he turned me around and wrapped his arms around my waist. This was my dream, mind you, but I was freaking out. I had no idea what to do."Can I severalise you a secret ?"He whispered in my ear."Yes…"I said, dying to get it on what his response would be."I like you, you're very pretty."He replied, and kissed me on the cheek. I didn't move, I didn't speak, I just bobbed there in the water."Do you like me too, friend ?"He laughed, turning me back toward him."I, I do."I stuttered, I knew my face was burning."If I ask you to be my girlfriend, can you save it a enigma ?"He said pulling me penny-pinching."I promise, I won't say anything !"I smiled, my heart was pounding, and my hands were shaking like looney."Do you know what girl and beau do ?"He asked."Kiss… ? I responded,"Yes, they do, but they do other matter too. They make each early feel good. Can I make you feel good ?"He said as he pulled my dead body toward him until I pressed against his pectus."Um, I guess so, but…"He stopped me by putting his finger against my lip and smiled."Shhhh"He whispered and put his hired hand under the water. I felt him bear on my bathing suit tail end to the English and he started rubbing his digit up and down my pussy. I knew how wrong this was, I was told a million multiplication not to let boys allude me there, but he liked me, I wasn't about to block up him."Do you like when I touch you like that ?"I didn't respond, but honestly, it didn't finger well or bad. I don't know if I wasn't developed enough to truly value it, so I just spread my peg more, physically telling him he could celebrate going. He rubbed me for another minute or two, pulled my bottoms back over me, and put his arm back around my waist."I want to kiss you but we have to go under piss, ok ?"He said, pulled me under and kissed me. I got my pussy rubbed before I even had my first kiss… We got out of the water and went our furcate ways. I ran to my chamber and furiously wrote in my diary all about my new boyfriend.
I didn't see lusterlessness again until about 2 solar day later. We went back over to his house to go swimming, and all I could retrieve about is how bad I wanted my brothers to entrust. They didn't, of line, so Matt suggested we all go inside and look on a flick."I want to !"I said, excited hoping I'd get kissed again. My Brother reluctantly agreed to get out of the pool but didn't follow us into his planetary house, and instead started running between our yards. I followed him inside and when we got to his living elbow room, I quickly sat on the couch ; I didn't want him to notice how bad I was shaking."No, sweetheart, were going to watch it in the bedroom."“ Oh"I choked out and followed him the rest of the way. He put a tape in the VCR and I sat on the border of the bed, nervous as blaze. He sat on the bed too, grabbed me by the waist, laid me down, and started tickling me. I screamed and kicked and felt his hand"accidentally"whack against my pussy every now and then. After a few minutes of that, he stopped and started to buss me. I was a mint, and grossed out by him putting his knife in my mouth, but I went along with it. Soon, he started rubbing my pussy through my shorts again, until he stopped everything, leaned up, and sighed. Sure I wasn't doing something right ; I leaned up and asked him what was wrongfulness."I just really comparable you…"He started,"And I want to see you without your apparel on, but I know you won't let me."“ I'll let you."I said, but I didn't move. He laid me back down and kissed me, then started taking off my shorts and underclothes. He didn't even bother with my shirt. Naked from the waist down, he stared at me, and started touching my pussy again."Do you know why I like touching you here so much ?"He asked, never taking his oculus off my pitcher's mound,"No."I whispered, in a voice I could barely take heed myself."I like that you're so shine, and that you don't have any hair here, and because you're a beautiful girl, too. I'm going to do something, don't be scared, ok ?"He said, getting up and unzipping his pants.
He took his trouser off and I got my get-go look at a prick. He was hard, average sized, but to me, he was a monster. He pulled me until my butt was half off the bed, and started rubbing his peter against my pussy. Leaning up, I watched as his stopcock spreading my mound open over and over."I love your little pussy."He whispered, and started rubbing his hammer up and down harder until he started to cum. Startled, I tried to back away but he held my leg tight, and busted all over my pussy and tummy. He cleaned me up and told me to put my shorts back on, and that it was time for me to go home. He walked me to the front door, kissed me one more meter, and sent me on my way. I didn't know what just happened to me, all I knew was that he was giving me all the tending I wanted.
Soon there wasn't a time me and Matt were alone that he didn't have his hands or dick rubbing against my snatch. He found some way to get me alone almost everyday. About mid Fall he started digit fucking me, telling me he was getting me cook for his dick. He told me over and over how it would wound at number one, but i 'd soon embark on to like it. He also started taking pictures of me. He loved to tie me up on his bed, my branch spread all-embracing, and take 100s of film. I posed for him too, id bend over or lay on his bed and rub my pussycat, he told me i was an excellent model. He also liked when i sucked my thumb, id say about 50 % of the photo he took involved my thumb in my mouth and me snuggling a stuffed cat he got me.
After about a month of finger fucking me, Matt told me it was fourth dimension to have got sex. I was scared of the pain, but all i ever wanted to do was make him felicitous. I came over and he immediately took me to his way and took off my pants. He laid me on the bed and rubbed ky jelly all over my pussy, then rubbed it all over his shaft. `` Im going to tie you up again, ok ? '' He said, grabbing the cords from the drawer. `` Ok '' I replied and scooted up towards the headboard. He tied my legs to the headboard and squirted a little More ky on my snatch. `` This is how i know you love me, sweetheart. '' He whispered as me crawled over me on the bed. I braced myself as i felt his dick sliding board in its familiar path up and down my incision, then the pressure as he started to push in. `` Ohhh. '' I cried, biting on my bottom lip. `` How about this. '' He started. `` When it starts to hurt, just say `` papa '', and ill layover. '' I looked at him and shook my point yes, and leaned back on the bed. He started pushing in more and i felt his head pop in. `` dad ! '' I wailed as he leaned down and put his bridge player around my boldness. `` Shhh, not so loud baby, tell daddy whats untimely. '' He said, kissing my boldness. `` It hurts. '' I moaned, still feeling him pushing into me. `` I ca n't turn back now, i 'll go slow, baby. Do n't stop over saying daddy if it hurts. '' He whispered, laying his torso on top of mine. He pressed in harder until he broke my Hymen and slid in further. `` Daddy, please ! It hurts ! '' I cried, hoping he 'd stop now, but he just pushed in deeper. `` Oh sister, daddy loves how it feels. You 're making pop finger very good. '' He said in my ear, licking it and breathing trench against my neck opening. I started crying at the feel of a rise man 's peter in my 11 year old kitty-cat. `` suction your thumb, piddling infant, it 'll palpate better. '' I put my quarter round in my mouth and he leaned up, taking the sight in of my tied up legs, my bald-headed twat spread wide for his dick, and me crying, sucking my thumb. He pulled out some to my relief, then pushed all the way in and collapsed on top of me, cumming hard inside me. My pegleg and puss hurt so bad, but he just laid there, slowly allowing his putz to shrink inside me. After about 5 minutes he got up, untied me, and wiped my pussy clean. `` You know since you did this, we can get married when you get older. '' He said, kissing me on the forehead. I smiled and shook my top dog yes, still in pain sensation and a lilliputian scared. `` Remember, you cant say anything about this, ok ? '' `` I wo n't state, i love you. '' I smiled. He put my pants back on and kissed me a few more prison term. `` You sound go, or they 'll lead off looking. '' He said, shooing me out the threshold. Once again, i told my diary all about the nighttime events.
About 3 daylight later, he got me alone in his chamber again. Once again my legs were tied open, spread and ready for my second time taking flatness 's cock. `` Baby, you look beautiful. '' He said squirting more ky in my kitty. `` Remember, say daddy when it hurts and i 'll slack down, but i ca n't contain. '' `` Ok. '' I sighed, not really wanting to do this again. He got on top of me and started pushing in. `` pop. '' I said, and he leaned on top of me and kissed my face. `` recite your pa whats happening. '' He whispered, pushing his gumshoe all the way inside. `` Daddy, ow, it hurts, please daddy ! Please ... '' I begged as i felt him pluck his dick out a niggling. `` Oh baby, i love when you beg me. '' He said, slowly fucking in and out of me. He closed his centre and leaned his head back, enjoying his preteen pussy. I started to cry again and suck my thumb, apparently fueling his thrust as he fucked me harder, i could feel every inch stretch along me as i screamed `` daddy '' hoping he 'd slow down. Once again he collapsed on top of me, pumping his cum recondite inside my tiny consistency. After his dick shrank, he untied me and cleaned me up. `` It really hurts, i do n't think i like sex. '' I told his as he wiped my pussy fairly. `` We cant finish now, you have to. '' He said, standing up and grabbing my arm. `` This is what people in love do, it hurts you, but it feels good for me. Do n't i make you palpate beneficial when i kiss you ? '' `` Yes, you do. '' I sniffed, feeling like i was going to cry again. `` Now, you know i love you and i do n't wish to wound you, but if i do n't, bad things will happen to me. You meliorate go. '' He kissed me and sent me on my way.
Matt started fucking me in all form of positions, but he seemed to favor tying my leg to the headboard. He also started taping me, telling me to shout out him daddy for the camera and nestle my stuffed brute. He also started spanking me. One afternoon he turned on the tv camera and bent me over his lap, spanking me operose over and over. `` You 're a bad girl, babe, do you know why I 'm spanking you ? '' He asked, smacking down on my ass hard. `` Ow, no, pop, i do n't know why. '' I cried. `` campaign you tease me. '' He said, rubbing and squeezing my sore bottom. He spread my peg open a little and started to rub my clit. I 'd grown to do it this and pressed my pussy against his fingers, wanting more. `` See, this is why i have to spank you, rubbing against me like a fancy woman. '' He scolded and smacked my ass hard again. I clenched my fists then relaxed as he slid his finger's breadth back down to my snatch. I did n't actuate and allowed him to do as he pleased. He spread my hammock open and fucked me with his digit. `` Your twat 's so blind drunk and politic, piddling one, daddy 's gon na put his dick inside you. '' `` Yes, daddy. '' I replied. He turned my ass toward the camera, stood up and took his gasp off, bent me over and stuck his tool in my mouthpiece. I sucked and licked him while he spread my ass open for the camera. I felt him opening my pussy extensive and rubbing his finger on my clitoris, and running it up to my ass. He pulled my sass off of his dick and turned me around. He lifted me over top of his cock so my articulatio genus and peg were on the bed, and my back was against his chest of drawers. He lowered me on his shaft and i squealed, feeling it open me up again. `` You 're so wet. '' He whispered as he started bouncing me up and down. `` Am i a in effect girl ? '' I asked. `` Yes baby, you 're a very good lady friend. Good girls let their papa fuck their kitty. '' He cooed and licked neck. Every fourth dimension he slid me back down his hammer i felt him get rich and deeper. I moaned as he let me pack over, rubbing his handwriting up and down my soundbox. He rubbed my little clit and i bit my lip, truly starting to love getting fucked. `` Daddy 's gon na cum in you ! '' He said and held me down on his dick, busting his lading into his small girl. He pulled me off him and bent me over for the television camera again, letting his cum drip down my denuded pussy. After a few seconds, he turned off the television camera, cleaned me up, and sent me back home.
That very next week, it happened ... I started my menses. I went to his house and he was ready to take me in his room and i pulled on his arm, stopping him. `` Whats untimely ? '' He said, leaning down towards my face. `` I ... I ca n't be naked today. '' I stammered. `` He stood up and looked at me for a 2nd, then asked me why. `` I 'm, um, you know, a cleaning woman now. '' I whispered, completely embarrassed he could n't reckon it out for himself. `` ... Oh, friend, You know we ca n't cause sex anymore now. You have to be careful. We have to stop this. '' He started and i burst into rent. `` But you love me ! '' I cried, confused and tempestuous. `` I do, but you can get pregnant now, and i 'll go to lag and you can never see me again. If you want to see me still, we just have to be supporter. '' lustrelessness stroked my hair as he told me about how he used me. I composed myself and went home, got to my room and cried into my pillow for hours.
He never touched me again, i moved on with male child my own age, and he moved out 2 old age later. I found him on facebook this yesteryear month which made me indite this story. He still has the tapes and movie, still tells me I 'm his child. I told him how i call my boyfriend now daddy and i ca n't get off on unconstipated sex, and he fucked me up and turned me into a pervert, and how i love him still for it .