You Win, Elf ( Revised Storey Leaning )


Anal, Fisting, Gay
This is the fifth narration of a much longer story arc, which is best read in the Order of the leaning at the end.

version of German words or musical phrase at the end. However, I have tried to crap the meaning fairly exonerated in context.



YOU WIN, ELF




It is evening in late July. I am watching tv set in the park room along with various of the sure-enough students at the School. The movie is"pee for Elephants ”, which takes space in a circus during the Great impression. I am totally engrossed in the action, fascinated by this view of what an American circus was like in those days.

"Elf ?"

At first, I pay no attention to the interruption. Then I realize whose voice it is that I just heard."Logan ?"My eyes fly to the room access."Logan ! ! ! Mein Gott, it is you ! !"

"In the flesh, darlin ’."

The words are hardly out of his mouth before I am off the sofa and in his arms. His hired man grip my posterior and he lifts me off the ground, as my legs wrapper themselves around his hips. He spreads his legs and bends them slightly, set up to support my weightiness as my tail gyre between his legs, then up and around both our shank, pulling us tightly together. The zipper of his motorcycle jacket crown is dusty and rough against my thin t-shirt, but none of that is authoritative. He is live and well, and he is here with me again, after almost four calendar month that felt like an eternity.

We clutch desperately at each former, backtalk seeking, colliding, kissing, our punishing peter pressing and rocking against the taut denim of his jeans.

It is over almost before it has begun. My cum pumps out against him, soaking the straw man of my shorts. I can tell from his motions and the look on his face that he too has climaxed. We both laugh.

And then we realize we are standing there entwined in front man of jackpot, Bobby, scallywag, and Peter.

"Aw, mother fucker,"is all Mount Logan has a chance to say before Rogue claps her hands delightedly and the others all join in, applauding us and cheering for the show we have just put on. I have the anserine urge to extricate myself from Logan and take a bow, but have the good sense to teleport us up to our room instead.

At the very moment that we reappear in some desperately needed privacy, a terrible thought occurs to me. What if this is not Logan, but Mystique fooling me again ? My stock runnel cold. No ! Not again !

Still clinging to him like a unbalanced tick, I straighten my arms and push back a little, scrutinizing his face for anything that might betray an imposter.

"Elf ? Why are you lookin'at me like that ? I thought you'd be overjoyed to see me again."

"I am. But you must answer two questions before I vill think it is really you."

"Huh ? Why ?"

"I vill explain later. For now, just tell me vhat is the meaning of the scar on my penis."

"Uh - three letters, standing for slaying, sexual pleasure, and despair. Your reaction to killing Herr Grüber."

"Ja, that is it."I incline my head a little, so that my forehead is directly level with his center and point to the nerve centre of the design that is carved there, touching the contribution that has the general visual aspect of a ear."And this one ?"

"You never told me about that one, so how do ya ask me to know the import ?"

I start to breathe again, as I pull myself up against him once again for a quick osculation.

"I assume that was the response you wanted, huh ?"

I nod, letting him sluttish and jumping down out of his arms.

"Ack, Elf, you've made a mountain of my gasp,"he scolds, looking down at the muffle spot on the front man of his crotch.

"And you have made a forged raft of your pants from the inside. Do not blame me for that."

"Why not ? It's your geological fault for jumping on me. You damn near knocked me over, ya know."

"Hmph !"I retort."The day I can rap you down that easily it vill be fourth dimension for you to retire from the super-hero business."

It appears that we will bear to go through a sure amount of our usual pleasantries before we can get easy enough with each other to be able to discuss more serious things. That is all right with me. The delay will allow for my adrenaline to sink a little.

He grins."C'mon. Let's go get cleaned up and try that again, shall we ?"

"Ve shall."

As I open our privy door, I tell him proudly,"I have something to prove you. Look."

His eyebrows go up in surprise at the new bathtub in the corner of the room where our shower booth used to be. He glances at me."You the one responsible for that ?"

"Ja. I had it installed last month, hoping it vould be here vhen you returned."

A shadow passed over his face."You were that sure I would derive back ?"

I nodded, wishing it were entirely true. Even between buff, there are always doubts.

"I vanted a heavy old-fashioned form of matter, vith the funny hook feet. Vhen I vas a tike, one of my fat customers had such a tub in his land home. Ve took a bubble Bath every metre I vent to abide nightlong vith him."There. I can now speak of my puerility casually and without pain."So do you like it ?"

"Darlin ’, I love it ! I can't postponement to try it out."Suiting his natural action to his words, he takes off his jacket and tosses it into the corner, then starts on his boots.

existence a lot less heavily dressed, I have a head start, so I turn on the piddle and fuss with getting it just right, watching him out of the box of my eye as he continues to pull off his dress. I have always loved looking at his body, although no one would study my glutton the classic prototype of Male beauty. He is not marvelous than I am, rather stocky, much too hairy, his human face too battered-looking, his grim haircloth too wild, and he always badly needs a shave. But he is the man I love, so what does that matter ? His individual is much like his body in many ways, but it shines with sexual love and compassion, and a kind of heroic verse glory that is seldom seen in seriously handsome men. I know it, for I know what he is inside. Or at least, I think I know.

The tub is almost full now, so I pull off my shirt and underdrawers and footfall into the water, sitting down and turning off the spigot. In guild to give him room to get in, I bend my knees and hold them close against my chest, still at the invertebrate foot of the tub.

"I get the well-fixed end, huh ?"

"Of trend. I have had flock of time to enjoy it all by myself."

He steps over the high school edge then sinks down heavily into the water, leaning back against the foresightful diagonal foot of the tub opposite the faucets. A expression of pure bliss paste over his face. I breathe a sigh of relief. It had occurred to me to worry that our lovely tub might remind him of the tank into which he had been submerged for the procedure that would bind the adamantium to his bones, but apparently that is the farthermost thing from his mind, judging by his relaxed grin. good. The last thing we need right now is for such evilness memories to surface.

"You have no idea how yearn it's been since I've been able to unbend like this."

"Yes, I have. One hundred XVIII daylight, 9 hr, and 53 minutes."

"You're shittin'me."

This metre I nod, ducking my foreland and glancing down into the water between my stifle, then looking up again from beneath my eyelashes with a small smile on my boldness. Yes, I suppose it is a rather womanly gesture, but Logan finds it appealing, so I do it. super Macho Man I am not. I will entrust that to him.

Finally, I laugh and admit,"Ja. I am shitting you. The 24-hour interval are correct, but I have made up the balance of it."

During all this time, I have been painfully aware that the mere fact that he is here does not undertake that it is lasting. When he left, he promised to take back in Holy Order to let me have sex of his decision. So far, neither of us has touched upon that theme. Sooner or later, it must amount up. But not just yet.

Sliding down so his physical structure is fully submerged, he leans back far enough to duck his head under the water to get his hair wet, then surfaces again, scrubbing the water system out of his eyes and pushing his hair back so that it lies plastered down to his head, which makes him look nearly unusual. He leans back once again. The tub is long enough that his legs can load almost straight out along the behind, one on either English of where I still sit scrunched together. I am substance simply to watch him, enjoying his au naturel body. I want to shoot hold of that tempting dick and --

"You don't spirit substantial comfy down there, darlin ’. Let's see if we can't find a substantially way to format ourselves. Here, try putting your back against me and lying sort of on top of me."

"Vhat ?"I ask playfully."You are really asking me to be on top ?"

"Yeah, I guess I am."

Carefully, I turn and slide up between his legs, then lie back as he suggested, trying not to let my weight repose on his genitalia. I have to bend my knees up and out of the piss in order to fit, not to mention maneuvering my behind down between my branch
then curling the end at the foot of the tub. The end result is that I am resting essentially on the base of my tush, but the water buoys me up so much that it is not uncomfortable for either of us. Logan, of course, is so weighted down by the adamantium in his finger cymbals that he does not float at all, while the water tier is much high than in modern-style bathtubs, so I am not left high and dry by being on top of him.

"You figured that out ahead of fourth dimension, didn't ya ?"

"Ja. As I told you, I have had plenty of prison term to lie around in this tub figuring out such things."

"And I suppose that's all ya did while you were in here ?"

"Vell, not exactly."

He gives a short joke."I can imagine."Then his part changes."Uh - Elf, what's this new design on the cover of your neck ?"

"I decided to pass over the mark left from William Stryker's drug with something better."

"It's not another sin, is it ?"

"No. That's a Moravian Star. It stands for hope and love and hope that have been fulfilled. Storm vas kind plenty to do it for me, since it is in a place that vould be hard for me to reach."

"Storm, huh ? OK. Speaking of scars, why the doubt you asked me earlier on ?"

"Not too long ago, Mystique came here impersonating you. It - uh - took me a vhile before I realized it vas her."

"Oh. Oh !"The light dawns."And you reacted the Lapplander way you did when you first saw me ?"

"Ja. Pretty much."I avert my eyes, but he lifts my chin.

"Darlin ’, don't worry about it. That cunt can shoot damn near anyone. Did I ever tell ya about how she snuck into my collapsible shelter pretending to be Jean, at Alkali Lake ?"

I shook my head."Vhat happened ?"

"fountainhead, let's just say she didn't get what she came for."

"I am afraid that she did get vhat she came for from me. But that vas my choice. I vill tell you the whole floor later on."

"How'd you figure out it wasn't me ? Oh wait. Those head you asked me about the scar. She didn't know the solvent, right ?"

"Ja. Right."

He laughs.

"So why was she here, other than to have sex you over ?"

"She vanted to secern me that I am her son, but she is not my mother. She is my father."

He takes a moment to think that over."You're sayin'she had shifted into a Male body and fathered a tyke with a woman, who became your mother ?"

"Exactly."

"I'll be damned ! I knew she could appear to be a man, but I didn't think the appearance was that - uh - complete."

"Vell, assuming she vas not lying to me, I am living test copy that she can."

"You OK with that ?"

"For now, I vill accept it as possibly true."

He says zippo. I am not sure if it is because he has zilch more to say about Mystique, or if he could say more but does not desire to. The secrecy lengthens. I wonder which of us will speak first. I decide to put off satisfying my curiosity about how well Mystique seemed to lie with him. Now is not the time for that, and besides, I do not really care even if they have been fan at some fourth dimension in his past tense. That is not important.

The piss holds us both in its sensuous arm, and I feel more slack up than I might otherwise have been. I hope he does also.

"You been Budorcas taxicolor'care of yourself while I've been gone ?"

"Oh, ja. I am fine."

His hand roach my cock, moving slowly, beginning to wake me."I meant Budorcas taxicolor'care of yourself in early style, darlin ’. Like this."

"Of course."

"And were you imaginin'it was me while you were doin'it ?"

"Vell, a few sentence I vas, ja."

"Only a few ? !"

"All right,"I admit."Sir Thomas More than a few. I - uh - also had a picayune help from my friends."I am not sure how he will react to this.

"Good. I'm beaming to try it. Lem me guess : violent storm, right ?"

"How did you know ?"

"Hey, you figure I'm deaf and blind ? I've seen how she looks at you sometimes, and the tenderness in her part. Not to advert the way her scent changes when you're around. harbor't you noticed ?"

"Vell, to assure you the truth -"

"Ah, Elf, you can be frightful naïve. I guess you'd like me to blame it on your not having my excellent sense of smell, huh ?"

"Ja. That vould be kind of you."

He chuckles softly."Ya gon na tell me about it ?"

"Some day maybe,"I reply coyly, knowing perfectly well that I will, glad it is not going to be a job between us. Yes, I know we have an subject kinship, but such a matter can be difficult to keep up in the rattling world.

"I bet ya did it plenty of prison term here in this tub, huh ?"

"Do you mean vith Storm, or vithout her ?"I ask archly.

"Well, I meant without her, but it really doesn't matter."He continues to languidly shape his hand up and down on my cock, which is beginning to respond to his ministrations. I can sense his own erection poking against my back. I do not wish to try to enter out the logistics of sex in the tub just now, although I know we will try it eventually, probably when we are in the mood for something slow and peaceful. It would be all too slowly to create a flood lamp of body of water all over the flooring if we were not careful, and careful is not a practiced description of what happens when the two of us get enthusiastic about what we are doing.

"Genug !"I say."sufficiency of this. Let us get out of the tub before ve dissolve, ja ?"

"Ja, darlin ’. Definitely ja. I'm feelin'pretty waterlogged myself. But this was great."

We wash and rinse off quickly with the hand-held shower bond as the H2O runs noisily down the waste pipe. While we are at it, I point out how the attachment can be hooked up to a bracket on the wall and show him the shower curtain that can be pulled out and around the tub if we wish only to take a cascade, rather than a bath.

Even as I dry myself off, I can not take my eyes off of him. The water has flattened and darkened the hair on his body, so it lies against his skin in retentive run. His muscles move smoothly beneath that peel as he rubs himself vigorously with a towel.

"Sure do want a shave,"he remark to himself, examining his side close up in the mirror above our sink.

"Not now,"I blurt out.

He turns to see me staring at him intently, my penis jutting out from my groin. He smiles.

"What'cha lookin'at, Elf ?"

"You. In cause you had not noticed."

"I noticed, darlin ’. I noticed."

The towel drops to the floor. In less than a consequence, his weapons system are wrapped around me from behind, one hand over my chest with his calloused palm rubbing the tip of my hard nipple while the other hand is at my crotch.

I find myself constrict face first up against the bulwark next to the sink. It is so just to have his hand massaging my cock and globe, instead of my own hand.

"I know we've got stuff and nonsense we have to talk about, darlin ’, but right now, all I want is my cock up that lovely blue ass of yours. And I'm will to bet a eccentric of beer that you want it too."

"No bet, mein Schatz. I vould lose."His cock is already probing for my ass and I ache to have him inside me, but I block his entree by covering my entrance with my butt."Vait a second."

"What for ? Oh, yeah. Lube."

I am already fumbling around in the practice of medicine cabinet above the sink, and before he can finish speaking, I have the tube of antibiotic unction in my hand and have opened the cap with my dentition, as my other hand is pressed categorical against the wall.

"founder it here,"he says.

Since it is essentially cypher but Vaseline with an antibiotic mixed in, it will knead fine. As soon as he has applied it to his hammer and my ass, he tosses the tube-shaped structure in the general steering of the cesspool and goes back to what he was doing. By now, my tail is no longer in his way, since it is securely wrapped around my correct second joint.

I bend my human knee just a bit and tip my pelvis to make my opening more accessible to the hard cock already probing in between my buttocks, guided by the hired man that had been fondling me.

Ah ! Ja - just there ! I shift slightly to put him right on target, offering him what we both so badly want. His swollen pipe organ mechanical press into me and I accept it joyously. It is so safe to feel him inside me again. I can not aid a shakiness suspiration of relief as I feel him push in deeper.

I do not think I have ever been fucked while up against a bulwark like this. It is strange to be standing here, with my arm folded at the articulatio cubiti, forearms flat against the cool moistness open. My face is turned to the rightfulness, while the undersurface of my cock hitch against the eloquence of the paries. Logan's hands are to either side of me, fingerbreadth splayed, while his soundbox is tight against my spinal column. It is somehow cozy, to be pinned like this. I am happily trapped, safe in his grasp, my ass skewered by his cock. I can feel his breath against my ear, his pant, his moans of pleasure. The very strangeness of our position only increases my desire, as the sweet and powerful cramp grow stronger inside me. So good. So impossibly good. I have missed this so lots. Ah, Gott ! If it could only cobbler's last forever !

"Elf, I can't obligate off for long,"he warns me."Not this time."

"You vill not have to."I barely get the Book out of my sass before they turn into the tongue-tied sounds I make when I come. I can finger my cum spurting out against the bulwark, as Logan fills me with his own.

As if loath for it to be over so soon, we remain in this same post for a few bit longer. I can feel his penis soften inside me, and soon I will not be able-bodied to keep it where it is any longer. But for now, I am content to enchant my breath and stay right as I am.

Logan's lips caress the tip of my ear, then he whispers,"You win, Elf. I'm back if you still want me."

I start to respond, but he cuts me off."No, don't say anything yet. Not until after I tell you about what happened while I was away. Then you can decide."

I nod my reluctant agreement. Oh earnest God, let him not have done something atrocious again !

After that, he leans away. As I too step back from the paries, I can see the mystifying gouges my fingernails have made in the sheetrock. Logan notices what I am looking at and laugh. Then he runs a finger through the splotch of embarrassing cum down below the ding and rubs it on the tip of my nose.

"I take it you enjoy fucking bulwark, darlin ’,"he informs me, barely stifling more laughter.

"Zum Teufel, Logan !"I exclaim, wiping my nozzle with a piece of toilet paper from the bowl. But I can not sustain my false anger any long and end up laughing myself.

"Don't forget to clean house the eternal rest of it off the rampart, Elf,"he says as his parting shot as he strides out the bathroom door.


By the clip I leave the lav, he is no longer in our chamber."Logan ?"I query.

"In here."The voice comes from the open room access next to the bath, which leads to his study, just as the door on the paired wall leads to mine.

I pick up the light fleece mantle that lies on top of the chest under our bedroom windowpane, wrapping it around my shoulders to ward off the shivering from the air-cool as I go into the other way. Logan is standing there wearing nix but the white boxers covered with red maple leaves that I gave him as a joke natural endowment on his last natal day. It looks rather ridiculous, but I decide we have done sufficiency laughing for now, so I do not comment.

Mount Logan is in the outgrowth of looking around his room, seeming a bit nonplus."Elf, did ya clean house up in here while I was away or somethin'?"

"Uh - vell, I might have. Just a little bit. I could not put up to see the beer cans lying around, and I just had to empty the trash, and contrive out anything in your little fridge that was spoiled or rotten. I may have dusted a few places. But I did not concern anything else, like your brand or your icon. Oh, and I did do the wash, but that is all folded and on top of your dresser."

He really is not that a lot of a slob, but his room is usually somewhat messier and far less organized than my own. The sofa is old and rather crush up, but there is nix I can do about that. I did pass over the scuffmarks from his thrill off of the coffee tabular array, which he often uses as a footrest, but I think I will not remark that. I also will not mention that I emptied and washed his ashtrays, then sprayed the way with air freshener until I could barely smell the tobacco smoke anymore. Oh, and then I washed the window curtains, to get rid of More of it. This is the only when way in the Mansion where Logan is permitted to fume, so I know I can never make the smell go away for good. Fortunately, he mostly goes outside to enjoy his foul cigars.

Giving the way another spry glimpse, he settles himself on the lounge, his bare foundation propped up on the deep brown table I have just mentioned. He reaches for the box where he keeps his cigars, then remembers I am here and closes the lid."Don't say it, Elf. I'm not gon na, even though I am technically in my own room."

"Danke."

Patting the cushion next to him, he says,"C'mon over and sit down."

I do so, tucking my wool blanket around me and snuggling against him.

"tea cosy ?"

"Ja."

"OK, here goes. I spent the number one week just doing what I usually do in the wilderness : enjoyin'the solitude, hunting game, running and climbing and just generally wearin'myself out physically, then sleepin'like a log. Somehow, I don't seem to bear nightmares when I'm out there. I can rest better. My head look clearer and my senses sharper. I'm just more alive.

"After that, I settled down some. I'd sit by a moderately little falls and stare at it for hours, just thinkin ’. Or I'd watch a sunset until the lead came out, then watch the stars wheel around through the sky. It was late springtime and headin'for summer, so the conditions was modest, considerin ’. Not the frigid public security of winter, but the sick honey oil of new lifetime just starting its oscillation once again. At length, it dawned on me that this could be a time of change, or new beginnings. That things were never over and done, but only circles, going stave and round in an eternal wheel of life. Maybe it was time for me to move on also. But where ? Which way should I go ? What should I keep back and what should I discard ?

"The restlessness grew in me, as each day gave way to the adjacent and I watched nature regenerate itself around me. track seemed to lead away from this moment in all steering, but which one did I want to take ?

"One such path led to S.H.I.E.L.D. But I had walked in that direction already, and I felt a distinct aversion to what I had found.

"Another led back to the X-Men. I liked the scenery there much better, but there were memories of sorrow and pain in the neck, of red ink and dying. And you.

"Yet another path could have me as leader of the X-Men, but I led them to viciousness, corruption, and dissolving. I explored early paths where I led them to victory and public security. But those peaceful paths were too narrow, too cockeyed, too high for me to scale. And if I were to bomb, those paths would go to their end. Charlie's dreams and paragon would hail to nothing.

"No, not that way, I decided. The course of a leader was not for me. But you were on that path also.

"I traced path away from all that had gone before. One of an average homo life story, where I did not have to be always a hero, strong and resourceful, courageous and bluff. Paths where I stayed as I was now, isolated from the great unwashed, free from civilization, wild and unrestrained.

"Still uncertain, I returned to the pocket-sized townsfolk where I had stored my motorcycle, in order to address Nick Fury and tell him I was through with S.H.I.E.L.D, through with assassination and torture and secret delegation. I won't say such affair may not be essential at certain prison term and under certain circumstances, but I can not think over doing it anymore without revulsion.


"You made me see that, Elf. Not with Son, but with actions. And with love.

"That takes me as far as, let's see now, mid-June ? Yes. And I was going to head back here then, but something happened."

He stops short, staring out the windowpane and into the distance. I lift my head from his shoulder and kiss his cheek."Logan ?"

"Oh ! Sorry, darlin ’. I was - thought. Rare for me, huh ?"he jokes.

"Vhat stopped you from coming back ?"

"I ran into individual I never expected to see and he told me a lot about my past. I don't wan na talk about all that now. I'm still tryin'ta get it straight in my head. Like you with Mystique, I'm not sure how practically of it I can trust."

"I can vait. Vhen you are ready to tell me, I vill be ready to listen."

"Ya ain't gon na like it, darlin ’. While we were together up there, I did some matter -"

I interrupt him before he can say anymore."Did you harm anyone ?"

"No. Unless you want to count myself."

"Umm. Vell then, it does not matter, since you are here, sane and in one piece."

He says zip to that.

"Shall I tell you now vhether I vant you back ?"I ask hopefully.

"Not yet."He turns towards me, the arm around my shoulders becoming Thomas More tense."Let's not fool ourselves, darlin ’. You're lettin'yourself in for hassle by being my lover. make no fault, Elf : you are playing with your own dying here."

I look at him, meeting his optic directly."You warned me about that back when we first got together. I have been doing it for several years already. Vhy should I kibosh now ?"

"Because it's just gotten much more dangerous to be person very close to me."But he does not narrate me why that should be so. Perhaps that individual from his past ? Or perhaps S.H.I.E.L.D is after him for quitting and I could end up as corroborative damage ?

"Considering your track record vith vimmen, mein Freund, it has alvays been very dangerous to be your lover. There has never been a time vhen I have not known that to be true."

He seems almost to flinch when I tell him that, but I am not certain why. Suddenly, he changes the subject.

"Remember that last night I was here, when you took the quiescency pills and said not to wake you up when I left ?"

"Ja, natürlich. How could I leave ?"

"Well, I laid there awake holding you in my weaponry for a very farsighted time, thinking about how we'd just had sex, knowing how hard it must have been for you to let me go, and all that kind of stuff. Months later, while I was still trying to picture out what I should do, where I wanted to go with my living, curled up in my sleeping bag in the middle of nowhere next to a dying fervidness, that night came back into my mind. And I felt how very empty my coat of arms were without you in them. I knew then that I just had to fall back to you, because I couldn't do this all by myself. Sure, I could discontinue working with S.H.I.E.L.D. I could even quit being an X-Man, if I had to. But I couldn't spend the rest of my life without you beside me, unless that was how you wanted it to be. It was at that mo that I made up my brain. So what's it to be, Kurt ? It's your call."

"I vill open you an answer that you vill sympathise perhaps better than mere vords."I get up from the couch."Come. It vill be in force if ve go into the bedroom for this."

He remains sitting."Elf, I don't want sex to be the answer to that question. I need to know something Sir Thomas More conclusive."

I take his hands and pull him to his feet."It vill not be sex, I promise you."

He nods and follows me into the other room.

I grab an old towel from the john, then twist on the version light clipped to the headboard of our bed, tipping it so that it casts a brilliantly luminance onto the bed. I lie down on my stomach with my back in the pool of light.

"You vill notice that there are no mark on my back, other than the one on my cervix that we talked about earlier."

"So what's that got to do with anything ?"he demands impatiently."I figured you just ran out of sins."

"Mein Schatz, it may work out that you are my greatest sin. But that's not for me to decide."I lay my forehead on my crossed munition."Make me yours. Mark me. Show the vorld that I belong to you."

"What do you mean ?"

"Must I spell it out for you ? Use your steel to cut up your German mark into my flesh."

"I can't do that !"

"Vhy not, if I vish it ?"

"It will hurt."

"And you think I do not realize that ?"I ask archly.

"I've already hurt you enough."

"Trust me, this is a different sort of hurt. Like you and your extending blades, I am used to feeling it."

"Uh - you real sure ?"

"If I vere not, vould I be lying here like this ?"

I feel him transfer his weight on the bed and I know he is considering the logistics of vhat I have asked.

"How long can you hold your breath, darlin'?"

When I hear that, I know I have won."A minute of arc and a half, at least. Is that enough ?"

"more than enough."I feel him kneel next to me and get wind the snikt of his claws extending. But it is a very diffused phone, as if they are not out very far. shuffling sense. He is too nigh to me to expand them fully and still ingest elbow room between us."Take a duad of deep breaths first, then adjudge it when I tell you to. The marrow line will be down your spine, and the skin is tenuous above the vertebrae. If you move at the wrongfulness clip -"

"I vill not move. Do it."

He does. I feel the familiar pain rake slowly and carefully down my back in three long lines from articulatio humeri to just above my empennage. It seems to drive forever, but I know that is not the truth. I react just as I have always reacted to the feel of a knife on my flesh : the pain combines with that kick of joy cryptic interior, and I must conquer the urge to view my breathing time and arch my backrest in automatic response. This meter it is better than ever before, because it is his hired man that does this to me, not my own. It is my Wolverine who cuts his symbol into my trunk. This is not the monitor of a sin. It is a reminder of his love life for me, and mine for him, and that cuts more deeply than any word. I will never be able to see this scar directly, but only in a mirror, just as I know that I will very seldom hear his love for me in words, but only see it in his actions. But he will see this mark every Nox when he holds me in his arms. He will see it, and he will make out, and he will know that I know.

Then the cutting stops, and it is safe for me to breathe again. Logan remains crouched above me, stock-still. I have not heard anything. Perhaps he is a bit shocked over what he has done.

"Mein Schatz,"I whisper carefully."Retract your claws."

"Huh ?"Dazed."Oh. Yeah."

The claws disappear, but still he remains where he is. I can sense the titillation of ancestry oozing from the slashes and down the incline of my spinal column onto the towel. I am about to say something when his clapper begins to lick the tickle away. At last, I relax. I am almost asleep when he starts spraying the cuts with antiseptic.

"Ow !"I protest.

"Oh, so now you're gon na complain, huh ? Hold still, so I can get this atomiser hooey where it belongs and not all over the sheets."

"Sorry. You startled me."

"You gon na be able to log Z's OK ?"

"Ja. I vas almost asleep a minute ago."

"You're in the eye of the bed, darlin ’. motility over a little."

A reasonable asking, under the circumstances. I scrunch over gingerly toward my side, facing the window. I arrange myself so that I am lying facedown, with my right elbow joint set and hanging almost over the edge of the bed, while that hand is snugly tucked under my pillow.

Under ordinary destiny, we would both be lying on our sides, my cover to his chest, with his arm draped across my shank and one of his thigh between mine. But these are not ordinary setting, so I can only make myself well-to-do as better I can without touching him.



Later on that night, I am awakened when the bed shifts suddenly. It is probably only Logan, getting up to chit-chat the lavatory or go smoke one of his cigars. Without moving, I crack one eye open a little to look around, just to be sure. moonlight is shining into the room, falling across my face and pep pill body. There is a form silhouetted against the windowpane, but it is hard to make out in point against the brightness of the moon. I have barely begun to get appall when I realize it is only Mount Logan, awake and standing at one slope of the window, looking outside. He is turned somewhat sidelong, so as my eyes adapt to the moonlight, I can make out some of the face of his face and his speed arm, while the repose is hidden in the shadows.

I smile slightly at the sight of him there, but I also wonder why he is not still lying beside me. I close my eyes, ready to succumb to sleep once again. But sleep does not come easily. It is still too new to me that he is here again, condom and leave to stay with me. I savor the joy I am feeling at his presence. I even savor the rawness of my backrest, because it represents his commitment to being my partner.

Fifteen minutes later, he is still standing there and I am still happily awake, sneaking a promptly glance at him every now and again.

At last, he makes a very soft satisfied speech sound and comes back to bed. As the mattress shifts to hold his weight, he says softly,"You can halt faking now, Elf. I know you're awake. I could learn it when your breathing changed."

I should have known that. Oh well.

"What's the matter ? Your back bothering you ?"

"Nein. Something voke me. You seemed so intention on gazing out the vindow that I did not vant to vex you. That is all."

"Thought I heard a noise outside, so I was just checkin'it out."

"For that long ?"

"Hey, ya never know. Sometimes it pays to take in sure. You go on back to sleep, darlin ’. It was nothin ’."

The bed shifts again as he gets comfortable. I miss being in our common situation, but it will not be long before my gage heals enough for us to do that again. As it is, his paw can not help oneself searching for my tail and holding it gently, as if even now he wishes to assure himself that I am there, good and sound.

At first, that makes me experience trade good, but then I start to wonder what dangers he fears will come after us, that he is so often on safety device and so alert that a tenuous unfamiliar noise can impart him to our window. He tried to monish me of this other, but I would not listen.

As his breath slows and evens out and I feel his body relax into kip, I am now the one who is astray awake and staring suspiciously at the darkness. I guess I am going to cause to get used to this feeling.


When I awaken the postdate morning, I find Mount Logan sitting cross-legged on the bed. He has pulled the covering fire entirely down and is just staring at my defenseless body, almost as if he is in a spell. I am not at all sure what to make of this, so I lie there for a while. The stinger on my back have stiffened and I know it will hurt when I begin to incite. For the next week or so, I will be reminded, not of a sin, but of the fact that painful sensation is often an constitutional part of sexual love. And I will rejoice in it, each pang telling me once again that I am his. I lie there peacefully, luxuriating in this thought.

He blinks his optic, once, twice. A look of attention returns to his fount, as if he is coming back from some other place.

"Elf, darlin ’, fist-fuck me."

This is nothing like what I might have expected as a morn salutation."Vas ?"

"You heard me. I told you someday, and someday is here. make water me yours, as I have made you mine."

Mein Gott, he means it ! He seriously wants my hired hand up his ass. All of a sudden, I am nervous about this.

"My fingers - the nails - I could do damage -"

"You won't, darlin ’. But if you do, I'll heal, as always. I'm takin'much less of a prospect with you than you took letting me inside you."He smiles."Don't worry. I'll talking you through it, if you've never done it before."

"Vell, as a offspring boy, Herr Grüber had me do it to my customers a few times. But vhen I got elderly, no one vanted my manus inside them anymore."I spread my fingerbreadth as far apart as they can go, displaying my thick fingernails.

"I guess they didn't ! But I can survive a lot more damage than your customer could. I cleaned myself out real good, so you should be able to get your paw pretty far in."I must still look as surprised as I feel, as he has to encourage me even further."C'mon, Elf. It was you that asked if you could fist me, remember ?"

His Holy Writ are confident and certain, but the musical note of his vocalisation does not quite back them up.

"Vhen did you decide you vanted this ?"

"A picayune while ago, while I was sitting here watching you."

"Vhy ?"

"I was watching you because you're beautiful, darlin ’, and I like looking at you. In instance you haven't noticed, it turns me on."

"I have noticed. But that vas not my doubt. Vhy do you suddenly vant me to do this ? There is Sir Thomas More to it than you have said, nicht wahr ?"

"I'm - well, I'm really not certainly exactly."

I sit up and stroke the side of his face with my mitt. He is more upset than he is letting show."Mein Schatz, are you certain you are ready for this ?"

"Yeah. But I can differentiate you right now that I ain't gon na like it."

"Then vhy should ve do this ?"

"Because I need to."

His words make me realize that I need to also, but I am afraid I will not be able to do it well enough. Perhaps he feels the same way.

"All right, you have talked me into it."

Logan reaches into the bottom drawer of his nightstand and comes up with a green nitrile baseball glove like the one he used when fisting me."Here. This will provide some protection for my ticklish ass. If you can figure out how to get it on your mitt, that is."

I just smile. Opening my own nightstand, I take a pair of larger and grave gloves out of the bottom drawer. They are meant for dishwashing, not medical subroutine like the one Mount Logan is offering me, but the plane section for the fingers are much larger. It is also brilliant neon yellowness. I have already tucked the third and fifth fingerbreadth sections of the mitt inside out, so I slide my own fingers into the remaining three division fairly easily. I hold my hand up to show Logan, wiggling my fingers."See ? The color even goes vell vith my skin."

"Why do I get the feelin'that you've given this some thought already, darlin ’, and you're not nearly as loath as you sound ?"

I duck my head and feeling at him from underneath my eyelashes."Vell, I may have done that,"I reply coyly.

"tinker's dam, Elf,"he says, laughing."Sometimes I wonder who really is the top around here after all."

I teleport directly into his lap with my legs wrapped around his waistline and my ass pressing down on his erection. Before he can react, my arms are around his cervix and my spit deep into his mouth, taking advantage of his gasp of surprise. Then I pull away, snaffle a handful of his unruly hairsbreadth, and jerk his oral sex back.

"Lie down and spread your legs, mein Schatz, and I vill show you."I am not quite so confident as I am pretending to be, but I do not desire him to think he must tell apart me how to do this. As I discovered for myself when Logan did it to me, a big part of fisting depends on the butt being able to have enough trust in his spouse that he can let himself go and really get into what is happening. If he has to concern himself with what I am doing, it will not be as expert. And I want so very much for him to allow me to give him this joy, as he once did for me. I am not sure of how I myself will oppose, but I know how I want him to oppose : I want him to feel the like sort of absolute fall that I felt.

He lets me push him back on the bed, where I prop him up on some pillows so I can more easily accomplish his anus. He looks at me with that shit-eating grin on his face that I love so practically and says,"Have at it, Elf."

His penis is already rigid and quivering, without any advance touch from me but just because of his own prediction. I must not disappoint him. I have already gotten the Crisco out of the box on my nightstand. As I slather the soft lily-white goo generously onto my hand and his ass, I talk to him.

"Unlike that clip you fisted me, I have not been taken by surprise. In summation to raking back through my retention of fisting adults in my childhood, I have also looked up entropy about it, both online and from book of account, because I knew this day vould come, sooner or later, and I vanted to be ready. I know I can not harm you no matter vhat I do, but that does not mean I vish to be careless and crusade you pain."I begin massaging his anus, while my early hand simply holds his hard putz lightly."I vant to make you feel as intensely as you made me feel. I vant to touch your soul, as you touched mine. That is not something that can be done in ignorance."

I insert a finger into him, confident that the baseball mitt safely blunts my nails. He opens easily to that, as I expect, but I push far in regardless, then withdraw and add my sec finger. This is also not hard for him to accommodate, but I work them around inside him, twisting and spreading my fingers. I add my thumb, sliding it right down the vallecula formed by my other two finger's breadth, pushing my hired hand in deeper and stretching him more widely. My knuckle duster pressing against his sphincter muscle now, but I encounter no real resistance. He is breathing deeply and regularly, eyes closed, mouth opening slightly as he inhales, psyche tilted back, looking both concentrated and relaxed, both at the same time.

I slide in easily, and am left with the pack of heftiness gripping only my radiocarpal joint. I am almost surprised to find my hand inside his body, it has happened so suddenly. I stare at the foreign sight, trying to comprehend what I have done. It is so incredible and yet also entirely cockeyed. I feel as if I should laugh, but do not.

I am in him, not with my cock, which is accustomed to being enclosed in that way and is something intended for such a purpose, but with my hand, which is meant to bear on and finger, explore and use. This is definitely more informal, an act of conscious deliberation, not an instinctive reaction to sexual desire. I am almost afraid that I have dared to do such a thing. My hand is actually inside my lover.

But I must not let him call back I am being hesitant."Good. Very expert,"I say, as if it happened just as I had expected it to. I clench my hand into a fist and hear him draw in a breath. I wiggle my fingers and he moans.

I push forward gently, in time with the pull of his physical structure. My finger seem enclosed in a living tunnel of chassis. I stroke the cushy inside of that tunnel with the knuckle of my pollex and it yields. I feel the power of what I have done, as the slender bowel movement of my hand causes him to puff. If I were to scatter my fingers and push them into him, I could perforate the thin and relatively flimsy walls of his rectum far well-fixed than I could a woman's vagina. It occurs to me that I could pour down an ordinary bicycle man like that. A shiver of horror ravel through me. It would not be an well-fixed way to die.

"Elf ? You okay ?"

I open my heart, startled to gain that I have closed them. Logan is looking at me.

"Uh - ja. I should be the one asking you that,"I admit, ashamed of my lapse in concentration.

"You're doin'amercement. Go deeper, darlin ’. I want it and I can have it, don't worry."

I nod."If that is vhat you vant, that is vhat I vill devote you. Now be calm down. I vill talk to you. You vill not spill to me. Verstehst du ?"

"Jawohl, mein Herr,"he replies softly, with just a touch of amusement in his voice."I understand."

I push carefully, watching my wrist disappear even further, the distances now measured more in millimeters than centimeters. It seems too easy. Even through the glove, I feel the heat of his eubstance. There is picayune resistance as I push further into that slippery tunnel, but I am aware of a halo of growing closeness where my forearm begins to broaden. I stop for a time, opening and closing my fingers, watching his facial expression for any signboard of pain as I do so. There is only a sort of slack-jawed feeling, a flimsy farewell of his lips.

"Ah, you like that, do you ? Do you also like this ?"

I clench my clenched fist tightly, causing the muscles in my arm to tighten and bundle up. He sucks a wobbly breath through his mouth, and mutter something incoherent.

I relax my arm and sloping trough in a little more. A keen intake of breath as I reach his prostate gland with the understructure of my ovolo. I angle my hand so that I can agitate harder and am rewarded with a louder moan of pleasure. His face now wears that intensely concentrated verbalism that means incipient orgasm. I do not even have time to touch his hammer before he comes hard, his germ splutter over his own chest."Yes,"I encourage him."That is vhat I vant to see. Give it to me. Give it all to me."

observation him, I have clip to realize that my member is throbbing with desire, leaking pre-cum, but I do not wish to go there now. I remember what it was like when Logan fisted me, the almost trance-like State Department I went into, where joy was a changeless and only the strength varied from time to meter. I want him to experience that, as I did, so I will brush off my desire and concentrate only on his.

I again drive further into him as his body relaxes after orgasm. I am not certainly how deeply he has been opened before, but he shows no sign of irritation, so I can not be hurting him.

But now I encounter a slightly different feeling, as if that flaccid burrow has developed a bender. Experimenting with my first finger, I extend it carefully around that turn. I wiggle it gently, then keep up the first base fingerbreadth with the s one, moving forward only very slowly so that the curve allows itself to straighten out and sloping trough over my knuckles. If I am remembering correctly the anatomy images I have studied, this should be the root of his sigmoid colon. There will be more curvature beyond this one, and each must be entered and gently persuaded to tidy out or I will get no further.

This takes time and longanimity, but as I continue to succeed in my efforts, I begin to turn accustomed to the wizard. I wish I did not take the gloves, so that my fingertips could make a more intimate touch. My oculus are closed now, all my concentration on the tiny growth of progress as I make them. I am almost unmindful to what exactly it is that I am doing, so focused am I on working my hand deeper into his gut.

My peter twitches with pleasure, and I feel that adorable sentiency bass inside my own physical structure, throbbing, pulling, clenching, wanting, growing warm until I realize I am moaning softly with the intensity of my own building desire. But I can not seem to make him percentage that incredible feeling.

I open my oculus, and see that my elbow isn't far from following where my hand has led the way. No, I really have no business doing that. I do not have the experience to risk pushing into him much deeper. But there is one more bender at my fingertips. I seem to sense his heartbeat, perhaps from the proximity of my hand to his aorta. I can not jib the endeavour to go this last bit of distance.

This curvature is sharp-worded, more upwards, with the entering belief slightly smaller. There is less flexibility here. One finger's breadth massages the rampart, coaxing, seeking to persuade his body to allow me in deeper. I want so a great deal to depict from him the answer that can easily be triggered in me : a gently repeated clenching of my pelvic muscles, not so intense and sustained as the hard spasms of orgasm, but intensely pleasurable nonetheless. Perhaps this concluding barrier will be the key to making him feel it.

My probing finger sloping trough around that curve, but the comply digit can not quite make it. I settle for using that initiatory digit to thrill and tease the outer space immediately beyond the curve.

With a half-gargled"Guhh ! ”, his fists clench into the bedcover and his claws extend. His body arches upwards and he ejaculates again. This time it is too much. Watching him pushes me so close to the edge that I can not help but use my relieve deal to gain my own press release as Logan collapses, panting and retracting his claws. I pull my intellect away from my fading coming and attempt to survey the situation.

My arm is now inside him up to my human elbow, with his anatomical sphincter stretched tightly around the widest portion of my forearm.

"I can feel your blink of an eye, mein Schatz,"I tell him."I now know vhat it means to feel somebody from the inside. Es ist wunderbar, aber auch erschreckend."

Yes, it may be wonderful and also terrifying, but this is not yet where I want him to be. It is not I who must feel the wonder and the terror, if I vish to have his trust as he had mine. It is him.

Although some character of me would wish to jam my arm into him as far as my shoulder, I know I am not experienced enough at this to presume to do that. Slowly, I begin to stake my hand out.

I have another theme, something I did only once as a child. Of line, my hands were much smaller then, but that is what brought the approximation into my head. I have felt that"too easy"entrance before, and I recall what Herr Grüber told me to do in order to live up to my customer.

I see the slight frown on his case as he realizes what I am doing. Before he can protest, I say quickly,"Do not opine I am finished vith you. I have not yet gotten from you vhat I vant. It is not over. In a vay, it is just beginning."

His eyes opened and he is staring at me with something akin to fear miscellaneous in with his surprise.

"I did not say that you could open your eyes."Reacting to my tone of mastery, he swiftly closes them again. trade good. I am making progress. It is laborious for me to be this overbearing. It is simply not my accustomed style.

My digit retreat as I continue to pull in my arm back. I am suddenly mindful that I have gone beyond the edge of my baseball mitt without even noticing and my affection skips a beat. I calm myself. Even that should be no job. If zippo else, I can oblige the mitt tightly with my fingers as I withdraw my hand.

In another minute of arc, I have pulled my hand release, the baseball glove giving me no problem at all, as I had hoped.

Quickly, I wipe most of the lubricator off my gloved hand, then use it to hold the former glove, so I can get it onto my left field deal. Not as easy as it sounds, and I fumble around a bit.

"Kurt ? What are you doing ?"

"You vill find out soon enough."Ah ! The mitt is on. I reach for the Crisco again, rubbing a generous amount onto my hands and smearing a fresh finish on his anus."Think back to vhat you told me shortly before you fisted me, Logan."

"springiness me a break, darlin ’. I told you a lot of things before I fisted you."

"I'm thought process of one thing in finicky. One very important thing."

He turns his oculus away from me when he answers."Uh - I can't remember in detail. Did it take to do with faith ?"

"Ja. You said, ‘ I know what you're afraid of. cartel me. It ain't gon na happen ’."

"Your memory is serious than mine."

"block trying to distract me."I keep quiet and very still for a moment, to let that sink in."Now you must swear me. But you must not only trust me vith your body, as I did you vith mine. That vould be too easy, since I can not truly harm you the way you can harm me. You must believe me also vith your heart. And you can not do that unless you vill surrender to me. Stop trying to show me how easily you can take into account me the use of your consistency. Stop trying to prove me anything at all. go forth all this to me. I vant you to become all control over to me, and rely me to use it visely. I vant you to do this out of your love for me, trusting in my love for you. I can not ram this from you ; you must give it freely."

"I know."He sounds chastened now, not very much like the usual glutton. Let us see if I can keep him that way.

All the while I have been speaking to him, I have been slowly working my right helping hand back into his anus. My knuckles slide in now, much more easily than before, if such a thing is possible. Now comes the hard part, for me as well as for him.

"Close your eyes, and keep open them closed,"I order him sternly.

"Elf ? Why can't I look ? What are you doing ?"For the first time, he sounds uncertain. Good !

"I vant no Sir Thomas More of your vords. Now you vill listen to me. It is time for you to give me the Sami trust that I once gave you, for I vant to yield you the same recherche experience that you once gave me."

swathe my opposite thumb and thirdly finger's breadth around my right wrist, I start very slowly pushing the middle fingerbreadth into him, keeping it tucked tightly into the groove formed by my mightily palm.

"The raptus of sex is not a shocking thing. It is holy,"I tell him, hoping to unhinge him from what I am doing and at the same sentence ca-ca it very solve why I am so set on doing this."Vhy do you think that mystics down through the ages have often described coupling vith God in terms that verge on the sexual ? They vere not unavare of vhat they vere saying. Quite the opposite word, in fact."

He opens his mouth, as if he is getting ready to argue with me, but all he does is inhale sharply. He should be able to finger the stretching now, as the finger's breadth is almost in and the remainder of my left hand is pressing against his anus.

"Unh ! Ahh ! Good Shepherd Fucking Christ, Elf ! What the fuck are ya doin'? Ohh !"

"Shh. You vill observe out soon enough. Do not spread out your eyes. Pay attention to vhat I am telling you."I resume my lecture."Sex at its best is giving up and victory, both at once. It is a longing to make love to all of conception, to afford yourself to the holiness of the vorld. It is that vhich can never truly be described, but only felt ; something that can not be told to others but can only be experienced."

He grunts, letting his forefront fall back and breathing once again in through his nozzle and out through his mouthpiece. His breath slows as he tries to oblige my third gear digit.

"But it is also more fragile than the finest porcelain,"I continue,"and as fleeting as the flake that melts in your hired man, for it can be broken by the tiniest of things and defiled beyond measure or comprehension."

"Elf, you're scarin'me. stoppage, please."

There is real concern in his voice, but I do not intend to stop now.

"There is nothing wicked occurrence. I am not going to pain you. I could not if I tried. I know how difficult this is for you, but difficult does not mean impossible."I finish my supplication in an acute whispering."Bitte, du musst mir vertrauen."

"Mmhhmm,"he moans in tortured accord. My fingerbreadth slick inside and I begin to process my thumb gently against his sphincter.

"Gut. Ganz gut,"I reassure him."This is the experience I vish to put up to you, mein Schatz, for you have seen and known far too much of the pollution and debasement of desire, and far too trivial of the incredible sanctitude of sex."

My thumb pushes through and my finger interlace inside him.
"On a certain degree, it can become the highest form of Communion vith God."

Even as I say this, I realize that my men are now clasped together just as they would be if I were praying, with my finger alternately entwined.

Meanwhile, he appears almost out of it, eyelids fluttering, mouth open slightly, and a strange flavour on his face.

"Logan ?"I say softly."You can spread your eyes now, if you vish."

"Uuhh,"is the sole response I get.

"Logan ? You still vith me ?"

"Yeesss. I - think so."

I breathe a suspiration of relief.

"I don't need ta open my eyes. You've got both hands in me, haven't ya ?"

"Ja. Is it all right ?"

"Ganz gut, mein Herr."

good. He still has a sense of humor, if he can answer me like that. He is totally OK with what I have done. Addressing me with the combining weight of"Sir"is not truly necessary, and is very likely an attempt at mild sarcasm, but it does sound nice coming from him, considering.

"Mein Schatz, I do not intend to drive my hands in any rich, as I do not think I have the experience necessity for that. But I do vant to be certain you enjoy this, so I vill try a few things vhile I am here."

guardianship my custody clasped, I wiggle the hint of my finger's breadth a bit, just enough that I think he will experience it.

He does. His body arches as his sinew clench around my hands."Oh god !"he gasps.

I do it a few Thomas More times, moving a bit more each time.

"Oh, Jesus of Nazareth shtup Christ, that feels terrific, Elf ! Thomas More than terrific !"

"Bitte, no Sir Thomas More sacrilege, ja ?"I request.

He gives a little chuckle."Oh gosh, darlin ’, that feels wonderful."

Now he is clearly teasing me. No topic. At least he is reacting to what I am doing.

I want to be able to attain his genitals, to invoke him further, but both of my hands are unavailable for this design. Ah, but my butt is barren ! How could I have forgotten that ?

Carefully, I bring it around in forepart of me, just allowing the flat surface of the end to graze his balls. He starts, then realizes what it is."Oh yeah,"he gasps."Oh yeah."

Just before the arrow-shaped end, my empennage is very narrow and also extremely whippy. I coil it into various loops around the shaft of his penis, which has drooped slightly. This immediately recalls his cock to life. It stiffens and begins thrusting forward within the all-encompassing circlet formed by my tail.

My tail moves with him, but gently, softly, slowing him down so he has time to feel and appreciate each slight bit of these pleasant-tasting sensations. The apparent motion of his pelvic girdle also causes my hands to move inside him. I accentuate that friction, delicately stroking with a varying combining of fingers.

I feel that faint shudder of his inside that I am so secondhand to feeling in myself, that sense of drawing in a craved trespasser, that exquisite hungriness, the need to deliver and knuckle under your body to another.

I have at hold out made him feel that home spasming. My hands are being squeezed regularly now, and I can see the slight twitch and sack of the muscles in his modest abdomen that accompanies it. Each meter, he makes a cushy sound, as I do when I feel it happening within me.

"Elf, what the -- ?"

"Shh, shh. This is all right. This is good. This is vhat I have been trying to do to you. cool it yourself. Vhat do you experience ?"

"It's - it's like an invisible digit has reached inside me and is stirring something around just below my bladder, making everything twitching. Aahh !"

Verdammt ! He has just described it better than I have ever been capable to.

"Ja, that is it. Do not defend it. assume it. A sort of steady-state sense of continuing joy, not entirely voluntary, but not completely nonvoluntary either. It is happening inside me even now, just from feeling it within you."

"I never imagined -"

I cut him off."Shh. Too many vords. Just feeling. Just be."

All too easily now, I could consume my own advice and drift off into my private world of ecstasy. But I must not. If I give myself over to that wondrous esthesis, I will forget what I am doing and lose my stress on Logan. You wanted ascendence, Kurt, I remind myself. obligation is the price of control. Pay it. He is what counts now, not your pleasure.

Speaking of secret worlds, Logan appears to be off in his own, consumed entirely by the sensations he has never felt before. With no more extra extremity left to use, I lay my cheek lightly on his belly just above his groin, where I can feel the cover girl twitch of his muscleman deep inside. Whether or not he will be capable to summons up this delight during our common sex, at least he will understand how I feel.

I raise my head, then slant forward over him as far as I can. Without even expecting him to take heed me, I whisper softly,"Ich liebe dich so sehr."

His barely audible reply astounds me on more stratum than one.

"Ich dich auch."

Tears fill my eyes and overflow to drip down upon his belly. Herrgott ! He has actually said that he loves me !

Something inside me melts and I lose rails of everything except intense joy and ever-mounting pleasance. We are synchronized now, the rhythm method of birth control of those internal cramp that work their magic inside us both running together. In my wildest dreams, never did I imagine such a matter could hap.

sentence dissolves into the present moment. Enveloped in this shared out experience, I can barely tell where my body ends and his Menachem Begin. I am moaning and whimpering helplessly in the hairgrip of an overwhelm sentiency of happiness and peace treaty such as I have never felt before. Oh Gott, it is too much ! I can not contain this overabundance of sexual love. I will surely soon break loose into a million quiver firearm and each piece will babble of its incredible joy.

Energy this ineffable feeling last for a moment or an minute ? I do not know. All I know is that the common variant of reality seeps slowly back into my fevered brain. I must institute all this to a conclusion, before we both drop dead of enfeeblement, or too much delight.

I press one surface of the flat end piece of my tail against the tip of Mount Logan's almost painfully egotistic, leaking cock. goose egg more is needed to push him over the edge. I can find his seed pumping through his phallus with the scroll of my tail. That is adequate to set me off also. Too wrung out to even shout, we both let out a strange throttling moan, which could as easily indicate nuisance as pleasure. I collapse, my upper consistence on top of him, too weak to move.

As may be expected, Logan recovers before I do.

"Enough, Elf."

"Out ?"is my barely hearable reply.

"Yes, but deal it real well-off, huh ? It's gon na hurt."

Out. Yes, it is time. He appears exhausted, both mentally and physically. I am not surprised to realize that I am too. My limb ache, now that I am no longer so wrapped up in the experience. My scored back suffering sharply in a number of berth, and lineage tickling its way down my spine, clearly from the only partly scabbed track of his blades that have been pulled opened by my travail. Yes, it is worth these kid hurts, but this is enough.

I flatten both my palms together tightly and begin to retreat, slowly and carefully. I can see bar of stemma on the backs of my hired man, but I know he will heal as soon as the pressure that caused the bust in his sphincter is relieved.

Logan sighs as my hands leave his body. His eyes are closed and he looks peaceful now, more slack than he usually appears even in rest. If I could only make that peace close for him forever ! But I know that can not be. There is too a good deal conflict within his heart, too much barbed wire tangled around his rack soul. Sadly, such a man is not meant for a life of peace and contentment, either mentally or physically. But I will present him every bit of both whenever I can.

Recalling the sharp pang of deprivation I felt when his hand had been removed from me, I think perhaps he feels that now. To counter that possibility, I lie face down on top of him, my head on his bureau, our torso stuck together with sweat and our combined cum. It is messy, but strangely right, just at this moment.

His sleeve wrap around me with a tightness that almost look like desperation. It hurts the solidus on my spinal column, although I try not to wince.

"Aw, shit ! I'm hurtin'ya,"he says as he lets me go. But I do not run off of him. I am too comfy here. His deal reaches for my fountainhead as he smoothes back my hair and looks me in the face.

"I had no idea I could feel something like that, outside of the abbreviated seconds of orgasm. I don't understand."

"I do not empathize how it works either, but - O God ! - I surely know how terrific it feels !"I smile down at him."And now you know also."

"Can you feel it all the time ?"

"You mean vhen we have sex ?"

"Yeah."

"Ja, I can, once I become sufficiently aroused."

"But what happens when you descend ?"

"The same thing that just happened to you : it intensifies about a one thousand times."

"Holy Shit."But the way he says it is an expression of awe, not disgust.

"Shit is not holy, mein Freund. Gott is sanctum. making love is holy. Sex can be holy. But shit -"I shake my top dog and grin -"No, I do not think that qualifies."

He laughs and pulls my psyche down against his chest of drawers once more. We lie like that in silence until I almost think he has fallen asleep. I do not mind if he has. I am very comfortable here.

But he is not asleep.

"Elf ?"

"Ja ?"

"Over the last few calendar month, I've seen what I could easily become if anything happened to you, and it ain't pretty. I don't think I'd be capable to subjugate the monster that lives inside me anymore. I don't think I'd have the heart even to try."

"Someday you may make to,"I tell him, one-half wishing it was not necessary to do so."You have already lived longer than I probably vill. Who knows how long you may be able-bodied to reincarnate yourself the vay you can now ? You must be prepared to out-live me."

He shakes his headway and looks away."I don't think I want to."

"But ve do not need to vorry about that just yet, do ve ?"I point out."I am not so very old, and many thing can go on that are now unidentified to us. No mortal can cognise the time of day of his expiry until it arrives. God villing, ve have many More age to live, and many more things to do vhile ve are active, nicht wahr ?"

I take a handful of his thickheaded lightlessness fuzz in each hand and turn his human face back to me, ready to claim his lip. I realize I am still wearing the laborious caoutchouc boxing glove and have just smeared Crisco, if nothing worse, into his tangled hair."Ach du Scheisse !"I exclaim in discouragement, pulling off the gloves and tossing them aside.

He laughs and replies to what I have said."I sincerely hope not, darlin ’, or I'm gon na arrive at you wash away it off with your tongue."

"You and vhat navy ?"I reply saucily.

"Uh - darlin'–"

"Nein ! Do not tell me. I have got it wrong again. Let me guess. ‘ Marine'does not sound right, so it must be ‘ United States Army ’."

"Got it in one, Elf."

He pulls me down into a candy kiss, to which I respond with corking enthusiasm. When we are finished, his climate is a great deal brighter.

"Yer absolutely right, darlin ’. We got lots more to do. But the initiative thing I suggest is another bath in that new tub ya bought us. You with me ?"

"Ja ! Jetzt und immer bin ich mit dir, mein Schatz. Jetzt und immer."

Yes ! I am with you now and always, my dearest. Now and always.





GERMAN TRANSLATION

Genug ! Enough !

mein Schatz my darling/dearest/sweetheart

Zum Teufel ! To the Prince of Darkness !

Danke Thanks

Ja, natürlich. Yes, certainly.

Vas ? What ?

Verstehst du ? Do you understand ?

Jawohl, mein Herr Yes, Sir.

Es ist wunderbar, aber auch erschreckend.
It is marvellous, but also terrible.

Gut. Ganz gut. commodity. Totally/entirely good.

Verdammt ! Damn ! /Damn it !

Ich liebe dich so sehr. I love you so much.

Ich dich auch. I love you too. ( Literally, I you also, do it being translate. )

Herrgott ! Lord God !

mein Freund my friend

nicht wahr ? Isn't it ?

Ach du Scheisse ! Very forceful reading of Oh, shit !


STORY ARC - In Order
Something a lilliputian Different
As the Twig is Bent
Pray for Us evildoer
With naught on My Tongue
You Win, Elf
perdition Hath No Fury
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