Men of all geezerhood are discovering new erotism within adventures they once thought forbidden. The big surprisal for them is this ... Sex with guys can be edgy than with a char. It can be More vivid, more dangerously fun, Sir Thomas More easily found, found without cost, and with no strings attached. In all of those class ... fountainhead, girls are gunna find it hard to compete. This is my story and how the hell I ever crossed that line.

blame it on the cyberspace. Not only has dislodge access to videos stirred up interest, it has sexually educated men, and then given them an well-heeled net within nearly every city in almost every nation. There are gazillion of men worldwide playing with each other that never would hold dreamed they would be doing so a few class back. Most of these guys do not consider themselves gay. I 'm not even sure they accept the word bisexual person. They just like getting their cock sucked sometimes and many like sucking one even more. My how thing change ... And why the hell did that happen ?

This report is how and why it happened to me. I 'll tell ya up presence ... The feel of a pecker in my mouth is sometimes, not always, exquisite like aught else ... including a vagina. Feeling a guy cum in my mouth is also more intense and more visceral than with a woman. How did it pass off to me, a `` straight as an arrow '' kinda guy ? Well ... It 's all Ash 's faulting. I also blame it on her. Here 's the tarradiddle ...

You probably take to go back and study the first-class honours degree three stories. In them I go to some distance describing how Ash and I developed our `` fireplay, '' our edgy fantasy talk while teetering on the threshold of coming. Talking to each other in that aroused state really opened her to new musical theme and new desires. It affected me too and a married woman tends to notice things like that.

In my lastly story I recounted how Ash became Bi. Like so many other changes, I doubt it would 've happened without our regular illusion public lecture in bed.

Remember my premise in the last history ? ...

'' Girls tend to think vaginas and bozo tend to reckon penises are ugly. Both wonder what the other sees in them. ``

wellspring ... That public debate set up a banter between Ash and me, of course always while deeply into some orgasmic state. I would be telling her how beautiful vaginas are and she would be countering with how much fun penises are. Something like the following ...

'' Honey, a cock and clump just give you soooo much more to spiel with ! ``

'' There is no sensation that matches a soft penis expanding in your mouthpiece. Nothing is like it ! ``

'' The musky smell of an aroused man is simply addictive. I love it. I love savoring it. You will too ! ``

'' An erect cock is a perfect fit in your oral cavity. It is diffused and difficult at the Sami time and feels so good while twirling your tongue around it, especially the tip ! ``

'' Sucking orb into your backtalk and tonguing them not only feels great, it gives you such a gumption of ability over a guy ! ``

'' Getting a guy right on the edge, feeling him tense up, and startle to shake off just before he comes is always such a rush ! ''

'' The best region is feeling his cock pulsation in your mouth as he starts to cum. There 's nothing in sex better than that. Feeling his cum shoot into my rima oris, tasting the saltiness is addictive. Every clock time I 'm with a new guy I always want him to do that. You know how I crave the taste of cum ! ``

'' You 've got to taste cum ! If it was n't incredibly sound, why would I want to draw every guy off ? ``

'' dearest ... You 've got to try this. I ca n't expect until you 've had your first tool. I ca n't hold off until we can parcel that experience together ... both of us sucking on the same pecker and balls together ! ``

'' Cum in my back talk and we will swap it back and Forth together ! ``

'' Ok. I 've let you cum inside me. Now get down there, suck it out and make me cum ! That is if you really care about your wife, if you really want me to cum too ... extremely hard ! ``

Get the mind how devious her trivial head oeuvre ? I endured that kinda shit for various long time before I started crossing those communication channel.

The kickoff was tasting cum.

I had to overcome a deep repulsive force. Hell, I did n't even like cumming in a cleaning woman 's mouth because it just seemed so revenue. I know most men think that is the ultimate boot but for me it sure seemed like it might produce her gag and wretch ! Maybe because I was convinced it would do that to me. Here 's how I overcame that lilliputian job ...

Within a twelvemonth after she started raving about cum and wanting me to try it, I gradually started getting queer and eventually it became an erotic trigger. Yup, contemplating tasting my own jiss inexplicably became an obsessive thing. The more I thought about it, the to a greater extent it became something that got me very very hot.

heaps, maybe hundred of times I fully intended on licking my hand off after a self induced orgasm ... Fully intended. Hell ... That was the induction that made me cum ... the anticipation of eating my own cum. However ... Evvvvery single clip, after I came, that plan went flying out the window ! I just could n't do it.

Then one day, and I 'm still not sure where I got the estimation, I decided to blurt out into a small jar and put it in the deep-freeze. I guess I thought maybe the next clip I got all revved up with the idea of eating my own cum I 'd cart it out and pop it into my oral cavity before I experienced that huge let down, that switch from right to left brain, that `` twitch back into reality '' affair guys go through just after they orgasm.

Well ... I jacked off several prison term in that cup before I finally worked up the nerve to try it. And then one day, a day I was super turned on, while I was right on the edge, and yet had n't cum ... I got that jar out and plopped it all into my oral cavity. It was one frickin big ice cube of cum !

Now the interesting affair about that is the initial sensation is just cold. You ca n't taste much. So I started playing with myself, getting back to being right on the edge and savoring the sense of taste and especially the flavor while it slowly melted. risible thing about being all jacked up ... everything seems different ! surprise surprise. I actually, kinda, liked it. Not bad at all. Ash was aright. I could see myself doing this again. And when it was all melted and swallowed, I busted my crackpot and came all over myself. Hellava orgasm. Could I eat that cum ? Nope. But did I do that suspend thing all over again ? pit yes ! piles of times until I was used to the sense of taste, the smell, the tone of it in my mouth and the earthy out gene was pretty practically gone. You might need to try it sometime if you 've been curious like me but also `` could n't do it. '' Eating your own cum is a Brobdingnagian frickin agate line to hybridization. Try it and differentiate me if this works for you too !

Ok. Here 's a new train of thought and another line I crossed ...

The outlandishly popular comic, Ron ovalbumin has this famed unawares bit about porn and all of us being gay, the deviation is only by academic degree. Here it is ...

'' I have this buddy of mine who 's a homophobe. That 's the most useless thing you could possibly be ... to be afraid of gay the great unwashed. I was talking to him the other day and he says ...

'This world be a practiced place if there were n't so many queers !'

And I told him, 'you know ... the next meter you have a mentation ... just let it go ! Besides, we 're all gay. It 's just a issue to what extent. ``

He says, 'That 's bullshit man. I 'm not gay at all !'

'Oh yes you are and I can prove it .'

'Fine prove it !'

'All right. Do you like porn ?'

'Yea I love porn. You know that !'

'Do you only like porn with two women making fuck together ?'

'No ! I like watching a man and woman making love !'

'Do you like aspect with the guy having a small half flaccid penis ?'

'No ! I like guy cable with a big throb cock !'''

( It 's a amusing bit. Check it out on YouTube if you have n't heard it before. )

The point is ... to the highest degree guy wire do n't really infer that a big cock in a porn shot is an important theatrical role of the turn on. The more you watch porn, the more you 'll notice the excitement of a cock ramming into a pussy or down a pharynx. Ash just kept pointing that out to me. Cocks. Lotsa prick until they started to become a real erotic trigger. I mean I started searching for telecasting with giant cocks. They were hot. They were fascinating. And over time they became at least as interesting, maybe more, than a pussy. Ash was rightfield with at to the lowest degree one point ... There sure was a lot more there to play with than a vagina.

So here 's the point ... Ash would always always talk about cock while we were playing together. It was genuinely hot talk and would make her and me cum pretty fast. After awhile it was the only way she would cum ... talking about damn turncock ! And do n't you for a minute believe she did n't know exactly what she was doing to me. Conniving little harpy !

She had plenty of experiences with cocks and she would tell me about each one in peachy point. For example ...

I remember the time, early on, when the first black walked in our club. It was a herd nightclub. mass everywhere. good deal of hot adult female. He was handsome, slim, moderately marvelous. Arrived obviously as a pro wearing away an expensive apparel shirt and tie.

And who went right up to him, took his hand and started giving him the bout ? Why yes ... My shy little lady now turned tour template.

After about 30 minutes I noticed I could n't see them anymore and started looking. Were they in the bar area or on the dance floor ? Nope. Out in the hot tub ? Nope. In any of the bedrooms ? Nope. Outside in the parking lot or in a car ? Nope. What the hell ?

When I came back in ... there they were. She with a big grinning on her font and he looking like he had been perspiring. How could I have missed them ?

I did n't fuck until the end of the dark when she and I were making love and she 's going off about him. Turns out this frisky philly, kept holding his helping hand during the tour, that kinda got her revved up and when they finally arrived at the toilet, she uses those interlock hand to pull him into one. Once in there, she locks the doorway, and slowly pulls her hot skimpy black dress over her psyche, she has no bra on, rubs her tit, gets on her stifle, unzips his trousers, and pulls them with his underclothes down to the base ...

[ `` So I could get a literal well facial expression ! '' she said. ]

And fellates the wretched guy ! Damn. I mean the guy has only been there a few hour and some crazy white bitch is half raping him in a woman 's toilet !

I could hardly believe it. That was SO NOT Ashley ! When I asked her what the hellhole got into her ? She said ...

'' Well ... His cum of course. ``

'' You mean you let him cum in your sassing ? ``

'' Yes ! Why would n't I ? I was dying to see what his cock looked like. And it was big. Real big. You should 've seen it. Simply beautiful. You know, the rumour are true about black guy ! We NEED more than ignominious guys around this shoes ! And I certainly wanted to know what he tasted like. Would n't you ? ``

Now ... It was shit like that, a regular provision of stories about cocks, that Ash loved bathing me in. Diabolical !

It took about four years for for me, a `` connessouir of pussies, '' to suck the `` once unsuckable ! '' Here 's how I crossed that shit cable ...

I had this occupation Friend. We would occasionally plowshare a dinner. We did one night and after a few potable we started talking about sex for the first time. I mean, we are getting into it ! Maybe it was the alcohol.

I 'm telling him about the club, and all the sex crazy women there, and then about Ash and how she now simply loves turncock, and `` trust it or not she 's trying her damnedest to get me to suck one, '' and I 'm thinking this talk is getting to him. He just might need to fall check out the club, when he said ...

'' Hey ... I 've just completed some pretty expensive remodeling of my place. No one has seen it yet. Wan na come over and tell me what you think ? ``

Well, of course I did. So we paid the stoppage and left hand. The home was closing by, maybe five minutes away. And when we get there, the exalted enlistment was on. Beautiful sign of the zodiac. Superb taste in innovation. So big, so nice it was a disgrace he lived there alone. The death way he showed me was the headmaster bedroom where he left me to go get some drinkable. I look around at all the laurel wreath and sit down at the foot of his bed to look up to a particularly beautiful work of art on the bulwark.

Then he comes in, sees me staring at his lever slice, comes over and stands right in front of me blocking the persuasion, does n't say a Christian Bible but has his slide fastener inches from my face and just leaves it there.

I do n't know what got into me but the best way to describe it is this ...

It was almost like being out of my trunk and watching myself slowly reach out, unbuckle his belt, unzip his pants, force them down, way down, then his underclothing, and watching his huge erect cock give out ... maybe a yoke inches from my expression. It was simply beautiful. Seriously beautiful and then I feel this surge, this incredible rush, and it seemed so natural to just unfold my oral cavity and put the head of it inside. I felt my lingua go to make for, twirl itself all over his velvety glans, like it had done it a one C meter before. Was n't long and I was rapidly sucking it while he was pumping it in and out of my backtalk. I remember thinking two things while that is happening.

One, this might be the hottest affair I 've ever experienced.

And two ... red cent I ca n't wait to tell Ash !

It did n't strike tenacious until I feel this pulsing as his tool gets extra hard and then the surge in his shaft as he starts his release, shooting so much cum, I had a heavy time swallowing it all. And that sealed it. Ash was right again. Having a guy cum in my mouth rocketed to the top of my leaning of erotic experiences. And here 's the really concern part for me ... I really really liked doing something that I knew felt so good for another guy. It was very different from feeling a womanhood cum where you are sort of guessing what that feels like to her. This was powerfully identifiable. This was like `` every clip I had ever cum. '' I ca n't really identify it. You 'll just have to try it yourself.

So what happened future ? Well he asked if I wanted him to recip ? I said ...

'' Nope ! I just want to go home and tell apart Ash all about this ! She will go nuts ! ``

And I did. Rushed home. Found her cleaning the firm. Pulled her into the bedroom, tore her clothes off, threw her on the waterbed and said ... `` wait money box you hear what I just did ! ''

So I start sharing it, Ash senses where this was going, jumps on top of me, span my stopcock and slides it in her dripping cunt, starts bouncing on it like she 's riding a galloping horse, and seminal fluid before I had hardly finished the tale. It took all of maybe sixty seconds ! When she came down from it all ... shot what she says ?

'' You are going to do that again right ? state ME you are doing that AGAIN ! ! ``

I did severalize ya she was a bit diabolical.. rightfulness ? Could I even consider not do that again while living with a cock crazed woman like Ash ?

Here 's the thing about being Bi ... at least from my peak of view.

The climate comes and goes. It 's the strangest matter. Most of the sentence, let 's say 90 % of the time I have only about 10 % interest in cock. I never have interest in guys ... from a gay 's perspective anyway.

Then all of a sudden `` the lunation and the stars align '' and bam ! I can hardly think of anything in a sexual way ... but tool. In those moment cocks, pretty much all dick, are intensely erotic. So often so, if I 'm looking at porn all I see or want to see is putz and while doing so I can literally finger what it feels like having one in my sass. During those moments I 'm at to the lowest degree 90 % gay, maybe more. I have zero interest group in women. And then as quickly as it came, the spirit leaves me, for weeks or months. The old Jim comes back and vaginas are the core of beauty in this world ... once again.

Now this rear and Forth has been going on for about twenty years. Never changes much. I 've had several hundred experiences with stopcock over the years. Ash and I would add up to do a guy together, actually several. It was great for her, just good for me. And another guy and I did `` d-play her. '' Same response. I 'll write about all that later.

Bottom seam ... I still love woman. Still love peter ! Well ... Some of the fourth dimension anyway !

Finally ... What might you ask away from this story ?

1. If you 're Whitney Young, be damn heedful who you ultimately hook up with. She could be some evil devious, sexually deviant person like Ashley !

2. If you make that disastrous misapprehension, you now know how it 's going to end up. You are going to become a crazy ole prick all-day sucker ! However, you 'll spend most your life with a huge smile on your boldness !

3. And even if you do end up with individual as goofy as Ash, and letting her crusade you skitszoid walking both English of the street ... it wo n't be so bad. Being Bi is kinda like pizza. When it 's good ... it 's really trade good. And when it 's bad ... well it ai n't that bad !

So ... try the `` ice regular hexahedron '' some clock time !

I 'll go away you with the divinity intelligence of Woody Allen ...

'' androgyny doubles your chances of a escort on a Saturday night.

I believe that sex is a beautiful thing between two masses. Between five, it 's wild. ''