Hi my name is Erin, I was 16 eld old, I lived with my single dad and my 18 class old buddy. My mom passed away when I was a niggling daughter from a car clangoring, so ever since then I never really had a know mom or a girl to be around with. When I reached my first period at age 12 my dad had to reach me the `` growing up '' talk. He told me about how infant were born and how we make baby. He told me that hombre have a penis and young lady have vaginas. He said that girls'knocker would grow to go bigger. He also told me that I would get periods often and it would hurt. He was the most loving dad ever. When I had my periods he would go shopping with me for tapons and pads. He would cause to go shopping for bras and undies too. My dad always provided for me and my buddy. I loved my dad.
Since it was only us 3, me and my brother had to share a room. Not just only a room even a bed too. My dad quietus in the room next to us and he always came and gave me hug and candy kiss before I went to sleep. He always checked on me to see if I had a blanket. Ever since my dad gave me the `` talk '' him and my brother felt that it was well-off enough for me to see them naked. So usually they were naked around the house. I 've seen both my dad and brother with hard-on before, especially my brother in the cockcrow with his aurora Wood, since he goes to sleep bare. I 've seen my dad 's package before since he does n't get sex, he masturbates a lot, and he does n't handle if me or my pal sees him. Same goes with my brother, he masturbates all the time and our bed sheets are covered with his seminal fluid, but my dad always did the laundry so it really never got old. Every morning my dad and brother ate breakfast naked, even my chum with his aurora Natalie Wood. My dad was really loving and he would cook for us and cleanse after us. So I really never had to do anything. They said that since they 're always naked, they did n't mid if was naked. I myself was n't quite comfortable being naked around them yet. Since I have n't even had a beau or even try looking myself that way.

After a few months later, I started going out with my supporter. I would make out home very late and my dad and my brother would sometimes just give me little lectures that I am missy and I should arrive home early and not go out late since I could get kidnapped or raped. They were so caring and they always looked after me. I would say, `` yes I know '' but I never listened. My habit of going out late and not listening made my dad emphasis and he would drink often. He would be really drunk and he would be saying things he should n't. Me and my brother did n't really care so we just let him do whatever.

So the calendar month later, my brother finally got a lady friend and she usually came over when I was out with my friends. Since I was never home at Night, my brother and his girlfriend would usually had sex on our bed leaving seed and body fluids all over the place. It would be disgusting to slumber on at night so I would go next door with my dad and sopor with him instead. One prison term while in bed with my dad, he said to me that he missess the feeling of my mom 's slit and that he wants to have sex so bad. He then stated that `` I look exactly like my mom. '' Then I got really scared and I stayed quite.

He said, `` why are n't you talking. ``

I acted like I did n't get wind him and I said, `` I 'm disconsolate I did n't hear you. ``
I obviously knew my dad was drunk since he never acts like this.

He repeated and said, `` you heard me, why are n't you talking ! ``

His voice had risen and he gotten mad. I was getting freaked out and I said, `` I 'm going to sleep in the aliveness way, it 's really humid in here. ``

He was mad and said, `` I 'm not done with you, you better come back and let me fuck you, I 've been treating you and your brother so well since your female parent fucking mom died, you have n't done anything salutary to me so now you better let me fuck the shit out of you. ``

I was sobbing and begged, `` dad I 'm dreary I never help out, but it 's only that you never ask me to help out. '' `` Please do n't pack my virginity, I have n't even had my initiative kiss. ``

He then yelled, `` Well you should get it on know and pick the house sometimes you spoiled little brat. ``

I was terrified by now and I was trying to get away but he was holding me and started to tie me up. In my psyche I was wondering, `` Who is this monster inside my dad, he is never like this, and why is he doing this to me after all these years. ``

He then screamed out loud, `` I 'm glad you 're a Virgo the Virgin, now I 'm going to sleep with you until you bleed. ``

I was screaming with fear while he was strangling me and tearing off my dress. I could feel the grasp of his manus squeezing my boobs, he was twisting my mammilla and sucking on them. I could see him pull down his shorts and underwear, he got out his cock out and started fucking me. When he first entered my vagina it felt really unearthly, once he got his motion going, I could feel the annoyance and my vagina starting to close and it felt super tight. He force his cock in my kitty no affair what and it felt like my vagina had displume apart. I was so scared and it hurted so bad that I did n't be intimate what to do. All I did was just screech, cry, and yell for assistant, but I could n't even do that because he covered my oral fissure. It felt like my vagina was getting shoved by a Citrullus vulgaris and that it was worst then getting my middle ripped out. There was nothing to compare it to than of how much it hurted to be fucked by my own dad 's fat, long, and hard stopcock. Even getting burned alive or tortured to demise alive would n't hurt as a good deal as getting my vagina teared apart by a huge cock. At that moment I had null to think about then to just wonder when will this end. My dad was saying affair that were not anything like him.

He stated, `` yeah bitch, you like that do n't you. ``

'' I 'm going to make love you until you beg for more. ``

'' I 'm going to get it on you until I cum inside of you. ``

I was begging, `` No ! '' `` Please stop dad ! ``

Right before I said, `` please do n't cum. '' I could feel warm a fluid inside of me and I was in stupor. With his cock still inside of me, I could feel it getting wet and tricky down there.

My dad feeling so relieved, murmured, `` ahh, I just came inside of you and it felt slap-up to cum inside a squiffy vagina again. ``

I sobbed crying, `` nooo ! ! What if I get pregnant ! ? ! ``

My dad just laughed and said, `` it 's ok, he or she is going to be your crony and your son ! ``

Then my dad slapped me and strangled my neck. He gave me a kiss and pose his tongue inside my mouth. I bit it and he slapped me again. I just cried and ran to the toilet trying to rinse my wet vagina filled cum, I tried to get all the ejaculate out and just touching it made it hurt so bad. I was in so much pain I could n't even lay a finger on the flap of my vagina. I was so dash that I fell asleep in the bathroom tub naked that night.

The side by side dawn my brother came in to pee and he peed in the bath tub. My mouth was open and my chum, still half asleep with his eye closed peed rightfulness in my mouth. I woke up and was grossed out by the smell and the perceptiveness. I yelled, `` ewhh, what are you doing ? '' He was fascinated seeing me naked for the first time. With my mosquito teat popping out he was amazed and kept staring. I said, `` take a characterization, it 'll last longer. ``

Dumbfounded, he said, `` why are you defenseless. ``

In my brain I told myself not to tell him, so I lied saying, `` it was hot net night so I took a bath, I probably fell asleep. ``

He just laughed and said, `` c'mon let 's go get breakfast.

Walking to the kitchen, I was scared to see my own father. I was afraid he would murder me or even assault me again right in front of my own sidekick. I walked in hesitantly as if nothing had happen. I myself was surprised when my dad had said, `` good dawn sweet heart, how did you sleep ? ``

I was just mad by what he said and in my mind I was thinking, `` you 're seriously going to act like that after what you 've done to me. '' But then I had just realize that he was drunk so he probably does n't think back anything about live night. Of line I acted like I did n't eff anything too and just replied, `` I slept expectant. How about you ? ``

Confused, he said, `` I sept peachy also, although I feel so tired, it feels like I used a unanimous lot of strength last nighttime. ``

getting emotional, I said, `` oh, you 're probably just working to hard. ``

With me saying that, after breakfast, I had done the dishful and I also did the laundry right after I was done. I didnt want him to notice any fluids on the sheets. When I looked on the bed counterpane, I found trickle of line of descent on it and I started crying. In my head, I said, `` why did my dad have to do this ? ! ``

My dad walked in the laundry elbow room and saw me crying, he asked, `` what 's legal injury honey ? ``

Trying to stop, I said, `` nil. ``

He took the bed sheet and said, `` oh my god, what happened ? ``

My instincts were telling me not to tell apart him but I somehow blurted out, `` you raped me last night ! ``

After I said that I was crying really hard and my dad just stood there shocked by what I just said. He finally remembered and said, `` I 'm so pitiful love, I was drunk last dark. ``

I was just sobbing and nodding my promontory running to my room and locked the door. I was crying out my guts and I did n't even clear my brother was in the room. Of track he was on the computer, watching pornography and masturbating.

I was screaming at him, `` how could you be doing that when this is happening ! ? ``

He replied while cuming and asked, `` when what is happening ? ``

rightfield when I could even reply back, BOOM ! ! a gunshot went off. He pulled up his boxershorts up and did n't even wipe away his ejaculate, we ran to where the the gunshot came from and there, my dad layed on his bed with a gun on his hand, a note on the early, and blooding gushing everywhere from his head.

My brother screamed, `` no ! ! ! Why dad, why ! ! ``

I was just sitting on the ground crying and screaming. I looked up as if I was looking at god and I pleaded, `` why ? ! ? Why did this give birth to happen ! ? ``

My brother took the note and study it. He read out garish, `` I 'm pitiful I raped you Erin, I could n't control myself. I will always know you no matter what. Please forgive me. ``

My brother crumpling the note, he screamed at me and yelled, `` this was all your mistake, why did n't you say me when I was with you in the john ? ! ? ``

I could n't even say a word. I was kneeling and crying. My sidekick picked me off my invertebrate foot and he punched me in the cheek and my stomach. He was on top of me and I was half unconscious and I could hear him scream, `` now it 's my turn, you 're going to pay, I 'm going to bed you until you die too ! ``

rightfield when he said he was going to love me, I was already scared because what had already happened. And just the fact that my vagina was already in much pain in the ass and that I might be with tiddler, I pushed him off me and ran to the life room to get the earphone. Right when I was dialing 9-1-1, he snatched the telephone set out of my hands and threw it on the ground. He pushed me down and held down my wrist joint. I could experience his hard cock poking through his drawers rubbing against my tummy. He was kissing me on my sass and neck. He held my wrists with one had and ripped off my shirt. I could finger one handed rubbing my boob and then going down to my vagina. I was screaming for help ! Once he pulled down my panties he got his rooster and he stuffed it in my vagina. This meter the feeling was worst, my brothers tool was a lot thicker than my dad 's and he was a lot yearner too. I could palpate as if my vagina was burning and getting cut undefendable. My brother was enjoying the second and he said, `` you do n't