This write up was inspired by the 1946 film, `` It 's a Wonderful Life ''. http : //www.imdb.com/title/tt0038650/
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Here it was almost a month before Noel and I had no life at all. Saviour, I had always had enceinte Yule spirit loved to reach rather than receive. This twelvemonth I had cypher, all my small fry were scattered, me and the wife had parted ways not in a near way, though we were still married. I figured what the hell, without them it just was n't Christmas or sin for that matter a life, I just wanted to end it, life to me did n't feel worth living anymore, true I might be reading more into it than there was. I looked around the government agency was I a coward ? Was I really that decrepit ? Huh conjecture I was, walking out I still had n't decided how to end it. Laughing a mo I really was a coward, not a gun, too loud, car ? No too painful and might not work too many survived.

I had called all my children but of course they had their own lives so were far to busy to be bothered with their old man. hell on earth, I just wanted to wish them well, hoped they had a skilful vacation with their category. The last-place part I left, I apologized for bothering them as I knew that they were occupy and I really did n't want to get hold of up all their clock time. Hell, I 'd even tried to see my grandson to no avail. So I left the office having already fallen into a deep depression.

I walked maybe a mile, had turned off the beaten path finally coming to break off on an old metal bridge. I knew the weewee would broom my dead body away as fast and heavy as it was flowing. Looking around I started to go up up the railing when there was a splash, looking down I saw a man flailing in the water.

'' Help ! help ! '' The man shouted, jumping in I swam to him bringing him to the shoring. A couple of law officeholder appeared a few minutes later and took us to a local shelter. There they began to call into question the man, then just left as suddenly they just left slapping me on the back calling me a wedge. Ok, that was odd they never left that fast without investigating a lot to a greater extent than they had.

Looking over at the 50-55 year old man stooped over the bed I had to ask, `` you ok there uh ... fellow ? ``

'' It 's Clarence, '' He replied. `` Yes, I am fine. '' I stared at the old really old underwear that the man was putting back on his body.

'' You 're favorable he jumped in to redeem you after you fell in. '' Another shelter man who 'd heard the taradiddle said.

'' Oh, I did n't fall in I jumped in, to save George here, stopping him from committing self-annihilation '' Clarence said a huge smiling on his face.

The shelter man stopped a moment electric shock on his expression, then opened his mouth to say, `` Oh but it 's against the law to commit suicide here. ``

'' I know it 's against the law where I 'm from, '' Clarence said.

'' Oh ? Where 's that ? '' I said looking up, finally I was n't cold.

'' Oh, ah heaven ! I 'm his guardian angel. '' Clarence said.

The shelter man fell out of his chairwoman a facial expression of shock and disbelief on his face as he quickly fled the scene.

'' Now wait, '' I said, `` you jumped in to lay aside me ? Seems like it 'd be well-heeled to just abuse up and say hey do n't do it ! Do n't you cerebrate ? ``

'' True, true, '' Clarence replied, `` but then again would you really have listened ? Besides it saved you now did n't it ? ``

Laughing I said, `` say uh ... Clarence you got anywhere to go or stay ? ``

'' No George III, I 'm fine. '' He chuckled.

'' That 's another affair how the sin do you know my epithet ? '' I looked at him suspiciously. `` You some sort of stalker or something ? ``

'' No, I 'm nothing like that, '' Clarence cheekily said, `` I 'm an holy person specifically YOUR defender holy man. ``

Nodding my head this was a bit lots to study from a man I 'd just saved from drowning, `` Uh huh yeah, you sure you 're ok ? You did n't bump your fountainhead did you ? You need a MD ? ``

'' No, '' Clarence chuckled, `` I am Clarence Oleman, AS2 at you service. ``

'' AS2 ? Huh, '' I said. `` Just what exactly is an AS2 ? ``

'' Ah ! holy man second stratum, I do n't experience me wings yet, I have to realise them. You my in force man, are going to avail me. '' Clarence replied happily.

'' ME ? Oh no, no, no I think you got the haywire man. I 'm just a unkept down, used up, old man, ai n't trade good for zilch much now a Day. If anything I 'd get you an express stumble to the early place. `` Bout the alone thing I 'm proficient for anymore is screwing up. Besides it might be embarrassing for you to be seen with me. '' I told Clarence believing every word.

'' Oh, you do n't believe that your married woman, your children or your Grandchild would be honorable off if you were dead do you ? '' Clarence said a look of horror on his face.

'' Ah ! '' I said, `` you 're right it 'd probably be dependable if I was never born. ``

'' Oh, you must n't say ... '' Clarence started, then looking up, `` say that 's not a bad idea what do you think ? Hmmm yeah alright, that ought to do it. Ok George II, ya got your care, you 've never been born. '' At those discussion a huge confidential information blew the door open stirring everything up creating a pile. `` show off ! '' Clarence shouted.

Getting up I helped Clarence pick up the mess, `` well I said, I best be going I have a business concern to run. ``

'' I would n't be so sure George, '' Clarence said. `` Mind if I tag along ? ``

'' for sure, '' I said, `` they might be able to get you set up with something at the store. '' I told him.

We walked for a patch then entered the edifice I had my business in. Something was off where were all the offices ? Why was there just a huge room with tiny cubicles in it.

A woman walked up to me, `` I 'm sorry sir but you do not go here, you 'll have to leave. ``

I looked at the woman, `` just who are you ? I own this edifice and I do n't remember hiring you. ``

'' That 's funny, '' the woman smirked, `` John the Evangelist Thompson owns this building and you most definitely do n't look like him. I am building security, now you 'll receive to leave, this is a pornography editing house and your comportment here is disturbing everyone. I suggest you leave before I throw your ass out ! '' The woman shouted.

'' What ? ! '' I said in skepticism standing there in shock as several large men walked up and literally threw us out the door ! Lying on the English walk I brushed my wearing apparel off, stood and walked back in the door only to come flying back out a moment later.

I started to go into a third gear clip when the cleaning woman walked out, `` I suggest that you leave, your action at law have already alerted the local authorities they should be here in a few minutes, if you 're still here then, you 're going to jail. '' With that she shut the door in my aspect and locked it.

'' That 's my building, '' I said.

'' No it is n't, '' Clarence said, `` you were never here to buy it or to drive the porn industriousness out on the outskirts of the urban center. ``

'' What ! ? '' I yelled as we started to take the air away down the street. `` No I was there, I saw them all pack up and motivate. ``

'' No George III you were n't. '' Clarence repeated. `` You were n't here to get going the petition, or carry the fight to the city council George, because you were n't born ! ``

looking for at Clarence I must feature been thick 'cause I did n't get a line a single word he was saying.

'' No, '' I said, `` It just some variety of trick, expression here comes Cyril Burt one of my best friends. ``

wave down the cabbie he stopped, `` Yeah pal where ya going ? ``

'' Come on Burt kibosh playing you know I live at 21 Sycamore, come on take me domicile. ``

'' Yeah, yeah right wing keep your shirt on ! '' We pulled out and the cabbie passed a police car drawing the ship's officer 's care and waving at me then doing a crazy sign.

The cab with the 3 of them stopped in presence of a broken down condemned house, George ran from the cab in the front low room access. `` Kids ? Jane ? Jr ? '' They could try him shouting through out the building. A moment later the police officer pulled up.

'' They are n't here, '' Clarence said, `` causa you were never born to have them. '' I just stared at him like he was crazy.

'' Yeah, what you got Burt ? '' the policeman said.

'' Not trusted Tom, think this guys a loon spouting all variety of stuff, especially that I knew him, never seen the guy in my life sentence. ``

'' Alright, I 'll check it out Cyril Burt, '' The officer said.

'' Ok buddy you 've had your fun fourth dimension to go, this piazza is n't condom been condemned, '' the officer told me. `` We need to get you to a hospital you appear to be stressed out really bad. get along on out of there before I have to contain you for trespassing ! ``

I came out not really sure what the hell was going on. `` tone Tom, can we go to my mother 's ? She can vouch for me ok ? '' I asked Tom.

'' Sure, '' he said, `` then we 'll get you to the hospital, you obviously have had some type of fountainhead psychic trauma. ``

'' Sure, sure, whatever you say, '' I said to try and placate the man.

We drove to the former side of town, business district I could see that it was almost all porn theater, legal profession, with one-half of the construction boarded up and closed, what the perdition was going on ? This was one of the most active areas of the town, but here I saw almost half was closed, was I in the wrongly town ?

Finally we stopped in front end of a boarding house. Huh ? That was n't redress where was female parent 's house ? Knocking on the doorway I sighed in backup man when my mother answered the door.

'' Mom, you have to let me in the world has gone weirdo I ... '' I started

'' female parent ? Who are you ? Is this some case of grisly joke ? I ai n't got any kids my just son died a few year ago in front of the schoolhouse, a drive by. I do n't get it on you from Adam. '' The riled adult female said.

'' Mother it 's me George I, your son, I was just with your brother 2 hours ago. '' I said.

'' Oh yeah ? Where ? '' She asked cautiously.

'' Why right here, '' I replied.

'' That 's a lie ! My buddy is in county lock-up for drunk and jumbled demeanor. If you want a room it 's money up front. '' She growled at me, then slammed the door in my face. I could only stand there my lip undefendable notion like an idiot, what in the hell was up ? I knew a trick like this could be done but not on this scale of measurement, and to have my mother involved to this extent ?

I walked to the end of the walking Tom the cop was there, `` Alright buddy you 've had you 're fortune, fourth dimension to go in. '' Pulling out a set of hand cuffs I watched without moving, 'til he was right upon me then I sprang. Catching Tom with a surprisal uppercut I watched him fall then lit out the opposite direction.

Groaning he rose pulling his revolver, `` full point ! '' I heard him yell, then his gun discharge over my head. Running, twisting turning through every alley way I could I soon lost him, though I knew it was only a matter of time before they located me. Finally stopping in a car park not far away I waited for night to fall.

Clarence soon appeared. `` You see George IV ? No one knows you, you were never born to construct friends with them. You were n't there when Tom graduated from constabulary academy. ``

'' I know what this is you 've hypnotized me, I 've heard about people who have this strong of a mind to make people think and do thing they normally wo n't. '' I accused Clarence.

Sighing Clarence looked up and shook his head, `` you really do n't get it do you St. George ? You might not cerebrate that you 've done much but each man and fair sex leaves a Deutschmark, a passing if you will upon all those whose life story they touch. I am surprised a man as levelheaded as you has n't seen all this for what it really is. You 've been given a fantastic gift to actually see what the universe would be like without you in it. ``

'' A gift ? '' I stated, `` More like a horrible twist around, insane incubus. ``

'' No George I it 's aught like that you have ... '' Clarence started.

Grabbing Clarence by his shirt I stared straight into his eyes. `` I have to know Clarence, I have to eff, where 's my married woman, she might hate me but at least she 'd see past the insanity of all this. ``

Struggling Clarence tried to break down gratuitous, `` I 'm not allowed to tell ... ''

'' Tell me damn it ! or so assist me I 'll fatten your lip, '' I threatened.

'' I ca n't George III if I do ... '' Clarence sputtered.

'' WHERE ! '' I shouted.

'' She never married she 's an old bitter adult female, she cleans at the hospital. She 'll be off in an hour ! '' Clarence shrieked, as I dropped him on the grass.

I started running for the other side of townsfolk I 'd barely shit it. I had just got there when I saw some of the staff leaving, `` Jane ! '' I yelled to get her attention. Startled, I saw her shoot away in the opposite word direction.

'' Jane ! '' I called as she took off even faster. Finally downtown I managed to catch her. `` Jane ! Do n't you have it away me it 's George IV ! ``

I felt a beefy arm yank me from her, `` hey pal you disturbing the lady ? '' can a husky voice.

'' Disturbing ? No, that 's my wife ! '' at which dot Jane let out a shriek and passed out.

I lit out of there, the crowd was starting to look ugly and they were starting to stare at me. I ran back to the park, then kept going before I knew it I was at the same bridge again I could feel the teardrop streaming down my face.

'' CLARENCE ! CLARENCE Can you hear me Clarence ? ! I want to live, I do n't need it to end this way. delight I want to live ! I want to live ! Please Clarence, please. ``

A moment later a car stopped behind me on the bridge deck, `` George ? George ! '' I heard Tom the cop say.

Turning I warned, `` go on get out of her Tom before I flatten you again ! ``

'' George II pal, you ok ? Everyone 's been worried about you since you walked out earlier today. '' Tom said.

'' I said g ... time lag you called me George ! '' I said suspiciously.

'' Yeah well that 's your figure after all. '' Tom said slowly.

'' You mean you know me Tom ? '' I asked.

'' darn George you ok ? You hit your head ? You need a doctor ? '' Tom asked worry etched on his face.

'' No Tom ! '' I shouted with Joy. `` I 'm ticket ! as a matter of fact I am unspoilt than exquisitely ! ``

'' Well I was supposed to tell you that your Thomas Kyd have called Thomas More than a few times about you. Something about you never returned their sound margin call. '' Tom advised me.

Thanking him I took off for town, Yes ! This was the townspeople I lived in ! There were thriving business here, no smut houses, no bars just the town I remembered.

I was finally back to my construction, strangely enough there was a gang in front, that and the fact that they

seemed to be waiting for something or someone. As I drew closer saw it was far more than my staff, in fact it appeared to be almost every person I knew in the town. Huh, disappear for a little while and they all come out of the wood work.

A Loretta Young woman I 'd had my eye on for a while was the first to see me, `` Oh George VI ! '' She shouted as she ran up to me and threw her munition around me. `` You scared me to death ! I was afraid you were gone for proficient ! Without me giving you your present. '' Here she slipped my deal into her pants to demonstrate she had zip on under her drawers. Pressing into my hand I heard her pant then she pulled back and blinked.

hoot I thought when had she gotten this tinker's dam hot for me ? Watching her base on balls back to the others I could reek her sex juices on my hand. Inhaling the aroma I thought she had an awful dainty ass, shit I had almost missed it ! Looking up I winked and mouthed thank you Clarence, I most definitely wanted to endure now !

That 's when I saw several of the other cleaning lady giving me and my privates the once over, hell yeah !

My daughter and son came to take me to her business firm, though I really did n't want to see her I knew my wife would be there. Promising them I would be polite I went and actually enjoyed my ego. In the cover of my mind I knew I had at to the lowest degree 5 other invitations, all of them to one bed or another. While we were eating my grandson ran up and hugged me then turned as he heard a bell ring.

'' granddaddy, I heard that every time a bell rings an angel gets it 's wing. '' He said.

Smiling I nodded, `` that 's justly, '' I said looking up, `` 'at a boy Clarence, 'at a boy ! ''