i was walking my girl friend dwelling house from high. i was in my carhartts and workplace charge, and she was wearing a Nice brace of tight blueing dungaree and a Theodore Harold White tee shirt. as we were walkin along up the street i stopped at the corner to turn down plantation off Main and when i started to go down she wasnt moving. `` lets go to your place '' she said with a wry smile. `` ok '' i said, so i turned back around and we went up primary some more, till we got to my home. when we got there i unlocked the door and let her inside. `` what u want to wassail courtney '' ? i asked `` Pepsi '' was her solution. so we ha a Pepsi Cola and she was very quiet, then she asked qhat time my parents got family and i said in a few time of day. `` percect '' was the solitary Word she said before taking my hand and pulling me i to my room. when we got in there she took off her shirt and bra, and was already stripping her tight jeans off her self. within 30 arcsecond she was naked and undressing me. after my carhartts were off she laid down and put her legs up ... needless to say i had the hint long before this. my extremity was hard as Rock and dripping precum already i was starting to go down on her
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'' nookie '' i thought to my self. it was only a ambition, `` im coming im comjng hold your horses ma '' i yelled back. so today was just like anyother day. get up eat breakfast, use bathroom, shower, wearing apparel, and take the air out the dorr dressed in carhartts chipewas and a carhartt winter jacket, oh ywah i forgot to mention im a fat kid in Northern Vermont, not popular and a mixer outcast. anyways as i wss walking to school i noticed Courtney walkig about 75 K ahead of me with hersister and her mom, shes a junior and im a sophmore who should have been a elder but my mom wouldnt let me skip two grades ( 2-3 ) ya, im also smart as fuck too. i gues i will may e try and talk with her and there goes my wit raging at itself, `` just do it, no i cant, DO IT, im scared '' ya the usual material. so i just continued walking and she turned around and saw me and waved. my heart thumpped into my throat and i wanted to die of substance failure, shes so beautiful. she is about 5 inch little than me im about 5'10 '' so ya im short too i guess and i weigh about 300 pounds, like i even have a fortune. now she is not that ski ny either but shes also not fat, if i had to hazard i would say she weighs about 130 pound sterling if that, with unhorse brown hair, a articulation of golden mouth organ, and a smile of a godess vampire. ( drear forgot to mention im kinda a tike kid inside the big fat hillbilly redneck ) infact the o ly affair that keeps me from being barbarian is me being fat and being a country boy. i hate the city and everything to do with it. anyways ba k to the story ... ya so courtney is this hot piece of chubb ass that is to die for, but she is so conservative about showing ANYTHING, npw i understand that its wintertime and uts like 30 degrees ou right now, but seriously during the summer its like 75 and she still wears longer short circuit and a tee shirt at the least ! i wear jeans or carhartt shorts and a tee shirt because of my size of it i dont like there being a lot of the jiggle affect so i try to keep covered up with a hoddie about of the year, ( ya notice a figure, i like wearing carhartts ) anyways after school i have to work on a Quaker farm, it is a short drive i i hop in my Ranger but a midium paseo, i figured i wojld walk so i could try and talk to the beautiful girl in front of me, ( probally not ever gon na befall ) so as we are crossing thru the park her mom and sis leave and go another way, and as she is waiting for traffic to stop ( not mhch except loggin trucks ) i catch up and so she notices and smiles at me, AGAIN ! im gon na pass out shes so beautiful and feeling so nice, like a country side prime store just not overwhelming like a funeral. im thinkin '' lecture to her obtuse ass just do it '' all that comes out is `` well at least its warm today '' she says `` ya its like 30, totally warm '' btw i was born i. GA and she was born and raised for mostof her life in TX. so i said '' well arent u used tk the cold get, i ha e been here since i was 2 im used to it '' `` ya but i still would rather experience a warmer place, oh finally a god damned break in the traffuc, arrive on Army of the Pure get to school im freezing '' she was wearing a hoodie and jeans, no wonder shes frigid. `` u r dressed for spring, its not texas where u clothes like this for 60 level weather its vermo nt we have to live like eskimos '' she started laughing, YES i got her to laugh. `` i know, its really just my hands that r cold though '' she said. `` here take my boxing glove, sorry there a little dirty from the farm but they r warm, i pulled them off and gave them to her. `` thanks '' `` no prob '' i replyed. we were almost to the bet on door when she started to slip on a eyepatch of ice and went to attain out for somethi g and caught ahold of my deal, i held on and lifted her back up before she could realy hit the primer. '' thanks im so grim feeling i got ur pants wet with the slush, it makes no sence, slush here ice there ! i HATE winter ! '' i quickly let go of her hand. i get embarassed really easily and am very shy. finally we were in schooling, `` later '' was the end we spoke until the walk home. it was a tender afternoon, aboht 45 arcdegree, i took off my big carhartt and was just in my hoodie. i heard mortal walking behind me, not payi g attending i kept on my way, listening to m ipod, Negro Veil Brides Iwrestledabearonce and bunch of country. then i felt a tap on my shoulder and looked back to see Courtney there, she looks so grwat no matter what. i took my earbuds out and said hi. `` hi, i have a huge favour to ask '' whats up '' i said. `` could u walk me home or at least to my street please, im not feeling good. '' `` indisputable '' i said. `` whats wrong '' i asked, somehow i didnt feel shy today maybe it was luck, fate or somethkng but it was easg to tattle to her today. `` honestly, i feel like shit, look like shit, and dont hold a motherfucker '' `` u dont look like shit, but u sound sick of '' i said to her, man where am i getting all this courageousness from ? `` thanks '' `` uh huh '' i said. `` you live on grove right, just after the camber ? '' `` ya '' `` cool down i luve just up from there, why do t insee you walking quotidian ? '' `` i get a drive sometimes '' she said. `` oh, me too, i have a truck bu. no liscence, i hate it '' `` prosperous im in drivers ed, but no car. '' `` ya, u certainly ur gon na be ok '' man i like this new me, if only i could always be like this !

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