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IF YOUR LIGHTHEARTED OR
CAN NOT pedestal SEEING /READING
ABOUT kid BEING RAPED
THEN blockage recital NOW ! DONT
READ ANOTHER prison term PARAGRAPH ECT. JUST stay ...


FOR THE OTHERS I APOLIGIZE FOR
THE GRAMMAR, SPELLING ECT.
I HAD TO MAKE IT LONGER SOMEHOW.

FOR PROTECTIVE PURPOSES
THE NAMES OF masses TOWNS
AND land HAS BEEN CHANGED
.EVERY Scripture IS A store MORE
IMPORTANTLY THEY ARE TRUE. DO
NOT READ IF YOU ARE OFFENDED
BY tiddler RAPE. THIS IS MY narrative,
AND I CHOOSE TO ploughshare WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME.




MY taradiddle




i was 7 when it first happened. i was impeccant, sugared, playful, and happy.
i was unaware of the evil in this world ;
that is until He showed me. my figure is Ashley
, and this is what ive remebered.

i was outdoors playacting in our sandpit when he came over.
he sat beside me and played with me for a pair of moment.
we were alking and laughing when he suggested we play a new game.
but this game was for big kids and he didnt think i could cover it.
of course of instruction being Whitney Moore Young Jr. and niave i took the sweetener.
Sialar, was my cousin-german on my
stepfathers side he was 16-19 i didnt make out his exact age.
only that he was a big kid and i wanted to be a big kid too.
Anyway, he said O.K. and took a hold of my hand.
we lived in the land, good of woods and groundless animals.
but with him i wasnt afraid.

he led me into th woods, which i knew i was not loudly to be in.
i tried telling him i was preclude, but he said it was ok.
that i wouldnt get into difficulty with him there
. i rember looking back at the house saying ok, but i cant go to far.
Sialar smiled and led me further into the woods.
i lost sight of my house and we continued
to walk until we came to some thickly brush.
`` Ashley i need you to lay on the ground. dont make
a speech sound and do as i say.
i nodded yes and layed down.
i asked him what game we were playing and he replied
`` theatre. your the mommy and im the papa andd we are going to love each other..

i dont remeber what happened after he said that but i do think of trying to
stop him from taking my clothes off ... im not out loud to sialar, i shouldnt do this ...
`` Its alright trust me, '' he said.

he made me lie back on the ground.
'' now what im going to do next may seem Weird and a uncomfortable.
but do not seduce a naise and DO NOT howler.

okay ?

he felt his penis swoop up and down my leg and giggled,
that spirit weird sialar..
i know ash but its ok big kids do this all the time..
you want to be a big kid dont you ? ...
yes i do, i wan to be a big kid.

he slid his penis up to my dent and rubbed it against my opening.
i was uncomfortable by this breaker point and wanted to stop..
i remember saying `` i dont want to play this secret plan anymore.. ''

`` shush its ok. ''

then he started pushing into me.
i tried to scream. but his hand was over my mouth
'' shuit up you small bitch ! ``

i tried to fight back and to struggle but all
it seemed to do was help oneself him.
when that didnt aid me i tried to bite.
dinero and pincer, none of it worked.
he ended up cutting off my air supply and
i must sustain past out after that..

then adjacent thing i heard was mom
calling or me ans sialar cussing.
he helped clean me up and even redressed me ...
he even took charge of getting rid of my virgins blood.
i tried to get away but before i could he grabbed my are.

`` IF YOU EVER SAY ANYTHING ABOUT
WHAT HAPPENED Hera TODAY I WILL KILL
YOU, YOUR SISTER, YOUR comrade, eventide
YOUR MOTHER. UNDERSTAND ? ``


with tears in my eyes i nodded yes, i tried
to rick and leave alone but he tightend his grip.

'' ALSO WHEN EVER I CALL FOR YOU,
NO MATTER WHAT YOU ARE DOING YOU
COME TO ME, IF YOU DONT THE Saami
matter WILL HAPPEN I YOU TELL. ARE WE
open ? ``

yes sialar.

mom called again and he let go of me.

i took off running, when mom asked what had
happened and why i was crying
i simply told her i fell..

and so the years of lying started

and always the fright of when he would call for me.




END OF share 1




( THIS IS BY NO means THE END
OF MY STORY BUT MEARLY share 1,
I NEED TO consider SOME fourth dimension TO GET MY
ego dorsum TOGETHER suit THIS REALLY
SHOOK ME UP. the likes of I SAID BE FOR THIS ALL
REALLY DID HAPPEN AND THIS REALLLY IS
MY tale. NOT copy WRITTED FROM SOME
ONE ELSE. IF THERE WAS ANYTHING I SAID
OR WROTE THAT WAS offence THEN I
APOLIGIZE NOW, I SIMPLY WROTE THE TRUTH
. BY FOR NOW AND UNTIL NEXT TIME )

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