Once the child were back, what happened that day became a memory, at first.

For a calendar week or two, there were no more words spoken and only an odd wave from Gina.

I kept getting flashbacks.

These flashbacks weren't about Gina and her well maintained toned body or her platinum blonde lock, they were instead about Jordan.

All-day I felt guilt.

Whether it be at my part-time job at the liquor computer memory or at home, my thought kept being interrupted with vision of his cock sliding into my mouth.

Up until that day I would never birth fathomed I would willingly do anything so daring.

I had never thought of sucking cock before nor did I want too.

Now when I closed my middle I'd see instant replay of his stopcock sliding inside my mouth.

I had to rock my psyche at times to try regain focus.

In my dreams, I would relive that day, beginning with Gina's grinning but quickly switching to Jordan River's sliding cock into my mouth.

Every detail of me sucking pecker was replayed vividly in my imagination.

The excitement was overwhelming me with guilt.

I'd wake up thinking I had a saw pharynx from him slamming his turncock in to it.

It was so veridical that when I spat phlegm out, I thought it was his cum.

I was so taken out of my game that I took a week off work.

The fact that both parties haven't uttered a word to me since was nerve-racking.

I felt dispirit, guilt and chagrin, plus ecstasy all at differing clip of the day.

It even put me off wanking.

Until on the thirdly workweek after the event, I thought to myself"Fuck it."

I jacked off with images of me sucking putz re-playing in my head.

That's when the frustration ended and I started feeling a little more relaxed.

It was much previous that dark that the figure started returning.

The next day I started to edge-wank by stopping just before I'd cum.

It helped curb the mental image in my head.

For 60 minutes this went on to images of Gina's smile and tits and then the cock swallowing.

I was starting to think about visiting the Doctor of the Church, but didn't know what to say.

"Hey Doctor can you help oneself me, I sucked cock now all I see is cock,"Yeah I'm sure that will go down well.

I even got to the leg where I'd lay on my back, wriggle my legs over a lounge and let them flop past my shoulders.

From there I'd try in vain to suck my own cock.

I couldn't but instead I jerked my cock inches away from my sassing, so I'd cum on my font and tongue.

All these figure of speech would stop once I had cum.

I just lay there almost puffed and almost dozing off for minutes.

The mess on my face and stink wasn't the Saame as when it was Jordan shooting all over me.

Maybe it was because I didn't have my shaft planted inside Gina at the Saami time.

Who knows ?

Eventually, I'd clean myself up and try relax.

As I cleaned myself up I felt disarray, disgust, and guilt again.

"What's going on, screw ?"I growled at myself and head-butted the doorway frame.

I knocked myself out.

*

hours later after I had some sleep.

I started questioning myself again.

"Am I fag or something but I like girls ?"

I still fantasized about Gina and having my cock buried egg rich in her pussy, but what about this other squat ?

"fucking, fuck, I'm not a fag I like slit,"I tried telling myself.

"Fuck this,"I ranted to myself and decided to leave the house.

I went for a drive.

*

This nonsensicality ended once I got back.

Gina came over for a visit.

She noticed I was staying at home a lot.

Then she told me that Jordan and her were going through some dramas.

They may divorce or break, the kids are they only intellect they still together.

"That nighttime when I/we all got together, I can't get the images out of my fountainhead,"I opened up.

"Was I that good ?"She said with a cheeky grin.

"No/yes, it's not you but Hashemite Kingdom of Jordan who is stuck in my head,"I ashamedly said.

"Hmm, interesting,"She went all quiet.

"Seems like I'm making all the guys in my aliveness tool chasers,"She said, with a unquiet smirk.

"Remember the maiden time we met, recollect the first time we spoke,"I began.

"It felt like ages, recollect our tone, and remember the fireworks of that night,"I kept talking.

"Well there was an ending to the fireworks and that was Jordan finishing in me,"I finished.

"Oh-kay,"she said, puzzled.

"I keep seeing Hashemite Kingdom of Jordan sliding his cock in my back talk and splattering my face,"I hysterically said.

"It wo n't go away, that's what I am confused about,"I said, almost breaking down.

She gave me a hug, a recollective hug.

"There, there it'll go away once you make your choice,"She patted my back.

"Choice ?"I almost broke her embrace.

"Yes honey, whether you're vanilla, bi or a gay faggot like Jordan,"she softly said.

"Look Jordan craves the Thomas Kid, but every now and then he goes cock hunting at bars,"She said.

"He didn't really know until he went back for second base what he wanted,"She finished.

She gave me a cunning little grin and then a wink.

In a blink of an eye, she was down on her knee and ripped my prick of my shorts.

Dam she has no off button.

She tugged at my stopcock gently and squeezed my foreskin.

Then she clutched her hand down the base of my shaft and cupped and tickled my balls.

Gina had her thumb around the base of my shaft and was tickling or treating my balls like she was about to roll two dice.

I let out a sigh when she circled around and around the slit of my cock.

She then put my cock in her mouth deeper and mysterious, while still juggling my balls.

Gina released my glob once she started sucking deep and hungrily.

She tickled my putz with her tongue and lovingly licking the tip.

There was drivel all over my cock now as she kissed it and sucked it back into her mouth.

I had my bridge player cupping her juicy asscheeks as she sped up her sucking.

She had her rim firmly clamped tightly around my cock driving me insane with lust.

I knew I couldn't hold up on lots longer and I think she knew too.

If my heavy breathing and moan weren't a sign then her eyes being shut and her stabilize rhythm did.

"OOHH !"I moaned, as my cock starts feeling fatter.

She slowed a little as my legs started to stiffen.

"GGUURRDD !"That was it, my balls started to vacate in her mouth.

What I pumped out was hebdomad of frustration.

I don't think she expected so much but as the niggling turncock warrior, she was she held my cum in her lip until I wasn't pumping anymore.

Then she gulped it down with a ace swallow.

She licked her backtalk and kissed me.

I could smell and taste my cum.

"Feeling easily ?"Gina asked.

"I feel nonplus and yes,"I said.

"Flattery will get you more,"She said and kissed me again.

This time passionately.

I felt reluctant to kiss her after swallowing my cum but I went with the flow.

"Hmmm tangy,"I said.

After we cleaned up we kissed some more and then she left before the kids got home from school.

*