All 's I can ever differentiate you is the Truth, When I first met you I sort of hoped you would just be one of those the great unwashed who would take the air away after a couple of twenty-four hour period, I did n't ever intend for you to get a big part of my life-time, I never intentionally let you become the one person who would make me see the human race in a altogether new luminousness, I never intended to precipitate in sexual love with you, I never even wanted to, I do n't ever think of any offensive activity by that but I know I am always better walking the lone road in biography, I always will be much adept off alone as when i 'm alone there is no damage I can do to any other soul other than myself, Well I guess I do owe you one monolithic thankyou in life sentence, You showed me true making love, I know you only fel true love once and I am always grateful that I found it with you, I will always love you even though you no longer call up me, I 'll always call back the way you left me speechless whenever you spoke, I 'll always remember the way you would never accept any compliment I gave you, Always telling me I was lying even though you knew I would never lie to you, I 'll commemorate the dark you got frightened and I would talk to you even after you fell asleep just so you could feel like there was someone there with you all night long, All those nights I gave all I had just to make certain you never killed yourself, All those time I would lay awake and just check you sleep just so you would get a peaceable nighttime, I 'll also remember all those Night we argued over cockamamy thing, All those hr I would spend just searching for the right way to make up it up to you even when the argument was n't my fault, All those time you made me smile when all 's I wanted to do was cry, All those times you made me laugh just by been you, The way you always knew when I needed you even when we were air mile apart, I remember you would always sleep together how to induce me feel better when I felt so terrorise, Yeah I remember a lot of proficient and bad things, Pretty a great deal everything we ever went through to be fair, All the nuisance I caused you and all the time I pretty much ruined your life, I also think of the time you fell for that other person and left my nub zippo but a broken mess, Our relationship was ruined by that mortal, I loved you more than I could ever put into words and in a wink you moved on, Yeah i 'll admit that was a little more than I could ever handle, I had to sit back and catch you accrue more in beloved with the other person with each passing mo and I knew there was never a thing I could of done about it, It caused me a lot of pain to watch you slowly move on from me, I remember all those prison term you did n't require to talk to me just because they were online, All those sentence you dropped me just so you could talk to them then came running back as soon as they left or even worse decided to go out just because they did, All those Nox I had to spend alone just because they refused to get along online so you decided to do the Lapp, All those fourth dimension you would sound off to me about how they would prefer to do anything else rather than talk to you, Well that was too much. I was a petty angry yet saddened when they told you how they had used you, Made you fall in love with them for a fell joke, You dumped me for this other individual even though they were married with a kid on the way even though at the time you never knew that, They were just mortal who managed to care for you better than I could birth in my raving mad dreams, They treat you like a queen while I could only treat you as a princess, That all changed though when they hurt you, I guess it pain me a lot more than knowing you finally got to finger the pain I felt every moment I was without you, I am truly deplorable for the pain in the neck you did feel, You know aswell as I that if I could of taken the pain in the neck I would hold, I would have taken every slight bad feeling you had and added them to all the botheration I had to finger, Still do feel, I would of let you live a lifespan without hurting or veneration if only I knew how, I would suffer every bad mo in life if it meant you could spend a lifetime of felicity, I know I did manage to do one thing, Not sure how but I did it, I took those incubus you suffered and made sure that you slept peacefully everynight at the cost of me not only suffering nightmares at night but suffering them through the day aswell, Yeah I somehow got it so you did n't suffer while I had to suffer twice as much as normal, Sounds strange but I will admit it was worth it, Whatever happened that night I am happy it happened, certainly i suffer a lot but I know that you do n't anymore, I just want to say that through all the dear and the bad time we shared I would never change a single one, I mean I love you Thomas More and more with each qualifying trice, You was my world, My liveliness, My flash, You was my oxygen, I never thought I would be able to populate without you but I seem to be doing it, Not a very right life I will intromit that but I am managing to pass the Day, I want you to know one last thing, I know you will never read this but I do love you, I have from the very first base intelligence we spoke to each other, I never knew what you looked like to begin with but that never mattered because to me you was and always will be the most beautiful girl to ever walk this earthly concern, I mean yeah you still do walk this dry land but I mean that past, present and even in the future tense there will never be a miss that can even come close to how beautiful you are, Anyways this has dragged on a little too long, Just want to say I love you, I still give care about you deeply and I truly and honestly miss you with all the little pieces of my cave in ticker, You will always be the only girl that could ever fix the damage but I know you never will, Oh well I would rather hold up with a wiped out heart and say I felt true making love than have a whole heart and say I never knew what love was, So I guess this is goodbye, like I could see your smiling one final stage meter, See those beautiful blue eye or just discover your angelic voice but I know I never will so I will just experience to survive with the memories of you, Love you so much, Always will till the end of clip, Goodbye my sweet princess, I hope your life sentence is filled with all the things you truly merit, peacefulness, Happiness and even have intercourse .