This week's industry moving company and shakers is Dr Kiki Kennedy International Airport of Kiki John Fitzgerald Kennedy productions, one of the most successful output house to amount along recently.

AVN : So,"Dr"Kiki Kennedy ?

Kiki : Yes, I have a doctorate, in particle purgative no less. You can look up the exact title if you want, but it's to do with saw-tooth instabilities in plasm wakefields. And, if that made any sense to any of your readers, I invite them to join our"physics nerd"plane section of the discussion forum on my website.

When I founded the company, I thought that having the claim"Dr"would lend a certain gravitas to my being CEO. Before that I'd only been known as a performer, and I'd hid the life-threatening position of my personality from my fan, I didn't think it would enhance my reputation. But, there is a certain section of my fan stand who does find it very sexy, especially when I discuss something really technological and end the post with a description of what I 'm wearing. ( Which seldom includes panties. )

AVN : How did you get into adult entertainment in the number 1 place ?

Kiki : In senior high school school, I had a practically older buff ; he liked"barely legal"pornography. He had a large collection of it, and I was queer. So when I turned 18, I contacted one of the product theatre, and they snapped me up.

I must say, I was surprised at that, I didn't think I was attractive, but with a petty whisker, makeup, and wardrobe, they worked wonder on me. That validated what my buff had told me and I'd never believed. You know the fib of the ugly ducking ? That 's what I felt like, an ugly duckling, and I had n't noticed that all of a sudden I 'd become a Swan. I never liked dressing sexily in senior high schoolhouse ; I always dressed for practicality.

The porno was also very empowering. I was not a popular girl in highschool school day ; the butch chicks would pick on me. most of it was probably resentment as I'd have a disposition to switch off the scaling curvature. ( In other words, my being smart, led to them having lower gradation, its bad use of statistics on the teacher's constituent. )

Now, I had production companies wanting to charter me for my facial expression, and I had fans writing to me, wanting to fuck me. After I spent the summer before college being fucked, all day, mundane, I found myself sitting on a cumulation of money. It made college living much more comfortable. I could afford a decent car, and the good accommodation, and little luxuries.

I carried on working while I was at schooling, though I separated my life history into porn and not porn. In the not porn world, I was much like my old self, but now I had sureness. In the porn man, I tried to make myself as desirable as potential. I'd do porn on the weekend, I'd fly down to the Valley to shoot, then fly back for the week. My personality kind of split as well, I felt like two dissimilar people.

I earned enough from the porn, that I thought I could set my own production company and run it in my way. So just before I got the doctorate, I legally changed my figure to Kiki Kennedy. Before that, Kennedy was my first gear name, and I made up Kiki for the alliteration when I got that first job. In my husband 's professional person circles I'm Kennedy McAuliffe, but legally I'm Kiki Kennedy.

So after I became Dr Kiki Kennedy, I set up the company with loose woman, a cuss performer and one of my lovers. I still act in some productions, but not so many these twenty-four hour period. I was doing so many yield, I was worried about damaging my brand, so I cut back on the acting.

AVN : That brings up the question of what is your sexual orientation ?

Kiki : I think I'm"lesbian with exclusion,"but my fans shouldn't scare as I love getting fucked by men, and giving blowjobs. I suppose that makes me bi-sexual really, but I'm not really attracted to men, with a few exceptions, I just like the sex. That should make me more attractive, I want the sex, but not the committal. My husband is one of the obvious exceptions.

AVN : You've mentioned your married man a couple of times now, tell us about him ?

Kiki : mat is my husband, he's the most healthy person I know, and also one of the dumbest. Do n't forget, I 'm comparing him to college faculty and doctorial educatee, so that 's saying something. If you want to chance the eigen vectors of a complex wavefunction, he's your man. He even understands GR and can find out interesting root to the stress-energy tensor, he's a total braniac, and that's so sexy. But, when it comes to hoi polloi, that's not his strong point.

He has very simplistic globe view when it comes to women,"sex good"probably just about sums it up. It makes him very easy to deal with, you know you're always getting the tangible Matt, he just doesn't have any guile to cover anything. He's shy, he used to be painfully shy ; it took him about a week before he could actually spill to me in a sane mode. He's a lot better now, but I do my best to protect him from harsh realities.

He also has no concept of willpower or jealousy when it comes to sex, as I said,"Sex good."Sums him up. There was one clock time I orgasmed on set, thinking of him, he asked for the outtake and said I was `` cute, '' coming like that on person else 's dick. When we first worked on the doctor's degree together, I didn't want a relationship, and then I discovered he was a fan, at least a fan of Kiki's. So I, as Kennedy, showed him I was Kiki as well. I didn't want him getting into something he couldn't handgrip. virtually boyfriends outside the diligence can't handle you being fucked for a job, so I took him to a shoot to indicate him what it was about.

He didn't mind me performing on set, he said the shot was somewhat boring really, so that pointed to the rectify poppycock. Then, I arranged for a few of my friends in the industry to bonk him ; he was a virgin at the time. It's not unusual to set a boyfriend up with another performing artist, they treat it kind of like a job. I expected them to fuck him and send him back to me, instead he fucked them to a stalemate, and they stayed the Night. I was left alone and horny.

That did show he's an absolute dynamite devotee, the best I, or any of my supporter, know. And the better piece is he doesn't even have intercourse it himself. You'll be flat on you back after being knocked out by the sex, and he asks you if that was any estimable. He is catching on a bit now, even he couldn't be that oblivious, but it doesn't affect him. He's still just thinking,"Sex trade good, more sex better."

That backfired on me somewhat, as I fell in sexual love with him. I never meant to, and I'd made it quite clear to him that I didn't want anything like that. So I never realized he did have impression for me, he was just hiding them because that's what I'd told him I wanted. That 's about the only clock time he 's ever been anything less than totally transparent about his look, he thought it was the way to carry on having the sex. Like I said, he thinks, `` Sex good. ``

That 's how he acted when I tried to be more loving towards him, I set up a romantic weekend away, and he was `` disappointed '' we did n't bring any of my friends with us for once. He did a upright job of acting like he wanted just sex from me, and being used like that does change state me on, doubly so because I loved him. So I gave him what I thought he wanted, just sex.

He also liked there were two of me. Kennedy would be dominant, and I, as Kiki, would be submissive to him and do anything he wanted. God, both of those are such a round on. I variety of proposed to him as Kennedy, and he said he'd prefer Kiki, but would wish Jack Kennedy as his schoolmistress. I'm more incorporate with my personalities these days, some of the hard boundary of Kennedy is needed to be successful in this biz, but there is still some of her I only bring out for mat. I, as Kennedy, am his schoolmarm, both in the cheating sense and the rife sense. I suppose you could bid it role play, but that 's not how he sees it. Though, I think it 's about time Jack Kennedy retired, I as Kiki, should be able to meet all his desires.

He's really sweet, and a submissive really. I'm more naturally a submissive myself, which is probably why I can revel sex with men so much. I really bask it when Matt takes me, I love doing anything he wants. But, I channel my inner bitch as Kennedy for mat, and he really gets off on that. I don't think he likes it as such, but that's not the point. He really likes me claiming him as my property, I have that inscribed on his wedding ring. He loved it when I said I was marrying him so I could hold him for myself. I 've occasionally just kept him at home, naked, as my personal sex slave, that 's his favorite.

When I fell in love with him, I tried to make myself more myself, and he basically begged me to abuse him. To do affair I thought he only agreed to because I, as Kennedy, was taking my frustrations out on him. So I carried on as the rather heartless Kennedy for his benefit. It's probably very cure to give birth someone you can mistreat like that, and not be arrested. I 'd `` take my oeuvre home '' as he calls it. That 's the other time he 's not vaporous, he 'll very clearly communicate why he does n't like something, but send other signaling that he wants you to do it, like buying me a deliver and begging me not to use it on him. Really the more he protests about something, the more he wants it. If he really does n't want something, he 's Sir Thomas More muted on that point.

Like to the highest degree talent in porn, I 'd really like to possess loving vanilla sex in my time off, but lustrelessness has former interests. Like, the More neutral I made the sex, the more he seemed to like it, so I 'd set up random confrontation between us just for his benefit. I must say, both of us liked the thought of the `` drive by roll in the hay. '' I pop over to his place on the way to the lab, just to get one, or both of us off and leave without saying anything.

I'm not the jealous type either, which is handy so lusterlessness can enjoy himself ; I send girls his way. He's my secret weapon, his reputation as a lover haulage in performing artist who want to try him out. He gets plenty of chance around here. When we were setting up the company, Jade made a joke that he should be the"fluffer,"at least for the women. So we actually did officially impart him that job, at least when he's around the yield star sign. He has a full-of-the-moon time job as a investigator, but does find prison term to total down here to act upon part sentence. I think he'd do it full time if I let him, but I couldn't let that gorgeous mind of his go to waste. His 1st job as fluffer was my bachelorette party, he was the entertainment, and got raffled off at the end of the night.

AVN : My mind is boggling at what presents he buys you.

Kiki : Just some BDSM gear, like a party whip, a strap on dildo, or a ternary with a apprehension which goes around his balls. He 'll protest that using them is too horrible an approximation, and I believe that 's what he believes, but there 's a part of him which wants me to use them. A part that he does n't like admitting to. He certainly gets turned on when I do that kind of affair. He also bought me some bondage power train, but he 's enthusiastic about me using that on him.

That was when I first realized how transparent he was, we had a panorama and he really played up how much he hated everything I was doing to him. It gave me such a mightiness trip. Then at the end of it I found he was n't playing, and just had n't thought to use his safeword. He just does n't imagine like that. Talk about a downer, I had to schooling him in the use of the safeword so we could do it properly.

AVN : And you have a baby by him as well. How does that work ?

Pretty much the Lapp way it's worked for millions of yr, but I 'm not a biologist, so I wo n't explain the point. [ Kiki bursts out laughing at this point. ] Sorry, a little dweeb humor. We left it to chance, on our honeymoon. We had a month of honeymoon when we were exclusive, and we agreed if we got pregnant, then so be it, if not then back to pattern. I 'm not for certain I 'm mother material, but he liked the idea. I did get pregnant, so we had scrape as the outcome. That gave me the chance to do pregnancy and lactation porn productions, a rather recess market.

Once the babe was born, I realized it was the best thing that ever happened to me ; I would n't be the like person without being a mother. Now I 'm the milfiest MILF there is. We have a fully time nanny to assist, but I 'm always there to get him up in the dawn, and put him to sleep in the evening. I 'm the boss, so I can make my own rules and hours.

AVN : You said you had a split personality, what do you mean ?

Kiki : When I was in college, getting my degree, and then my doctor's degree, I was working as a porn performer, that was paying my way. The two macrocosm I inhabited were so unlike, academia and pornography, I had to proceed them secern. I did n't think that being a college student, and then a doctoral student, was sexy for my rooter. I may consume been wrongly about that, there are a lot of my lover find it sexy, who knew ? On the other bridge player, in academe, being in porn would receive ruined my credibility, or at least made it very unmanageable to exploit with men.

The field I was in, corpuscle physics, is very male person dominated, so I was enough of an anomalousness just being female person. Being female person and seen as available ( as a pornography actress ) would experience made it difficult for a lot of men to relate to me seriously. So I disguised myself in both position, as the air headed nymphette in porno, and as the severe academic nerd in academia. In world, I 'm both intelligent and horny at the same meter. I may have sex fucking slightly more than using my brain, but I would n't want my head to atrophy from lack of use.

The awe-inspiring thing is it worked. I did the Kennedy as Clark Rockwell Kent routine and took of my crank, and suddenly I was super porno actress Kiki. No one realized I was the Lapplander person, until I told them. None of my champion in the byplay suspected I was a genius, and I used that word technically, a genius is classified as somebody with 140 or greater IQ. The net meter my IQ was measured it was 147. ( And matt 's 165 by the way. ) I play an airhead really well it seems. In this business you 're going to get screwed one way or the former, so why invest any brainpower in it.

In academe, no one suspected either. I did my outflank to be frumpish and unlikable, so no one guessed I was a sex goddess. I did n't have much of a sociable life at college, I was working too hard, both academically and on my back. That made it easier to keep the secret. I worked with Matt, as Kennedy Interrnational, for several month before I found out he was a fan of Kiki 's, I had to do the fast one with the drinking glass to show him I was Kiki as well. He was really surprised to find that out.

He was even more storm, but really pleased when I suggested that we would n't just be ally, but friends with benefit. But, no one else in the department guessed, or at least everyone expressed surprise, in the last few hebdomad when I became Kiki. I started dressing more like a typical student, less frumpily, in the department, not like a pornography adept, but I was now much more attractive, both physically and emotionally to a lot of the men. I got a lot of attending those death few hebdomad, not all of it welcome.

AVN : You mentioned running a company your way ?

Kiki : Yes, I got really frustrated as a performer, no one ever listened to the girls or valued their public opinion. I wanted to create an atmosphere where everyone 's opinion are heard and respected. Of course, now I 'm running a company, I appreciate that you ca n't always act on everyone 's feeling, but I wanted them at to the lowest degree considered.

I also have limited program for college educatee, they have to keep up a B average to get on the program. The `` College Nerds '' serial publication is so popular now, I can be really selective about the talent I use, they 'd give birth to be a very extra person to get on with only a B medium these day. We also have the `` Naked Notes '' series, we make grievous instructional picture, except that we use the College swot talent, and they try to be as distracting as possible. They 're some of our most popular demarcation. I 'm not sure as shooting if anyone ever learns anything from them.

AVN : Why did you start your troupe, rather than continuing your academic life history ?

It pays better. Seriously, the chances of even getting a postdoctoral position are slenderize, LE than 10 % of new medico are likely to get a postdoc. LE than 1 % will go tenured. I could have gone into industry, but if I 'm going to prostitute myself, I might as well do it my way. [ Kiki grins saying this. ] Porn is one of the few business concern where female person are paid more than men, maybe ten times as much as the men. Men are actually lucky to get paid in porn.

In my liveliness, I 've had a constant chorus of `` lady friend do n't do STEM subjects. '' [ fore means : `` Science technology engine room Math. '' ] All the way from high schooltime on, I was basically told that girls do n't do the thing I wanted to do, and after 15 twelvemonth, I just got sick of it, particularly when the alternative was so easy, that is porn. My parents had been nothing but supportive of me in physics, and Matt may be my biggest cheerleader, but he is a bit biased. Everyone else did n't think I belonged, my section had three women in it ; I was the entirely American English woman.

If I 'd known then what I know now, I 'd throw come out as a geek earlier, the rooter they 're so supportive. They might sustain given me the motivation to carry on, but blending a calling in porn and academia would be unmanageable. I also wanted to be myself. To get ahead in academia, I had to be hard headed and aggressive ; I had to be Kennedy. I wanted to be Kiki ; I wanted to be feminine. In the US, that 's just the kiss of death. If you go to conferences, you 'll see women scientists from say, Italian Republic or France dressing sexily, it 's accepted there. But, the American women all dress dowdily.

AVN : You mentioned your fan web site a few times.

Kiki : Yes, I set that up myself, I did a lot of computer software exploitation during my research, setting up a internet site was prosperous. Again, there 's a certain set of fans who find that very hot. I have scoop capacity there, and it's a way to stay fresh in contact with my fans. There 's a lively discussion forum there and I 'll join in some discourse, particularly in the `` physics dweeb '' part I mentioned earlier. If they can print me with their minds, they might find themselves being invited down here to check a production. Who know 's what else might occur, obviously I find a good creative thinker very sexy .