So um minuscule warning, this office of my uh tale ? I guess tale is rightfulness word, um is a little darker. Sorry but it's avowedly, not too dark just, I was going through many emotions the day after.

I awoke the morning after feeling like I had slept for days. At firstly the Nox before with my mother felt like a dream, that was until I vastly became mindful of my nakedness. I grinded my tooth as I do when I am trying to hide how aflutter I am, so I guess I was trying to conceal it from myself ? After though my initial awe of what happened passed, I realized I heard the shower on, quickly I rolled onto my back, feeling with my hired hand the edges of the bed.

My mother had already slipped out of the bed. I sat up, blanket falling down and my breast just out and exposed. I remember looking down at them and blushing, scratching the side of my facial expression, but the embarrassment quickly became overwhelming as I looked around for my shirt. It wasn't in the room so I just fell back into the bed, curling up this time and making sure I was wrapped from pes to make out. I pretty much just laid there silently looking at my mitt, caressing my digit with my thumb, lol like as if I was trying to make sure enough I was really or something…

The noise of the running pee had long stopped, I had to get to wonder what was taking my mom so long, but didn't honestly put too much thought into it, just paused every now and then to listen. Oh ripe ! You should recognize she has her own toilet connected to her bedroom, so ya lol. So ya I just sorta laid there until the speech sound of the john door opening made me saltation. I got up with a smile on my face…but sadly it was quickly gone and I was holding back tear once again as I saw my mom fixing her sleeves for study. .

You know, now that I am a bit older, I'd like to think a tad wiser : P hehe. I realize now that one of the John Major things that change as you grow up, is you are truly learn the deterrent example that life simply goes on. It isn't that the dark before wasn't as important to her as it was to me, simply that I was younger and had yet learn that fact, I was a kid and something major had happened to me, so in the distinctive child response, I had expected the total creation to cease and feel as if it had changed also. So ya unaware of that sprightliness lesson, I was insanely hurt by the fact that she was going to mold so easily.

Hurt and pissed, I looked at her with the most annoyed fount I could make. Eyes squinted toilsome and back talk closed harshly. Once my mom noticed my limelight at her, she huffed and her helping hand hit the side of her second joint. ( that was her, what's up ? What's wrong motion that I had became very use to ). And you should know I hated that, she knew I hated that, it's like kinda rude in my oculus ? Just say the words. Well I like breathed out through my nozzle pissed that she did that, but instead of her usual reply of going"Oh what is it ?"Instead this time she gently asked."Kim, baby, what's wrong ?"I sharply looked back at her, and simply said nothing !

My mom, I guess trying to be patient role, sat at the sharpness of the bed, and said the very LITERALLY the perfect tense matter I thought she should of said."Honey, do you want me to stay on home ? We can talk about, well, anything you want."Heh…she said the countersign, she even looked like she truly meant it, so even till today, I ask myself, why didn't I just accept her offer ? Why did I have to be a kick. *sigh* So ya instead of saying, yes please ! I need you to stay ! No instead of I just got out of bed, keeping the blanket tightly held to my chest of drawers, responding to her without even looking at her."No I'm fine, go to work."Was all I had to say. Oh little odd side promissory note haha was actually hard shuffling with my feet over the blanket ( im not tall LOL ! )

I guess trying to be a salutary mom, she cut me off at the door*sigh* It's like, you know when you are just so tempestuous, but you want to like…you want to just halt being mad you want to just say"hey I'm sorry."But you don't….well that was this casing. She cut me off asking me, pleading with me to please speak to her. But being the stubborn brat that I was AND YES I ADMIT IT I WAS…key word of honor is was…anyways ! I just told her in a very low but ass timbre"Please just let me go to my room, I want to be left alone, okay ? !"

My mom simply put her straits down, I remember this military action very well cuz, well…cuz I just wanted to grab her and…yes kiss her. But as you may order, this day was just becoming a pattern of things I wish I did differently cuz well, I just nodded for her to open the door, and left as she did.

Now in my room, I dropped the cover, crying quietly to myself, but my paw shook it's self into a fist as I grabbed my hair, I hated myself in that moment, but I wasn't certainly what I hated myself for, the sex, or giving her the cold berm after. I know sex is never what we want it to be our first of all times, but my problem wasn't this, it was the inverse damn it. I was ferocious that, she was perfect she wasn't this monster I partly wanted her to be, she was gentle and loving the entire time, and it was amazing, dare I say perfect for me ?

But It was with my mother and I was upset, disturbed how much I had enjoyed myself.
Well feeling really Weird just being naked, I had decided to find some dress. I walked to my press, but stopped as I heard the front doorway open and close…I remembering just, I dunno, snickering ? in dashing hopes that she actually left, and just shrugging it off, telling myself…fuck her.

So ya, feeling too many emotions to contend with, I decided to …well take a shower to relax/erm…clean up ya…So ya..there I was in the exhibitor, hands against the rampart, eyes closed and me just trying to relax, trying to just consecrate on the hot body of water running down my body, I had it so hot my skin was turning pink lol. Sadly, the magic of a decent hot shower, did not work this clip as I, well began once again playing back the consequence of last night, though this time was different, my mom drifted not to what she had done to me, but to her torso, how ….how pose she looked, and I found myself starting to become very change state on.

I remember my hand, drifting down my bureau and cupping my leftfield breast. I massaged myself gently, blushing, pretending it was my mom's hand on me. For a hour I think I just stood there massaging my knocker, rubbing my stomach with my early script, avoiding actually touching my twat. Then, heh it's Wyrd where our minds go sometimes…or well mine at least, I thought of my father…I cerebration of my brothers and I began to call back of what they would think…then of how my friends would approximate me, what they would say of me if they knew and I just 100 % immediately stopped…no tenacious did I even have the Department of Energy to fight back the grayback in my abdomen or even cry, so instead I simply sat down in the shower, slouching myself up against the corner, just sitting there for not for certain how long, but felt like 15 min+.
I guess just simply the passion had became too much, or just sitting on the intemperate shower floor for so long my bum was going numb : P So I had decided to finally get out, I poured someone washables on my hands and just gave myself a speedy cleaning, you know, shampoo ect ect hehe.

So ya this is sorta when I lost it…lol. When I exited the shower, I didn't even grab a towel, I just felt kinda like a zombie, drained…mentally exhausted. Then…I don't know…I looked at the mirror which now was A-one foggy, I leaned over jumping from the frigidness I felt as my skin touched the edge of the sink. I wiped away as very much as I could ( im short ! ) and ya I mean I just stepped back and looked at myself.
I was just, I was confused. I looked at myself thinking, what, I mean what could she possible see me in me that was so expectant ? I examined myself from head to waist. I thought, my eyes are kinda pretty…maybe she liked them ? Then I looked at my breast, I…I never really looked at them like this before I always thought they where kinda decent, I developed early, but…never really saw them as target of desire before. I looked at them, remembering like, like how much my mom just seemed to…erm love them. I…just, I became quickly embarrassed tbh, and even felt a little stupid, trying to think of what my own mother found better about me…haha*sigh*

Well…needless to say embarrassment quickly turned into dishonour *Sigh* and Shame quickly became anger. I was angry…angry at myself but wanting to put all the incrimination on her…I foolishly did and I just became filled with rage, so much craze it was like I woke up, my eubstance just got all this energy and anger and I just I didn't know where to place it like I needed to physically put it somewhere and I just looked at myself and I just was thinking how, like god how could I provide this happen, how could she do this to me, how just how. It just all built up too fast trough finally I just grabbed the hand soap pump, fully prepared to fuddle at the mirror.

So…there I was looking at myself, my paw up in throwing motion, but I just I guess I stopped cuz I haha thought of how mad my mom would be, how it would cost money to repair it, and well it sounds dull but I liked the mirror so that factored into it too. But…but then I erm…I thought again how much my mom use to get discompose when my brother broke hooey when he got angry and how annoyed she gets even when we break stuff on chance event and I …I just SCREAMED I mean value I JUST SCREAMED and threw it with all my might at the mirror breaking the soap feeding bottle thingy ( it was a gracious like glass thingy my idealistic ma bought me ) And it just broke and the mirror had 2 colossus cracking with a corresponding huge gash where I threw it.

I stood there, looking at my handy work, and just I was just still so mad that I just grabbed my fuzz as tight as I could and pulled it back, still screaming, falling to my knee and once again, crying but this time just fully blown tears, shivering and all…It got so bad that I started to hic up and almost threw up. I even found myself over the toilet, but I didn't.

So, ya… that happened lol. But after I calmed down finally, I got up and got dressed ( slipped over a yearn black HBK t-shirt, and a span of pink panty ) To hell with matching ! I didn't aid ... My head was killing me and I was super freakin hungry…but didn't feel exactly like cooking…lol. So I called my darling pizza place ! cryptical dish blimp Mickey with spear carrier cheese..mmmmm : P fountainhead while I was waiting…I was just like sorta bored and trying not to think of lowest night, so I decided to rend a movie on demand ( Fe man in grammatical case any of you care. ) Oh ya, not, that it's important but I am a pretty big D/C fan ! Im a hardcore comic girl…so let's all hope man of steel careen ! Cuz I am tired of Marvel wtfpwnig the comic book movie world ! I mean…ya batman is aplomb but really heath leger's joker made that trilogy limited, the first one was ok, 3rd one good, only the dark knight was a master piece of music.

Anyways…lol sorry now that that is out of my system…I will retain hehe…oh ya youthful justice principle ! Ok ok I'm done : P So there I was watching Iron man, till finally I heard the door knocking. I quickly jumped up thinking THANK GOD ! Lol…but to my dismay…lol dismay aspect at me being all partiality, anyways to my dismay ! It wasn't the pizza guy…

It's like of all the hoi polloi in the creation I really didn't want to see ( other than my mom, or maybe I did require to see her who knows, surely not me ) My dad…was at the door UGH. Ya…needless to say I was just taken back, I immediately was like…DAD ? ! I think if I recall correctly, my voice even crackled lol. Ya, so like I just..haha I stood there blocking him from entering public treasury finally he knocked me back to reality. He was like"Uh…Move ?"lol ya…that's my dad for ya : P As he walked in he took a prompt look around. Becoming oddly nervous as if somehow he had aperient ability and recognize what had happened here final night, I questioned him as to why he was here.

well he saw my trouser on the story, I watched him just stare at them. I just…my meat began to race like a thou multiplication faster than it should, I just all I could do from panicking was I just stabbed my inner helping hand with my nails telling myself SHUT UP in my head saying it's not like it's not convention to just receive my gasp laying around he has no mind your being an imbecile ! Then, it was like as if god was just messing with me, to make things spoiled my dad picked up my jeans, squeezing them feeling them. I was like"What are you doing ?"Then..my organic structure just lol, just let out a big sigh of relief as he went in my pocket and grabbed out my phone, his face giving me that…tisk tisk spirit hehe. He saw how like…panicy I was or how just calm I had become all of a sudden not surely, but he is not one to let something go. Soooo my dad being who he is quickly began to grill me asking me."What's wrong ? Scared I was gon na find something else in your pants, and also retain your tinker's damn sound charged Kimberly ! ( he calls me full gens when he is lecturing. )

Apparently he was disturbed all day because close he heard I was going by Ruben's…and he had tried to call me to fit up, but I guess I just let my earphone die out and then he had been unable to attain my mom. ( I found out long time later that she actually felt too awkward to speak to him that day.

I told him no to his questions, but he was suspicious so he had begun to riffle through my gasp pockets, which quite frankly pissed me off and I was already moody that day. So well haha honestly I just raged. I was like DAD plosive WTH. He just…typically laughed off my response telling me to tranquilize down, which just made it so a lot worse so I walked up to him and snatched my pants, telling him not touch my things. He then went. HEY ! You know in that way forefather do implying showing them respect, but I just rolled my eye and said, dad Ruben dumped me, I am not in the temper.

You should know my dad has never been marvellous with the dramatic event state of affairs so his reaction haha was like"Ah screwing you okay ?"lol. So ya I just was like"I'm fine."But honestly I just wanted him to go away, nothing against him I just wanted to be left alone ya fuck ? And also well like Ruben literally meant nothing to me haha being dumped really was soooo minor to me now. Well anyways, he wasn't seeming to get the picture that I wanted to be left alone as he sat down on the sofa. But quickly after he sat down, the pizza guy finally knocked.

My dad asked who that was. I told him I had ordered pizza, he haha said"Oh nice, from genoz ?"I was like…yes…how we like it. I gave a swoon smiling as he got up to go pay for it, but honestly I just was thinking…o god he isn't gon na go lol. So ya…my dad paid, placed the pizza on the table, opening it and taking a big snuff as if he had never smelled it before haha. I was like…"Dad I ordered that for myself !"And he looked at me and said"A large pizza for yourself ? Also I paid !"I was like…well it's not like I asked you too I was going to…You just sorta got to the threshold first, besides ! I was gon na eat it over the row of 2 or 3 years ! My dad though just went"Bah I'll get ya another one if you want it so bad in 3 days."I …ugh panicking I just…honestly I just figured I'd play the truth wit ( half truth ).

I simply just, half whispered to my dad, telling him that I love him and thanks for checking on me, but I really just need to be alone right now. I was hoping for a uncomplicated okay, maybe he takes a piece or two of pizza with him lol, but nope, nothing is ever that simple. He just grabbed a piece and sat down, pointing across from him, asking me to exact a seat. I think I just like sighed and like made that motor sound with my brim haha.

So I did as he asked and sat down, but I just crossed my arms as I sat down, giving him a pretty undeservingly cold"What ?"He just well went on to tell me he was worried about me, he was worried about how I have been acting lately. He told me that he gets everyone has to go through a rough patch where they need to act out, but he specifically told me he was very unpleased in how I had been treating my mother…haha you could only imagine how just, soused my head got as I tried not to burst out in anger, and at Saami time had to begin fighting back the tears that was forming. It was like he just couldn't of said anything worse as he had told me how he talked to my mom. And how she told him I just needed sentence I I JUST I JUST WANTED HIM TO SHUT UP. He was praising her like she was the best freakin mother ever. He was telling me how she told him to be patient that it's a form it will snuff it. He was telling me how a lot my mother loves me and how she would do anything for me….heh all I could think was he should cognise what she has fucking done TO me.

Anyways, I guess he misread my bout, but then again, what sane father would see his daughter in tears and go, oh hey you must be stressed over the sex with your mother LOL ! So ya, misreading em, my dad just was all like, I am not saying this material to make you sense bad, I just want you to live your mother loves you, I love you blah bombast blah. It's like thanks but…you just don't know.

Well needless to say lol tbh, my reaction as ummm less then confirming as I just told him to please stop, that he has no idea what I am going through. My word where kind, but my tone was totally, hey piss off lol. wellspring you know how Kid and parents are, we never think they understand, but they usually do, though in this case I truly don't think he did. Though it did not arrest him from giving me the old"Kim, listen I have been fuddle stuff in my life."He even gave me the you think your ma and I breaking up was sluttish on me oral communication - -. Honestly though the funny thing happen, I was watching my dad talk to me, being you know…a father…a parent and I just, well I melted as dumb as that may vocalize, I just melted and completely instantly relaxed.

I just ha, I almost laughed but I just smiled and said thanks dad. He haha my dad is a pretty funny guy : P
So my dad was just like"No prob…so we good ? Did I fix ya ?"I just glared at him and was like um I wasn't broke and you were doing great till then you jerk. So lol anyways after that it was pretty convention we talked about how big of a jerky Ruben is ( I lied a small ) And we both knew it was me who was the kick but it was really relaxing bashing the guy who dumped me with my dad haha. Oh also I am a horrible babe : P BUT HE IS A BAD Dad cuz we both had a salutary laughter at my comrade who apparently had got mugged ? I think mugged, what is it called when you fall asleep in the and individual takes your haversack lol.

So ya the ease of the day more or less was easy, we restarted the picture, I got a mini speech of how I only ate 1 while of pizza pie and how wasteful it was to fiat a tumid haha, you know just rule stuff..and god was it what I needed just some rule prison term with a parent. I think about half way through the final engagement scene of smoothing iron man I just fell asleep, nestle up against my dad, smiling and just not even thinking about her or the night before.

So, I guess despite having a well nighttime of unspoilt sleep, I think I was just emotionally drained. I slept for a few hours apparently and my dad had seem to fallen asleep as well holding me hehe. Everything was just, a closing to hone as it could consume been considering. But then…she came base. I was woken up by the door closing, and my mom going"Henry M. Robert ? ? ?"My mom ha just seemed so fox that my dad was over. I remember her cracking her cervix ( which she sometimes does when she is caught off guard ).

My dad quickly jumped up, which kinda made me sad, I even….grabbed onto him trying to go on him for just a import longer, I loved the touch of his chest of drawers, his smell, NOT IN A SEXUAL WAY AT ALL I never have ever had opinion for my father, just…I was that father flavor, like I was safe with him and I just didn't want to him to go. Sadly though, my little attempt to hold onto him failed as he just laughed me off and got up, resting my manus back onto the couch.

There was a quick conversation between the two, my mom asking why he was there and my dad asking why she wasn't picking up her telephone set. I am not sure if my mom lied or just come about to have a dear ground, but the reason she gave was, she was in a encounter with a client and had her phone muted. I remember my dad like, blowing out like his lips got big as he blew out and that's simply his typical"im tired im out guys."tell. He even stretched, yawning, looking at me. It took everything in me to not cry, it literally took my unadulterated effort to just, not cry.

He asked if I felt better, if I was alright now. Heh it's Weird. I remember feeling like, trapped like plz don't leave me alone with her ! But there was nothing keeping me there ? There was nil stopping me but myself from leaving, from not being alone with her, simply me, uncanny huh ? Too feel trapped but only to be trapped by yourself lol.

My mom walked my dad out the doorway, I think they talked for a minute or two, not sure what about but I didn't feel like waiting for my mom to make out in and say or do something, so I simply got up off the couch and glided half dazed to my room, locking the doorway and just falling on my bed, and rolling up into the marrow. I laid there, just waiting for her, finally I heard her walking down the hall, stopping in front of my door. There wasn't even a sec of secretiveness, the minute she reached my door she immediately knocked, turning the hold, unsuccessfully trying to figure my room.

I didn't say a workplace I just sat up and looked at the door, my heart began to feel as if it was sinking down into my abdomen. I was expecting her to say open the door, or something, ask how I was ? Ask to talk, I don't know, all I know is she did none of those. Instead she merely asked if I needed anything. I told her I just wanted to be left alone right now. And with a simple alright, I heard her walk away.

So I pretty a lot laid there for just awhile, not sure how retentive wasn't even sure what metre it was I am guessing straits 6, considering my mom gets home around 5:30-6 usually. Anyways I got up, bored ? But unwilling to leave my room, so I went to my shelf and finally gave in haha. My friend Amy had been trying to get me to watch Buffy the Vampire Slayer for like EVER, so I figured what the hell I grabbed the season 1 and figured I will finally yield it a shot, she did buy me all 7 time of year after all lol…sorta lame b-day gift when you wanted so many other things, but oh well lol.

Okay I got to say, did not get across with me at all the simply reason I even got through 4 episodes was because I had cipher ELSE TO DO…you know alone…cuz see, I didn't just not want to leave my way, I really did desire to be left alone at that import. So I just so you all know, it wasn't for like another year+ Did I finally watch all of Buffy haha. So it was like 11 and I was annoyingly all-inclusive awake, it was a Saturday night too so all my protagonist that didn't hatred me lol where asking me to go out with them. And a few prison term I will admit I almost just called one or two and told em to come meet up with me but I just never got to it cuz, well…well I had started to wonder what my mom was doing heh.

I hadn't heard from her and I wonder if she had gone to sleep. But as I wondered if she was sleeping my judgment started to think of many former thing. What was she thinking all day ? Was she really just approve with everything ? I thought to myself it makes signified I mean she had wanted this longer then I right ? And well I still wasn't sure if I wanted it even after it had happened. As I walked back and Forth River in my room, I started to have an impulse to go public lecture to her, to just speak to her but had no theme about what. And foolishly I walked back and forth in my room thinking how to talk to her, do I go hey mom, how was your day ? Or do I just gah I don't even know I actually thought that I just it was stressful wanting, needing to do something and having no idea why, or even exactly what you wanted.

Finally I gave up and told my Friend I was going to slumber for the night I wasn't feeling just which was a lie cuz I was just I had slept a lot that day so I was simply just too awake, despite really wanting null Thomas More than to just close down my eyes and sleep. Eventually, it wasn't even the motive that had me to see my mom tbh lol it was simply boredom, I was bored out of my mind and nothing seemed to be able to preserve my interest, so I finally left my room, and slowly very slowly, taking each footmark to wee sure I was ready for…w/e…and well …heh It was that paseo to my way that, my consistence had begun to tingle.

I was taking my fourth dimension and getting knots in my venter, wondering now that if I came to her room at dark, would she get the ill-timed idea ? Would she think I wanted a repeat of last night ? And then as I was outside her door, It was as if that walk from room to room was enough to just go back and forth 100000000 times on what I wanted, and now that I was in front of her room access, I was no finisher to knowing. All I knew was my body was tingling, my breast were…feeling ticklish ? Haha like little fingers were crawling all over them and my stomach was all in knots. I ten asked myself in my thinker, had I come here for something ? Am I that messed up in the question that I was bored so I went to my mom to…um what ? toy with me ? *sigh*

I had decided that I was already there and I was going to at least just, talking to her, but honestly I was so nervous that my articulatio humeri were shaking and I literally no gag was so aflutter also that I debated on if I should just walk in or tap for like 3 transactions. I went with the little but quick knock on the threshold ( you know the brassy I you make that are suddenly but fast and when you want to wake somebody up or get them out of the bathroom like ASAP ) : P.

About like half a arcsecond went by without a reception lol, so I gave it another quickly roast. Then I heard my mom going"handle on ! 1 Second !"My custody clutched open and closed when I heard her voice, I was nervous, but I think, I don't know maybe it's just how I feel today, but I think I might give been a little excited. Anyways ! The door opened and my mom was wearing only a robe, that she had tightly closed. She was clearly at rest as she was rubbing her eyes, yawning a slight. I remember looking at her and smiling a little, she was…so cute. I stood lol oddly quiet, not trusted why but I just wanted her to greet me or something, I just didn't want to ask to total in, I just didn't. After she gathered herself a slight, she looked at me and with a smile asked me what's up haha…I just, awkwardly responded, telling her I couldn't rest, gulping hard and scratching my headway, annoyingly aware of what I was doing and screaming at myself to stop being like such a freakin idiot lol.

well, as I raged at myself in my head, my mom finally gave me the greeting I wanted lol. She just asked, so gently and welcoming, almost like she sounded vernal if that makes sense."Kim, want to amount in ?"I just nodded a little and said certain. So I came in…and haha god I was so feeble back then, I sorta just stood in the room looking around as if I never been in it ... haha…Ya…lol. My mom made me chute so much when she put her hands gently but VERY unexpectedly on my shoulders, massaging them for probably half a sec, cuz when I jumped I must of startled her because she quickly let go and apologized.
I lol was like, sorry ! Back to her sorry ? Haha I know odd but w/e…So like was maybe 2-5 seconds of just awkward secretiveness before my mom just sat on the bed and placed her hands on her lap covering, gave me a very well what felt like a very sincere motherly smile and asked me what's up. I sorta just walked around the bed looking at it, thinking how odd it was that that is where it happened, while I just wondered how it must of looked from this stage of sight. I had heard her, but I had yet to respond so my mom just again asked me
What's up but this meter adding a"Are you okay sweetie ?"

My gaze quickly shifted from the bed back to her, I just I didn't know what to say so I nodded my nous no…I nodded my no in answer to"What do you need"only issue is…she didn't ask that haha. So I guess there was a trivial hole up in communication theory, it's like I knew what she said I just was having issues forming words, and she just looked at me very vexation and asked me what was untimely. I finally stopped, and with a knockout gulp that made my ears popped a picayune, I said I was fine. My mom asked if I was sure as shooting, and I went back to nodding as a response.

Feeling weak in the articulatio genus, I sat on the edge of the bed antonym of my mom, but for some reason I felt really really like fluttered and I stood back up, apologizing and asking if it was alright for me to sit down. My mom just haha she laughed at me = ( Not like a softheaded mean HAHAHA IDIOT FAIL joke just a little chuckle, giggle ? She laughed and I just sighed feeling pillock, I guess causing her to put her deal over her back talk in a very VERY bad attempt in trying to hold back herself from laughing.

OK so this is probably where you are gon na cogitate im a add child/brat but I was thinking of the day I had…the mirror..I broke and how mad I had been earlier, now I didn't feel angry at all in that consequence but I stupidly wanted to…So I tried to rally up some ira and I snapped at her laughing and shouted"It's not queer ! God what is wrong with you !"…My mom immediately then stopped laughing, and she just sighed her capitulum tilted and her eyes wary. She just took a bass breath and said"sister please, let's not fight, let's just spill the beans okay ? How was your day ?"She asked…

I dunno, maybe I was spent, I had let out all my anger, but when she asked I tried to act upset, I tried to glower my forehead and be pissed, but honestly I just the words that came out came out filled with tears as I told her about the mirror I broke…I think I told you earlier how my mom is about breaking stuff its really one of her release, like it hits a nerve. So I sorta outcry expecting her to storm but she …haha clearly wanted to cuz she started getting worked up, her intrude burst out surface. But haha she let out a tenacious whistle C ? Not sure what to bid it lol. I apologized, I said that I would pay for it ( not sure how lol ). She just looked at me though and just said its mulct. But after I guess it was really annoying her cuz she got up and I was like"Wait it's really bad I haven't cleaned it yet"( no theme what I would of done tom ake it look better ) I was just talking out of terror. But she got up and just walked out, I quickly followed to my privy where she entered first, I stood at the door as she was in the eye of the way, hands on her hip joint as she looked at the mirror and the tattered glassful hired hand heart thingy all over the sink.

"I'm grim"I said again. She, gain as day trying very hard to hold back herself, asked why. I…I told her I didn't know. And I started to cry again and this time bad I just slouched my side against the door and slid down the door and asked"Mom I am so fucked up what do I do ?"I estimate thinking about it, it's probably messed up to ask the individual who is sorta the job, but I just wanted my mommy. *sigh*My mom I remember manus shook hysterically at the mirror, telling me not to even worry about that, that its aught, she quickly was on the base with me, her hands again on my shoulders, rubbing them, trying to loose me as she said"Kimmy listen to me, there is nothing wrong with you, I just, I am stupid person okay ? I put too practically on you baby, this is me not you, alright ?"

I heard her intelligence, and I could severalise she signify it, but I just sway my head no, cuz despite how sincere she was, I knew the Truth. I response licking my teeth and biting my glossa, shaking my head in divergence public treasury finally the tidings just came pouring out."I made you mom, it's me, I…I made you, I made you"And then I just became a broken record repeating those intelligence, until my own shame became too enceinte and I covered my side with my hands, and just wept into them hardcore.

My mom now was rubbing the side's of my articulatio humeri furiously, telling me to delight stop, to delight listen to her. I heard her but I just wanted to just burst forth in that moment, I just wanted to curl up in a ball and became small, I felt torn and I just kept on vociferation, heaving now extremely bad into my hands. I just kept on money box my mom said something that just shocked me out of it. She said"Kimberly ! Listen to me I wanted in conclusion night to happen, I played as if you were forcing me so you felt in control, but the truth is."Then she paused and her hired man went on mine, pulling my hands away from my face. I was shaking still from crying so hard, but I looked directly into her now tearful face, tears running down each side of meat. She then said it again"Listen to me"She asked if I was and I weakly nodded up and down."Listen to me, I wanted to be with you I was selfish, I was legal injury, you want to be mad baby, be mad at me I am a freak. When I heard you broke up with Ruben, honest to god I was just hoping in my fucked up mind, that you'd run into my arms."

I searched her center to see if she meant it, or was just saying what I needed to hear, but as I saw her eyes squint in….in shame ? I saw she meant it, she had got what she wanted. She continued though."I am so sorry, I truly just want you happy more than anything, but Kim I am in love with you."And that was it…I have heard her tell me over months now that she had fallen in love with the person I have grown into, but it's different, people can say the words a 100 different room, but zilch is like hearing someone say they are IN LOVE WITH YOU, just 4 Holy Writ simple as that, yet far more, revealing than any other Logos. I mean it, for anyone who disagrees well ticket, but if she had said Kim I am in dearest with my daughter, or kim I am in love with who you have become or anything else, I wouldn't of done what I did adjacent. I placed my paw on the side of meat of her face and kissed her. I was caught up in the candy kiss, her backtalk on mine again, still at this pointedness it felt so wrong but so good. I now miss that feeling as I have grown use to my female parent's mouth on mine.

Sadly the feeling did not detain as anger, actually did take form again in me, I broke the candy kiss remembering, playing back what she had just told me. I was angered at the thought and I asked straight out, almost yelling it"Are you just using me now ? Hoping I just pass you what you want again cuz you told me you loved me ?"My mom put her hands on my stifle and shook her top dog no and told me."I never used you Kim and I never will I swear to god I won't, but I won't lie to you about anything like this. I love you and I don't think I ever will stop being in love with you. okay ? But that said. I am your mother and I will protect you from anything even myself, and if you want this to end it will end. I just won't lie to you and guess that I am not hopeful that you may recall my love."

I sat there, taking in every word but honestly just blushed, my mom was telling me she was in beloved with me over and over and she was telling me she wanted me. I liked the contribution where she said she was still my female parent, but I just…I could really only think about the parts where she said she loved me, the part of returning her beloved. So I just sat there thinking, my mom patiently staying unsounded just rubbing my knee joint gently, not rushing me at all, it was gracious.

Heh to be good I knew my answer to the interrogation she hadn't technically asked, the second she was done speaking, I knew I was going to kiss her and I knew I wanted to be with her again, but I stood there, scared, trying to find a way to be unassailable and resist, but I was washy lol and thank god for it. Finally I looked at her and…in my cute sorta kiddy vocalism I asked her if maybe we can um….go back to her room. My mom let out a little chuckle and winked at me saying of course.

So ya…lol we went to her elbow room and as we entered I lol figured better use this a little to my reward and was like"So you aren't mad about the mirror right ?"She…haha okay honestly I swear I am not an idiot but her reaction still so becharm me off sentry go. She just went"Na you will bring in up for it."And she winked at me and….undid her gown, letting it just fall open………I I just felt so stupid I was like"Mom..that isn't suspicious don't say that."My mom just curled her lip and nodded, walking to me and putting her arms on my shoulders, her hands resting well pass my head as she just said"Ok, im sorry"ina very none life-threatening tone, and she even immediately after leaned in and kissed me. This kiss I think, was our first kiss where I actually was moaning quite a bit, I wasn't so nervous this metre but still was plenty, but I was enjoying myself much more, really kissing her backrest with everything I had….I even for first time was bold a little and put both my hands on her waist ...

She was the one to kick downstairs the candy kiss as she took a step back, slipping her robe off and letting it fall to the floor. I just stood there looking at her, almost biting my lip but it was as if I lost control of my body and my lip wouldn't motility correctly haha. She then said"How about we give old Shawn a break."( okey for you hoi polloi who don't know HBK=Shawn Michaels the dude on my tee shirt ). So ya my mom came to me and I think she was gon na help me pack my shirt off but I just nodded my head and said"ok"and quickly slipped it off…I think she was gon na help me cuz she went"oh"and let out a lilliputian giggle like..okay then that works sort of laugh.

My mom then smiled and just reached over and gave my tit a quick pinch *sigh* haha. I twitched and she just lifted her head forward for a sec saying"how about you get fully comfortable."I ..only took a second to get what she meant as I grabbed my panties to land em down, but she told me hold. Then she told me to"contract them off slow baby, please."So…remembering the night before I, leaned forward and stuck my bum out, and began to mistake them slowly but honestly I felt WAY TO EMBARASSED I just haha strip teasing my mom I so was not up for that yet, so I just went"Na I'm good"And just yanked back up straight and pulled em down fast, stepping out of them and just kicking em off to the floor.

My mom rolled her heart and told me I was no fun lol ! But what she did future made me palpate so dullard she, leaned down and grabbed my panties, she held em stretched out for me to see…She then brought it to her face and just inhaled them. Then after…o god haha I actually don't even want to typewrite this part, she lowered them, keeping both of her eyes sharply on mine as she bit down on the edge of my scanty, pulling them with her teeth and letting them snap out of her oral fissure. I just..lol I felt so just GAH I just sat down for a sec before rolling to the center of the bed….taking the same spot as I did the night before. She laughed at me, making me experience stupidly and for some reason I covered my breast, whining and asking her"WHAT ? !"My mom just started laughing actually kinda hard and it was upsetting me. But I felt so dumb that I didn't even rage I was just like"Mom please stop."

She could totally tell how I said it that she really was hurting my feelings but she seemed to have a hard clip stopping she just said"baby I'm sorry you just are too adorable, you just."Then she started laughing again…but I was like MOM ! And she was like"I am so grim just ( while laughing ) I am just, you are just so cute my child girl, only you would just get into position like that."I…ugh I felt like my face was on fire I quickly jumped up and was like"I'm sorry I just…please point laughing ! I just thought you wanted to…do um what…what we did…sorry."And my mom just was the likes of awww baby you are TOO CUTE. And she crawled on the bed, finally thankfully stopped laughing more or less, she came up to me and gave me a promptly kiss. Raising her brows though she than went, sorta of asking but not really."So you liked what I did lowest night huh ?"

I just I had never felt more retarded in my life, I was just like"No I just, thought you wanted to do that…stuff again."I swear the second gear the lyric left my sass I was like REALLY KIM ? REALLY ? ! She just snapped her fingers and pointed at me going"riiight"Honestly I was just pass embarrassed so I was just like"Can we please just motivate on."My mom just smile, biting her lips and letting the her lip pop out as she said"Sure we can."She then…told me to go back lay down, get comfy she said…then teased me and said"fill your position !"I was like MOM ! She was like"okay OK, I'm done."So ya…I…as she put it…took the status and laid back at the center of the bed. So..I laid there now feeling kinda dumb after that wholly ordeal…lol.

My mom…looked at me up and down, making me blush *sigh* She then stroked her chin and said"I changed my creative thinker, rollover…"I was like …um…no ? lol. Then she…uhhh lol she placed her hand on my stomach and rubbed it over my stomach playfully telling me to come on and not be shy. . I just..I TOLD her FINE and I got up just to lay off her from doing the hand thing on my stomach, she use to do that to me when I was niggling trying to get me to check throwing a fit but …ya it was kinda creeping me out now tbh. So I got up and…I rolled over to my abdomen, feeling really off setting, I mean I of course laid my font flat and turned it, to search at her but it just…I felt very just like I said off.

Anyways, so there I was, on my stomach and my mom just, lol did something VERY unexpected, she put her manpower on each of my sides and pushed down semi hard on my dorsum. I remember grunting but moaning I was like holy crap that feels fucking awesome ! She was like"See, just listen to your mother ! Relax okay ?"And I just placed my font forward and nodded ( assuming she saw me ) Cuz she went up my back and pushed again. I, even till today I love having her push on my cover it feels not bad, I have tried to have others do it and I dunno maybe cuz I have only ever had guy wire do it other than her and it's usually they hurt, but it felt really adept that night having her do it. So haha she did that for about 5 min and she punched my rear also, rubbed it really unspoiled, all aggregate probably like 10 min hehe. And then she stopped.

After helping me slow down hehe, my mom gave me a quick kiss on my back, asking me if I felt a footling better…I …I just honestly felt so much more loosen up but she gives such majuscule massages that I said, trying to be lovely but one-half serious"5 More transactions and I'll be neat ! Please and ty !"She hates when I say plz and ty : P But I guess she really wanted me to just feel relaxed, cuz she said OK truelove and kissed my spinal column again and fray my back some more, my neck and she finished by rubbing my head, I WAS IN HEAVEN, honestly I never had anyone give me a massage before, and I had…been stressed lately and I guess she just knew what I needed heh…

Anyways we chatted also during it was actually …nice I am so happy she did that cuz it did completely relax me, and it just, I needed that not just the massage but the conversation, we talked about my friend Lisa, body of work, and my dad's crazy obsession with Genoz pizza. So…I guess after my mom was done, she got close to my ear and said, well asked …um"So ready to really relax now babe ?"…God after the massage and stuff I dunno I just loved when she called me sister now : P

I just, I knew what she meant so I was a little hesitant, also I sorta just wanted her to keep rubbing me : P but I just nodded yes. And I began to wheel over. But my mom stopped me going"No no Kimmy, just relax appease down."I just…I was like erm okey, kinda just assuming she was gon na rub me some more haha ! Maybe my peg ? I dunno all I know was I loved being spoiled like this !

Little pause for a moment, my mom totally must of wanted me for awhile cuz I remember thinking how the hell is this woman exclusive, she is only 18 years older then I ( yep that's right 36 ) She highly above average, she is no model but she looks 28 ish, and I just I don't get how the hell individual else didn't catch her up lol, I guess SHE IS PICKY.

Okay back to the good piece : P sorry. So like I was laying there expecting some more spine friction but instead she said…very um cute yet seductively."Do me a favor baby little girl, please face-lift your beautiful ass for me."Haha I …god I remember my reaction I just was 100 % like"WHAT ? ! NO ?"I even tried lfiting my psyche but she playfully pushed my caput back down and went"Come on, stop playing the shy bill hun, just ask yourself this, okay ?"I just…whispered okay in reply."Just ask yourself if you want mammy to make you cum really hard, if so then do I say !"I …lol I was like…ma…don't like talk of the town like that. She then asked if I really didn't like when she does. I just shrugged and told her maybe I just take time to get use to it, I am just so use to hearing her talking a certain way it's nutcase to hear her talk like this now…to me.

So my mom…being the smartass she is, grabbed my nerve and started massaging them going"Ok then."Her voice…changed like she was telling me to do my prep and she simply said"Kimberly blank space ( no offence don't want to get my middle and last name ) Lift your ass right now young lady."I…haha I am not sure if that is exactly what I had in idea im 99.9 % indisputable it wasn't but I sorta liked it so I obeyed, besides she was already…um spreading my brass and stuff so that also kinda helped in the sense that it would have been stupid person to picture off to her what she was already …playing with ?

So I did as she said, lifting my rear in the air, my genu sliding up the bed into the blanket. My mom placed her hands on my waist, serve me in raising my buttocks in display for her…*sigh* So ya…there I was, my arms up and crossed, forehead resting on them with my genu up on the bed, my butt up in the air, breast only mamilla touching barely the bed. She wasted no time…I just I didn't even get a second to be embarrassed of the pose I was in as she just got behind me and dive right in…
It caught me so off guard that I jumped a little yelping"wait postponement hold on !"But she did not even slow down, she gliding her hands up and down my cheeks while she licked my pussy in up and down in circles…I, felt so much more naughty being in this position…I felt…degraded, and…more on display I suppose. Which may not make good sense but it is what it is. I moaned and shivered and a theatrical role of me truly displeased the military position I was in but anytime I would try to protest, all that would break loose my sass was the Word of God mom between the moan I could not help but release.

After about if I had to pretend 5 minutes, I had my first climax of the night, but as my eubstance tightened and my mind just exploded, my mom did not slow down at all, instead she rewarded my sexual climax with a finger's breadth inside me…It was…too practically never had I had something truly inside me early then myself, and now my female parent, it was my female parent that was inside. I felt her finger's breadth wiggle around inside me and I felt violated, not …erm not bad just I felt like, like I was truly being touched, like a parting of me that wasn't supposed to be touched by her was just hers to do with as she pleased. It was crazy how much my consistency my full body just focused on this 1 little fingerbreadth in me that seemed to control my entire dead body with every question it did.

My mom now removing her back talk from my ass, she now adjusted herself to the side of me…keeping her center fingerbreadth inside me, the rest of her hand squeezing my butt. With her other hand she glidded over my back, calling me a good girl and how beautiful I was, but it was when she said"God I love you Kim."that just sent me over the edge, I came again, and this time I could feel my body tighten its traction on her digit as if it didn't want to let it go I felt so……so..just silly to have something in me moving around so much I somehow wanted to blot out my insides from it, but at the same time…I wanted more…so often more.
As she continued to just finger me…her finger rubbing me inside, with her free hand she was now gently flicking at my pap, she continued to do this, asking me how it felt, asking me if I loved it. I never gave her an answer…I just moaned and yelped as I came for the thirdly sentence, and with my third sexual climax she seemed to almost jump by how it felt back behind her, diving her case back in, and making…very very brassy slurping noises which just….made me find so GAH it was like she was literally pushing how a great deal my mind could take as I nearly caused my lip to hemorrhage I bit them so hard.

Finally and I mean finally after 3 John Roy Major orgasms and many little ones that followed after, she stopped, but only for brief of moments as she placed her hands on my waistline, and roughly and forcefully turned me over. My arm even hurt as it was stuck for a bit before I popped it out from half underneath me. I looked at her and she just had this grin, this grin like she….she was having the metre of her life history, I just…what could I do but smile back. My peg I kept blanket as I was so use up, gasping for air. But she was not done with me yet. No…she now crawled over me, keeping herself hovering above me with her hands on the side of me, I shivered though as I looked at her breast, and felt her thighs touch my own.
My centre were half shut as she kissed me, but they shot open with surprise as I ..I tasted…I tasted me on her lips…and it was…different. My mom broke the kiss raising herself, smiling and telling me again that she loves me. I just…I think I cried a little, but my eyes also looked down as I saw and felt her hand get hold its way to my kitty again…inserting it's self back in, her thumb rubbing my clit as her middle finger's breadth twirled and thrust its way around and in me. My promontory jerked back as I had a ripple of little orgasms shoot through my body…my mom leaned down ( sorta telling imo considering she was holding herself up with 1 arm pretty much did a 1 arm push up, well I mean she was half laying on me but not the full stop ! ) And she lowered herself taking my breast into her mouth…and that right there was my first o god moment, where I just came screaming the Christian Bible oh god.

As I came my mom bit on my nipple and pushed on my button, and her digit picked up much pep pill, and she just kept on and keep on forcing my dead body to spring up. She took her rima oris off my breast as my soundbox rised, she just wouldn't quit her finger jabbing its self in and out of me so riotous and I just it was too much I was so sensitive all I was doing now was going"mom mom mom mom"I wanted to say mom enough plz but only mom kept coming out as I just had the most powerful by far orgasm ever and she just wouldn't I even started to push for her to get off me, but that only seemed to make her try to go faster though impossible I think. I started to joggle now, the sensation becoming unbearable I pleaded now"Mom plz stop mom !"but instead of stopping she latched back to my breast, sucking and making popping sounds as I wiggled out of her mouth uncontrollably. Finally and god do I have in mind finally she slowed down, I am guessing her hired man got tired….lol. She didn't remove her fingerbreadth though…simply stopped leaving her finger resting in me and letting her body just relax on top of me.

My breathing was so truehearted it was actually hurting a small haha. My helping hand where now on my mother's back, just feeling her back and holding her in..I think gratefulness ? I think it's convention to just be grateful when individual makes you feel like that. My mom's breast were smashed against me half on mine half below them, my mom looking up at me, swearing haha I guess she really gave it her all, and I just looked down at her and around the room thinking what the hell just happened that, beyond parole.

After just laying there for many minutes, my extremely spiritualist soundbox jumped entirely as my mom finally removed her fingerbreadth, pushing up and getting off me. I…I was hot and sticky it wasn't like the dark before where I got a capital orgasm this was…more and my torso had felt like it just had been through a huge trial by ordeal ( I guess it was ). I was hot…really hot…like I felt wish just spent and on firing. My mom sat up, and looked at me, giving me another wink and about to say something but I said"No mom majuscule job."And she just laughed like a speedy laugh and then made a very adorable aspect, her brows up as she said"Well thanks."I just…I…then asked if I may ask for 1 more thing. And..her answer brought tears to my oculus."Anything Kim, I'm yours."I…I asked her if maybe…if she didn't mind and go on in mind I was still breathing quite hard so it took 10 seconds extra to get the words out, but I was like mom…maybe even If you wake up first, you can stay in bed till I wake up please.

My mom looked at me, bust now formed in her centre and she said"Kim I am blue about this morning…"She seemed like she was gon na go on but I just shook my head and said plz don't, just lets think about tonight, just promise me when I wake up you will be there. She tilted her head down and said"I promise, I will never leave you."She then got up and went and got a blanket again, I watched her for just a moment but then I just laid back with the biggest smile on my face, thinking how foolish I had been today for not be okay with this, for being so angry. My mom came back to bed with the blanket, and two pillows, she helped my head up and placed 1 under me, and tossing the cover over me. She then proceeded to slip under the blanket and putting her arm around my venter, kissing my brass and saying she loved me, and finally before I closed for my middle for the Nox, I said it back."I love you…Lesley."Although she gave me this really shocked face cuz I used her public figure and we both just laughed a little well more her I more just weakly giggled, I was exhausted : P. Anyways she held me and I asked for TV on and fell asleep to something and my mom holding me hehe.

So ya that's the um tale of the day after, I truly hope you enjoyed and I would enjoy feedback, this was a good deal arduous to recall seeing as I had to try to remember a day specifically but I tried my hardest to do well.

Oh ya P.S. Since I had started sharing my mom and I human relationship, I have been met with expected but I feel dazed choler and revilement towards us. You know what to all you haters out there, I simply have this to say. I am not the fresh or the Wise person out there, but I have learned this in my life sentence. Love is imperfect and fragile. love conquers naught. dearest is something that must be protected, and more importantly fought for. That's what I did throughout my life that's what we did, we fought for erotic love and happiness, can you say the Saami ?