*Author's Note- This is based of the KoRn song"dada,"and this is just how I would take in the event of the birdsong to go by, if you don't know the history of the vocal, spirit it up. I hope I've done the song judge, with a spin of my own at the end, even though for those of you who have listened to the Sung dynasty, the melt down of Jon ( the vocalizer ) at the end of the racetrack kind of inspired the last entry. Enjoy. : ) *


entranceway One- April 20th 20**

Had a good day with mom and dad today, we went out with some of their friends and their kids to the beach. I didn't play much with them though, I'm kinda shy and don't get along with virtually kids. They sorta make fun of me most of the time anyway.

Something matter to though, a new neighbor that moved in close week joined us, mom said it would be"hostpitabel"or something like that, she said her public figure was Liz. She seemed sort of nice, she was pretty to, she kept most of the male child around her including me, she must consume a son of her own ‘ cus she knew the variety of things we like, talking about games and stuff.

She had us talking about missy at some point saying"Some can be strange, but sometimes mature is a better route to go."I don't really know what she meant but when she said it she gave me a exceptional look, I don't know why though. I don't like drawing attention to myself, but I really did delight talking to her, and when the others went to playact on the beach, I stayed with her and talked.

No one has listened to me lecture that long since I don't know when, I think we can be expert friends.

Entry Two- April 27th 20**

I forgot to grab my key before heading to school and got locked out of the house for awhile. Mom and dad were still at work so I checked with the neighbors, only Liz was home though. She let me in and I told her what happened, she said I could use her phone to call off my parents. When I did they said I should ask Liz if I could stay with her until they came domicile in an minute. She said it was ok.

We talked about school and things. She showed me around her house, but she wouldn't let me go in a certain room, she said it was her"special place,"I'm not sure what she was talking about, but she said"every grown up has one."

I'll have to make sure and ask mom and dad about theirs…

entry Three- May 5th 20**

I don't have many Quaker, really none to be honest, but Liz said she would be my friend.

I'm so happy, I've never had a friend as expert as her. She lets me stay over when I get home plate from school, mom and dad said it was ok, I think they're just happy that I finally have a friend.

Liz hugged me really tight, I almost couldn't breathe, when I came and visited her today, she says she missed me. I didn't get to see her all weekend. I know I was blushing really hard, I could feel every part of her when she gave me that hug and it made me kinda embarrassed, but then she let go and gave me some cookie and we talked about what she did before she moved.

She was a doctor in California, it made me wonder why she moved all the way to the former English of the US, she said she needed some rest away from the city, and she has kinfolk here. She says she has a son about my age, but she doesn't get to see him often cus he lives with his dad. She got a sad look on her cheek, but then she looked at me and smiled and said"but its ok, as long as you keep me company Davey."And she stroked my cheek and I felt the rosiness pop back up. Only mom has ever done that to me and it felt weird, but, at the Saami sentence I did wish it.

I like Liz.

Entry Four- May 25th 20**

I can't remember what happened today. Mom and dad took me to the infirmary because I blacked out and Liz's. They didn't find anything untimely but they are keeping me nightlong.

I was at Liz's like normal, she greeted me with her hug which I've gotten used to, and she took me into the kitchen to give way me some chocolate scrap cookies. I noticed the cookies tasted a bit differently then usual, but I didn't say anything because I didn't want to hurt her feelings, so I kept eating them.

Everything was fine, but after I ate a twosome of cookie I started to feel a bit sleepy, and I started to persuade in my president and bumble in what I was saying to her. Then, I think it was just a"halloosination"but Liz smiled really eldritch at me and put her hired man on the upper part of my second joint at touched me…there, before everything went blank.

I didn't separate mom or dad, I don't want to get her problem for something I imagined.

I can still feel that impact though…

introduction Five- June 3rd 20**

Everything has been rule with Liz, I haven't blacked out again, and she hasn't made any motion towards me. But I can still feel that touch, and my genital organ still feel weird, really sensitive.

I saw this somewhat missy the early day and it stood straight up, I've never had it pass and I got scared. I told mom and dad, and they said it was fine and cancel and didn't do anything after.

Late that night, I stayed up and it got hard again and I wondered what it would feel like to touch it. When I did it felt really good, and I continued, then I felt REALLY salutary, and then my member exploded with this tweed sticky stuff, I don't know what it was, but I cleaned it up.

I didn't tell mom or dad.

debut 6- June 11th 20**

Liz has gotten a bit strange, she kissed me on the cheek today, and laid her hand on my thigh when we were watching a movie, I didn't move it though, it felt kinda honest and made my member hard again. I hid it with a pillow so she couldn't see.

I hope she didn't, I don't want to pique her. I wonder if she does that too when she gets excited, I've never seen her or mom do it though. I'll have to ask.

Entry 7- July 4th 20**

Why did she do that ? Why ? I don't understand ? Daddy, why didn't you believe me ? She hurt me and you don't upkeep.

Liz, I thought you were my ally, and you hurt me.

I feel so alone, no one will believe me. She says she was going to love me, and she touched me, conduct me to her"particular place"a red way with a big bed, she made me undress, then tied me to the bed and played with me.

She got naked…she made me feel good, break than my hand.

NO ! nO ! WhY ? ! I didn't want it ! Why ! She made me dad ! Pleeease…believe me !

Tied down…

That's a unspoiled boy…

No one heard my screams…

I feel…dirty…

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY…

entrance 8- August 20**

She keeps doing it, she keeps huRTinG me, wHy…whyyyy, why won't you belive me mum, why ? screw you ! No, Fuck ! I don't want it…

I don't want to bruise anymore…why does it take to hurt…

Entry 9- October 20**

TheY woNT beliEve me, whY ? What haev I donE to deseeerveee thisss ?

Daddy…it hurts…it hurrtsss…it huuuuuurtssss…

ingress 10- Its covered in line, found in Liz's home. Dated Nov 6th 20**

wHY ? Wyh du u Hve to dOo thsi ? to mE ? I aM ur SON ? WhY do U noT belIEVE me ? I haD tooo stay itt, sHe kept hurting ME and YOU DIDN'T CARE ! fUck YOU !

It's OVER NOW isn't it DADDY ? I'M coVereD in her BLOOD now, in a WHORE'S BLOOD !

I feel dirty, supporter me…

Mother please forgive me, I just had to get out all my pain and woe. Now that I am done remember, I will always love you. I'm your son…





Can I be your daddy ?

**Thanks for reading, this is one of my favorite songs by KoRn, and I felt the urge to write a fic about it. This is my first base fic as well, and I think I will go writing more. I hope you've enjoyed, charge per unit and give feedback. **