All 's I can ever tell you is the truth, When I first met you I sort of hoped you would just be one of those masses who would walk away after a couple of days, I did n't ever stand for for you to suit a big part of my life, I never intentionally let you become the one someone who would wee me see the world in a whole new light, I never intended to pass in love with you, I never even wanted to, I do n't ever mean any offence by that but I know I am always better walking the lone road in living, I always will be much punter off alone as when i 'm alone there is no damage I can do to any other soul early than myself, Well I guess I do owe you one massive thankyou in life, You showed me true dearest, I know you only fel honest love once and I am always grateful that I found it with you, I will always love you even though you no longer remember me, I 'll always remember the way you left me speechless whenever you spoke, I 'll always commemorate the way you would never have any compliment I gave you, Always telling me I was lying even though you knew I would never lie to you, I 'll think back the night you got pit and I would speak to you even after you fell asleep just so you could feel like there was mortal there with you all night long, All those nights I gave all I had just to make sure enough you never killed yourself, All those clock time I would lay awake and just watch you slumber just so you would have a passive night, I 'll also remember all those nights we argued over silly things, All those minute I would pass just searching for the correctly way to form it up to you even when the argument was n't my fault, All those times you made me smile when all 's I wanted to do was cry, All those times you made me laughter just by been you, The way you always knew when I needed you even when we were miles apart, I remember you would always live how to make me sense better when I felt so terrified, Yeah I remember a lot of trade good and bad things, Pretty lots everything we ever went through to be fair, All the botheration I caused you and all the times I pretty very much ruined your lifespan, I also call up the time you fell for that former person and left my heart goose egg but a broken mess, Our kinship was ruined by that person, I loved you Thomas More than I could ever put into words and in a heartbeat you moved on, Yeah i 'll include that was a little more than than I could ever handle, I had to sit back and watch you devolve more in love with the former person with each passing endorse and I knew there was never a matter I could of done about it, It caused me a lot of pain to see you slowly move on from me, I remember all those prison term you did n't want to talk to me just because they were online, All those times you dropped me just so you could blab out to them then came running back as soon as they left or even worse decided to bequeath just because they did, All those night I had to spend alone just because they refused to come online so you decided to do the same, All those times you would complain to me about how they would prefer to do anything else rather than utter to you, Well that was too lots. I was a little angry yet saddened when they told you how they had used you, Made you fall in passion with them for a cruel joke, You dumped me for this other person even though they were married with a kid on the way even though at the time you never knew that, They were just someone who managed to treat you just than I could experience in my wildest aspiration, They treat you like a poof while I could only care for you as a princess, That all changed though when they hurt you, I guess it offend me a lot more than knowing you finally got to feel the annoyance I felt every second I was without you, I am truly regretful for the pain you did palpate, You know aswell as I that if I could of taken the painful sensation I would have, I would have taken every little bad flavor you had and added them to all the pain I had to feel, Still do feel, I would of let you endure a life without pain or concern if only I knew how, I would suffer every bad moment in animation if it meant you could spend a lifetime of happiness, I know I did manage to do one thing, Not trusted how but I did it, I took those nightmares you suffered and made sure that you slept peacefully everynight at the price of me not only suffering nightmares at night but suffering them through the day aswell, Yeah I somehow got it so you did n't suffer while I had to suffer twice as much as normal, Sounds strange but I will admit it was worth it, Whatever happened that dark I am beaming it happened, sure i suffer a lot but I know that you do n't anymore, I just want to say that through all the salutary and the bad meter we shared I would never change a single one, I mean I love you Thomas More and more with each passing split second, You was my earthly concern, My animation, My heartbeat, You was my oxygen, I never thought I would be able to populate without you but I seem to be doing it, Not a very dear life I will include that but I am managing to pass the years, I want you to experience one last affair, I know you will never read this but I do have a go at it you, I have from the very first countersign we spoke to each other, I never knew what you looked like to begin with but that never mattered because to me you was and always will be the most beautiful girl to ever take the air this earth, I mean yeah you still do walk this earth but I mean that past times, present and even in the future tense there will never be a girl that can even make out close to how beautiful you are, Anyways this has dragged on a little too long, Just want to say I love you, I still handle about you deeply and I truly and honestly drop you with all the piddling pieces of my broken affection, You will always be the only girlfriend that could ever fix the legal injury but I know you never will, Oh well I would rather survive with a broken heart and say I felt lawful beloved than have a whole heart and say I never knew what erotic love was, So I guess this is good-bye, like I could see your smile one close time, See those beautiful gloomy oculus or just see your angelic voice but I know I never will so I will just have to survive with the memories of you, Love you so much, Always will till the end of time, Goodbye my sweet princess, I hope your life is filled with all the things you truly deserve, Peace, felicity and even have intercourse .