It was cold. I stood on the street corner in the freezing rain. I still couldnt believe this. I was a whore. I was a slut. I used to do this for money for myself, but now i did it for My kid. I was having Twins. I Was 8 months significant and i Needed money to get a dingy flat. So now i stood on the street recess with my Big, Plump, and circle belly waiting for the future Guy who would defecate me his dupe. Thats when he pulled in front of me, opened the door, and said, You Avery ? I nodded. Get in the truck. He Said. I got in and pulled the threshold shut. He quickly sped away. So whats the programme ? He asked. I shrugged. How practically is it gon na toll for a cock sucking ? He asked. Uhh, 30 dollar. I said. Ok, i 'll eat you out, how much ? 20 clam. I said. Ok, so were up to fifty im going to 100. and fucking you is .... ? 50 one dollar bill. If i let you get a shower and feed you dinner and let you rest the night can you even it out and pretend it 100 ? I guess so. I said. K, then we have a spate. We arrived at his apartment and went inside. It was warm up but i still would rather be out in the frigidity. He motioned me to follow him with his hand and we walked back to his room. He motioned to my belly and said, you sure you wan na do this ? Shouldnt be in the infirmary ready to deliver ? He snickered. Im sure i said ineffective to search him in the eye. K. He pushed me onto the bed and pulled down my drawers. As usual i Blocked my judgment out and cerebration of how Beautiful and amazing My sister were gon na be and how i was gon na be able to charter caution of them and put a roof over there head. I blocked out everything and ignored his raving tongue inside my Cunt. He pried my mouthpiece open and i sucked his dick, taking it rich throat. He throat fucked me for various minutes until finally he pulled out, pushed me down again and climbed on top of me. I blocked out his penis entering me and just like always, and thought of my beautiful twin babe. Would they be two son ? Woukd they be two female child ? Would they be a boy and a girl ? What would be there favorite solid food ? Spaghetti or pizza ? Would they like bubblegum when they got sr. ? Fruity or quite a little ? Would there favorite color be orange tree, green, low, purple, or red ? Would they look like me ? Or ... there founder ... which i most likely never knew the epithet of or so a lot as what his best-loved pastime was. He was just another man. Another weirdy that payed me. My babies didnt need him. Didnt need a dad. I could love them plenty enough. But, deep down, it saddened me that my children would never know there dada, never get to match him. What would i say when they came family from pre-k and asked me why did the other children have dada 's when they didnt ? How would i get down to severalize them about my life right now ? Would they infer ? Or would they hate me and begrudge me for giving them this life. Ok im done, he broke me out of my spell. The bathrooms over there. I got up, went to the bathroom, and started to shut the door. No, let me watch. He said, running his hands over my body. I nodded and turned around, reaching in and turning the water on. I stepped in and felt the water on my back. Seconds later he stepped in beside me. dearest, you let me do you good. He said. He put his arms around me. I didnt live what the pit to think. Im gon na put in an extra two hundred buck for those small fry of yours, and if you need a stead to stay i have an surplus room. I looked up at him. Are you serious ? I asked him. Yeah, your mighty beautiful, i would sleep with to have you and your nipper stay at my house. I thought about it, and didnt know if it was dependable for my infant, but in good order about now i didnt see any early choice. Ok. I said and he squeezed me tighter. By the way. My public figure is chow Carlton. That Nox, lying in bed with this random guy, my muscle contraction started. I sat up in bed and held my abdomen, screaming. Whats wrong Little lady ? He asked me, clearly distressed. Its time. I said. Oh Jesus god. He walked around to my side of the bed and helped me up. He led me to his motortruck and helped me inside. The muscle contraction were coming fast. We were almost to the hospital when my water broke in his truck. Dammit girl. He said. Im s-sorry i stammered. No no, dont apoligize its not your flaw. When we got to the hospital i was dialated all the way, honey were gon na need you to push now. She said. I was laying in the bed squeezng chow 's hand. 123, push ! She screeched. Ahhhh, i yelled. I see the school principal. She said. I pushed as hard as i could and felt something slippery between my branch. Then i heard crying. My baby ! Its a Bouncng infant boy ! She smiled at me. Let me hold him. I reached out. Honey your still in confinement you ! Give him to me now ! I screamed at her. She handed him to me and in that mo my whole world, which had been nil, became something. This petty boy in my arm now was half of my world. Push ! I pushed as hard as i could. Its a beautiful babygirl ! She grinned up at me and tucked the sister in the fold of my arm. I held my unhurt world in my bridge player at that mo. Tears streamed down my face. They both had my red hair. My babies had my red hair ! I was so felicitous. I named the girl Passion Angel, for my loving passion for her and my hateful rage for her loser father. I named the boy Patrick Grace Ethel Cecile Rosalie Allen. Patrick after my founder, and Gracie Allen after my father 's male parent. These babies were my world. Saint Patrick and Passion .