Episode 3 :

'' Mmmmm '' i silently screamed into my pillow as i came for the secondment time since i laid down to sleep

My wet paw falling to my side trembling, it 's been so long since I 've been able-bodied to come i feel like i just unlocked something deep inside of me

I ca n't block thinking about last night,

the way zac fucked that charwoman, the way he came all over her, and the fact that it was so wrongly for me to get turned on by my own buddy just makes it even hotter for some reason.

I closed my eyes to sleep, exhausted from coming i drifted to sleep, for about a s, before the range of a function of my physical structure coverd with his cum woke me up and i reached my now dry and mucilaginous script to my pussy again.

In the break of day i cried. I felt disgusting for being attracted to my comrade

I felt like I 'm the sickest person in the cosmos, and while i was crying i started to get turned on again and it just made me cry Sir Thomas More ! I 'm just a mickle ...

I guess i did n't hear the doorway open but i did feel a hand on my back,

It was n't shivery, it felt warm and variety, i knew that bridge player

My mom 's flaccid voice asked me how I 'm feeling. At that moment i broke down, i covered my organic structure with the blanket, worried she might see the big stains i left on the rag or she might smell my juices dry on my hands

I cried like a baby and she held me like a mother.

And for the number one time in our human relationship, we talked about sex.

I told her that i never came with anyone i slept with without taking forethought if it myself, and lately even when i do it it 's harder to climax, i told her how i felt this Major release yesterday and she looked a little happy about that.

It felt weird talking to her about this, but i felt so goodness sharing i wanted her to know more.

'' Do you think being back home has something to do with it ? '' She asked while my header was on her second joint

'' Mom ... i think there 's something faulty with me, i feel disgusted with myself ``

She started stroking my hair

'' Why do you feel that way ? ``

She sounded worried but tried to hide it

'' Yesterday i had a sexual dreaming ... about zac '' i told her the truth ... well, a version of the truth.

'' Oh honey that 's normal, you 're probably just connecting being a petty lonesome sexually and being a little lonely at home, you guys have changed so lots in late long time, you used to be friends ... ''

'' I ca n't intercept thinking about it though ! I 'm a pervert ''. I almost did n't recognized my voice, i sound abominable when i cry, like I 'm 3 and have a frigidity

Mom grabbed my top dog and turnd it to look straight at her

'' Listen to me, you are normal, you are marvelous. being sexual is fantastic, it 's fun. When i was your age i had persuasion like that too ''

What is she talking about ? Mom does n't accept a brothe-oh my god did my mom sleep with her Sister ? ?

'' Mom, what do you signify ? ``

She looked less convinced all of a sudden

It took her a few minutes to lead off talking but she eventually did.

'' when i was a little younger than you, i had a complicated relationship with someone in my family, it had a lot to do with exponent moral force and dominance, and it was even scurrilous at times i think. so please be thrifty, do n't let your thoughts carry you to set about something insalubrious, sanction honey ? I just, i do n't require to frighten away you from sex but i do n't desire you to get hurt ''

I was stunned, to recollect that someone would hurt my gentel warm and afters mother, to conceive that angie had been a piddling bitch since she was piffling and that she did that to my mom. Now i was tempestuous

'' Mom are you okay ? ``

My mom smiled and kissed my face, moving my hair's-breadth aside and kissing the English of my head gently, i blushed a small and looked at her, she was so beautiful.

'' I promise i wo n't do anything mom, i just had a Wyrd couple of days ... ''

I felt silly and dumb but at the Same meter i wanted to hold on talking because i was worrird she might get up if i do n't.

But she stayed, and she touched my fount with her fingers, i could sense her tit touching the cover of my head

And Suddenly i realized i have been slowly touching myself under the blanket for a while now.

WHAT IS damage WITH MY BRAIN ? !

it all felt so nice and calm i did n't want to stop.

She combed my hair's-breadth with her fingers gently and i moved my finger on my once again drench pussy, she moved her mitt on my back slowly and then back to my haircloth, it felt good and loving.

then it happened, for a split moment her helping hand got tangled in my pilus and it pulled on the spine of my point just a trivial bit, just a fiddling bit too much.

I lost restraint for half a second and before i could stop it i was coming. I was coming with my mom in the room.

I looked up at her in affright. i was biting on my bed lip trying hard to hold in my facial look and falling miserably. It was all over, i felt the undulation washing over me as i was staring at her eyes worried, but she did n't appear to notice, she was tender and kind. She nodded her psyche ever so slightly and said without sound `` it 's okay ''.

That 's when i let go

'' Ahhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmahh '' i tried to stop but it was too estimable and too previous

It was a long orgasam and it kept attacking me in waves after. i was shaking and ashamed, now i looked away and avoided her gaze.

I got up to sit on the bed next to her and I 'm certain i was as red as a fresh tomato.

My mom put her hand on my shoulder and turned my face to her

She gave me a kiss on the cheek and smiled at me

'' I hope our talk of the town helped, we should do this more often honey, i missed you so much ''

I breathed in moderation and smiled back awkwardly `` yeah..that was..nice ''

I was so relieved she did n't say anything but there was something else, maybe a short ... disappointment ? Did i want her to acknowledge me coming with her ?

Maybe my side gave me away because before she left she got closer to my still red fount and with her hand on my brass she kissed my lip, not just a brusk peck, but a longer kiss with our oral fissure slightly open. I was stunned and frozen. Her warm rim felt amazing on mine and i closed my eye as i got lost in the present moment. She closed her lips without sound and our kiss was over.

She got up and told me she needs to go make dinner, before she left she turned around and told me she loved me

'' I love you too mom, thank you ''

'' Anytime dear ''

She smiled and walked away

Anytime ? Well maybe my brain trouble is genetic..