Prolog :
About once a month, sometimes twice a calendar month I have a dream. I wake up in a cold travail from the dream and I have no musical theme why I keep having the dream.

The dream :
For some grounds which I can not recall we had been fighting about something. Gary asked me to put on a pair of blue jean and a blouse. He tells me that it's such a beautiful evening were going to go for a ride in the car with the top down and just let matter cool down off. It's about 79 point as we drive out into the commonwealth I can lay my head back and look up at the principal. It's a beautiful quartz clear night.

Gary slows down and turns into a gravel and dirt driveway. There is an old farm house with a large b. There are no lights on in the house but the b doors are exposed and there are lights on inside the barn. Gary ride right into the barn and stops the car. I look at him and ask,"what are we doing here ?"

Gary replies,"were going to make a video."

"Of what ?"I ask.

"Of you and some new friend I found."

"What are you talki…"My car threshold is opened and a manus catch my arm. I turned around and there was a tall melanize man standing there.

"You must be Barbara."

He gently pulled me out of the car and told me to stand up straight.

The shameful man said,"Hey Gary how ya doing, did you bring your television camera, ya cook for tonight, you really wan na do this ?"

Gary replied,"Hey Cal, yeah, we're gon na do this, maintain her there for a instant, the camera is in the trunk."

The calamitous man, replied,"we gon na do this just like we talked about ?"

Gary said,"sure matter, just like the one you guys did a calendar month ago that I videoed for you."

At this point I was totally garbled."Gary, what's going on ! ? ! ? You're scaring me."

Gary got the video recording camera out of the trunk. I could see the fiddling red lighting that blinks when the camera is running ; so, Gary was making a video and I was totally confused.

At that Saami mo another taller disastrous man walked out from a elbow room in the barn. He is carrying something about 18"long, had a handle, was hook shaped, and had a chrome a ball variety of like a house trailer check at the early end. He walked up to me with a big smiling on his face and said,"Hello Barbara, I'm Pete. We're going to do some stuff with you tonight and we'll let you know what it's going to be every measure of the way. First affair we're going to strip you nude. Next this anal egg is going to be inserted into your ass. This will keep on you from trying to get away from us. I'll have my hand at the other end and if required will steer you where I want to you go."

Both of the black men started removing all my clothes. Within a bit I was completely nude and I felt Pete insert the ball into my rectum. It hurt, and I let out a piffling scream. Pete said,"now Barbara, if your going to scream and make a bustle we're going to put a clump gag in your mouthpiece so just keep your sass shut - you understand ?"

"Yes, but what are you going to do ?"

Pete, answered my enquiry my by saying,"to be powerful to the point, we understand you don't tending a great deal for sex with black hombre, we're going to let some fun with you then we're going to make you support a bit and there is nothing you can do about it.

So you have something to cogitate about for the succeeding few minutes before we start, here it is by the numbers.

1 ) The draw and ball is going to stay in your ass until we
get you into a special room.

2 ) We're going to take you into what we call the massacre room.
You'll be placed on a wooden table. Your peg will be strapped
into piazza. Each leg luck of the board can be individually moved
to the left and right wing and up and down so we'll be capable to locating
your legs exactly as we want. My two Shirley Temple Black friends and me are
going to take our meter fucking you and fill your pussycat with spermatozoon,
then Gary may want to lick you pussycat sporting - that's up to him, we
don't really wish about that.

3 ) Cal is our cutter. He's going to insert a fish hook thru each of
your nipples then tie the former end of the fishhooks to rod which
can be moved up or down to perpetrate or stretch your nipples up
in high spirits and higher. Once he has them where he wants them,
he's going to use his straight razor and cut a semi-circle
starting from the side of each breast down to and around the
bottom and up to the other side. The cut won't be bass but
you will start to bleed.

4 ) Then Cal is going to jack up off into your mouth and as you'll see
he shoots a very gravid sum of money of nut.

5 ) After Cal fills you mouth with his nut, he's going to use his
Razor again a put a nice small scratch in the face of your pharynx
by the vena jugularis vein. That will cause you to startle bleeding out
slowly. You be semiconscious but maybe after two or three
mo then affair will just evanesce out.

6 ) When the three of us are finished fucking you we're going to
topographic point meat hooks down by your articulatio talocruralis thru the tendon so
that we can hoist you off the board. You'll be hanging upside
down at which point one of us, probably Cal, will use an
electrical knife to cut off your head. After the blood line stops
running out of your neck.

At this point I wake up in a moth-eaten swither and try to get this all out of my brain. But I start to inquire if one day it might just pass off .