I am Rintu name changed age 21 an Indian from Hyderabad, telangana.From my childhood I have been obsessed with Blowjobs a lt either to get them or feed them but I ended up giving them rather than receiving them and I. Need to perform all my fantasise I have about getting cock sucking on the others guess I am unlucky.yes i am a bisexual Male who sucks other virile person hammer, and I know how to draw it estimable than a girl, here is what happened. In my life oh by the way. I am 5ft 8inches and 55 kgs angle average personality with a 5.5 inch length and 3.5inches grith of my tool measurements.


Me and my swain have been in our sexual relationship for the preceding 8 months and I need to know what his job is .i wan na make trusted that he is not using me for intimate pleasures when ever he is in need.

At the beginning of our relationship I never cared much for such pleasures because it never was sex actually he just used to rub his hands all over my body and squelch my chest and my c0*k very hard until I get excited about do the Saame for his and then we used to mutually masturbate each other but I did it till he came but he would stop it when my precum touches his hand.

I have had a suspension that he might be aware of my blow job skills some how from someone as I 've offered Bjs to one of my proficient friend back in high school who is my nowadays nightmare, and decided to suck my current bf rod to get a conformation.

first base day of our BJ session ; one dark I went on to his kissing harder and squeezing his rod slowly I went down kissing his body from lips to chest and to belly and then to the bottom ( rod ) .I thought he might be truthful to me from that present moment and I did my service down on his rod for about 20 second but he never came I am storm that my ex-bff would have come twice in that prison term span. After that we slept together but never spoke a discussion to one another.

In our relationship were never spoke of sexual things, we did pass along with mark like when he wanted me to get it on his thighs he would take out my rod and lieu it in between his thigh and rub down me then I would ram his thighs, yes thighs because I really hate anals.

Our endorse BJ session ; on this dark when I went down on him and gave his rod a few kisses he himself placed his rod in my mouth and kept moving it to and fro softly for sometime and then he took it out and pulled his foreskin completely back so that I would scuk on his glance ( tip of the rod ) directly.but he never gave me a probability to do that because he kept ramming my mouth hard as if it is a pu $ $ y, then he made me deepthroat on his rod ( honestly it was my first of all deepthroat BJ ) but my gag reflex action was hurting and he can sense my trunk shivering and hear the auditory sensation I make with he is ramming my throat that fast and feel all the saliva I have been omitting but never cared and kept ramming my throat until he came thick inside my throat so that I would have no choice of spitting it but to immerse it. ( honestly that was me foremost clock time swallowing ) .then I asked him not to tell anyone about this and he replied, `` Everyone in college already knew all about your setback job skill, that 's how I came to bed about it ''.

That was the night I understood that he tricked me all the time into having my lips around his rod.But he made me a promise that he wo n't out our occult to anyone.


But since that night onwards he never came on to me but expected me to do all the things for him.I used to go on to him every night and crush his man-b00bs and his rod and scuk on them regularly for almost a month.

One day he said that he might get confused about the intuitive feeling between us could get him in to trouble when he has to do it with a girlfriend and wanted me to discontinue it.I never went on to him for at least a week and after a week I could n't curb and rank my hands on his shank and hugged him to sleep dependable but after some sentence he lost his poise and directed my head down to his rod never spoke a word but he himself took his rod out and forced it into my backtalk, I felt really glad to stimulate his rod in my mouth again and blowed him for 30 minutes and made him cum twice but it was horrendous so I spit it out.


Few days after he said it seriously that he do n't want me to blow him again, then I. Asked him that '' was it so painful ? '' he replied NO, me again `` Are you not gaining any kind of joy from my bjs ? '' He replied '' I never gained any sort of pleasures from it I just allowed your to do it because you enjoyed it a lot '' .i am confused it was me just trying to get him to hump me by giving him some intimate pleasures and he thought I was doing it for my pleasures, honestly no one will ever gain any more than physical pleasures than the receiver in the art of bjs, my pleasure in particular was emotional that he is happy for me blowing his rod.


Then I got wild and stopped blowing him for almost a month everything went smooth out we both have no complaints and decided to rest as just friends rather than friends with benefits until this situation came up.

One day I was so wassail that I was unable to tolerate still and sober enough to not sympathize anything that been going on around me.it was mid night around 12 -2am, I was capable to get back to my senses and the first thing I experienced was his cumshots trench in my throat again and that was the night I cried since a long time back then.I asked him how could you consume advantage of my office when it was you who pushed me away, he replied that he could n't contain himself that it 's been very long since I got my rod blown.I asked him then would you like me to do that to you or not, he said `` am not sure I honestly do n't want you to do it I do n't want either of us to opine low of you, I feel like I am degrading or dehumanizing you or sexually humiliating you, but sometimes I could n't control myself ''.

For the side by side few hebdomad I kept my ego aside and started blowing his rod in his sopor, I knew sometimes I woke him up by having him in my backtalk but he stayed unsounded and acted as if he was asleep so that I would blow him nicely, and I am pretty indisputable he enjoyed my blow Book of Job a lot because he has been craving for them.this continued for few week and one day during day metre he became active and kinky and talked about it to me for the first off time and asked me to deepthroat his rod as he is a really big fan of deepthroat bjs he used to reserve my chief against his belly really tough to shit certain his entire rod was inside my backtalk and pharynx and my mentum touching his bollock, he used to defy me in that post for about 5-10 indorsement repeatedly and used to cum deep inside my pharynx at the end, although I never was really big fan of cum swallow, I did it for him out of love.few days passed and he came up with another kinky idea to cum not in my throat but in my backtalk and would wish me to play with it for a while and show him how I guzzle it and made me to eat up it finally.

We enjoyed our bj Sessions very immensely but one day he again started feeling guilty and asked me to never ever do that again and 3 years passed by and I do n't concern or taste his rod but I became an addict for his rod and it 's insufferable for me to appease away from it, I have no theme what to do now and what variety of guiltiness he is facing now.

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