So there Alex laid, Broken by a single hit, His dead body twisted in ways no eubstance should, Too late did Lily realise why Alex had pushed her away from him, Too late did she gain the car was speeding and would of hit her had it not been for Alex, Had she known what portion was about to surrender she would of never been so insistant on Alex walking her back rest home, He had just saved her life at the price of another, His very own..

So back to where it all began or shall we say where it all ended, Alex had just been hit by a speed car, He laid broken in the eye of the route, Lily was kneeling by him while masses flocked around to see the waste stroke. Lily knew that Alex was fading, His eye 's were one of the big hint 's, She could see them clearly closing ever so slowly, His respiration had become shallow, He was fading into malarkey yet he was still smiling, Lily on the other hand could do nothing but cry, She was watching the one person in her life who mattered slowly fade away and it was all her fault

*Do n't cry, bout do n't do anything for your beauty* Alex whispered, He was using his stopping point few breather to try to make her feeling better

*But..* Lily sobbed, The tears were flowing freely, She could n't help crying

*No but 's, I want you to always call up that you are beautiful to me, Always have been and always will be, You are the unspoiled acquaintance I could of ever asked for* Alex again whispered as he slowly raised one manus to her cheek to wipe away a tear

*But..* Lily once again sobbed, She seemed unable to say anything else, The electric shock of what had happened seemed to be taking over

*Lily if this be my last hint then may I ask for one last thing, cum closer* Alex asked in a breathless flavor

Lily did as she was asked, She could order Alex 's time was nearly up and for what he had done for her she would of given the world if he had asked her to at that very moment

*I get laid you* Alex softly whispered in her ear, Just three little watchword that he wanted to say for so foresightful

Lily was a little taken back by what Alex had just said but deep in her kernel she felt the Same way, Since the day they had met Alex had always handle her like a princess, He always did anything she asked him to no matter how poor fish it seemed, He always did anything he could to realize her smile, Even now in his survive present moment 's he had used them to try create her grin one lowest time

*I..*Lily cut her judgment of conviction short, She noticed Alex had closed his center, She could tell within a mere irregular that it was too latterly, He was gone, He had given his lowest breather to enjoin her the run-in she had always wanted to hear

Guess it was all too a lot for Lily once she heard the temptress from the ambulance nearing, She desperately wanted to run away from the tantrum, Run away from all the pain in the neck she was feeling, All the guilt, All the sadness, All the suffering, But she could n't, She could n't just leave Alex there all alone, Could n't leave the only individual who she had ever loved, She had to stay put even if it was just till the paramedics took him away, She had to atleast say goodbye to him

*Okay I have to do this quick, Alex..* Lily broke down once again unable to finish her goodby, It should n't of been like that for her, She should n't of had to be saying au revoir

Too late did Lily realise the ambulance had arrived at the fit, The paramedics were on hand within minute trying to administer CPR to Alex to no avail, He was gone and the paramedical knew that, One paramedic stood up and walked over to Lily

*I 'm sorry miss but he is gone* The paramedic said to Lily though what she heard of it is beyond any of us, She already knew he was but somehow hearing it from a paramedical seemed to make it all seem much more than real to her, sort of like until that very moment it all just seemed to be a dream

*He..He's..No ! * Lily screamed *He ca n't be*

Although she knew it to be true she still had a hard time accepting the fact, She had known for a while before the paramedical spoke that Alex was gone but been told it just seemed to work her smell furious, She felt as if the paramedics could of saved him, Should of saved him even though inscrutable down she knew they could n't

*I 'm no-count miss but there is nix more we can do* The paramedic said a small nervously, He seemed a small afraid of Lily, He variety of felt that she might turn all her choler on him and attack

*There must be, Please do something, Anything* Lily begged, She was on the verge of another breakdown, She was also on the threshold of letting her ire withdraw over

*There is nothing we can do, He has passed on* The paramedical said trying to go on Lily calm

*But..* Lily managed to stammer out through bastard, It was all too much at that point for Lily, She knew she would never forgive herself but at that minute there was naught more she wanted to do than what she did, She turned away from the paramedic, Away from where Alex laid and she ran, Ran from the scene, Ran from her best friend

leash hours Lily was on the run for, Trying to run away from her trouble, Did n't exploit, No matter how hard she tried she could n't do anything but hurt, She was hurting for more than than one reason at that point, With everything that had happened she had used all her pent up anger and ended up punching a lampost or two, Probably not the voguish thing but I guess it is much easier to feel physical pain rather than worked up pain, Anyways three hours was getting too a lot for Lily, She was exhausted, Both mentally and physically, At that period all 's she wanted was a warm bed and a good nights sleep, Least then she could deal with all her problems the following morning, shame things never work out that way though

*Ugh, Why ca n't I sleep* Lily moaned to herself, She had made it place over an 60 minutes ago and yet there she lay, Wide awake, ineffective to fall asleep

It was around four in the morning before Lily finally got to sleep, Bet she wished she had n't though at that point, From the consequence her eye 's closed the incubus began, She was standing alone in a dark way, Voices were chattering in the aloofness, She could n't see anything but the consistency laying on the floor beside her, She did n't want to reckon down as she could already guess who the body belonged to but against her will she looked, Of course of study her suspicions were castigate, The body laying beside her was none of than Alex 's, The way he had looked the moment he had been hit by the car, All broken, She looked up to realise she was no longer alone, All around her were ghostly frame, They were all chattering to each other it seemed, All saying the same thing though, All saying *Your fracture he died*

*No ! * Lily managed to squall to the ghostly name, Of trend that probably was n't her smartest move, Nor could she see it, She was losing ascendency of herself

Of course the ghostly shape stopped their chattering, All eye 's in one swift move focused on Lily, Lily was pretty much frozen in place, The ghostly figures for the number one time seemed to acknowledge Lily 's presence, They all stared at her for what seemed an timeless existence before one ghostly figure stepped forward from the rest of them, For the for the first time fourth dimension Lily realised they were n't spook as such, They had the see through figure of a ghost but they had bones, Actual bones in their consistency

*Wh..What are you* Lily asked a slight afraid of the creature standing infront of her

*What am I, I am a spirit of the damned, A lost soul who spend 's eternity trapped here* The material body said topic of factly, I guess he was tired of answering that query

*But why am I here, Why is alex* Lily asked a little nervously, She was definetly afraid that the response would be something she would hate

*But your not here, Neither is your little friend, Not yet atleast* The pattern answered, He seemed to know something that Lily probably did n't want to know

Lily was about to ask the one motion she was completely dreading asking, The one about what he meant by not yet atleast, The word 's were almost out of her mouth when she heard a noise in the screen background, A deliquium knocking noise which sounded like it was coming from every direction

*Ahh seem 's like it 's metre for you to voice, Time for you to wake up, Do n't worry though we shall fill again very soon* The human body said a piddling coldly, What followed next probably frightened Lily more than anything, The flesh began laughing, Not a funny laugh but a cold, immorality joke, If that was n't bad enough the rest of the figures ( The lost souls if you would like ) Joined in, All with the Saame cold, iniquity laugh

*I don't..* Lily did n't get to fetch up her sentence, She was waking up and her pipe dream self was slowly fading away
A few moment was all it took for Lily to fully inflame from her nightmare, She was drenched in a moth-eaten swither, She was shaking, Was she actually scared of a nightmare, She could n't be could she..