THIS IS A TRUE history ONLY NAMES HAVE BEEN CHANGED. ( Please forgive the yearn intro )

I NEVER WANTED TO BE GAY THE mind OF IT MADE ME SICK BUT portion HAD OTHER PLANS >



PART ONE - MICHAEL AND BARRY


For me all i ever wanted was to meet someone and capitulation in dear get married and have children.
So i speculation before i get to that i should start at the very begining.

As a small kid i was top of my stratum and liked by all, i did what well-nigh tyke did but when i reached the age of 8 one of my supporter insisted on both of us getting naked even though i never knew why, i did not lie with what sex was and to me being naked was nothing.

wellspring one day he asked me and we lived near a Christian church so we went round the binding near the blackberry bushes when we decided this would be a neat situation, we looked around and then we just stripped and just stood there looking at each early. we were both very melt off as fry go but i noticed that he was hard.
Now i did not eff it then but he was abused by his dad.
This was the first of many meter we did this and we did it more and more in risky places, from car common to the school cloak rooms.
But this all changed one day when we went into the pot where without warning he just grabbed my little penis and started sucking it, i was in cushion yet it felt proficient ( looking back on it now he knew what he was doing ) I got very hard but still did not sympathise why ?
Now not only did this go on for a while ( nearly of the shoal year in fact )
The summer vacation came rhythm and it was here that things really changed my life.
Michael and his older brother asked if i could go camping with them i got license from my mom and we set off.

Near to where we live is a lot of woods and countryside, we caught local transport and walked to where we were going camping ( it was hot and and what seemed similar forever in getting there )
After we got there Barry ( Michael 's older brother ) said net ball set up camp first then we can all rest - we agreed and got to it.
Now at this breaker point i had never looked at person in quite the way that i looked at barry, he was about 16 years old, very slim and a well formed body, aristocratic centre and blond hair - as he worked away in the hot sun he just kept on taking his clothes off until he was down to just his shorts, sweat was dripping off him - as he stood there in the sun with his arm clearing the fret from his brow, i just looked at him without knowing why i was so interested in him. ( he did all the work really while me and michael just pretended to help )
Barry finished and said that there was a lake near by and that he needed to bring a dip to cool down - i said i did not land any trunks with me, after a slight pause barry said thats ok we can go close dipping, whats that i asked - you will get out when we get there he said. ( after about five minutes of walking we were at the lake )
without warning both Michael and barry took what piffling clothes they had on off and told me to do the same.
Without even thinking about it i did the Same but i noticed as i took off my shorts that barry did not take up his eyes of me once.
when i was naked barry said Army of the Pure go and get in the water then ... ... ... i started to cry barry said whats improper i said i dont sleep together how to float, im scared of the water, Barry ran over to me blame me up and gave me a big wonderful hug and kissed me - i was shocked as i never had a kiss from another boy before.
Barry said i wont let any harm come to you assure, he swung me troll to his hip where my diminished penis and globe rubbed against his naked torso, he then picked up michael and put him on his other hip and went towards the water system.
even though i was scared the expression in his beautiful blue center soothed me -- -- -- he jumped in im not sure what happened after that.
i woke up dazed on the slope of the lake with to what seemed like me to be a kiss from barry.
we went back to the camp and i just kept on hearing barry say im meritless im so so sorry ill make it up to you please dont assure anyone ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ..LATER

We all got into the collapsible shelter ( for some rationality we were all still naked ) barry said come here and i went to him, we were all just led down on top of the dormancy bags when i asked out of the dismal why is there hair there by your thing, barry new what i was on about and said i can adjoin it if i wanted too ... ... i paused for a lilliputian bit and then started to reach for the hair, barry 's hammer moved and started to get bragging and braggart, he looked at me and said its ok with that michael said you are going to get laid what happens side by side ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ....

barry got hold of his cock and started rubbing it up and down his breathing was gettingheavy and he pulled the skin from over the headway of his tool within irregular michael just went to it and started to suck it, barry said no michael this one is for steven ( obviously im not going to change my figure ) if he wants it ... ... ... ... ..
i took hold of his cock and then ... ... ... ..