It was cold. I stood on the street corner in the freeze rainfall. I still couldnt believe this. I was a sporting lady. I was a adulteress. I used to do this for money for myself, but now i did it for My fry. I was having Twins. I Was 8 month fraught and i Needed money to get a dingy apartment. So now i stood on the street corner with my Big, Plump, and round belly waiting for the next Guy who would piss me his victim. Thats when he pulled in front of me, opened the door, and said, You Avery ? I nodded. Get in the truck. He Said. I got in and pulled the door shut. He quickly sped away. So whats the plan ? He asked. I shrugged. How a good deal is it gon na cost for a blowjob ? He asked. Uhh, 30 one dollar bill. I said. Ok, i 'll eat you out, how much ? 20 bucks. I said. Ok, so were up to fifty im going to 100. and fucking you is .... ? 50 dollar bill. If i let you get a shower and provender you dinner and let you stay the dark can you flush it out and wee-wee it 100 ? I guess so. I said. K, then we have a deal. We arrived at his apartment and went inside. It was fond but i still would rather be out in the cold. He motioned me to adopt him with his hand and we walked back to his room. He motioned to my belly and said, you sure you wan na do this ? Shouldnt be in the hospital ready to deliver ? He snickered. Im sure i said unable to see him in the eye. K. He pushed me onto the bed and pulled down my drawers. As common i Blocked my psyche out and thought of how Beautiful and amazing My sister were gon na be and how i was gon na be able to take care of them and put a roof over there head. I blocked out everything and ignored his raving tongue inside my pussy. He pried my mouthpiece open and i sucked his dick, taking it thick throat. He throat fucked me for various minutes until finally he pulled out, pushed me down again and climbed on top of me. I blocked out his member entering me and just like always, and thought of my beautiful pair babe. Would they be two son ? Woukd they be two girls ? Would they be a boy and a missy ? What would be there ducky food ? Spaghetti or pizza ? Would they wish bubblegum when they got older ? Fruity or slew ? Would there favorite colouring material be orange, green, blue sky, purple, or red ? Would they take care like me ? Or ... there father ... which i most likely never knew the epithet of or so much as what his Favorite pastime was. He was just another man. Another crawling that payed me. My child didnt need him. Didnt need a dad. I could love them plenty enough. But, deep down, it saddened me that my children would never sleep together there daddy, never get to contact him. What would i say when they came home from pre-k and asked me why did the other tike have pop 's when they didnt ? How would i start to severalise them about my aliveness right now ? Would they sympathise ? Or would they hate me and resent me for giving them this life. Ok im done, he broke me out of my spell. The bathrooms over there. I got up, went to the bathroom, and started to shut the threshold. No, let me watch. He said, running his bridge player over my trunk. I nodded and turned around, reaching in and turning the water on. I stepped in and felt the water on my back. Seconds later he stepped in beside me. Honey, you let me do you good. He said. He put his arms around me. I didnt know what the Hell to think. Im gon na put in an spare two hundred clam for those youngster of yours, and if you need a shoes to stay i have an extra room. I looked up at him. Are you sober ? I asked him. Yeah, your mighty beautiful, i would love to have you and your children stay at my house. I thought about it, and didnt do it if it was safe for my Babies, but right about now i didnt see any early choice. Ok. I said and he squeezed me tighter. By the way. My name is grub Carlton. That night, lying in bed with this random guy, my contractions started. I sat up in bed and held my stomach, screaming. Whats wrong Little Lady ? He asked me, clearly worried. Its fourth dimension. I said. Oh Jesus god. He walked around to my face of the bed and helped me up. He led me to his truck and helped me inside. The contraction were coming fast. We were almost to the infirmary when my body of water broke in his truck. Dammit girlfriend. He said. Im s-sorry i stammered. No no, dont apoligize its not your fault. When we got to the hospital i was dialated all the way, honey were gon na need you to crowd now. She said. I was laying in the bed squeezng chuck 's bridge player. 123, push ! She screeched. Ahhhh, i yelled. I see the head teacher. She said. I pushed as intemperate as i could and felt something slippery between my legs. Then i heard crying. My baby ! Its a Bouncng baby boy ! She smiled at me. Let me halt him. I reached out. Honey your still in labor you ! Give him to me now ! I screamed at her. She handed him to me and in that mo my whole man, which had been cypher, became something. This little boy in my arms now was one-half of my public. Push ! I pushed as hard as i could. Its a beautiful babygirl ! She grinned up at me and tucked the baby in the bend of my arm. I held my hale world in my helping hand at that here and now. binge streamed down my case. They both had my red hair. My babies had my red hair ! I was so happy. I named the girl passionateness Angel, for my eff cacoethes for her and my hateful passion for her loser Fatherhood. I named the boy Patrick Allen. Saint Patrick after my founding father, and Allen Stewart Konigsberg after my Father 's father. These babe were my domain. Patrick and Passion .