Once the kids were back, what happened that day became a store, at first.

For a hebdomad or two, there were no more word spoken and only an odd moving ridge from Gina.

I kept getting flashbacks.

These flashbacks weren't about Gina and her well maintained toned body or her platinum blonde locks, they were instead about Jordan.

All-day I felt guilt.

Whether it be at my part-time job at the liquor store or at home, my thoughts kept being interrupted with visions of his rooster sliding into my mouth.

Up until that day I would never have fathomed I would willingly do anything so daring.

I had never thought of sucking cock before nor did I want too.

Now when I closed my heart I'd see replays of his cock sliding inside my mouth.

I had to throw off my head at meter to try regain focus.

In my dreams, I would live over that day, beginning with Gina's grin but quickly switching to Jordan's sliding stopcock into my mouth.

Every contingent of me sucking rooster was replayed vividly in my imagination.

The excitement was overwhelming me with guilt.

I'd wake up thinking I had a saw throat from him slamming his cock in to it.

It was so real that when I spat phlegm out, I thought it was his cum.

I was so taken out of my game that I took a week off work.

The fact that both party haven't uttered a Logos to me since was nerve-racking.

I felt depressed, guilt and humiliation, plus ecstasy all at differing times of the day.

It even put me off wanking.

Until on the third week after the event, I thought to myself"fucking it."

I jacked off with range of a function of me sucking cock re-playing in my head.

That's when the thwarting ended and I started feeling a little more relaxed.

It was much later that night that the paradigm started returning.

The next day I started to edge-wank by stopping just before I'd cum.

It helped control the double in my head.

For hours this went on to epitome of Gina's smile and tits and then the cock swallowing.

I was starting to think about visiting the Doctors, but didn't know what to say.

"Hey Doctor can you help me, I sucked cock now all I see is peter,"Yeah I'm sure that will go down well.

I even got to the level where I'd lay on my back, wriggle my legs over a sofa and let them flop past my shoulders.

From there I'd try in vain to soak up my own cock.

I couldn't but instead I jerked my cock inch away from my mouth, so I'd cum on my brass and tongue.

All these effigy would break once I had cum.

I just lay there almost puffed and almost dozing off for minutes.

The pickle on my face and stench wasn't the Sami as when it was Jordan shooting all over me.

Maybe it was because I didn't have my cock planted inside Gina at the same time.

Who knows ?

Eventually, I'd clean myself up and try relax.

As I cleaned myself up I felt confusedness, disgust, and guilt again.

"What's going on, fucking ?"I growled at myself and head-butted the room access frame.

I knocked myself out.

*

Hours later after I had some sleep.

I started questioning myself again.

"Am I fag or something but I like lady friend ?"

I still fantasized about Gina and having my stopcock buried musket ball deep in her kitty-cat, but what about this early shit ?

"Fuck, piece of ass, I'm not a fag I like pussy,"I tried telling myself.

"piece of ass this,"I ranted to myself and decided to leave behind the house.

I went for a drive.

*

This hokum ended once I got back.

Gina came over for a visit.

She noticed I was staying at nursing home a lot.

Then she told me that Jordan River and her were going through some dramas.

They may divorce or discriminate, the kids are they only understanding they still together.

"That Nox when I/we all got together, I can't get the images out of my forefront,"I opened up.

"Was I that good ?"She said with a cheeky grin.

"No/yes, it's not you but Jordan who is stuck in my head,"I ashamedly said.

"Hmm, interesting,"She went all quiet.

"Seems like I'm making all the guy cable in my life prick chasers,"She said, with a spooky smirk.

"Remember the inaugural clip we met, recollect the initiatory clip we spoke,"I began.

"It felt like historic period, remember our spirit, and think of the pyrotechnic of that nighttime,"I kept talking.

"Well there was an ending to the fireworks and that was Jordan finishing in me,"I finished.

"Oh-kay,"she said, puzzled.

"I keep seeing Hashemite Kingdom of Jordan sliding his shaft in my sassing and splattering my typeface,"I hysterically said.

"It wo n't go away, that's what I am confused about,"I said, almost breaking down.

She gave me a hug, a long hug.

"There, there it'll go away once you make your choice,"She patted my back.

"Choice ?"I almost broke her embrace.

"Yes honey, whether you're vanilla, bi or a gay pansy like Jordan,"she softly said.

"expression Jordan craves the Thomas Kid, but every now and then he goes cock hunting at bars,"She said.

"He didn't really know until he went back for second base what he wanted,"She finished.

She gave me a cute short grin and then a wink.

In a blink of an eye, she was down on her knee joint and ripped my cock of my shorts.

Dam she has no off button.

She tugged at my turncock gently and squeezed my foreskin.

Then she clutched her mitt down the base of my shaft and cupped and tickled my balls.

Gina had her thumb around the base of my shaft and was tickling or treating my balls like she was about to roll two dice.

I let out a sigh when she circled around and around the twat of my cock.

She then put my cock in her mouthpiece deeper and deeper, while still juggling my balls.

Gina released my balls once she started sucking deep and hungrily.

She tickled my cock with her tongue and lovingly licking the tip.

There was drool all over my tool now as she kissed it and sucked it back into her mouth.

I had my hands cupping her juicy asscheeks as she sped up her sucking.

She had her brim firmly clamped tightly around my prick driving me insane with lust.

I knew I couldn't hold on much longer and I think she knew too.

If my heavy breathing and moan weren't a sign then her center being shut and her steady rhythm method did.

"OOHH !"I moaned, as my cock starts feeling fatter.

She slowed a little as my stage started to stiffen.

"GGUURRDD !"That was it, my balls started to empty in her mouth.

What I pumped out was weeks of frustration.

I don't think she expected so much but as the little tool warrior, she was she held my cum in her mouth until I wasn't pumping anymore.

Then she gulped it down with a single swallow.

She licked her rim and kissed me.

I could smell and taste my cum.

"Feeling better ?"Gina asked.

"I feel amazing and yes,"I said.

"Flattery will get you more,"She said and kissed me again.

This time passionately.

I felt loath to buss her after swallowing my cum but I went with the flow.

"Hmmm tangy,"I said.

After we cleaned up we kissed some more and then she left before the kids got home from school.

*