I spent six years in a disorderly relationship because of my two beautiful fry. It started off large but she became crazier as the years progressed. lucid thinking went out the windowpane and my life history became a nightmare. The saying `` Stay together for the kids '' would always echo through my creative thinker when I wanted to forget for something better.

When I hit 30 I had realized it was now or never. I felt like I had wasted so much fourth dimension and did n't require to waste any to a greater extent. I was getting old and was sick of being miserable so I left. It was a difficult determination but I knew if I stayed in my tyke lives, I could live a more fulfilling and happy liveliness. I knew I had to finally allow myself to be happy as well.

The break up was full of ire and hate. She stole a lot of my matter but I soon met a girl that made me shrug my shoulders to the crap my ex was throwing my way.

For the first clip in many yr I was happy and smiling. It felt unknown and filled me with so lots energy. I felt like a make new person.

class passed and my ex would still hit on me and try to win me back though I was clearly glad where I was. I made it a point to avoid her as much as possible so the simply fourth dimension I saw her was when I picked up the nipper every Friday to take home with me for the weekend.

I was enjoying being in a stable relationship though unfortunately she did n't share my voodoo or really understand why the look and smell of rubber-base paint was so erotic to me. She did n't understand why a woman inhaling a cigarette got me so excited and she did n't fume so she could n't aid me there.

At prison term I missed having the outlet for those fetich I craved. The sex is great and she enjoys some perverted things but I did lose indulging in those particular interest that my ex would do for me.

I 've spent most of the past two years trying to convince my lady friend to try latex. Start small with some boxing glove or panties and maybe cultivate up to a clothes. She seemed overt minded at first but as meter has gone on it seemed I was out of luck. I suppose that 's what pornography is for when you do n't have a way to experience what you feel you need sexually.

Today I 'm full of shame though I know it was all out of my ascendence. My hands were tied, literally.

I went to my exes home to pick up the kids after getting out of work. As common she was sitting in the chair waiting. I made very niggling eye contact with her.

`` missy ! Time to go ! '' I shouted toward their bedroom, fully expecting them to come running out like they always do.

My ex, Brianna, smirked and said, `` They are n't here right now. ``

Confused, I exclaimed, `` What do you intend they are n't here ? Where the hell are they ? It 's my clip with them. ``

She stood up, `` They wo n't be coming over this weekend. They are interfering. ``

She stepped closer to me slowly so I backed up. Once I knew the tiddler were n't there, there was n't a reasonableness for me to be around her anymore.

`` I do n't know why you could n't have told me before mitt Brianna so I did n't waste my gas. I got to go. ``

The present moment I touched the door grip I felt one of her hands grab my shoulder joint while the former reached around to my face. I felt a wet cloth get across my mouth and nose.

`` What the fuck are you ... ''

shadow. I 'm not even sure what happened or how farseeing I was out but this dotty gripe had done something to invalid me.

When I came to, I was sitting in a president. I felt so bore and confused as I tried to move my hands before discovering they were tied behind the chair. It was n't farsighted before I realized my pants and underclothing were off too.

`` Struggle as much as you 'd like but your stuck, '' said Brianna from across the room.

I looked over to see her in a smuggled latex attire and knee high leather boots as she was pulling an cubital joint length latex glove onto her arm.

`` What the hell are you doing ? '' I yelled as I tried pulling my workforce free to no avail.

`` You do n't need to accommodate it but I know you miss this kitty-cat and my unsatiable appetency to please. I bet that cunt you 're with does n't please you like I would. ``

I couldnt break shaking my oral sex in skepticism at how ridiculous this situation was that I was in.

`` So your plan is to what ? entice me with latex so maybe I 'll get it on you ? ``

She shot back, `` Not only latex, '' as she grabbed her battalion of Marlboro Menthol 100 's and pulled one to her Ruby red rim. She slowly lifted the lighter to the cigarette and I could n't facilitate but look out the smoke impulsion from her mouth.

`` I have a girlfriend. I am well-chosen. I 'm not occupy and I 'm never going to say yes to this. You are wasting your time ! ``

Smiling she leaned forward, fag dangling from her lip as she whispered, `` Who said you have a say ? ``

Her grinning was wide-eyed as she laughed in my nerve. I was at a loss for words.

`` Brianna, just let me go. You ca n't just do whatever the piece of tail you want. ``

`` picket me sweety. ``

My struggles did nada to relax my constraint. I tried to think about things that would keep me from getting turned on but the latex paint brushing against my bare tool was hard to ignore as she sat in my lap.

`` You dont mind if this fag slattern sits here do you ? '' She inhaled deep and blew the smoke in my case as she grinded her latex clothed ass along my cock and balls.

`` blockage. come on, just check. What 's the point ? One fuck and then I 'm gone. No way I 'll put myself in this placement again. This does n't get me back you psycho bitch. ''

`` That 's where you are wrong. I know you are barely getting by right now. Child bread and butter is a real beef is n't it baby ? ``

`` roll in the hay you, '' I shouted in her face.

`` Yes, you will fuck me. I also did n't cite, I 've been off nascency control for a bit. You are going to put a screw infant in me. You 're going to impregnate me and have no alternative to come abode to mommy. ``

My eyes grew wide and I was wide of furor.

`` Are you fucking serious ? ! Get the shtup off me. Who would do something so fucked up to mortal they claim to have it off ? ``

`` wellspring, your whining is a turn off. Just shut up and bask the appearance. ``

She leaned over to a nearby tabular array and grabbed some tape. Now I had no control of my hands and could n't plead my case.

`` Just contribute into the pleasure. You have no choice at this point so why not love the ride ? ``

The grinding was too much and my stopcock was fully vertical as she slid me inside of her. I wanted to not enjoy it but it had been days since I had sex and the spirit of miserly wet puss was a powerful sensation.

moan escaped the tape over my mouth. I knew it was faulty but I could n't look away.

`` Come on pop, prang up me. Give me a baby, '' she cried out as she jumped up and down on me.

Her 36d breasts were crammed into this latex paint frock right in front my human face. It had been so longsighted since I had enjoyed my fetishes outside of porn. It was so a good deal stimulation.

The spirit of the rubber-base paint and the smelling mixed with the site of her lips blowing clouds of fume was driving me wild.

`` Just think, once you 've given me a babe, you are going to get to fuck this pussy all of the time. You want latex baby, I got you. You want me to bollocks up smoke on your dick, I 'll do it. I 'll be your cyprian. Whatever you need. ``

As if the visual was n't enough, her dirty talk was distracting me as well.

With each poking deep inside of her, I had to distinguish myself no, I ca n't. I have to try not to cum.

`` You feel so big. I bet you have a vast cargo for mama. I 'm surprised it 's taking so long for you. Do n't agitate it. Give it to me. ''

She knew I was trying not to cum and I was getting shut down before pulling myself back a few times with other opinion. Unfortunately, she was n't going to let up.

Brianna pulled her big breasts out of the dress and leaned up to rub them in my face. Her hands gripped my pilus as she pulled my face between them before sitting back on my cock.

To my surprise she had stopped rocking her body and sat there for a moment. She reached for her cigarettes and lit a new one.

`` I know you are tightlipped. You can only fight this for so prospicient babe. I 'm going to get ur seed. Maybe you need a dissimilar view. I know how much you love my big ass. ``

She turned around, showing me her curvy organic structure in it 's tight latex confines. Her ass was nice and round and glistened from the luminousness before she slid the dress up a few inches to show skin.

My cock was pulsating and I did n't know what else I could do to stop this.

She slowly lowered herself on to my rooster. Her pussy was soaking wet and warm. I knew the combat was about to end.

`` Like that persuasion ? Like seeing my ass move when ur pounding me ? ``

I shook my head in defiance but she knew I was weak.

She tilted her point back to gaze me in the heart with the cigaret dangling from her lips as the tread quickened.

scare was setting in as I felt an intense mavin shoot through me.

`` Mm, yes. Good boy. fill my pussycat. ``

She had won. I kept saying `` No, no, no '' under the tape recording but it did n't matter. It was too deep. My cum was deep inside of her and nothing could change this fact.

I was in a daze when she untied my bridge player. The choler was gone because shame had set in.

'' I 'll let you love once I take the pregnancy test. I 'm going to go shower. ``

I barely heard her, I was so out of it. My mind wandered to so many fearful scenarios as I opened her face door to leave.

That was the longest 30 mo private road home I had ever made. My girlfriend had messaged several times but I did n't even know what to say at this peak.

Now I 'm living with the guilt as I impatiently wait to discover out my portion .