I forgot to put incest as one of the report, so re-posting ! My bad !

So um little warning, this part of my uh story ? I dead reckoning tale is right Logos, um is a petty darker. Sorry but it's truthful, not too dark just, I was going through many emotions the day after.

I awoke the morning after feeling like I had slept for Clarence Day. At first the Night before with my mother felt like a dream, that was until I vastly became mindful of my nakedness. I grinded my tooth as I do when I am trying to hide how uneasy I am, so I guess I was trying to cover it from myself ? After though my initial awe of what happened passed, I realized I heard the shower on, quickly I rolled onto my back, opinion with my hand the edges of the bed.

My female parent had already slipped out of the bed. I sat up, blanket falling down and my knocker just out and exposed. I remember looking down at them and blushing, scratching the side of my face, but the embarrassment quickly became overwhelming as I looked around for my shirt. It wasn't in the room so I just fell back into the bed, curling up this sentence and making sure I was wrapped from pes to make out. I pretty much just laid there silently looking at my hand, caressing my finger's breadth with my thumb, lol like as if I was trying to build sure enough I was real or something…

The noise of the take to the woods water had long stopped, I had to start to wonder what was taking my mom so long, but didn't honestly put too a great deal thought into it, just paused every now and then to listen. Oh right ! You should roll in the hay she has her own bathroom connected to her sleeping accommodation, so ya lol. So ya I just sorta laid there until the strait of the john doorway opening made me jump. I got up with a smile on my face…but sadly it was quickly gone and I was holding back bout once again as I saw my mom fixing her sleeves for employment. .

You know, now that I am a bit older, I'd like to suppose a tad wiser : P hehe. I realize now that one of the major things that change as you grow up, is you are truly learn the object lesson that life simply goes on. It isn't that the night before wasn't as important to her as it was to me, simply that I was younger and had yet learn that fact, I was a kid and something John Roy Major had happened to me, so in the typical fry response, I had expected the entire earth to cease and feel as if it had changed also. So ya unaware of that lifespan lesson, I was insanely hurt by the fact that she was going to figure out so easily.

Hurt and pissed, I looked at her with the most annoyed side I could stimulate. Eyes squinted gruelling and mouth closed harshly. Once my mom noticed my blaze at her, she huffed and her script hit the face of her thighs. ( that was her, what's up ? What's wrong gesture that I had became very use to ). And you should know I hated that, she knew I hated that, it's like kinda rude in my eyes ? Just say the words. Well I like breathed out through my nose pissed that she did that, but instead of her usual response of going"Oh what is it ?"Instead this clock time she gently asked."Kim, baby, what's amiss ?"I sharply looked back at her, and simply said nada !

My mom, I guess trying to be patient, sat at the bound of the bed, and said the very LITERALLY the utter thing I thought she should of said."Honey, do you want me to stay home ? We can utter about, well, anything you want."Heh…she said the watchword, she even looked like she truly meant it, so even till today, I ask myself, why didn't I just accept her pass ? Why did I have to be a squawk. *sigh* So ya instead of saying, yes please ! I need you to persist ! No instead of I just got out of bed, keeping the blanket tightly held to my thorax, responding to her without even looking at her."No I'm fine, go to work."Was all I had to say. Oh little funny position distinction haha was actually heavy shuffling with my groundwork over the blanket ( im not marvellous LOL ! )

I guess trying to be a good mom, she cut me off at the door*sigh* It's like, you know when you are just so angry, but you want to like…you want to just terminate being mad you want to just say"hey I'm sorry."But you don't….well that was this case. She cut me off asking me, pleading with me to delight speak to her. But being the stubborn brat that I was AND YES I ADMIT IT I WAS…key Son is was…anyways ! I just told her in a very low but rear pure tone"Please just let me go to my room, I want to be left alone, okay ? !"
My mom simply put her headway down, I remember this action very well cuz, well…cuz I just wanted to grab her and…yes snog her. But as you may state, this day was just becoming a pattern of matter I wish I did differently cuz well, I just nodded for her to open the door, and left as she did.

Now in my room, I dropped the cover, crying quietly to myself, but my hand shook it's self into a clenched fist as I grabbed my hair's-breadth, I hated myself in that moment, but I wasn't sure enough what I hated myself for, the sex, or giving her the cold shoulder after. I know sex is never what we want it to be our first times, but my problem wasn't this, it was the opposite word damn it. I was angry that, she was arrant she wasn't this monster I partly wanted her to be, she was gentle and loving the integral time, and it was amazing, dare I say perfect for me ? But It was with my mother and I was upset, disturbed how much I had enjoyed myself.

Well feeling really weird just being naked, I had decided to find some clothes. I walked to my closet, but stopped as I heard the figurehead door undecided and close…I remembering just, I dunno, snickering ? in dashing hopes that she actually left, and just shrugging it off, telling myself…fuck her.

So ya, feeling too many emotions to make out with, I decided to …well ask a shower to relax/erm…clean up ya…So ya..there I was in the exhibitor, hands against the wall, eyes closed and me just trying to relax, trying to just consecrate on the hot pee running down my soundbox, I had it so hot my skin was turning pinko lol. Sadly, the magic of a courteous hot shower bath, did not work this time as I, well began once again playing back the events of lastly nighttime, though this time was different, my mom drifted not to what she had done to me, but to her body, how ….how awful she looked, and I found myself starting to become very sour on.

I remember my hired hand, drifting down my chest and cupping my left knocker. I massaged myself gently, blushing, pretending it was my mom's hand on me. For a minute I think I just stood there massaging my knocker, rubbing my venter with my other mitt, avoiding actually touching my kitty. Then, heh it's Weird where our mind go sometimes…or well mine at least, I thought of my father…I thought of my brothers and I began to think of what they would think…then of how my friends would judge me, what they would say of me if they knew and I just 100 % immediately stopped…no longer did I even have the DOE to fight the knots in my belly or even cry, so instead I simply sat down in the shower, slouching myself up against the box, just sitting there for not sure how long, but felt like 15 min+.

I guess just simply the heat had became too lots, or just sitting on the hard shower flooring for so long my bum was going numb : P So I had decided to finally get out, I poured somebody race on my hands and just gave myself a quick cleaning, you know, shampoo ect ect hehe.

So ya this is sorta when I lost it…lol. When I exited the shower, I didn't even grab a towel, I just felt kinda like a zombi, drained…mentally exhausted. Then…I don't know…I looked at the mirror which now was ace foggy, I leaned over jumping from the coldness I felt as my skin touched the bound of the swallow hole. I wiped away as lots as I could ( im short ! ) and ya I mean I just stepped back and looked at myself.

I was just, I was confused. I looked at myself thinking, what, I mean what could she possible see me in me that was so great ? I examined myself from head to waist. I thought, my centre are kind of pretty…maybe she liked them ? Then I looked at my breast, I…I never really looked at them like this before I always thought they where kinda dainty, I developed early, but…never really saw them as physical object of desire before. I looked at them, remembering like, like how a lot my mom just seemed to…erm enjoy them. I…just, I became quickly embarrassed tbh, and even felt a little stupid, trying to opine of what my own mother found outdo about me…haha*sigh*

Well…needless to say embarrassment quickly turned into dishonour *Sigh* and Shame quickly became angriness. I was angry…angry at myself but wanting to put all the blame on her…I foolishly did and I just became filled with fury, so much craze it was like I woke up, my body just got all this energy and angriness and I just I didn't know where to place it like I needed to physically put it somewhere and I just looked at myself and I just was thinking how, like god how could I allow this happen, how could she do this to me, how just how. It just all built up too fast till finally I just grabbed the hand scoop pump, fully prepared to throw at the mirror.

So…there I was looking at myself, my hand up in throwing movement, but I just I guess I stopped cuz I haha thought of how mad my mom would be, how it would be money to furbish up it, and well it sounds speechless but I liked the mirror so that factored into it too. But…but then I erm…I thought again how often my mom use to get upset when my pal broke stuff when he got angry and how annoyed she gets even when we break material on chance event and I …I just SCREAMED I mean value I JUST SCREAMED and threw it with all my might at the mirror breaking the soap bottle thingy ( it was a nice like looking glass thingy my lofty ma bought me ) And it just broke and the mirror had 2 elephantine snap with a comparable Brobdingnagian cut where I threw it.

I stood there, looking at my handy work, and just I was just still so mad that I just grabbed my hair as squiffy as I could and pulled it back, still screaming, falling to my human knee and once again, crying but this meter just full blown weeping, shivering and all…It got so bad that I started to hic up and almost threw up. I even found myself over the toilet, but I didn't.

So, ya… that happened lol. But after I calmed down finally, I got up and got dressed ( slipped over a hanker black HBK jersey, and a pair of pink panties ) To hell with matching ! I didn't care ... My head was killing me and I was super freakin hungry…but didn't feel exactly like cooking…lol. So I called my darling pizza pie station ! Deep sweetheart sausage paddy with additional cheese..mmmmm : P Well while I was waiting…I was just like sorta bored and trying not to think of last night, so I decided to rip a movie on demand ( Iron man in showcase any of you care. ) Oh ya, not, that it's crucial but I am a pretty big D/C fan ! Im a hardcore mirthful girl…so let's all hope man of brand sway ! Cuz I am tired of Marvel wtfpwnig the comic book movie universe ! I mean…ya batman is nerveless but really heathland book of account's joker made that trilogy special, the first one was ok, tierce one goodness, only the shadow knight was a master piece.

Anyways…lol sorry now that that is out of my system…I will continue hehe…oh ya young jurist rules ! Ok ok I'm done : P So there I was watching Iron man, till finally I heard the threshold knocking. I quickly jumped up thinking THANK GOD ! Lol…but to my dismay…lol consternation look at me being all fantasy, anyways to my dismay ! It wasn't the pizza guy…

It's like of all the people in the man I really didn't want to see ( other than my mom, or maybe I did want to see her who knows, surely not me ) My dad…was at the door UGH. Ya…needless to say I was just taken back, I immediately was like…DAD ? ! I think if I recall correctly, my vox even crackled lol. Ya, so like I just..haha I stood there blocking him from entering till finally he knocked me back to reality. He was like"Uh…Move ?"lol ya…that's my dad for ya : P As he walked in he took a warm look around. Becoming oddly anxious as if somehow he had physic ability and knew what had happened here shoemaker's last night, I questioned him as to why he was here.

wellspring he saw my gasp on the floor, I watched him just stare at them. I just…my heart began to airstream like a thousand prison term faster than it should, I just all I could do from panicking was I just stabbed my interior bridge player with my nails telling myself SHUT UP in my head saying it's not like it's not convention to just cause my pants laying around he has no estimation your being an idiot ! Then, it was like as if god was just messing with me, to make things bad my dad picked up my jeans, squeezing them feeling them. I was like"What are you doing ?"Then..my body just lol, just let out a big sigh of relievo as he went in my air hole and grabbed out my telephone set, his look giving me that…tisk tisk expression hehe. He saw how like…panicy I was or how just settle down I had become all of a sudden not sure, but he is not one to let something go. Soooo my dad being who he is quickly began to grill me asking me."What's amiss ? Scared I was gon na find something else in your pants, and also hold open your damn earphone charged Kimberly ! ( he calls me full moon figure when he is lecturing. )

Apparently he was interest all day because utmost he heard I was going by Ruben's…and he had tried to anticipate me to check up, but I guess I just let my sound die out and then he had been unable to get hold of my mom. ( I found out years later that she actually felt too ill at ease to speak to him that day.

I told him no to his questions, but he was suspicious so he had begun to flip through my pants pockets, which quite frankly pissed me off and I was already moody that day. So well haha honestly I just raged. I was like DAD STOP WTH. He just…typically laughed off my reaction telling me to tranquillize down, which just made it so much worse so I walked up to him and snatched my pants, telling him not relate my things. He then went. HEY ! You know in that way Father do implying showing them deference, but I just rolled my heart and said, dad Ruben dumped me, I am not in the mood.

You should know my dad has never been wonderful with the drama billet so his reaction haha was like"Ah roll in the hay you okay ?"lol. So ya I just was like"I'm fine."But honestly I just wanted him to leave, nothing against him I just wanted to be left alone ya have a go at it ? And also well like Ruben literally meant nothing to me haha being dumped really was soooo minor to me now. Well anyways, he wasn't seeming to get the picture that I wanted to be left alone as he sat down on the couch. But quickly after he sat down, the pizza guy finally knocked.

My dad asked who that was. I told him I had ordered pizza, he haha said"Oh nice, from genoz ?"I was like…yes…how we like it. I gave a faint grin as he got up to go pay for it, but honestly I just was thinking…o god he isn't gon na go lol. So ya…my dad paid, placed the pizza on the table, opening it and taking a big sniff as if he had never smelled it before haha. I was like…"Dad I ordered that for myself !"And he looked at me and said"A bombastic pizza for yourself ? Also I paid !"I was like…well it's not like I asked you too I was going to…You just sorta got to the door first, besides ! I was gon na eat it over the row of 2 or 3 daylight ! My dad though just went"Bah I'll get ya another one if you want it so bad in 3 days."I …ugh panicking I just…honestly I just figured I'd play the truth card ( half truth ).

I simply just, half whispered to my dad, telling him that I love him and thanks for checking on me, but I really just need to be alone right now. I was hoping for a round-eyed okay, maybe he takes a small-arm or two of pizza with him lol, but nope, nothing is ever that simpleton. He just grabbed a piece and sat down, pointing across from him, asking me to take a tail. I think I just like sighed and like made that motor sound with my sass haha.

So I did as he asked and sat down, but I just crossed my subdivision as I sat down, giving him a pretty undeservingly cold"What ?"He just well went on to order me he was worried about me, he was worried about how I have been acting lately. He told me that he gets everyone has to go through a jolty patch where they need to act out, but he specifically told me he was very unpleased in how I had been treating my mother…haha you could only imagine how just, tight my head got as I tried not to burst out in anger, and at Same time had to set about fighting back the tears that was forming. It was like he just couldn't of said anything worse as he had told me how he talked to my mom. And how she told him I just needed time I I JUST I JUST WANTED HIM TO SHUT UP. He was praising her like she was the best freakin mother ever. He was telling me how she told him to be patient that it's a stage it will extend. He was telling me how a great deal my mother loves me and how she would do anything for me….heh all I could think was he should know what she has fucking done TO me.

Anyways, I guess he misinterpret my binge, but then again, what sane father would see his daughter in tears and go, oh hey you must be stressed over the sex with your female parent LOL ! So ya, misreading em, my dad just was all like, I am not saying this material to score you feel bad, I just want you to know your mother loves you, I love you blah fustian rant. It's like thanks but…you just don't know.

well needless to say lol tbh, my reaction as ummm less then positive as I just told him to delight stop, that he has no estimation what I am going through. My words where form, but my smell was totally, hey piss off lol. Well you know how kids and parents are, we never think they understand, but they usually do, though in this case I truly don't think he did. Though it did not stop him from giving me the old"Kim, listen I have been befuddle stuff in my life."He even gave me the you think your ma and I breaking up was tardily on me speech - -. Honestly though the oddest thing happen, I was watching my dad talking to me, being you know…a father…a parent and I just, well I melted as dumb as that may sound, I just melted and completely instantly relaxed.

I just ha, I almost laughed but I just smiled and said thanks dad. He haha my dad is a pretty funny guy : P So my dad was just like"No prob…so we good ? Did I fix ya ?"I just glared at him and was like um I wasn't broke and you were doing dandy till then you jerk. So lol anyways after that it was pretty normal we talked about how big of a jerk Ruben is ( I lied a piddling ) And we both knew it was me who was the kick but it was really relaxing bashing the guy who dumped me with my dad haha. Oh also I am a horrible baby : P BUT HE IS A BAD Dad cuz we both had a in force jest at my brother who apparently had got mugged ? I think mugged, what is it called when you fall asleep in the and somebody takes your knapsack lol.
So ya the rest of the day more or less was easy, we restarted the movie, I got a mini lecture of how I only ate 1 piece of pizza pie and how wasteful it was to order a expectant haha, you know just normal stuff..and god was it what I needed just some rule clock time with a parent. I think about half way through the terminal fight shot of atomic number 26 man I just fell asleep, cuddle up against my dad, smiling and just not even thinking about her or the night before.

So, I guess despite having a well night of good sopor, I think I was just emotionally drained. I slept for a few hours apparently and my dad had seem to light asleep as well holding me hehe. Everything was just, a close to perfect as it could hold been considering. But then…she came family. I was woken up by the door completion, and my mom going"Henry Martyn Robert ? ? ?"My mom ha just seemed so discombobulate that my dad was over. I remember her cracking her neck ( which she sometimes does when she is caught off guard ).
My dad quickly jumped up, which kinda made me sad, I even….grabbed onto him trying to keep him for just a moment longer, I loved the feeling of his chest, his sense of smell, NOT IN A SEXUAL WAY AT ALL I never have ever had feelings for my founding father, just…I was that father tone, like I was safe with him and I just didn't want to him to go. Sadly though, my little attempt to hold onto him failed as he just laughed me off and got up, resting my paw back onto the couch.

There was a quick conversation between the two, my mom asking why he was there and my dad asking why she wasn't picking up her headphone. I am not sure if my mom lied or just occur to have a good reason, but the ground she gave was, she was in a get together with a client and had her phone muted. I remember my dad like, blowing out like his rim got big as he blew out and that's simply his typical"im tired im out guys."tell. He even stretched, yawning, looking at me. It took everything in me to not cry, it literally took my unadulterated effort to just, not cry.

He asked if I felt better, if I was alright now. Heh it's weird. I remember feeling like, trapped like plz don't leave me alone with her ! But there was nothing keeping me there ? There was aught stopping me but myself from leaving, from not being alone with her, simply me, weird huh ? Too feel trapped but only to be trapped by yourself lol.

My mom walked my dad out the door, I think they talked for a minute or two, not sure what about but I didn't feel like waiting for my mom to come in and say or do something, so I simply got up off the couch and glided half dazed to my room, locking the room access and just falling on my bed, and rolling up into the center. I laid there, just waiting for her, finally I heard her walking down the vestibule, stopping in front of my door. There wasn't even a irregular of secrecy, the second she reached my room access she immediately knocked, turning the handle, unsuccessfully trying to embark my room.

I didn't say a employment I just sat up and looked at the door, my heart began to find as if it was sinking down into my venter. I was expecting her to say unfold the door, or something, ask how I was ? Ask to peach, I don't know, all I know is she did none of those. Instead she merely asked if I needed anything. I told her I just wanted to be left alone right now. And with a simple alright, I heard her pass away.

So I pretty much laid there for just awhile, not sure how foresightful wasn't even sure what prison term it was I am guessing pass 6, considering my mom gets home around 5:30-6 usually. Anyways I got up, bored ? But unwilling to go away my room, so I went to my shelves and finally gave in haha. My friend Amy had been trying to get me to view Buffy the lamia slayer for like EVER, so I figured what the inferno I grabbed the season 1 and figured I will finally give it a shot, she did buy me all 7 time of year after all lol…sorta lame b-day gift when you wanted so many other things, but oh well lol.

Okay I got to say, did not fall into place with me at all the only reason I even got through 4 instalment was because I had NOTHING ELSE TO DO…you know alone…cuz see, I didn't just not need to leave my room, I really did need to be left alone at that second. So I just so you all know, it wasn't for like another year+ Did I finally watch all of Buffy haha. So it was like 11 and I was annoyingly blanket awake, it was a Sabbatum Nox too so all my Quaker that didn't hate me lol where asking me to go out with them. And a few clock time I will hold I almost just called one or two and told em to come come across up with me but I just never got to it cuz, well…well I had started to question what my mom was doing heh.

I hadn't heard from her and I wonder if she had gone to log Z's. But as I wondered if she was sleeping my mind started to cogitate of many former things. What was she thinking all day ? Was she really just O.K. with everything ? I thought to myself it makes sense I mean she had wanted this longer then I right ? And well I still wasn't sure if I wanted it even after it had happened. As I walked back and forth in my room, I started to sustain an impulse to go talking to her, to just speak to her but had no estimate about what. And foolishly I walked back and forth in my elbow room thinking how to talk to her, do I go hey mom, how was your day ? Or do I just gah I don't even know I actually thought that I just it was stressful wanting, needing to do something and having no idea why, or even exactly what you wanted.

Finally I gave up and told my protagonist I was going to sleep for the Nox I wasn't feeling sound which was a lie cuz I was just I had slept a lot that day so I was simply just too wake up, despite really wanting null more than to just close my eyes and slumber. Eventually, it wasn't even the motive that had me to see my mom tbh lol it was simply boredom, I was bored out of my mind and aught seemed to be able to celebrate my interest, so I finally left my elbow room, and slowly very slowly, taking each gradation to make certainly I was prepare for…w/e…and well …heh It was that walk to my way that, my eubstance had begun to tingle.

I was taking my clip and getting nautical mile in my stomach, wondering now that if I came to her room at night, would she get the wrong mind ? Would she think I wanted a repeat of last night ? And then as I was outside her doorway, It was as if that walk from way to elbow room was sufficiency to just go back and forth 100000000 meter on what I wanted, and now that I was in strawman of her threshold, I was no closer to knowing. All I knew was my organic structure was tingling, my breast were…feeling ticklish ? Haha like little digit were crawling all over them and my stomach was all in burl. I ten asked myself in my head, had I come here for something ? Am I that messed up in the point that I was bored so I went to my mom to…um what ? Entertain me ? *sigh*

I had decided that I was already there and I was going to at least just, talk to her, but honestly I was so nervous that my shoulder were shaking and I literally no prank was so anxious also that I debated on if I should just walk in or knock for like 3 minutes. I went with the trivial but quick rap on the door ( you know the gaudy ones you make that are short but degraded and when you want to heat someone up or get them out of the lavatory like ASAP ) : P.

About like half a 2d went by without a reply lol, so I gave it another quick rap. Then I heard my mom going"Hold on ! 1 second gear !"My hands clutched give and closed when I heard her voice, I was nervous, but I think, I don't know maybe it's just how I feel today, but I think I might have been a little aroused. Anyways ! The room access opened and my mom was wearing only a robe, that she had tightly closed. She was clearly asleep as she was rubbing her eyes, yawning a little. I remember looking at her and smiling a little, she was…so cute. I stood lol oddly quiet, not sure as shooting why but I just wanted her to greet me or something, I just didn't want to ask to get along in, I just didn't. After she gathered herself a little, she looked at me and with a grin asked me what's up haha…I just, awkwardly responded, telling her I couldn't eternal sleep, gulping hard and scratching my head, annoyingly aware of what I was doing and screaming at myself to stop being like such a freakin idiot lol.

Well, as I raged at myself in my head, my mom finally gave me the greeting I wanted lol. She just asked, so gently and welcoming, almost like she sounded younger if that makes sense."Kim, want to come in ?"I just nodded a little and said sure. So I came in…and haha god I was so cripple back then, I sorta just stood in the room looking around as if I never been in it ... haha…Ya…lol. My mom made me jumpstart so much when she put her hands gently but VERY unexpectedly on my articulatio humeri, massaging them for probably half a sec, cuz when I jumped I must of startled her because she quickly let go and apologized.

I lol was like, sorry ! Back to her sorry ? Haha I know odd but w/e…So like was maybe 2-5 mo of just inept quiet before my mom just sat on the bed and placed her hands on her laps, gave me a very well what felt like a very sincere motherly grin and asked me what's up. I sorta just walked around the bed looking at it, thinking how odd it was that that is where it happened, while I just wondered how it must of looked from this point of purview. I had heard her, but I had yet to respond so my mom just again asked me What's up but this time adding a"Are you okay sweetie ?"

My gaze quickly shifted from the bed back to her, I just I didn't know what to say so I nodded my forefront no…I nodded my no in response to"What do you require"only effect is…she didn't ask that haha. So I guess there was a little mess up in communications, it's like I knew what she said I just was having progeny forming password, and she just looked at me very fear and asked me what was improper. I finally stopped, and with a hard gulp that made my ears popped a little, I said I was exquisitely. My mom asked if I was sure, and I went back to nodding as a response.

feeling weak in the knees, I sat on the edge of the bed opposite of my mom, but for some understanding I felt really really like fluttered and I stood back up, apologizing and asking if it was alright for me to sit down. My mom just haha she laughed at me = ( Not like a crazy mean value HAHAHA changeling FAIL laugh just a niggling chuckle, giggle ? She laughed and I just sighed feeling stupid, I guess causing her to put her hand over her mouth in a very VERY bad effort in trying to stop herself from laughing.

Okay so this is probably where you are gon na think im a add together child/brat but I was thinking of the day I had…the mirror..I broke and how mad I had been earlier, now I didn't feel furious at all in that import but I stupidly wanted to…So I tried to come up up some choler and I snapped at her laughing and shouted"It's not funny ! God what is wrong with you !"…My mom immediately then stopped laughing, and she just sighed her pass tilted and her eyes wary. She just took a deep breath and said"Baby please, let's not fight, let's just talk okay ? How was your day ?"She asked…

I dunno, maybe I was spent, I had let out all my anger, but when she asked I tried to act upset, I tried to frown my brows and be pissed, but honestly I just the language that came out came out filled with tear as I told her about the mirror I broke…I think I told you originally how my mom is about breaking stuff and nonsense its really one of her buttons, like it hits a nerve. So I sorta cried expecting her to rage but she …haha clearly wanted to cuz she started getting worked up, her wind flare up open. But haha she let out a long whistle puff ? Not sure enough what to call it lol. I apologized, I said that I would pay for it ( not sure how lol ). She just looked at me though and just said its fine. But after I guess it was really annoying her cuz she got up and I was like"Wait it's really bad I haven't cleaned it yet"( no idea what I would of done tom ake it look better ) I was just talking out of panic. But she got up and just walked out, I quickly followed to my bathroom where she entered first, I stood at the door as she was in the middle of the way, hands on her hip joint as she looked at the mirror and the shattered glass hand ticker thingy all over the sink.

"I'm meritless"I said again. She, straighten out as day trying very hard to encumber herself, asked why. I…I told her I didn't know. And I started to cry again and this sentence bad I just slouched my side against the threshold and slid down the door and asked"Mom I am so fucked up what do I do ?"I guess thinking about it, it's probably messed up to ask the somebody who is sorta the problem, but I just wanted my mummy. *sigh*My mom I remember hand shook hysterically at the mirror, telling me not to even worry about that, that its nothing, she quickly was on the base with me, her hands again on my shoulders, rubbing them, trying to relax me as she said"Kimmy listen to me, there is goose egg wrong with you, I just, I am stupid OK ? I put too a good deal on you baby, this is me not you, alright ?"

I heard her words, and I could severalize she think it, but I just sway my header no, cuz despite how sincere she was, I knew the truth. I reaction licking my dentition and biting my tongue, shaking my head in discrepancy boulder clay finally the dustup just came pouring out."I made you mom, it's me, I…I made you, I made you"And then I just became a broken record book repeating those speech, until my own shame became too gravid and I covered my face with my hands, and just wept into them hardcore.

My mom now was rubbing the side's of my shoulder furiously, telling me to please halt, to please listen to her. I heard her but I just wanted to just explode in that moment, I just wanted to curl up in a formal and became small, I felt torn and I just kept on battle cry, heaving now extremely bad into my hands. I just kept on boulder clay my mom said something that just shocked me out of it. She said"Kimberly ! Listen to me I wanted last dark to come about, I played as if you were forcing me so you felt in control, but the truth is."Then she paused and her manpower went on mine, pulling my hands away from my grimace. I was shaking still from crying so laborious, but I looked directly into her now dolorous cheek, tears running down each incline. She then said it again"Listen to me"She asked if I was and I weakly nodded up and down."Listen to me, I wanted to be with you I was selfish, I was wrong, you want to be mad baby, be mad at me I am a monstrosity. When I heard you broke up with Ruben, honest to god I was just hoping in my fucked up psyche, that you'd run into my arms."

I searched her eyes to see if she meant it, or was just saying what I needed to find out, but as I saw her optic squint in….in disgrace ? I saw she meant it, she had got what she wanted. She continued though."I am so sorry, I truly just want you happy more than anything, but Kim I am in love with you."And that was it…I have heard her tell me over calendar month now that she had fallen in love with the person I have grown into, but it's different, people can say the words a 100 unlike ways, but nothing is like hearing someone say they are IN dearest WITH YOU, just 4 words simple as that, yet far more, revealing than any early words. I mean it, for anyone who disagrees well fine, but if she had said Kim I am in love with my daughter, or kim I am in making love with who you have become or anything else, I wouldn't of done what I did succeeding. I placed my work force on the side of meat of her face and kissed her. I was caught up in the kiss, her lips on mine again, still at this point in time it felt so unseasonable but so good. I now miss that tactile sensation as I have grown use to my female parent's back talk on mine.

Sadly the feeling did not ride out as anger, actually did shape again in me, I broke the kiss remembering, playing back what she had just told me. I was savage at the thought and I asked straight out, almost yelling it"Are you just using me now ? Hoping I just give you what you want again cuz you state me you loved me ?"My mom put her helping hand on my knees and shook her chief no and told me."I never used you Kim and I never will I swear to god I won't, but I won't lie to you about anything like this. I love you and I don't think I ever will kibosh being in dear with you. okay ? But that said. I am your mother and I will protect you from anything even myself, and if you want this to end it will end. I just won't lie to you and make that I am not aspirer that you may turn back my love."

I sat there, taking in every Scripture but honestly just blushed, my mom was telling me she was in love with me over and over and she was telling me she wanted me. I liked the piece where she said she was still my mother, but I just…I could really only think about the piece where she said she loved me, the percentage of returning her love. So I just sat there thought process, my mom patiently staying silent just rubbing my knees gently, not rushing me at all, it was nice.

Heh to be reliable I knew my answer to the question she hadn't technically asked, the second she was done speaking, I knew I was going to kiss her and I knew I wanted to be with her again, but I stood there, scared, trying to recover a way to be strong and resist, but I was weak lol and thank god for it. Finally I looked at her and…in my cute sorta kiddy voice I asked her if maybe we can um….go back to her way. My mom let out a small chuckle and winked at me saying of course.

So ya…lol we went to her elbow room and as we entered I lol figured better use this a slight to my advantage and was like"So you aren't mad about the mirror right ?"She…haha okay honestly I swear I am not an imbecile but her reaction still so caught me off sentry go. She just went"Na you will fix up for it."And she winked at me and….undid her robe, letting it just fall open………I I just felt so stupid I was like"Mom..that isn't fishy don't say that."My mom just curled her lips and nodded, walking to me and putting her branch on my shoulder joint, her deal resting well pass my head as she just said"Ok, im sorry"ina very none life-threatening tone, and she even immediately after leaned in and kissed me. This kiss I think, was our maiden kiss where I actually was moaning quite a bit, I wasn't so anxious this meter but still was plenty, but I was enjoying myself much more, really kissing her cover with everything I had….I even for maiden clip was bold a lilliputian and put both my helping hand on her waist ...

She was the one to break the kiss as she took a step back, slipping her gown off and letting it fall to the floor. I just stood there looking at her, almost biting my lip but it was as if I lost control of my consistency and my lip wouldn't move correctly haha. She then said"How about we give old Shawn a break."( okay for you masses who don't know HBK=Shawn Michaels the clotheshorse on my t-shirt ). So ya my mom came to me and I think she was gon na assist me take my shirt off but I just nodded my head teacher and said"ok"and quickly slipped it off…I intend she was gon na help me cuz she went"oh"and let out a footling giggle like..okay then that works kind of laughter.

My mom then smiled and just reached over and gave my pap a quick touch *sigh* haha. I twitched and she just lifted her promontory forward for a sec saying"how about you get fully comfortable."I ..only took a second base to get what she meant as I grabbed my panties to bring em down, but she told me wait. Then she told me to"Take them off slow baby, please."So…remembering the nighttime before I, leaned forward and stuck my bum out, and began to slip them slowly but honestly I felt WAY TO EMBARASSED I just haha strip teasing my mom I so was not up for that yet, so I just went"Na I'm undecomposed"And just yanked back up straight and pulled em down fast, stepping out of them and just kicking em off to the storey.

My mom rolled her eye and told me I was no fun lol ! But what she did next made me feel so stupid she, leaned down and grabbed my step-in, she held em stretched out for me to see…She then brought it to her side and just inhaled them. Then after…o god haha I actually don't even want to type this part, she lowered them, keeping both of her heart sharply on mine as she bit down on the border of my step-in, pulling them with her teeth and letting them snap out of her mouth. I just..lol I felt so just GAH I just sat down for a sec before rolling to the center of the bed….taking the like bit as I did the Nox before. She laughed at me, making me find stupidly and for some rationality I covered my knocker, whining and asking her"WHAT ? !"My mom just started laughing actually kinda hard and it was upsetting me. But I felt so slow that I didn't even ramp I was just like"Mom please stop."

She could totally separate how I said it that she really was hurting my spirit but she seemed to have a gruelling time stopping she just said"Baby I'm sorry you just are too adorable, you just."Then she started laughing again…but I was like MOM ! And she was like"I am so sorry just ( while laughing ) I am just, you are just so cunning my infant girl, only you would just get into position like that."I…ugh I felt like my aspect was on fire I quickly jumped up and was like"I'm sorry I just…please point laughing ! I just thought you wanted to…do um what…what we did…sorry."And my mom just was like awww child you are TOO CUTE. And she crawled on the bed, finally thankfully stopped laughing more or less, she came up to me and gave me a quick candy kiss. Raising her hilltop though she than went, sorta of asking but not really."So you liked what I did in conclusion dark huh ?"

I just I had never felt more slow down in my life, I was just like"No I just, thought you wanted to do that…stuff again."I swear the second the words left my mouth I was like REALLY KIM ? REALLY ? ! She just snapped her digit and pointed at me going"riiight"Honestly I was just pass embarrassed so I was just like"Can we please just move on."My mom just smile, biting her lips and letting the her lip pop out as she said"Sure we can."She then…told me to go back lay down, get comfy she said…then teased me and said"strike your perspective !"I was like MOM ! She was like"O.K. okay, I'm done."So ya…I…as she put it…took the position and laid back at the center of the bed. So..I laid there now feeling kinda dumb after that unit ordeal…lol.

My mom…looked at me up and down, making me blush *sigh* She then stroked her chin and said"I changed my mind, rollover…"I was like …um…no ? lol. Then she…uhhh lol she placed her hand on my stomach and rubbed it over my tummy playfully telling me to come on and not be shy. . I just..I TOLD her FINE and I got up just to finish her from doing the hand thing on my breadbasket, she use to do that to me when I was little trying to get me to stop throwing a fit but …ya it was kinda creeping me out now tbh. So I got up and…I rolled over to my belly, feeling really off setting, I mean I of line laid my cheek flat and turned it, to expect at her but it just…I felt very just like I said off.

Anyways, so there I was, on my stomach and my mom just, lol did something VERY unexpected, she put her work force on each of my side of meat and pushed down semi hard on my backrest. I remember grunting but moaning I was like holy crap that feels fucking awesome ! She was care"See, just listen to your mother ! Relax okay ?"And I just placed my brass forward and nodded ( assuming she saw me ) Cuz she went up my binding and pushed again. I, even till today I love having her push on my back it feels great, I have tried to suffer others do it and I dunno maybe cuz I have only ever had guys do it other than her and it's usually they hurt, but it felt really good that dark having her do it. So haha she did that for about 5 min and she punched my spine also, rubbed it really in force, all total probably like 10 min hehe. And then she stopped.

After helping me relax hehe, my mom gave me a quick kiss on my cover, asking me if I felt a little better…I …I just honestly felt so much more loosen up but she gives such bang-up massages that I said, trying to be endearing but half life-threatening"5 more arcminute and I'll be great ! Please and ty !"She hates when I say plz and ty : P But I guess she really wanted me to just feel relaxed, cuz she said okay sweetheart and kissed my book binding again and rubbed my back some more, my neck and she finished by rubbing my chief, I WAS IN HEAVEN, honestly I never had anyone give me a massage before, and I had…been stressed lately and I guess she just knew what I needed heh…

Anyways we chatted also during it was actually …nice I am so happy she did that cuz it did completely relax me, and it just, I needed that not just the massage but the conversation, we talked about my friend Lisa, work, and my dad's crazy fixation with Genoz pizza. So…I guess after my mom was done, she got close to my ear and said, well asked …um"So ready to really make relaxed now babe ?"…God after the massage and stuff I dunno I just loved when she called me babe now : P

I just, I knew what she meant so I was a piddling hesitant, also I sorta just wanted her to keep back rubbing me : P but I just nodded yes. And I began to revolve over. But my mom stopped me going"No no Kimmy, just relax stay down."I just…I was like erm OK, kinda just assuming she was gon na rub me some more haha ! Maybe my leg ? I dunno all I know was I loved being spoiled like this !
Little pause for a moment, my mom totally must of wanted me for awhile cuz I remember thinking how the hell is this cleaning woman single, she is only 18 days older then I ( yep that's right 36 ) She highly above average, she is no mannikin but she looks 28 ish, and I just I don't get how the underworld someone else didn't snatch her up lol, I guess SHE IS PICKY.

Okay back to the beneficial parts : P sorry. So like I was laying there expecting some more back friction but instead she said…very um cute yet seductively."Do me a favor baby miss, delight lift your beautiful ass for me."Haha I …god I remember my reaction I just was 100 % like"WHAT ? ! NO ?"I even tried lfiting my head but she playfully pushed my headland back down and went"Come on, stop playing the shy card hun, just ask yourself this, O.K. ?"I just…whispered okay in response."Just ask yourself if you want mommy to have you cum really hard, if so then do I say !"I …lol I was like…ma…don't like talk like that. She then asked if I really didn't like when she does. I just shrugged and told her maybe I just need time to get use to it, I am just so use to hearing her talking a certain way it's looney to hear her talk like this now…to me.

So my mom…being the smartass she is, grabbed my cheeks and started massaging them going"Ok then."Her voice…changed like she was telling me to do my homework and she simply said"Kimberly Blank space ( no criminal offense don't want to get my middle and last gens ) Lift your ass right now young lady."I…haha I am not trusted if that is exactly what I had in creative thinker im 99.9 % sure it wasn't but I sorta liked it so I obeyed, besides she was already…um spreading my impertinence and stuff so that also kinda helped in the sense that it would stimulate been stupid to present off to her what she was already …playing with ?

So I did as she said, lifting my butt in the air, my genu sliding up the bed into the blanket. My mom placed her manpower on my shank, serve me in raising my fundament in presentation for her…*sigh* So ya…there I was, my coat of arms up and crossed, forehead resting on them with my knees up on the bed, my tooshie up in the air, breast only nipples touching barely the bed. She wasted no time…I just I didn't even get a import to be embarrassed of the pose I was in as she just got behind me and dove right hand in…

It caught me so off sentry go that I jumped a little yelping"wait wait hold on !"But she did not even slow down, she gliding her handwriting up and down my cheeks while she licked my pussy in up and down in circles…I, felt so much Thomas More naughty being in this position…I felt…degraded, and…more on display I suppose. Which may not make sense but it is what it is. I moaned and shivered and a part of me truly displeased the billet I was in but anytime I would try to protest, all that would escape my sassing was the word mom between the moans I could not help but release.

After about if I had to suppose 5 moment, I had my first orgasm of the night, but as my body tightened and my nous just exploded, my mom did not slow down at all, instead she rewarded my orgasm with a finger inside me…It was…too practically never had I had something truly inside me other then myself, and now my mother, it was my mother that was inside. I felt her digit wiggle around inside me and I felt violated, not …erm not bad just I felt like, like I was truly being touched, like a persona of me that wasn't supposed to be touched by her was just hers to do with as she pleased. It was crazy how practically my consistency my entire body just focused on this 1 little finger in me that seemed to hold in my entire trunk with every motility it did.

My mom now removing her mouth from my ass, she now adjusted herself to the side of meat of me…keeping her middle finger's breadth inside me, the rest of her hand squeezing my butt. With her other mitt she glidded over my back, calling me a dependable girl and how beautiful I was, but it was when she said"God I love you Kim."that just sent me over the edge, I came again, and this fourth dimension I could finger my body reduce its grip on her finger as if it didn't want to let it go I felt so……so..just silly to have something in me moving around so often I somehow wanted to hide my interior from it, but at the Sami time…I wanted more…so much more.

As she continued to just finger me…her finger rubbing me inside, with her unloosen manus she was now gently flicking at my nipple, she continued to do this, asking me how it felt, asking me if I loved it. I never gave her an answer…I just moaned and yelped as I came for the tertiary time, and with my tertiary orgasm she seemed to almost jump by how it felt back behind her, diving her font back in, and making…very very loud slurping stochasticity which just….made me feel so GAH it was like she was literally pushing how a good deal my psyche could call for as I nearly caused my lips to bleed I bit them so hard.

Finally and I mean finally after 3 Major orgasms and many piffling ones that followed after, she stopped, but only for briefest of bit as she placed her hands on my waist, and roughly and forcefully turned me over. My arm even hurt as it was stuck for a second base before I popped it out from half underneath me. I looked at her and she just had this grinning, this smiling like she….she was having the prison term of her life, I just…what could I do but smile back. My legs I kept full as I was so dog-tired, gasping for air. But she was not done with me yet. No…she now crawled over me, keeping herself hovering above me with her deal on the position of me, I shivered though as I looked at her white meat, and felt her thighs tinct my own.

My eyes were half shut as she kissed me, but they shot loose with surprise as I ..I tasted…I tasted me on her lips…and it was…different. My mom broke the kiss raising herself, smiling and telling me again that she loves me. I just…I think I cried a little, but my oculus also looked down as I saw and felt her hand find its way to my snatch again…inserting it's self back in, her quarter round rubbing my clitoris as her midsection finger twirled and thrust its way around and in me. My head jerked back as I had a wavelet of little orgasms shoot through my body…my mom leaned down ( sorta telling imo considering she was holding herself up with 1 arm pretty much did a 1 arm button up, well I mean she was one-half laying on me but not the point ! ) And she lowered herself taking my tit into her mouth…and that right there was my first o god moment, where I just came screaming the words oh god.

As I came my mom bit on my nipple and pushed on my clit, and her finger picked up much speed, and she just kept on and kept on forcing my trunk to rise. She took her mouth off my breast as my trunk rised, she just wouldn't kibosh her digit jabbing its ego in and out of me so fast and I just it was too a lot I was so sensitive all I was doing now was going"mom mom mom mom"I wanted to say mom sufficiency plz but only mom kept coming out as I just had the most knock-down by far orgasm ever and she just wouldn't I even started to push for her to get off me, but that only seemed to pee-pee her try to go faster though unsufferable I think. I started to wiggle now, the sense becoming unbearable I pleaded now"Mom plz hitch mom !"but instead of stopping she latched back to my breast, sucking and making popping auditory sensation as I wiggled out of her mouth uncontrollably. Finally and god do I intend finally she slowed down, I am guessing her helping hand got tired….lol. She didn't remove her fingerbreadth though…simply stopped leaving her finger resting in me and letting her torso just relax on top of me.

My breathing was so truehearted it was actually hurting a piffling haha. My hand where now on my mother's back, just feeling her rachis and holding her in..I think thankfulness ? I think it's normal to just be grateful when individual makes you feel like that. My mom's breast were smashed against me half on mine one-half below them, my mom looking up at me, swearing haha I guess she really gave it her all, and I just looked down at her and around the room thinking what the hell just happened that, beyond Son.

After just laying there for many minute, my extremely spiritualist soundbox jumped entirely as my mom finally removed her finger, pushing up and getting off me. I…I was hot and gummy it wasn't like the night before where I got a great coming this was…more and my trunk had felt like it just had been through a huge trial by ordeal ( I guess it was ). I was hot…really hot…like I felt like just spent and on fire. My mom sat up, and looked at me, giving me another wink and about to say something but I said"No mom great job."And she just laughed like a quick laugh and then made a very endearing boldness, her brows up as she said"Well thanks."I just…I…then asked if I may ask for 1 more matter. And..her response brought split to my eyes."Anything Kim, I'm yours."I…I asked her if maybe…if she didn't mind and restrain in mind I was still breathing quite hard so it took 10 secondment additional to get the intelligence out, but I was like mom…maybe even If you wake up first, you can stick around in bed public treasury I wake up please.

My mom looked at me, teardrop now formed in her heart and she said"Kim I am sorry about this morning…"She seemed like she was gon na go on but I just shook my head and said plz don't, just lets think about tonight, just promise me when I wake up you will be there. She tilted her headway down and said"I promise, I will never pass on you."She then got up and went and got a blanket again, I watched her for just a moment but then I just laid back with the gravid grin on my face, thinking how foolish I had been today for not be okay with this, for being so angry. My mom came back to bed with the mantle, and two pillows, she helped my capitulum up and placed 1 under me, and tossing the blanket over me. She then proceeded to steal under the cover and putting her arm around my stomach, kissing my cheek and saying she loved me, and finally before I closed for my eyes for the night, I said it back."I love you…Lesley."Although she gave me this really shocked aspect cuz I used her epithet and we both just laughed a little well more her I more just weakly giggled, I was exhausted : P. Anyways she held me and I asked for TV on and fell asleep to something and my mom holding me hehe.

So ya that's the um narrative of the day after, I truly hope you enjoyed and I would love feedback, this was much difficult to recall seeing as I had to try to remember a day specifically but I tried my hardest to do well.

Oh ya P.S. Since I had started sharing my mom and I relationship, I have been met with expected but I feel stupid anger and insults towards us. You know what to all you haters out there, I simply have this to say. I am not the smart or the Isaac Mayer Wise mortal out there, but I have learned this in my life history time. dearest is weakly and fragile. Love conquers nothing. love life is something that must be protected, and more importantly fought for. That's what I did throughout my life that's what we did, we fought for love and happiness, can you say the same ?