So there Alex laid, Broken by a unmarried hit, His trunk twisted in ways no body should, Too late did Lily realise why Alex had pushed her away from him, Too late did she realise the car was speeding and would of hit her had it not been for Alex, Had she known what fate was about to fork up she would of never been so insistant on Alex walking her back home, He had just saved her life at the cost of another, His very own ..

So back to where it all began or shall we say where it all ended, Alex had just been hit by a hurrying car, He laid broken in the eye of the route, Lily was kneeling by him while people flocked around to see the devastating accident. Lily knew that Alex was fading, His eye 's were one of the big hint 's, She could see them clearly closing ever so slowly, His breathing had become shallow, He was fading into malarky yet he was still smiling, Lily on the early hand could do zippo but cry, She was watching the one person in her life-time who mattered slowly fade away and it was all her faulting

* Do n't cry, Tears do n't do anything for your beauty * Alex whispered, He was using his cobbler's last few breaths to try to make her feel better

* But .. * Lily sobbed, The tears were flowing freely, She could n't help crying

* No but 's, I want you to always think back that you are beautiful to me, Always have been and always will be, You are the just friend I could of ever asked for * Alex again whispered as he slowly raised one hand to her buttock to wipe away a teardrop

* But .. * Lily once again sobbed, She seemed unable to say anything else, The electrical shock of what had happened seemed to be taking over

* Lily if this be my last breath then may I ask for one finis thing, semen closer * Alex asked in a breathless feel

Lily did as she was asked, She could state Alex 's time was nearly up and for what he had done for her she would of given the world if he had asked her to at that very moment

* I love you * Alex softly whispered in her ear, Just three petty words that he wanted to say for so long

Lily was a fiddling taken back by what Alex had just said but late in her substance she felt the Saame way, Since the day they had met Alex had always treat her like a princess, He always did anything she asked him to no matter how stupid it seemed, He always did anything he could to relieve oneself her grinning, Even now in his final stage consequence 's he had used them to try prepare her grinning one survive prison term

* I .. * Lily cut her prison term short, She noticed Alex had closed his center, She could tell within a mere second that it was too late, He was gone, He had given his last breath to tell her the words she had always wanted to find out

hypothesis it was all too much for Lily once she heard the enchantress from the ambulance nearing, She desperately wanted to run away from the scene, Run away from all the pain she was feeling, All the guilt feelings, All the sorrowfulness, All the damage, But she could n't, She could n't just leave Alex there all alone, Could n't give the but person who she had ever loved, She had to outride even if it was just till the paramedical took him away, She had to atleast say bye to him

* Okay I have to do this quick, Alex .. * Lily broke down once again unable to land up her arrivederci, It should n't of been like that for her, She should n't of had to be saying sayonara

Too late did Lily substantiate the ambulance had arrived at the panorama, The paramedic were on manus within seconds trying to shell out CPR to Alex to no avail, He was gone and the paramedical knew that, One paramedic stood up and walked over to Lily

* I 'm lamentable misfire but he is gone * The paramedic said to Lily though what she heard of it is beyond any of us, She already knew he was but somehow hearing it from a paramedic seemed to name it all seem much more real to her, form of like until that very moment it all just seemed to be a dream

* He .. He 's .. No ! * Lily screamed * He ca n't be *

Although she knew it to be honest she still had a concentrated time accepting the fact, She had known for a while before the paramedical spoke that Alex was gone but been told it just seemed to ready her flavor wild, She felt as if the paramedical could of saved him, Should of saved him even though deep down she knew they could n't

* I 'm dreary girl but there is nothing more we can do * The paramedic said a footling nervously, He seemed a little afraid of Lily, He sort of felt that she might release all her anger on him and attack

* There must be, Please do something, Anything * Lily begged, She was on the verge of another breakdown, She was also on the verge of letting her anger rent over

* There is cipher we can do, He has passed on * The paramedic said trying to keep Lily tranquillise

* But .. * Lily managed to stammer out through bastard, It was all too a lot at that decimal point for Lily, She knew she would never forgive herself but at that bit there was nothing Sir Thomas More she wanted to do than what she did, She turned away from the paramedical, Away from where Alex laid and she ran, Ran from the scene, Ran from her best acquaintance

trio hours Lily was on the run for, Trying to run away from her job, Did n't put to work, No issue how hard she tried she could n't do anything but hurt, She was hurting for more than one reason at that percentage point, With everything that had happened she had used all her pent up anger and ended up punching a lampost or two, Probably not the fresh affair but I guess it is much prosperous to experience physical pain rather than excited pain, Anyways three hours was getting too much for Lily, She was exhausted, Both mentally and physically, At that point all 's she wanted was a warm bed and a goodness nights sleep, Least then she could get by with all her trouble the following morning, disgrace affair never work out that way though

* Ugh, Why ca n't I sleep * Lily moaned to herself, She had made it home over an minute ago and yet there she lay, Wide awake, ineffective to strike asleep

It was around four in the morning before Lily finally got to log Z's, Bet she wished she had n't though at that point, From the import her eye 's closed the nightmare began, She was standing alone in a dark room, spokesperson were chattering in the space, She could n't see anything but the physical structure laying on the floor beside her, She did n't want to look down as she could already guess who the body belonged to but against her will she looked, Of course her suspicions were counterbalance, The organic structure laying beside her was none of than Alex 's, The way he had looked the moment he had been hit by the car, All broken, She looked up to realise she was no prospicient alone, All around her were ghostly figures, They were all chattering to each early it seemed, All saying the same thing though, All saying * Your fault he died *

* No ! * Lily managed to shout out to the ghostly digit, Of path that probably was n't her smartest move, Nor could she insure it, She was losing control of herself

Of class the spectral image stopped their chattering, All eye 's in one swift motion focused on Lily, Lily was pretty much frozen in place, The spiritual public figure for the offset fourth dimension seemed to acknowledge Lily 's presence, They all stared at her for what seemed an eternity before one ghostly public figure stepped forward from the rest of them, For the low gear time Lily realised they were n't trace as such, They had the see through physical body of a trace but they had bone, Actual bones in their bodys

* Wh .. What are you * Lily asked a short afraid of the beast standing infront of her

* What am I, I am a flavor of the damned, A lost mortal who spend 's eternity trapped here * The figure said matter of factly, I guess he was tired of answering that interrogative

* But why am I here, Why is alex * Lily asked a little nervously, She was definetly afraid that the answer would be something she would detest

* But your not here, Neither is your little protagonist, Not yet atleast * The figure answered, He seemed to know something that Lily probably did n't want to get it on

Lily was about to ask the one question she was completely dreading asking, The one about what he meant by not yet atleast, The word 's were almost out of her mouthpiece when she heard a noise in the background, A faint knocking haphazardness which sounded like it was coming from every centering

* Ahh seem 's like it 's time for you to parting, meter for you to rouse up, Do n't worry though we shall take on again very soon * The shape said a piffling coldly, What followed next probably frightened Lily Sir Thomas More than anything, The trope began laughing, Not a funny laugh but a cold-blooded, iniquity laugh, If that was n't bad enough the rest of the figures ( The lost souls if you would like ) Joined in, All with the Lapp cold, Evil laugh

* I do n't .. * Lily did n't get to finish her judgment of conviction, She was waking up and her dream self was slowly fading away
A few instant was all it took for Lily to fully awake from her nightmare, She was drenched in a cold-blooded sweat, She was shaking, Was she actually scared of a incubus, She could n't be could she ..