End By Desire ...


Erotica, Masturbation
The idea started in one of her psychology classes, a seminary on man gender. The professor had discussed asphixia, and how low oxygen levels often caused sexual rousing. Inspite of the peril the professor had mentioned, Jennifer was curious and had to try it. `` Just once '' she told herself.

That afternoon she was alone in her student residence room. She took a formative bag from the box of Methedrine can liners she had boughton the way family and placed it over her heading. Then she tied a scarf around her neck opening to arrest it in place and lay on her bed to see what would hap. In a brusk time, she began to take a breather faster, a sure preindication that the oxygen was going. sure enough enough, she began to feel strongly aroused. Her brests, already house with youth, tensed further. Her nipples felt like soft pebbles beneath her silk blouse as she gentlestroked them with one hand. With her former hired hand she stroked her vagina which was tightening ecstatically as she approached orgasm. Her ventilation got faster and faster as the O was used up. Her stroking kept time ; faster and faster. The bag sucked against her face with each futile pant for air. Then, just when she felt like she could stand it no longer, the orgasm swept over her similar giant Wave. At endure she pulled off the bag and drank in the cool off sweetness air. Jenny collapsed on the bed, feeling exhausted and fullfilled.

She used asphixia for sex often after that. She always found the experience as pleasurable as any proficiency she had tried, but increasingly she found the experience less fullfilling. It seemed that something was missing to make her pleasure perfect tense and complete.

It was respective months before she discovered what was needed to achieve complete satisfaction.

Kathy died in an accident at the lake. She and Jenny had been more aquaintances than fill up friends, yet jennet still felt a need to pay her respects. jenny ass arrived at the Funeral Home near the end of the visitation fourth dimension listed in Kathy 's obituary. A few hoi polloi stood in the living-room, speeking in hushed tones.

The entrance to the tribulation room was hung with heavy drape of satin and gold brocade. A man in a sour suit with a lasting expression of concern stood at the entrance to the room where Kathy lay. As William Le Baron Jenny approached, he parted the curtains and beckoned her to inscribe. Jennifer stepped through the mantle and, it seemed to her, into a pipe dream. The room was dimmly lit. Along the opposite paries, a row of spotlights illuminated Kathy 's undefendable coffin. The air was weighty with the mellifluous perfume of the sweetness of rosebush and lilies which occupied almost all the useable rampart space.

Kathy lay as if peacefully asleep. She was dressed in a Elwyn Brooks White gown of fluid silk that accentuated the gracefull curves of her vernal body. Her long obscure hair flowed down over her shoulders and lay at the sides of her perfect titty. The white silk of her sepulture surgical gown, draped over those hone breasts, left just enough to the imagination to be truly lovely and worthy. Her close down hands held a single perfect blank lily. The expression on Kathy 's face was one of perfect pacification and contentment.

William Le Baron Jenny gazed at Kathy 's beautiful numb body and found herself wishing that she were lying there in that perfect repose. She imagined the satin casket lining close all around and the white silk burial gown draped over her own Young torso. The thought aroused her like zero since the experiments with asphyxia.

Looking around, she saw she was alone. She reached out and gently touched Kathy 's breasts. They felt poise and firm beneath the fluid silk. Then, almost involuntarily at first, she began to stroke her own chest and began to masturbate. She imagined that she was the one in the coffin instead of Kathy. She imagined lying in duskiness, surrounded by politic cool down satin as the earthly concern was falling on her grave. This prison term the climax came slowly, rising from her genitals up through her breasts, then carrying her away as on a blue-blooded but irresistable stream that went on, and on and on. After the orgasm, she stood for a few consequence and collected her thoughs. She realized that it was not Kathy 's abruptly consistence that had aroused her. It was the estimation of being laid out like Kathy that she found exciting. The intellection of the fluid silk sepulture gown draped over her firm breasts and the cool off smooth satin of the casket close all around she found to be strangely and powerfully titillating.

William Le Baron Jenny had n't planned on attending Kathy 's funeral the next day, but she found the draw too strong to rest away. As she watched Kathy 's casket being carried into the church, she imagined herself lying within, feeling the gentle swaying as the pallbearers stepped in prison term to the processional music. In her mind, she substituted her own name for Kathy 's each time it was mentioned in the service and the erotic feelings began to surface. It was all she could do to void starting to masturbate in the church as she imagined herself being carried from the Christian church and placed in the hearse. At the cemetary, as she watched Kathy 's prime covered casket being lowered into the grave, she closed her eyes and imagined being in the casket. She was being lowered slowly down. The sweetness sweetness of flush mixed with the moldy odor of earth. Then the earthly concern was falling on the casket, her coffin. She was being buried. The air was going, going, gone. Without any stroking the climax swept over her.

William Le Baron Jenny knew what she wanted. She understood what was required to attain perfection. Asphixia alone lacked completeness, elegance, conclusiveness. Jenny now knew how to achieve them, but the programme would require forbearance and a bit of luck.

Two hebdomad later the first step in her architectural plan fell into blank space. The placard she had waited for appeared on the jobs gameboard at the financial aid office. A local funeral home needed a night meeter. Jenny applied for and got the job.

Her job was to beat back the utility van to the hospital to roll up soundbox. She was require to be on call at the funeral home from 6:00 in the eventide to 7:00 the following good morning. When she did n't stimulate to have a run, She was dislodge to do what she wanted. The funeral theater director warned her that premature employees had left out of tedium. William Le Baron Jenny was n't worried.

As soon as she had been left alone on her first night of study Jenny set out to search. She quickly found the display room full of coffin. With a little Thomas More exploration she found the storeroom where the burial gowns where kept. From then on she spent much of her free meter dressed in a burial gown, lying in a coffin imagining her own funeral. Sometimes her erotic attracter would take aim time lag and she would stroke her titty and clitoris until she the coming came. former sentence she would just lie quietly, feeling perfectly contented.

It was six months before the future step fell into place. Through the semitransparent plastic Jennifer could see the fair sex 's au naturel body as the hospital hospital attendant loaded her into the van. The records identified her as a 22 class old female who had died from inadvertent carbon monoxide poisoning. Her name was Jennifer Bates.

Jenny could hardly believe it. After all the waiting it was finally time to complete her plan. She could not sleep that evening or eat the future day she was so snuff it. Out of townsfolk military service would ruin the plan. Open casket services would give her away. Body contribution or cremation could also ram her to look for another namesake ( how long ? six calendar month two years ? there was no way to tell ) The following eventide she checked the case Indian file. The visitation would be the following afternoon and evening. The family had specified a closed casket funeral in a local church with burial to follow. Yes ! It was a aspiration coming reliable. jenny ass could hardly trust her good fortune.

The following evening she had two pick-ups to ready. It was just as well. Jenny doubted that she could take slept anyway. It was 3 in the cockcrow before she had the final stage client safely tucked away in the cooler. She was exhausted, but thought to herself, `` Just a little more, then heaven ! ``

She rolled one of the gurneys down to visitation way where the early jenny lay. The Andrew D. White casket had been closed and the flowers removed in preparation for transportation to the church in the morning. Jenny opened the casket and looked at the young woman within for the world-class meter since she had rolled her, wrapped in a plastic body bag, into the trunk computer memory room. Just like Kathy, she seemed to be peacefully assleep. Her nerve showed the Lapp expression of almost devine contentment as Kathy 's had. Jenny thought that it seemed a shame to disturb her, but she knew that it was the solely way and that she was beyond caring.

As gently as she could she lifted her trunk onto the gurney and rolled her to the memory board room. There, she placed her on one of the back shelves and covered her with a stack of surplus trunk bags. She would be found in a few days, but by then Jennifer would be well beyond anyones reach.

Jennifer next went to the garment way and ***********ed a white silk dress from the rack of burial scrubs. She removed her own habiliment and put on the dress. From the horseshoe rack she ***********ed a pair of white satin slippers and skid them on. She took her own cloths and added them to a bag of clothing removed from `` clients '' in the body preparation room. thus arrayed, Jenny returned to the visitation room where the casket she would claim as her own lay spread and hollow, like a fountainhead made and welcomed bed. Jennifer removed and discarded some lot of the pencil eraser gasket that would make the casket air tight. Then, with only a import 's hesitation, she climbed in, lay down, and pulled closed the lid.

Jenny had not slept significantly in three daytime. Now, in this narrow satin bed, she suddenly felt perfectly secure and slacken. In a few minutes she was sound asleep.

Jenny was awakened by a jounce. It took her a moment to remember where she was. Thin shafts of brightness penetrted the gaps where she had removed pieces of the sealing gasket and dimmly illuminated the satin coffin lining close about on all sides. She was being moved. From the sound she could guess where she was. first base to the lift, then down one storey to the garage. She was being lifted into the hearse for the trip to the church building. She heard the backdoor close, then the number one wood 's door openned and closed, and the locomotive engine started. No turning back now she thought.

The trip to the church required only a few minute. She began to palpate the titillating pleasure acclivity as the door openned and she felt herself being lifted out. There was a slow rhythmic swaying as the pallbearers carried her into the church. It was just as she had imagined it during Kathy 's funeral so many months ago. She heard placidity sobbs from some as she was carried up the aisle to the bier. She was lifted slightly then set down. The light dimmed as the pall was spread over her casket. The sweet scent of flowers quickly filled the casket. She lay quietly, dreamily, listening to the beautiful funeral music and the quarrel of the funeral service. This time she did n't postulate to imagine her name in office of mortal elses. Her figure was there. It was her own funeral, and she was here, listening to it all ! The mantrap and admiration of it filled her with a joy such as she had never known before. As her sexual feelings intensified, she began to rub down her breast without thinking. They felt so unfluctuating and perfect beneath her silk scrubs. It took a reduce campaign to stop before she climaxed. `` No '' she thought, `` the consummate time is not yet ''.

How long did this net ? Logically she knew that funerals lasted about 45 minute or an minute. But in her dreamy drifting she lost all signified of clock time. Before she knew it she was being carried again. The same rhythmical swaying, only this time the music grew fainter as she was carried out of the church service and placed in the hearse for the tripper to the cemetery. The head trip to the cemetery was not much longer than the trip from the funeral home to the church. In seemed only a scant time before the hearse came to a stop, the rear doorway was opened, and she again felt herself being lifted and carried, and then set down.

It was almost done. Her exitement grew as the brief grave-side service was completed. At last she heard the priest 's words `` We now commit Jennifer 's organic structure to the ground - ash tree to Ashes, Dust to Dust '' Again, she had to crusade the urge to masturbate.

She felt herself being lowered, slowly, into the cool musty Earth. For a piece all was tranquillize. Then she heard the the initiative rale and thumping of world falling on the casket lid. One after another the shovels of earth fell, soon they blocked the slight luminosity that had penetrated the casket. Then they grew gradually dim as the earth filled her grave, sealling her luck and assuring her final ecstasy.

It did n't take long. Her breathing got faster and faster as the air in the coffin was quickly used up. With each breath her pleasure and arousal grew. jennet knew she was dying, and the idea filled her with rapture. She was gasping for air now. Her heart was pounding. Her feeling of arrousal had been rising all day. Now, in terminal minute of life, she let the orgasm chimneysweep over her until her whole body convulsed with pure heavenly rapture. Again and again the pleasure came drag in over her ; the devine convulsions sweeping upon her one after another as fast as her racing breaths.

Then it was done. jenny ass held a terminal sweet breather and felt a perfect calm enfold her. She gently ran her hands over her silk inhumation surgical gown and then folded her hands over her breasts. Slowly she let the air escape and smiled contentedly as she thought `` at in conclusion ! I 'm perfectly ! ``

As William Le Baron Jenny had guessed, it was a few Clarence Shepard Day Jr. before the mortician discovered the `` misplaced '' torso. Inorder to sort out the error, the grave was excavated and Jenny was discovered. The note she had placed with the early Jenny 's dead body explained all, and the undertaker was cleared of all awry doing. None-the-less, Jenny 's mob had a different funeral home handle the arrangements for her `` proper '' funeral. Three daylight after she was found Jenny lay in her own open jewel casket in the funeral dwelling house, dressed for sepulture, surrounded by flowers.

Karen could not help but detect the grin of devine contentment on Jenny 's boldness as she gazed at her consistence laid out in the casket. Karenic found herself imagining that she, not Jenny, was lying there, dressed in white silk, surrounded by sweet flowers. She found the thought filled her with erotic pleasure. She was alone in the way. Imagining her own funeral, she began to masturbate ...

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