Jake is a very tender person, he noticed straight away that I was having a very hard time so he rented a place near my campus so that I could at to the lowest degree come up home plate to him after a recollective day of studying. It was honestly the most paying attention thing anyone has ever done for me and I was extremely thankful. He did n't have to do all this, he could sustain just lived his new life without going out of his way for me but he didn't. I 'm beaming he chose me above all else.

I naturally felt inclined to pass even to a greater extent time with him than I used to and show my beloved and gratitude for him in different ways.

I was never a very affectionate person, I always thought I had to continue my length from men so that there would n't be any mistaking about my sexual preference, but now I see myself doing affair quite out of character for me. I don't know if the divorce brought back some insecurities or if Jake has really warmed my heart even further with his decision to patronage me through this difficult metre. The unusual thing is, they feel so cancel. It 's like there 's something pulling me towards Jake. When we 're at home, I ca n't help but be near him and allude him every chance that I get.

I think he started to notice this variety and has started to embrace it or so I 'd wish to think. I have become a all over soft boy, a whore for Jake 's attention which makes me sick to my belly and at the same meter tidal bore for more.

Now, whenever I get menage, I search the whole apartment for him just so that I can hug him and have him a osculation on his cheek. The world-class time I did this, Jake was very surprised since I had never kissed him before and only hugged him on special function. I think the impact has completely blown over because now he has been kissing me back. He holds my neck opening in his two hands and stead an intense, farsighted kiss on my cheek. Every time he does that I just feel like hugging him miserly and not letting go.

This somehow has evolved into us cuddling on the sofa every day after dinner. We usually finish cleaning up the kitchen, since I 'm a slight lazy I leave Jake finish it up by himself and lay on the sofa with my legs still hanging trying to choose something to look out. Jake will then come and sit adjacent to me only to see me shoot to admit him laying behind me. As soon as he lays completely down, he wraps his arm around my waist and pulls me into him in a firm slash. This always brings butterflies to my stomach and that 's why I keep on doing it in the outlook Jake will oppose like this every meter. I think he noticed my pant when he first did it and has continued to do it sleep together what he might give been making me feel.

He knows I 'm straight and I think he 's straight too. At least he was married to my mom for so many years.

I seem to not be able-bodied to be without this `` us clip '' anymore. Whenever we don't get to do it for some reason I get to craving it to the extent of feeling physically hurt. It's like I need to sense his soupcon, his smell. Once I caught myself going through his dirty laundry just so I could palpate his scent. I feel a bit of shame admitting this but that dark I slept holding on to one of his t-shirts. I could experience a little bit of his sudor and a lead of his cologne but his feeling was there and it was so warm that it made me palpate unhurt at every oceanic abyss breath that I took. I think I might be addicted to him.

We decided to ascertain a repulsion film tonight. It 's a movie Jake has been meaning to watch for a while and I comply even if I 'm not into this sort of literary genre. I keep holding on to Jake 's arms all throughout the picture show and covering my eyes with them during the shivery part. Jake ca n't help oneself but chuckle every once in a while which makes me feel embarrassed. When the pic ends, Jake gets up to head up to bed and places a kiss on my frontal bone as if to care goodnight to find a pouty son with puppy dog eyes still embarrassed that a movie got him this scared. Jake stops and holds my look in his hands and asks :

'' What 's the matter kiddo ? ``

'' I 'm scared '' I mumble.

'' Awww, I did n't know you 'd be this raw to this kind of motion-picture show. I promise I wo n't watch them anymore with you. Are you gon na be OK ? ``

'' Yeah ... it 's just that it 's dark. Maybe next prison term we can watch them during the day ? ... ``

'' OK, kiddo. Are you heading off to bed ? ``

'' Ye.. yeah.. hmm.. I should, should n't I ? ``

'' Yeah, you should ! Listen, if you 're that `` apprehensive '' maybe you could catch some Z's with me tonight. I do n't want you losing any sleep and affecting your carrying out at school. What do you say ? ``

'' Ahmmm.. o.. OK… I 'll go get my pillow. ``

I'm a bit excited but uneasy to be sleeping with Jake so I give extra intellection to what I'll wear to bed with him. I usually sleep in lax gym shorts and a T-shirt and that 's what I decided to wear today too. I think I should n't switch my habits or he might get suspicious that I might be awkward for the haywire reasons. I know Jake usually sleeps naked and I find myself thinking about that while I wait for him already in his bed. He comes from the lav wearing boxer shorts and lays down next to me, maybe he thought it was n't set aside to slumber au naturel beside me. I really wouldn't thinker if he did. Wow, that thought is a bit startling, if I'm having these kinds of sentiment, maybe it 's for the full that he decided to change his nightly attire.

We settle down and he, instinctively, puts his arms around my waist and drag me towards him just like he does when we 're on the lounge. He lifts his heading a bit and whispers in my ear `` Is this OK ? ''. To which I vigorously nod and conciliate myself to his body.

Jake is gravid than me, it's clean-cut we don't portion the same DNA. Growing up I always wanted to be like him. Right now, being in this location makes me just want to be with him. Things are soundly as they are.

I wake up in the break of day to the best night's eternal rest I've had since my parents'divorce and an evacuate side of the bed. I lift my head and placard the feeling coming from the kitchen. Jake is preparing breakfast. I'm really a lucky guy.

"aurora, kiddo. How did you kip ?"

"Morning… I hadn't slept this wellspring in a hanker time."

"Wonderful, wonderful. You can kip with me whenever you want. Don't feel shy about it. Now come eat your pancakes."

Obviously, I get shy about it. I really want to go sopor with Jake but I can't whelm a slight sensation of shame I feel about it. I want Jake to deem me all night, I want to feel his warmth and his breathing spell on my neck but something Tell me it's improper. I shouldn't be feeling like this about a man, I'm a straight guy anyway, aren't I ? And Jake is my father. I shouldn't be feeling like this about my father.

After a few sidereal day, as we're having dinner,

'' What 's wrong ? You almost did n't touch your food. '' jackfruit says.

'' It 's embarrassing… My abdomen hurts…"

"Is it indigestion ? Want me to get some medication for you ?"

"No, it's fine, it's just that… Hmm… I have n't been to the gutter in 5 daytime. ''

'' Hahaha, nix to be embarrassed about ! You used to be like that as a child when something was bothering you. Your mother used to facilitate you with that and used to commute your diet a minuscule. If you want, you can lay down on the bed and I 'll go convey the stuff to do what your female parent did when you got like this. ``

'' What did she do ? I do n't think of. ''

'' She had to tease apart up your shy intestines. She used the thermometer's end and you 'd normally go after one or two sessions of that, it was the Doctor who recommended it since you could n't take any laxatives. We do n't suffer any laxatives at home, I can buy them tomorrow or we can try this technique if you want. I 'm your father so that is something that I should be able to do for you. It 's my job ''.

'' Wo n't it be weird or rank ? My body does experience uncomfortable, the Sooner I solve this the better. Are you certainly you 're ok with it ? ``

'' Listen, you 're my son. Nothing that comes from you can gross me out. Did you forget all those clock time I cleaned up after you 've vomited ? You always had a tender stomach."

"Hhaa… TMI ! ! !"

"Hahaha ! Go on, jump on the bed and we 'll drive care of it. ``

Jake comes with a thermometer in his deal, a vaseline container in the other and a towel on his arm. He sits down future to me and says `` go on, turn around ''. I do as he says and I can finger his custody touching mine as he helps me slide down my drawers. He rolls over the towel and station it under me as to lift my backside. I feel extra exposed as if being naked in front of him was n't enough. It does ca-ca me find tingly inside which is rather contradictory.



He starts by applying some vaseline on my gob and rubbing it thoroughly. He 's very conciliate but business firm at the Same time, I ca n't help but get a bit startled by noticing my cock twitch at the touch of Jake's finger on my hole. Just by rubbing my dickhead this man can establish me have a sexual reaction. I think I'm in big trouble.

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