What is sex ? Basically, I mean, citizenry do try a lot of variations by using different positions, using different kettle of fish for pleasure and toys. But to put it simply, sex is the to-and-fro motility of the dick in a vagina causing agitation, pleasure and finally cum. It's heavenly at kickoff, but when you do the Lapplander thing again and again with the Lapp person. It starts to get boring. I was never a fan of toys to be used as a substitute for delight. I want to do something that is challenging, so that I get the delight and satisfaction I got when I had sex for the first time. Oh ! The first prison term, I'll never forget the tactual sensation of having sex the first time.

It happened 5 months ago during summer holiday. My immature sidekick who is still in schoolhouse had his holidays. My parents had planned a head trip for a week in the village, a remote position with not lots entree to technology. Though I never liked that place, my parents were fond of it as they were born there. Thankfully I will not be able to visit this time because of my college. I am doing engine room ; my vacation simply don't coincide with my brother's. I was very rouse to stay home, alone for a hebdomad. I'll ring my friends over ; well have late dark party, music, etc. While my parents were packing and getting prepare to leave, I was lost in my thoughts, planning the party. I was really elevated with those thoughts, until the door-bell ruined it all. At the threshold was Raj with a bag pack.

"Aa gaye beta ( You came ? ). You are doing a big favour on us."Said my female parent, as she approached the doorway from behind.

"Mom, what is all this about ? Why is he here ?"I said. I feared as I knew what my mom is going to say and was praying for her not to say the same. But it didn't work.

"Raj has come to remain here till the time we are back."She said.

"But mom, I am 21, a grown up now. I don't need baby-sitting."I stressed this point raising my spokesperson. Just to clear affair, Raj is my first cousin who lives nearby. He is 11 yrs sure-enough than me and has been baby-sitting me since I was 5.

"Oh come on, Reeti. No topic how old you get, you will still be my fiddling girl."My father interrupted.

"But…I am…I don't…"

"No buts. Raj will be staying here and that's final."my mom said in firm voice.

My parents where gone and I was habitation with Raj. He was outside watching TV while I lay in bed moping over my plans getting crumbled. Raj was an attractive guy. I had a bit of a compaction on him while growing up. But over the geezerhood he got obsessed on lightheaded childish thing like superhero comedian, animated movies and some other stuff. His ‘ nerdy'glasses and these hobbyhorse gave him a bit of repugnant personality. No wonderment he was still ace even after crossing 30. I had this fixed ruling about him, but it all changed in just a week.

Later that night Raj called me for dinner. He had prepared Butter chicken and Roti among former delicacies. I could tell with just the great smell what was cooked without looking. Well, Raj is a chef by professing and is really good at it, at to the lowest degree that's what I've heard. I will taste his food for the kickoff time. With the first bite, I realized how good he was at cooking."Tasty nutrient bro."was the only words from my lip and then I focused on eating all up especially the butter chicken. This cup of tea usually has a balmy taste but Raj had done some variation to it since he knew I liked spicy food. After we were done I went to the washroom.

Remembering the taste of the amazing food I ate, I was a bit attracted to Raj. It also seemed a bit unearthly that he didn't say a word while having dinner party. Looking in the mirror made me realize the understanding for his Weird behaviour. Eating that spicy food made me sweaty, also while drinking body of water I spilled a little on my T-shirt to boost add on to that, it was Night time so I didn't wear any bra. The thin white framework of the T-shirt, which was almost transparent after getting wet, was clinging to my boobs.

"Shit ! How didn't I realize this sooner, I was too much focused on eating."I said this out loud while hitting the medallion hard on the mirror."No wonder Raj didn't lecture or eat sufficiently. His attention was elsewhere. Well, the food was delicious, he deserve the peek."I said convincing myself to get over the uncomfortable feeling.

This wasn't it, the next few meeting got weirder. I have little but my own way where I can have my secrecy. Since I have a habit of pleasuring myself to sleep, I wear loose clothes shirt-pant. next morning, Raj came in my elbow room to wake me up. He had in his hands, a tray with tea and breakfast, while he walked in.

"wake up ! Sleepy head. Don't you have to go to college ?"He asked.

"College is at 11 p.m. I'll be going late today."I told him in a soft sleepy voice.

"Alright then, I'll keep this here. You can receive it when you get up."He said this with a smile and placed the tray on my report mesa. He had a giggly grimace while he said all this and gave me a look before leaving. Another shocker, my shirt buttons were undone giving a sneak of my bosom. My right nipple was clearly visible and he saw it. His expressions were the proof of it.

"God ! Girl, you need to be careful when other masses are around, especially Raj."I said it to myself.

It was too early, but I woke up anyway. Raj was watching his usual cookery appearance while I went for a bath. I was bathing under the shower when I heard a phone of something falling. Ignoring it I continued with my bath. Later while getting out I saw that the bathroom door was slightly open, but I remember clearly that I closed it after coming inside."Raj saw me completely naked."Things were going really fast."Maybe I am over thinking it. I don't think he would do that."I said to myself.

There was still time to spare before going to college. So I went and sat with Raj to watch TV. Lapplander old cooking appearance was going on and his optic were set on it. He didn't even notice me while I sat down or maybe he just pretended to not notice. After a dyad of bit of silence,

Raj said,

"Reeti, I have known you for a very recollective time now. I have seen you grow up since the fourth dimension you were a piddling girl. Now you are a womanhood. You must be aware of sure impulse that develop while growing older. Based on what I have observed till now, you have not learned to relieve those urges properly. Just to make it clear if you don't understand what I am talking about, I am talking about sex. This act is considered to be wrong or immoral in the fellowship. But one needs to have sex at the right on age for a tidy mind exploitation. My doubtfulness to you is, do you require to have sex ? If you decline its mulct, I won't speak of it ever again. It's up to you now. Think about it and severalize me in the evening."

This was unexpected. When he started talking, he muted the TV and looked at me. His glassful were off and had a serious look on his face. I never saw his eyes like that, they were mesmerizing. Without a word I stood up and left for college early.

"I was holding up for a very yearn time from having sex. Maybe I was just searching for the mightily individual. Raj, is my cousin. He is the only guy I have spent near of my childhood with. Considering his age, he was not like a friend to me. He is not a brother either, at least I don't think that way. There has always been a dissimilar connection between us. The joining where because of his experience he was my instructor and I was the student who learned new thing from him. Maybe, sex is just another lesson I need to study from him. That's why he is the ideal married person to lose my virginity."These view constantly hovered in my mind while I sat in the lecture pretending to mind. I didn't say anything about this to my friends. Actually I didn't talk at all. Having sex for the first clock time was a big footstep, a big decision to be taken. I was scared of the aftermath still excited and couldn't postponement for it to happen. I left college a lecture early.

At home, I opened the threshold with my key. There was no one in the entrance hall. I looked for Raj in the kitchen, then my room. I turned to be stunned as Raj was standing behind me naked just a towel around his waistline. Probably he just came out of bath. I had a good look at him with the reflexion of being shock. Not that there was something to be scared about, it was just that unexpected things were happening since the day before. He didn't have ripped muscular body but sufficiently fit, just the way I like it. I think having ‘ 6-pack abs and everything'is just over-rated and unnecessary. One reason for me thinking that way was that I myself am a bit out of build. That is very clear as I have always been a ‘ foodaholic ’.

Looking at my expression he tried to get me settle with a smiled."I didn't expect you to come so soon."He said.

"Yes. I skipped a talking to to come home early."I replied.

He continued to smile at me. He kept quite but I understood the house. I knew what he was expecting from me, I just wasn't sure I want to say it. But then I took a late breath, repeated the shibboleth in mind, ‘ it's now or never'and then said.

"I'm in."His smile widened."So, do you want me to strip down ?"I asked.

"No, I'll do that for you. Just refresh up and go get comfortable on your bed."He replied.

I gave an awkward grin and went to the washroom. Ten bit later I was resting in my bed thinking about what's going to happen. I was wearing the pinko shorts and a equalize shirt, which I purchased secretly for me to don when no one was around. I had seen a few grownup movies but doing it practically is different."Will he constitute me do that kinky stuff done it porn ?"was the thought that bothered me the most. I had a mental debate in my nous whether to jibe to it or decline. If no, then how am I supposed to arrest him ? My mentation were interrupted when Raj walked in. He was wearing a blue robe, something he brought specially for this function I guess.

He took it off and underneath he was wearing just the shorts. His optic were fixed on mine while he got on the bed, getting closer and closer every 2nd. Meanwhile I was just sitting with branch stretched on the bed. I thought he would draw me through the process by giving dance step by step instructions. But he didn't, not one parole he spoke since he entered the way and till all was over. His natural process were more than sufficient to point me through the process.

On the bed he crawled close to me like a dotty hunter, keeping his center fixed on me and I was frozen, still like the prey that has no way out. He was steady and confident but I wasn't. I was ineffective to look directly at him ; I rolled my eyes left-right up-down, tried to focus anywhere but his aspect. Then he got really close so that I couldn't look elsewhere and my visual sensation got blurry. There was no other option but to shut my optic. I didn't understand what was happening but I could feel his breathing spell on my aspect. My core was beating faster and meter felt like it slowed down. I was literally in darkness until I had the sensation of speck on my lips. My first kiss. I know that a osculation is not a big thing.

But even today in India not all get to experience their first candy kiss at a very Whitney Moore Young Jr. age. The initiatory one was just a slender touch after which he took a break and followed with much more intense and longer kiss pulling me penny-pinching. A kiss, the way I would depict it is like eating a mango. Sweet and juicy and gives you satisfaction no matter how many times you eat it. He then gently unbuttoned my shirt and took off my bra, so smooth that I didn't feel anything. But then again I was lost in the wizard kiss.

Then with his unexpended hand grabbed on to my aright boob. Touching softly, getting the flavor of it, using his thumb he played with my nipple, getting them hard. He kept on kissing my cervix while getting lower until he put his mouth on my provide nipple, sucking on it. Raj had bit rough in man-hands but the way he handled my boobs, I understood that he appreciated my breasts which were of size bigger than intermediate little girl my age. I was just sitting there enjoying the import. I didn't know this feeling was so awesome and we have not even started the sex portion yet. He then turned to the face and slipped his hired man in my shorts fingering my pussy.

He was pleasuring my whole soundbox. My pussycat was getting more wet every moment with excitement. Then he suddenly stopped. I looked at him to see that he stood up and dropped his shorts. Seeing a real dick for the maiden time was a quite a little to remember. I have seen in video but seeing it in realism is a different tone. His penis was of average size not as big as I have seen in the pornography film, but that didn't matter. He had shaved the nether region as if he was already prepared for sex knowing I would agree to it.

He then pulled me to sleeping position to the edge of the bed. Lifting my legs he widened them. He inserted his prick in my slit slowly, knowing it was my offset clip. It was a different feeling to get something inside the dead body from the opening down there. I felt the warmth of his tool inside me.

He looked at me to see if I was well-heeled with taking his thing inside. Then he started stroking it, moving to-and-fro. The dull built-up and finally getting started with the act of sex was exciting. He started speeding up. A sudden surge in delight made me start moaning. After a couple of second he slowed down and stopped. Maybe he wanted to do in dissimilar situation, ‘ doggy trend'is what men like, I heard. But he stopped me while I was turning, hinting me that it's better to front each other while having sex the first time.

"But then why did you stop ?"I whispered. He then applied something ; I didn't know what it was, back then. Raj sensed that I was feeling a bit of scabies, slight pain in the ass so he stopped to lend oneself lubricant.

It's my first time and I was so a good deal aroused at that moment that I knew I wasn't going to live on tenacious. He then put his putz back in and started thrusting, faster and deeper this meter. I always thought moaning or screaming was unnecessary during sex. But at that minute I couldn't block up myself. I grabbed on to the bed tack while he fucked me really hard. My moaning kept on getting louder and louder until the point of climax I screamed at the top of my spokesperson. Thankfully no one was there in the next room and the medicine being played on the TV outside, covered the rest. Raj was not done yet ; still he took his gumshoe out and stroked it with script till he cum on my belly.

For that moment I was really satisfied. Sex made me forget any other matter that were bothering me those twenty-four hour period. I was satisfied speechless and was resting naked on the bed. Finally Raj came close, kissed me and said,"Thank you."

That meter I was an amateur and what I learned later that Raj wasn't much of an expert either. We have got a lot better since then with every experience. Still, the low time I had sex was the best I ever had in life.

That incident taught me one more than thing. Virginity is like a lock on the door of a room. The elbow room is full of treasure and all will be lost once you open it. This is a misconception multitude have. Actually, the room is full of noesis. Unless you open it, you won't be able to learn some really important thing in life-time .