i was walking my girl friend house from highschool. i was in my carhartts and work boots, and she was wearing a nice pair of tight blue jeans and a white tee shirt. as we were walkin along up the street i stopped at the corner to rick down Orchard off Main and when i started to go down she wasnt moving. `` lets go to your place '' she said with a wry smile. `` ok '' i said, so i turned back around and we went up chief some more, till we got to my business firm. when we got there i unlocked the door and let her inside. `` what u want to tope courtney '' ? i asked `` Pepsi '' was her resolution. so we ha a pepsi and she was very repose, then she asked qhat metre my parents got home and i said in a few hour. `` percect '' was the only Scripture she said before taking my hired hand and pulling me i to my room. when we got in there she took off her shirt and bra, and was already stripping her closely jean off her self. within 30 instant she was naked and undressing me. after my carhartts were off she laid down and put her legs up ... phonograph needle to say i had the touch long before this. my phallus was hard as rock and dripping precum already i was starting to go down on her
wake UP YOU WILL BE LATE FOR SCHOOL ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
'' fuck '' i thought to my self. it was only a dream, `` im coming im comjng give your sawbuck ma '' i yelled back. so today was just like anyother day. get up eat breakfast, use bathroom, shower, wearing apparel, and walk out the dorr dressed in carhartts chipewas and a carhartt winter crown, oh ywah i forgot to mention im a fat kid in northerly Vermont, not democratic and a social outcast. anyways as i wss walking to school i noticed Courtney walkig about 75 1000 ahead of me with hersister and her mom, shes a Junior and im a sophmore who should have been a senior but my mom wouldnt let me vamoose two grades ( 2-3 ) ya, im also fresh as nooky too. i gues i will may e try and talk with her and there goes my mastermind raging at itself, `` just do it, no i cant, DO IT, im scared '' ya the usual hooey. so i just continued walking and she turned around and saw me and waved. my affection thumpped into my throat and i wanted to die of marrow loser, shes so beautiful. she is about 5 inches unforesightful than me im about 5'10 '' so ya im short too i guess and i weigh about 300 Pound, like i even have a luck. now she is not that ski ny either but shes also not fat, if i had to suppose i would say she weighs about 130 hammer if that, with faint brown hair, a vocalisation of golden mouth harp, and a smile of a godess lamia. ( sorry forgot to name im kinda a goth kid inside the big fat hillbilly redneck ) infact the o ly matter that keeps me from being barbarian is me being fat and being a res publica boy. i hate the city and everything to do with it. anyways ba k to the history ... ya so courtney is this hot piece of chubb ass that is to die for, but she is so conservative about showing ANYTHING, npw i understand that its wintertime and uts like 30 degrees ou right now, but seriously during the summertime its like 75 and she still wears longer short circuit and a tee shirt at the least ! i wear dungaree or carhartt shorts and a tee shirt because of my size i dont like there being a good deal of the joggle affect so i try to sustain covered up with a hoddie to the highest degree of the year, ( ya notice a figure, i like wearing carhartts ) anyways after schooling i have to figure out on a Friend farm, it is a short circuit driveway i i hop in my Ranger but a midium walkway, i figured i wojld walk so i could try and speak to the beautiful girl in front of me, ( probally not ever gon na materialise ) so as we are crossing thru the parking lot her mom and sister leave and go another way, and as she is waiting for traffic to turn back ( not mhch except loggin trucks ) i catch up and so she notification and smile at me, AGAIN ! im gon na pass out shes so beautiful and feel so skillful, like a res publica side efflorescence shop just not overwhelming like a funeral. im thinkin '' public lecture to her dumb ass just do it '' all that comes out is `` well at least its warm today '' she says `` ya its like 30, totally lovesome '' btw i was born i. GA and she was born and raised for mostof her life-time in TX. so i said '' well arent u used tk the cold get, i ha e been here since i was 2 im used to it '' `` ya but i still would rather have a warm home, oh finally a god damned rupture in the traffuc, arrive on lets get to school im freezing '' she was wearing a hoodie and jeans, no admiration shes cold-blooded. `` u r dressed for outpouring, its not texas where u dress like this for 60 degree weather its vermo nt we have to live like Esquimau '' she started laughing, YES i got her to laugh. `` i know, its really just my manpower that r cold though '' she said. `` here use up my gloves, sorry there a short dirty from the farm but they r warm, i pulled them off and gave them to her. `` thanks '' `` no prob '' i replyed. we were almost to the back door when she started to slip on a while of ice and went to pass out for somethi g and caught ahold of my bridge player, i held on and lifted her back up before she could realy hit the ground. '' thanks im so good-for-naught look i got ur pants wet with the slush, it makes no sence, slush here ice there ! i HATE winter ! '' i quickly let go of her hand. i get embarassed really easily and am very shy. finally we were in school, `` later '' was the lastly we spoke until the walk home. it was a lovesome afternoon, aboht 45 degrees, i took off my big carhartt and was just in my hoodie. i heard someone walking behind me, not payi g aid i kept on my way, listening to m ipod, blackamoor Veil Saint Brigid Iwrestledabearonce and mass of country. then i felt a tap on my shoulder and looked back to see Courtney there, she looks so grwat no topic what. i took my earbuds out and said hi. `` hi, i have a Brobdingnagian party favour to ask '' whats up '' i said. `` could u walk me home base or at least to my street please, im not feeling estimable. '' `` sure '' i said. `` whats haywire '' i asked, somehow i didnt feel shy today maybe it was luck, fate or somethkng but it was easg to talk to her today. `` honestly, i feel like asshole, look like bastard, and dont give a shit '' `` u dont look like shit, but u sound sick of '' i said to her, man where am i getting all this braveness from ? `` thanks '' `` uh huh '' i said. `` you live on orchard rightfield, just after the camber ? '' `` ya '' `` cool i luve just up from there, why do t insee you walking daily ? '' `` i get a ride sometimes '' she said. `` oh, me too, i have a truck bu. no liscence, i hate it '' `` lucky im in number one wood ed, but no car. '' `` ya, u surely ur gon na be ok '' man i like this new me, if only i could always be like this !

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