`` Natalie, mom just called. She has to puzzle out a doubly tongiht. She said we need to get our homework done and fix supper and she will see us in the morning. '' I proceeded to stop my history assignment. I am a Junior this twelvemonth. Just turned 16, and got my outset rattling young man. Nat is only 14. I start dinner and help Nat with some of her homework, then its fourth dimension for American Idol and then bed.



Sam, mom 's boyfriend, came over around 10. I told him mom had to work a double and was not home but he said he would just wait for her. They have been dating for about 2 old age now and so I thought this would be OK. I let him in, and went back to my way.



By this time Nat is sleeping and I am sitting up writing in my diary. All my inner intellection about Adam, and how he just kissed me and I let him refer my breast and I touched his phallus. He asked me to osculate his member but I was afraid. I like him so much and am queer of what it would be like when he asks me to have sex for the first time. I am scared, yet excited.



Sam suddenly walks in my room and sits on my bed. He tells me how pretty I am. I ask him to leave but he does n't. He takes my diary and reads what I just wrote. I am embarrased that he read my inner most secret cerebration. Sam looks at me and smiles. Says he can teach me how to please Adam when the time comes. He touches me lightly on the face. I shy away. He laughes. He pulls me finish and kisses me. `` Tongiht, I will teach you to be a fair sex. '' I pull away from him.



'' Nicole, do as I tell you, or I will go to Nat 's elbow room instead. Do you empathise ? You have to learn how to be a char Nicole. I am going to teach you tonight. '' Sam says. I said NO but he just kisses me on my mouth, hard. He tells me not to fight him, assures me I will love it. He grabs me by my hired hand and cart me out of my room into my moms room. Then he shuts and locks the door. Alone with him, I am shaking and crying, begging him to entrust me alone. He ignores me and continues to carress my trunk through my night dress.



Suddenly he rips off of my shirt and Tell me to take off my short pants. `` Do it now Nicole, or I will go get Nat instead. '' Afraid of what he may do to my baby babe, I do as he says. He begins to rub me all over while he tells me how beautiful I am. `` I am going to show you how to please your young Adam. He will give thanks me for this. ``



He starts to osculate me again, first on my lips while he pinches my mammilla. Then he kisses my nipples while he puts his fingers in my most privy womanly parts. I flinch. No one has ever touched me there. `` On Nicole, you are so blotto. You are going to feel so good around my hard turncock. '' I am shaking.



'' Nicole, terminate fighting me. Relax. You will enjoy this. '' He pushes me on the bed and begins to submit off his clothes. I have never seen a man naked before. I mean, I saw Adam 's penis but only for a indorsement. verity be known, until this evening I had thougth Sam was a handsome man, but now I am so scared of him. My body and thinker are both betraying me. Sam has an awesome eubstance and I am so odd about sex, but not like this.



Once Sam is naked he crawls on top of me and begins to kiss me again. My eubstance starts to respond to him but my creative thinker is screaming NO ! ! This is wrong. He beings to work and sting my neck while he rub my breast. He whispers in my ear `` Nicole, I ca n't wait to taste your sweet kitty '' and he kisses his way down my body. Rubbing and kissing. I notice that instead of fear, suddenly I am wet between my second joint. Excited.. How could my organic structure betray me like this. Sam is raping me .... is n't he ? ?



I can feel his breath at the top of my womanhood and he him say `` spread your legs, let me in to feast on that virgin pussy. '' I can palpate him pushing my legs open and I put up no resistance. My tears have stopped. My body shakes, but not from fear. The first time I felt his knife lap my womanhood I jumped.



'' Do you like that Nicole. '' I did n't say anthing.



'' Nicole, recount me you like my clapper on your pussy. '' I did n't say anything. Sam smacked me on the leg. `` SAY IT '' he demands.



'' I like you tongue on my vagina '' I said. He says, `` No Nicole, the Holy Scripture is puss. Say you like my tongue on your pussy. NOW ! ! ``



My lips are trembling, `` I like your natural language on my pussy '' I say. He laughes and continues to solve me there. He puts his finger's breadth in me. get-go one, then two. It hurts, but only for a instant. The more he licks and pushes his fingers in me the more moisture I feel down there. `` Do you roll in the hay what that is Nicole ? That is your body wanting what I am doing to you. You want this. Say it. You want it. ``



'' Yes Sam, I want it. '' I am spooky, I am curoious, I am scared. Then I realize I am not scared of what he is doing, only that he will quit. My body feels like it is on attack, tingling all over. Sam stops. He gets off me and pulls me up.



'' So Nicole, XTC wants you to buss his penis ? No Nichole, that is not what Adam wants. He wants his arduous prick oceanic abyss in your throat while he pumps his shipment of cum down it. '' With a big grinning on his expression he pushes me to my knee. `` Open your mouth sweetheart '' I am scared again. He begins to squeeze my cheeks hard until my mouth opens. `` You are going to suck my cock, you will not bite me or I will paddle you. You will wet-nurse my cock exactly like I tell you to, until I tell you to stop, like a serious girl should. ''



Then he puts his tumid hard cock in my sass. Just a piddling at first, then more and more until it is rich in my sass. `` That 's a good young lady Nicole. '' He starts to displace in and out, slacken then fast. I can feel myself gag and he just moans. `` Your sweet fiddling mouth feels so thoroughly on my hard cock baby. '' Faster and faster he pushes and moans louder and louder, `` Oh baby, you are going to make me bourgeon my load, but I want to write it for your sweet vestal pussy. '' Then he stops, pulls me to my feet and kiss me deep. My mouth and lip are swollen, there are binge in my centre and I am trembling.



'' Oh sweetheart, relax, the better is yet to fare. '' He lays me back on the bed again and crawls on top of me. He puts his script over my mouth and says, `` I am going to put my dick in your tight pussy now. It will hurt for a minute, but you not squall. When i am done with you, you will come back and beg me for more than, probably tomorrow night after. After I finish fucking your female parent and she falls departed I will issue forth for you. I am gon na have you thrash your mothers cum off my cock before I fuck you. ``



The more he talks the more nervous I get, but he seems to be getting more and more wind up. I ca n't breathe with his hand still over my mouth. I feel the forefront of his shaft at the entrance of my pussy and I start to jiggle. Fear consumes me. He pushes his hand harder on my sass and tells me to detain still. `` Open your legs. I am ready to sense that closely virgin pussy. ''



I do as I am told and he pushes his tool in my fast and rough. It hurts. I want to scream but he he has his helping hand over my oral fissure still. Tears begin to roll down my expression. He smiles at me. `` You feel so tight, so good. I knew you would. I am been thinking about this for 2 years, since I met your mother. I have dreamed of the day I could introduce your virgin puss and teach you to be a adult female. Now I will look forward to Nat in another 2 years '' I begin to fight. Thinking NO NOT NAT ! ! ! He just laughes and begins to move, in and out, slowly at first, then faster. This is exciting to him.



I am so scared but my soundbox begins to respond to him. My body starts to tense up and begins to tingle all over. So many sensations I have never felt. Not bad feelings, proficient feelings. Very honest feelings. Sam is moving in and out, he pushes my branch further apart and goes deeper. I feel pain and delight. How can this be ? I did n't need this. I wanted disco biscuit to be my first, not Sam. My mothers 45 year old young man. I want this to stop, but not yet. Yes ! No ! Yes ! No ! So many confusing touch.



He takes his hand off my sass, finally. `` Tell me my putz tone good in your pussy baby '' He has my legs high school in the air, on his berm, pushing severely and deep in my puss but I do n't say it. He slaps my ass, hard. I jump, Sir Thomas More binge come. `` Say it now. ``



'' Your cock tone good in my twat. '' I say with a trembling vox. `` practiced female child, you will always tell me that when I command it, do you understand. '' I nod my psyche, my soundbox is trembling. He spanks my ass again an says `` You will say 'yes sir'to me do you understand. ``



'' Yes sir. ``



'' trade good girl, your hot soused pussy is so habit-forming. I may need it again and again. But for now I am set to satiate you full of my hot cum. '' He starts to bear on in harder and faster and harder and faster. My body is such a double-dealer. The sensations I feel are in effect, my fear turns into passion, my pain into pleasure. My body starts to tense and judder and shiver on it 's own. I can no longer control any of my own body social function. I feel inordinate moisture between my thigh and I feel like I am in heaven, if only for a moment.



'' Oh, thats my girl. I just gave you your first orgasm. Was n't that big. You feel so unspoilt. '' He is going faster and I hear him groan loudly and push in deep, very trench. I can palpate hot liquid squirting bass in my body and he collaspes onto of me.



'' You are such a respectable girl Nicole. '' He moves down to between my thigh again and begins to work all the moisture from my twat, then back up to me. He forces a deep kiss on my mouth as his mouth is full of a mixture of our juices. He kisses me deep and retentive and moans.



'' Was n't that good babe. Our cum meld together taste so beneficial. Get used to it pamper. Your gon na sense of taste it often. Next fourth dimension, you will puzzle out it off my stopcock on command. ``



I just lay there looking up at him. All I could retrieve was he wants to do this to me again ? ? When ? Why ? Was n't my mohter enough for him ? Was I raped ? Did I want this ?



He begins to rub me and say `` you have been suck a soundly girl tongiht. Lets get you cleaned up and back in bed before your mom gets here. Now you keep this secret between us and do n't tell anyone. The following time I come for you I expect you to come to me willingly. You will beg me to make out you again. ``



He showers with me, washes my body, dresses me and carries me to bed. He leans in to osculate me on my frontal bone and says `` goodnight ravisher '' then walks out.



That was three days ago and Sam is still coming to my elbow room every prison term my mom works late, and sometimes he gets me from schoolhouse and takes me to his place. I have never say no and I have never told anyone. As far as I know he has never touched Nat, and he promises me as long as I do as he says he never will.



Sam was right about so many things. I did acquire to be a woman. The low gear time I was with Adam he was very pleased with me. Part of me hates Sam, persona of me loves him. Will I ever get away from him ?