Was It Rape ?
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So I failed my exam. AGAIN. I saw the outcome list and even though I sort of knew I had failed, the confirmation of it was really painful. My best friend, Rose, was out of town for work so she tried the trump she could to keep my spirits up via textual matter, but I cried myself to sleep anyway. Her husband, hotdog, who was still in town, texted me too and let me know that if I needed to just hang or overwhelm my regret or whatever, he was there for me.
My history with Frank…we hadn't seen each other much for about four month before this all happened. That's when rose caught him cheating on her. They took a couple of month apart and then she moved back in with him and I had avoided him. We had been champion before that ; we'd hung out when rose was out of town, like buds. I don't trust many people easily, so it meant a lot when he cheated on her. I felt like he betrayed our friendship too. So this was going to be the first metre since"the incident"that we were seeing each other on our own without Rose as a buffer.
We went out form of too soon for a Friday. We went bowling and had burgers at the bowling alley. It was a pretty partiality place for a bowling back street, with a gild and a bar attached, and it was expensive. I felt bad asking to play another game, so we left and sat outside for a bit. He was staring at his phone the whole time so I thought,"yeah he's not well-situated around me anymore either"and I felt bad, but I was still pissed at him on some spirit level so I said I should just go home. He said no and we walked to a nearby bar.
We drank a lot. I was trying to gait myself with non-alcoholic drinks in between the other beverage, but then he ordered me a slam, and then I ordered really expensive whiskey and we started having very explicit discussion about his sex lifetime with blush wine. Before the incident, they were not having sex, like at all. rose wine had been very, very tip over about that. For months. Now, they were swinger. I still think that makes no sense, that she never was a swinger or had had a threesome before but after her husband cheats on her, she starts having threesomes and swapping collaborator like it's nothing…I digress. So there was a guy, Roger, that had been…guesting, I guess you'd claim it. Frank told me he'd gone down on Roger and asked me if I thought that made him gay. I was drunk, so I can't remember what I told him. Probably something like it doesn't matter what I think.
I know I told him about some guy, maybe the guy I was with at the time, I don't know, but I felt like I had to not be boring and straightlaced and prove I had a sex life story too. He told me that it made him difficult to listen about that story. He showed me a picture he had on his telephone set of Rose getting fucked by Roger. I know I tried a few multiplication to get the conversation off sex, but I was so booze I can't really call back what I said.
At some stage he or we decided it was time to will. I went outside to bum a smoke from the people on the patio. Frank settled the billhook and followed me outside. He took the cigarette away from me and took a drag then tried to kiss me on the mouth. I pulled away and pushed him, laughing and telling him he was being a boozy idiot. It never occurred to me at all that he could be seriously trying to kiss me.
fountainhead then he said he was trying to let me inhale the smoke from him. So I did that a couple of times with him still thinking that was ok because although our moths were touching, it wasn't a candy kiss. Then he started kissing me and I…I don't know I was nervous and kind of excited and very inebriate. I let him buss me a bit and then I kissed him back a bit and I kept thinking the unhurt prison term that it was just stupid, drunken, devoid fun. innocent !
We had to walk a few blocks to get to a plaza where we could enamor a cab. I was feeling drunk and happy and having fun kissing here and there. I remember he said something to me like"you're so poise because you know this doesn't think anything."I just laughed and pushed him away and told him he was stupid about half the times he went in for a candy kiss, but when I did let him kiss me, I did snog him back. I don't know how many times we kissed before we got to the cab stand.
We got a cab and I got in and slumped over. I must have been pretty drunk because my brain started going in and out, like being half asleep where you're kind of aware of things going on, but not really able to mouth or participate in anything. I felt my annulus get pushed up over my butt and wiener's hands on my ass. I might have swatted his hands away or I may throw just thought that I wanted to. I remember listening to him giving directions to the driver and thinking he was a lot more sober than me. I remember thinking that I was in deep hoot since I couldn't parkway away from his stead for several hours at least. I'm pretty sure I felt or said"I'm screwed."I was right.
He groped me under my skirt the unhurt cab ride home base ; unless the driver started asking for more directions, then my skirt got flipped back down to cover me up. I was aware of it, but I couldn't relocation. I didn't say period in the cab because I was afraid the driver would forebode the cops or something. As I have said several times, I was very, very drunk. I probably should have said something ; maybe it would take scared him. Toward the end of the cab drive, he succeeded in getting his fingers in between my labia from behind. I know I was wet, I'm always stupidly steamy when I'm drunk, even if I don't want sex, I get wet. I'm sure he took that as a planetary house I wanted it. I probably was turned on on some level, but I still didn't think…I just didn't think anything would really come about. Not four months after he cheated on rose wine, not with her best friend, who told him off and called him every name in the Christian Bible and then didn't speak to him in any meaningful way for four months.
I can't remember getting in the house or how I got through the keep room, past the kitchen to the breakfast corner, but I remember standing at the breakfast bar and looking across the house at him getting naked and then I really got appal. I remember yelling at him to get his wearing apparel back on, to cease it to stop being stupid. He got some of his clothes back on but not all of them. He ran over to me and hugged me and said it was ok, that we didn't have to do anything, but he had wanted me for a long time, and that he was sorry. He kept asking me if I was ok and I said yes, but that we can't do anything, I can't betray my best Friend, he can't do this to her again, claptrap blah blah etc. He kept saying that he knew, and then I was crying, or sort of battle cry, it's pretty blurred.
He hugged me and buried his head in my neck. He started to nuzzle and nibble the property that turns me on so very much and I am for sure I moaned, I know I was turned on somewhat. His script were all over me, under my shirt, my shirt was off, under my bra, then my bra was off and he was playing with my mamilla and we were kissing. My breath was stuck, or else I was panting, or he was panting and I couldn't breathe, I was horny and terrified and angry and shocked. I pulled away and put my bra back on and he started to kiss me again and begged me to let him watch out me get myself off. I said no and got my shirt back on and was begging him to stop touching me, to stop kissing me. I kept saying over and over"we can't do this, you can't do this to her again, you didn't see her, you don't know what it did to her."He kept agreeing with me, but somehow my shirt and bra came off again and I was losing the battle with my legs to keep on standing.
Finally I started bargaining with him. I told him to keep his clothes on and that he could watch me get myself off but that was it. He said ok and took my skirt off. I had taken the panties off earlier in the even ( very sneakily I thought, too ), because they were riding up in a really uncomfortable way when I had been bowling. The skirt was below my knee, so I didn't even think it was that big a deal."No panties, you're such a unspoiled slut,"he said when he looked down. Being called names for some understanding just really turns me on. He reached down and slue a fingerbreadth right into me and my stifle gave way. He"helped"me upstairs to their sleeping room so he could look out me get off. Yeah right.
I was on the bed and my headland and the room and the universe was spinning. He was on the bed and he was naked. I remember telling him he had to stay dressed but his grimace was in my crotch and he was going down on me like it was his job before I could protest much more. rosebush had told me various prison term how salutary he was at eating pussy and I just rolled my eyes and didn't believe her. Well, he was pretty expert. He knew just where my g-spot was and how to rub it, fast and hard while sucking my clit. I came pretty quickly and I didn't make it till later but that was the initiative time I ever squirted.
"You taste amazing, kiss me and taste yourself."He kissed me and I kissed him back, still horny because I'm never satisfied after one orgasm. I tasted like pineapple juice. I've never tasted that good since that night, although I never mouthful bad, but never that sweet and fruity again. He went back down on me some more, his knife plunging into my bitch over and over again till I came on his spit and he kept telling me how amazing I tasted. I kept saying no here and there but I didn't push him away anymore ; I wanted to cum again. He was good, I was a loose woman. Naked in my trump admirer's marital bed, legs wide open with her hubby's case in my puss eating it for all he was worth and I was moaning and grinding my hips into my back talk. I came on his fingers a few Sir Thomas More times and I was honestly ready to catch some Z's but he wasn't done with me yet.
He pulled Rose's vibrator out of her nightstand drawer and started fucking me with it. He plunged it deep inside me and then started moving it in and out fast and operose. I came, screaming and squirting again. The all time he's telling me how much he wants me, hot fucking hot I am, that he's wanted to fuck me since the first clip he met me four years ago. It's not possible to not be affected by those matter while you're drunk and cumming over and over and doing something very forbid. Even though I kept saying we shouldn't, I had stopped saying"no"and I kept cumming.
Finally, he put my leave alone leg over his berm and lined his hard dick up to my cunt. With no condom.
"You want me to fuck you ?"he asked. I wanted to hold back cumming, but I shook my head.
"We shouldn't do this, we can't do this."I said as he slid is Rock hard cock all the way into me. It felt good.
He kept my leg pressed between our bodies as he pumped in and out of me, relentlessly, for probably a half hour. He kept reaching down to squeeze my nipples and press his hand around my throat, which I hated but couldn't speak to evidence him. He kept calling me a goodness slut, and telling me I had a right pussy, that I was such a good fuck, that my tits were beat, that I was so fucking hot. I kept saying he was just rummy and he was going to repent it in the morning, that I would, that when we were sober we were going to detest ourselves, but that didn't make his slit soft, he just kept pumping and pumping. I made him lay off because I had to pee and threatened to pee on the bed.
While I was sitting on the toilet pee, he followed me in and grabbed the spinal column of my head and shoved it down on his stopcock. I pulled off him and started blowing him so he wouldn't choke me. I took him till he hit the back of my pharynx, licking and getting him wet all over, tasting how unfermented my kitty-cat was on his cock. I reached down and gently played with his bollock while I swirled my tongue around the caput and then started bobbing my caput up and down on his hammer while massaging his balls…I persuasion if I could get him to cum that he'd stoppage fucking me and decrease asleep and we could put this behind us, pretend it never happened.
He wouldn't cum, or couldn't cum, he had incredible staying power for some reasonableness. He pulled me off the toilet and let me wash my hands before pulling me back into the chamber and pushing me on the bed.
He fucked me till I was dry, till I was raw and still he didn't cum, He made me adhere a finger up his ass while he poured lube all over my pussy and kept fucking me. I felt like it had been going on for minute and minute, but I have no idea how long it actually lasted. I don't even think I was awake for all of it. I just remember the feeling of my legs going numb, of my puss being sore and his travail dripping in inhuman drops onto my face and chest.
Finally, he was ready. He pulled out and came everywhere. It hit the headboard, my whisker, my face, my titmouse, my stomach, and then he spread open my twat and came all over it. I was so wear, and still so drunk that I didn't even move, not to houseclean up or anything. He went and got a towel or something and wiped me off a bit and then told me I better abide in his bed with him instead of going down the hall to the guest way. I didn't argue. I just closed my eyes.
Next thing I knew it was daylight, but that cold, thin daylight of ahead of time morning. He was stroking my hair, then he was kissing the back of my neck opening, then he was pulling the covert down…I pretended to be asleep, but he kept fondling and kissing and groping. He rolled me on my back and stuck his fingers right in my dry puss. I opened my optic and cried out in pain.
He told me he'd probably never have this fortune again so he intended to enjoy me as much as possible. He pulled out the bottle of lube and squirted it all over me and him. He asked me if I'd ever seen a tool hoop and I said I hadn't. He showed me this sort out, stretchy, silicone roofy, and then he but it over hid cock and over and around his balls and cock. He told me it makes it vainglorious and keeps him laborious for longer. I told him I was sore and that lastly nighttime was enough and he was sober so he didn't have any excuse. He said something like"you're a hot slut, you're naked in my bed, and I'm going to fuck you."
He got on top of me and started pumping away. I was too banal, sore and had the beginnings of a hangover to fight down or to enjoy it or to do anything but just try to advert onto the contents of my stomach. He got queer I wasn't responding and started fucking me severe, making it hurt more. Finally, hoping to get it over with sooner rather than later, I started fucking him back and making moaning disturbance that I hoped were convincing. It worked because he pulled out and came all over me again. I got up out of the bed and almost fell to the base, my wooden leg were so shaky. I hobbled to the bathroom and rinsed off in the shower, then looking at the dirty bed piece of paper and Frank sitting there looking totally engrossed in his iPad, I turned and shuffled down the Hall to the guestroom and fell asleep.
A few hours later, I woke up, found all my clothes all over the mansion and drove Frank back to his car. I didn't say anything for a prospicient prison term until he finally broke the silence."That was a lot of fun, I hope you're not offended, but you're a great lay."I smiled a tight-lipped grin and held back the impulse to cry. We got close to the parking lot where he'd left his car and he tried talking again."The but affair I regret is that I didn't get to fuck you more."I felt a moving ridge of sickness and gloominess and disgust and shame. He got out of my car and took off toward the parking garage and I went plate and took a long shower .