The tension between Nate and I had grown over the yesteryear few weeks, to the point that Kevin and Paul both struggled to to peach to us when we are in a room together. It was getting to a piont where I didnt find comfortable in my own house and me and Nate not talking unless we had too, was making everything awkward and I was getting tired of all this.
After Nate had left for his shift key at the pub, I pulled Kevin and Saul to one face so i could talk to them. `` Guys, we need to mouth. I am so sorry about this fix berth, and I 'm sorry that it has dragged out this far, and so you guys know Im looking for a new place to live. '' I say feeling slightly realived.
'' No you are not moving out Rox, you are piece of this house, and to be true, things would be strange with out you. '' Saul says.
'' Im sorry Paul, but I have to go, it is just so awkward between Nate and I, and I feel so confused about the hole situation. And I have tried to verbalise to him, But he wo n't listen. It 's my fault this all happened, so I am going to fix it. '' I say opening a bottle of water.
'' Well you are wrong, it is completely bum fault. you have been through so much and he knew that, and yet he still acts like a douche bag bag towards you '' Kevin says
'' Thank you guys for all the kind quarrel, but I am not staying here to be alienated by Nate, and I am not breaking your friendship up, so until I find a new berth I am going to stay somewhere else. '' I left before they could get any words in and try to switch my head. I picked up my duffel bag bag and left the flat. For awhile, I just drove around township, to clear my head. I had absolutly no where to go. So not wanting to be a burden on anyone else, I ended up at my service department. I sat on my wheel for awhile, not knowing what to do, feeling upset too rest, I looked around and noticed an old bike book binding in the far recess. removing the stale sheet there was a battered, dusty old Suzuki GSX750 ( 1997-2002 ). I pulled it into the middle of the room and desided it was prison term for some TLC. I went to my bech picked up my tool box and set to form.
It was like this for a few days, study through the day, and the odd shifts and the Minx, and all the evening spent piece of work on my bike. I had n't slept since I left the flat, and I was starting to finger the affects, but I had to keep busy, If i left my mind ramble too much I would startle feeling the lonelness creep in, and I would start cerebration of all the shit that has happened, and I really could n't face it all. Come my next shift at prickteaser, I was looking worse for ware, covered in oil, smell of rust metallic element and my lack of eternal rest was making me delerious.
I had n't heard anything that Lottie was trying to say to me, and I could n't keep my eyes focused. Everything was a blur as I tried to focus on everything around me, and when I finally did I realised I was in a car, driving towards the flat. `` full stop, what are you doing Lottie. '' I say forcing my eyes open.
'' I am taking you back place Rox, you need nap, and god you need a shower down, you stink. `` She says and I glare at her.
'' Take me to my garage Lottie, Now. I am not going back to the flat. please just deal me back there. '' I beg her. She just sighed, turned the car around and drove me back to my new house and helped me get inside.
'' What have you been doing Rox ? '' she asks as she stares at the bikes skellington.
'' I am re building a Suzuki GSX750, now go, I have so often left hand to do. '' I pushed her out the door shutting it rigorous behind her. I was bent over the engine and carefully cleaning it out so I can see what can be saved and what I would call for to replaced. I heard a whack on the doorway and I ignored it, fixated on my employment. I was so wrapped on finshing on cleaning the engine, I had n't realised that the person knocking on my door had let themselves in.
'' Hi Roxie. Its Kevin, I need you to break off and look at me. '' He says lightly placing his hand on my shoulder. `` You need to come habitation, you are making yourself sick. '' I dropped my brush and sat there shaking.
'' I do n't have a rest home. '' i say tear falling down my face.
'' Yes you do Rox, with us. Please come dwelling. You are making yourself worse the thirster you stay away, and we need you. we havent had a real meal since you left. `` He wiped the tears from my nerve and I chuckled at his statement. `` Come with me please Rox. If not for yourself, for us we will die if Saint Paul tries cooking again. '' He said and I laughed again wiping my aspect, smudging oil everywhere. I nodded and Kevin lead me by the hand to his car, making sure he locked my garage behind us. putting me in the back seat, he drove me nursing home. I got to the strawman door and when it opened St. Paul bombarded me with hugs and interrogative sentence about food for thought, and I laughed.
'' Paul let her get in and log Z's. '' Kevin said.
'' I 'm ok Kev '' and on saying that I collapsed on the trading floor. When I woke up my venter growled and on looking at myself in the mirror behind my room access, I looked like crap. I had a shower and went to the kitchen and started to manipulate. Nate walked into the kitchan and sat down looking at me.
'' were you really going to move out, because of me ? '' he asked
'' Yes '' i said focusing on slicing the mushrooms.
'' Why ? '' he asked.
'' Are you really that screen. You never speak to me and when I try you just blow me off, it was been awkward rung here for weeks, and I just could n't cover it anymore. I was fed up of being alienated by you and so I moved out. '' I said.
'' To your garage, hiding. '' He said.
'' I was n't hiding. '' i snapped at him.
'' you were hiding and you new it. '' he says back at me.
'' So, what if i was, why do you even care. you even said that what happened between us was a Brobdingnagian mistake. ''
'' I do n't care. '' he mumbled.
'' well you obviously do worry Nate or you would n't be sat here now. '' i say to him, I had stopped cutting up the mushrooms.
'' I need to go. '' he says starting to get up.
'' no we are going to sort this out now Nate. you say im hidding, what are you doing. you are hidding, and your being a Brobdingnagian hypocrit. `` I say to him.
'' I know i am hiding, Because I have never felt this before. '' Nate said
'' Felt what before Nate. '' i asked getting confused, he stood up and the future thing I new his sass were pressing against mine and they were urgent and longing. My head was spinning.
'' What was that. '' i asked him shocked at what had just happened.
'' I love you Roxie, the moment i saw you I loved you and I can understand if you wont feel the Saame, but i can not hide fom this anylonger. '' he finished his speech and looked at me with his smoldering eye and I felt my skin on fire. I leaped forward and kissed him again, feeling his soft lips against mine. He picked me up off the floor, and i wrapped my leg around his waist. I never wanted to let him go again. He carried me into his way, and we fell on his bed, drunk with a new kind of passion, I ripped the clothes off his back and kissed his body all over. I wanted him now.
he waisted no time in taking off my clothes and I was soon in paradise as he kissed down my cervix towards mt tummy and then lower to my cunt. His spit was flying to work licking my sweet spot until i felt myself begining to climax. He didnt arrest and soon I was cumming again. He smiled at me and added a rascally wink. I couldnt do anything. He kissed my breasts and lingered on my nipples, gently lapping his toungue over them. I felt his cock head against my opening, and without warning he thrusted mystifying inside me, until He could n't go any futher, and started to love me punishing, he was an animal.
In the heat of the moment my arrest dug into his back, and scrapped down leaving red marks. He pulled out suddenly and flipped me over so my ass was in the air. `` you set ? '' he asked kissing my lightly all over.
'' If you do n't fuck me now I will leave. '' I said, my dead body calling out for his tactual sensation, He chuckled and I soon felt his cock againdt my ass pushing slow. It didnt detriment for me and before he new it, i thrusted myself onto his cock, and soon was having my ass fucked like there was no tomorrow. my shrieking of joy filled the air, and my body shuck through another vivid orgasm. my shaking body nearly gave out, I did n't lie with how often more I could take, when Nate pulled out and cam all over my ass. He collapsed ontop of me and the rolled over to his face. I rolled over to look at his face. Both of us gasping for air, I turned and faced the other way, resting my head teacher on his pillow. '' Nate ? '' i whispered
'' Yeah rox. ``
'' I love you too. '' i felt his arms wrap round me and I could find his cock harden against my thigh. we spent that night learning each others organic structure and for once in my lofe I felt secure in the arms of my man .