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Moving was always painful and it seemed like all we did was ever moved. My mom was recently moved to a small town in IA. Everyone knew everyone or at least almost everyone. I had lost dozen of friends before until I had finally just stopped even trying to pretend new friend. I lost track of most of them anyway, and it did n't seem worth it anymore.


Arriving in town, I looked out the window thinking about how dainty all these family looked. We had money. But even so my mom was n't big on the big houses. She had shown me the theatre before we left, and it had been a nice, but fairly small house. Three bed rooms, two bath, wide-cut kitchen, dainty dining room, and big living room. Again it was n't huge, but I suppose it was n't humble either.

Turning into our crusade I notice some teenager outside huddled in a belittled mathematical group. They looked up when we drove up in the driveway to the now occupied mansion. One of them caught my attention. Of form it was a guy. But this guy seemed unlike from all the others. Jet pitch blackness hair's-breadth, and icy blue optic stared back at me. I quickly looked away afraid he might think I was some looney. I grabbed my bags out of the car, walking up to the sign I could feel their eyes on my back watching every move I made.

Opening the room access and stepping inside the house looked spacious and inviting. Our furniture for the most part was not accounted for, and we would experience to do with sleeping traveling bag for the first few nights.

'' Is n't this great ? Brand new start- ''

'' steel new chance. '' I finished for her. She turned to look at me, and gave me a frown. `` You 've said it every fourth dimension we moved. '' Throwing my bags down I decided I should walk around town and see if there was anything good around here.

'' Amanda. '' I heard my mom say before I could get to the door. I turned to look at her, and she walked over to me. `` I just wanted to say I love you. ``

She hugged me, and then turned toward the kitchen. I did n't really care about the house. I had deal of homes to say this one was just another irregular stop. There was no reason to get acquainted. When I got outside the group had disappeared, and along with the the blue eye boy. I sighed and started making my way downtown. My mom said when we got here she would buy me a car, and I had told her I could buy my own. She had insisted though, and I was n't one to argue with her. I had been so inscrutable in thought I did n't remark the blue-eyed boy had crept up on me.

'' Hey. Your the new female child right ? '' His centre looked me over not caring that I could see him do it. He grinned at me as he brought his oculus back up to mine.

'' Yes and I 'd appreciate it if you kept your eyes off these matter, '' I pointed to my breast, `` And kept them up on these things. '' Pointing to my eye. His grin only got wider.

'' So what brought you here ? To this petty townsfolk. '' He ask tilting his head. He stuffed his hired man in his pocket, and waited for me to respond.

'' I ... umm ... my mom ... she moves a lot. Part of her job. '' Catching me off guard with the question.

'' How many time have you moved ? '' He asked his gaze I realized was n't on me. I turned to search at two daughter walking down the sidewalk in just Bikini. They smiled and waved at Derek, but he did n't even seem to notice.

`` My names Derek and you are ? '' He asked now staring at me curiously.

'' Amanda. '' I said narrowing my eyes at the girls'back.

'' Oh well I was wondering if you 'd like to go to the beach sometime. '' And see me in a bikini ? No way.

'' Umm .. well I have to be back house soon. I ca n't. '' I said pointing to my sign of the zodiac. `` I live just there. '' Oh your smarting. You just told him where you lived.

'' Oh ... okay ... I 'll see you later then. '' He said.

I nodded. I had expected him to terminate me, but he did n't. He just let me go with a small smile on his face. I did n't do it what that smile was for. All I knew was that he was bad news show. Those girls knew him, and for whatever reason it was, it was n't good. I walked for about ten minute of arc before I got to any stores. The first computer memory I went to was called Drew 's Books. It was a book store. I read a lot and over the year Bible had been my alone companion. This entrepot had a lot of books, and as I explored I knew I would be coming back soon.

'' Are you looking for something specific ? '' I spun around to bump a small, and by small I mean not so grandiloquent fair sex, with reading glasses. She looked like a material librarian and seem nice enough.

'' Umm .. no .. I was just looking. '' I smiled slightly, and she nodded. Turning back she went back the way she came.

For the next hour I spent my time looking at books and making a list. I finally looked at the clock and pocketed my list. It was probably time to head back. I noticed that when I left that Derek was just come out of a entrepot across the street. He saw me, but did n't acknowledge me. He turned walking farther into downtown. I shook my fountainhead, and started my base on balls home. When I walked through the door I smell Chinese. My mom must have picked something up.

'' I 'm place ! '' I yelled.

'' Oh good. I just order Chinese. '' Walking into the support room my mom was sprawled out in front of a big TV.

'' I see you got a TV. What else did you get ? '' I asked sitting down next to her. I picked up a container, and opened it up. I took a bit, and wow did it perceptiveness good.

'' Did you find anything interest ? '' She asked ignoring my question.

'' Yeah, I found a book memory board. It has a lot of Good Book. '' I replied with my mouth full. She raised her eyebrows, and then sighed. She set down her food, and focused her entire attention on me.

'' Amanda. I want you to foretell something for me. '' She said taking my hands.

'' What ? `` I asked suspicious.

'' Will you try to lay down friend this year ? I just ... see you every year ... no ally ... '' She trailed off.

'' How can I do that if we keep moving all the time ? '' I said pulling my helping hand back. She flinched and looked down at her script. She stayed that way for a minute of arc and then she lifted her header up.

'' What if I promise that we will continue here until graduation ? '' She asked, eye pleading with me. She felt guilty. She should.

'' Then I 'd say okey. Thank you. '' I said hugging her tightly. I felt better now that I could concenter on early things beside where we 'd be moving to next.

When we were both done I went up to take a shower. The water felt beneficial against my skin, and when I got out to dry and explore for some pjs in my elbow room there was a bed ! It was a secure sized bed too. I found some pjs and threw myself on my bed falling benumbed instant.


I woke up to the sun hitting my grimace. I smile and knew that today was going to be corking. I threw some cloths on and headed down stairs finding my my in the kitchen cooking some bacon.

'' Hey honey, bacon ? '' She was behind the kitchen range cooking away, and I remembered our conversation last night.

'' Yes, please. '' She came over and unload some Bacon on my denture that was already fill with centre and some toast. Then she came to sit beside me.

'' So are you going to do anything today ? '' I nodded.

'' I was thinking about going to the beach. It 'd be a neat day for it. ``

'' well of course of study you should go. I 'm going to do a little bit of shopping and getting the sign of the zodiac filling. Beach is a good estimate so you do n't have to sit at home bored to death. '' She said glancing at the clock.

Finishing up breakfast my mom dropped me off at the beach. It was n't a vast beach but it was n't small either. I walked past a chemical group of guy who were playing volleyball. They all looked me up and down, but only one took rattling interest.

'' Hey, wan na playact ? '' He had a nice chiseled jaw, and chocolate eyes that you could get lost in.

'' Umm ... maybe in a picayune bit. '' I said smiling.

'' well my names Jason. Yours ? ''

'' Amanda. ''

I left them playing and found a smudge not far from them and settled down. I put on some sun screen
and sunglass, and laid back. Yes, this day was going to be just amercement. It was long though before I felt something nudge my feet. It was a volleyball and one of the guys had hit it out. Way out.

'' Hey, wan na toss it back, or join us ? '' Jason asked.

I looked over to the boy and then all smile encouragingly. `` sure. '' I said turning back to him. He took the testis and I join his team. One of the son stepped out to make it bonny, but he insisted that we could win any way. We played for about a hour, and then Jason and I separated from the rest of them. We walked along the board walkway looking at the water. He suddenly looked up, gave me a sly smile, and pulled me into one of the changing booths.

What came next I 'd never in my aliveness though would hap. Jason grab my around the waist and kissed me. It was a great osculation and he was a not bad kisser. He took his time, and held me tightly against him. I did n't bang what would hap, but I wanted this. Years of isolation were taking it 's price and it was prison term to make the best of this situation. Wrapping my arms around his following I deepen the kiss letting him draw me down on the ground. He pushed his body against mine, and then his hands reached for the ties that held my swimming costume together. He undid it and the slowly pulled it away.

I did n't roll in the hay what he say, but he must of liked it because he came down again to kiss me. My heartbeat sped up and so did his. I could palpate it against mine beating away. He trailed a clustering of osculation right down the center field of my chest. Then he pulled down my bum just a bit and kissed me there. His eyes came up to cope with mine, and then he pulled them the ease of the way off. Standing just long enough to take off his trunks, and then coming back down to press our consistency back together again.

Jason spread my legs, and then push his penis through my sass column inch by inch. It hurt at first but then he was all the way through and slowly thrusting in and out. It felt so expert too. I loved the feeling. He got faster, and I held onto him tighter, and I thrust my hips to meet his. Our bodies thrust and pierce and we did n't finish until about half hour later when we were tired, and sweating away. He kissed my cervix, then my nose, then my sass tasting me. Then we fell asleep in each others arms.

Waking up after sex, I still felt everything as if it just happened. I look over to Jason and he was still sound asleep. I woke him up, and he smile at me. We got dressed, but it was kind of hard since we both stop to kiss each other again and again. But we finally got dress, and we made our way to his car. He drove me abode, and right before we got there I realized I had a lot of explaining to do to my mom. She would find out, and I would be in some serious trouble if I did n't tell her now. I had to say her, and god knows it might as well be now.

Walking into the sign of the zodiac I searched for my mom. I found her siting in a president in the kitchen. She was reading a newspaper and when I got up to her she smiled at me.

'' Mom .... I have something I need to distinguish you. '' I said nervously .