Chapter 1

My epithet is Dexter, I 'm 19, blonde haired and sorry eyed.

I want to say `` intone '' but I 'm not there yet. I 'd go with `` clean '' or `` muscular ''. I mean, my all my brawn are showing pretty well, but I 'm not as pumped up as all of those gym freak. There was a reason for me to originate going to the gym.

When I was 17, I stopped playing football. It was around that time that I realised I was into Guy. This, and a want of time for it, led me to leave office playing and start working out, since I did n't require to let myself slack-off and be out of shape.

You see, being a 17 year old gay guy it is n't well-heeled when you have to transfer for football game practice in a way full phase of the moon of sweaty teenage boys three clock time a week. Especially considering I have a piffling thing for feet.

I thought that me quitting, would figure out my `` problem '' and that way I could just be randy and gay all by myself, but I had n't considered that some of those guys were actually my friends.

Two of them, I had known ever since I wore my showtime nappy, Saint Luke and da Vinci. They were my two best admirer. Then there was Jeremy, Aaron, Brian, Gary ... and Joshua. Oh, man.

Now Joshua, he was n't on my football game team, but he was in all of my classes in my last year of high-pitched school. I had a John Major calf love on him ever since I started to actualize I was occupy in the guys on the squad. In class, we got along very well. We were n't estimable acquaintance or anything, but we had reciprocal Friend so I got to do it him pretty well. But after quitting the football squad, joining the gym, graduating high school day and going to college, I variety of grew estranged of all of them. The guys from the team, as well as Joshua. I found other supporter, and I hung out with the guys less and less. When we would receive at parties and such and we would talk and have a unspoilt time together, but apart from that I did n't see them often. We were all headed our own seperate slipway in life. I missed them. I missed Joshua. I missed how well-fixed it all used to be.

However, thanks to the seperation I did start to get a small bit more into the gay scene during my first year of college. Online chatting, coming out to everyone and nicknack. My coming out was rather loose, since I 'm not such a stereotypical gay guy, but just a normal sheik. I dress, act and lecture like a straight guy, because that 's just the way I am, except I like to suck up dick instead of eating pussy, apparently. mass did n't look at me very diffirently, they were all really accepting despite the shock of it all.

I was a randy teenager two years ago, and I still am. The guys play around in my fantasies. Joshua more so then the others. My feeling for the guy rope from my footballteam are only sexual, but when I think about Joshua I feel so much more than that. Yet, they 're just fancy. I have to make do with the odd Grindr hookup from fourth dimension to clock time. At least, that was my life before yesterday.

Yesterday was a boring day. School sucked, piece of work was even worse and all I wanted to do was go to bed and wake up after a week or so. But then I got a text, telling me that my bed had to wait a little longer.

Dwight, one of my class fellow picked me up, and it was a 45 min. driving force to the club, since we had to pick up the residue of the ring on the way. I liked hanging out with them, we all became booster on the number 1 day of college and went drinking that same night to get to know each former better. That was a hell of a night.

Dwight turned up some calming music, which was large because I had to get a little bit of relief before we got there.

Plus, I had all the time to daydream about my long aliveness crush. God Joshua, gorgeous Josue. Wavy blonde pilus, sea-blue eye and not too plump, but very pink tasty-looking backtalk. Not to mention his acrobatic build. He is everything a guy could ever desire. Jocky football player and all. I have been crushing on him for years, but like the former guys, he seems completely straight. You ca n't blame a guy for hoping right ? He 's just so sympathetic, and fun to be around. I can moon all I want.

When we got to the club it took me some clip. But after a little while I had a really skillful buzz going on.

I had been dancing around with a few female child when I realised I had to go to the bathroom to take a peeing. I slowly made my way over there, did my thing and was prepare to get back on the dancefloor when I felt a strong helping hand grab me around my speed arm, pulling me through the crowd into a less busy turning point of the room. When the guy loosened his travelling bag, I turned around to face him, realising that it was none other than ...

'J-Joshua ? .. W-wha-what 's up man ? Is something wrong ?'Oh, awesome Dex, that was not obvious at all. You 're so smooth.

'Hey Dexy, nothing 's wrong, I just wanted to talk to you for a bit .'He said, as I stared into his sky-blue eyes. When he started a minuscule catch-up chatting I took that time to calculate him up and down. He 's really gorgeous, to me at least. His blue eye, styled blond hair, broad shoulder, secure muscles, his V-neck showed some boy-cleavedge. His strong stage and bombastic groundwork were clad in night skinny jeans and black stool pigeon. Everything about his aspect turned me on, and everything about his personality made me descend in love.

There was not actually that much stiffness between us though, we had been dependable acquaintance. I mean everyone knew I was into guy wire by now. But even the footballguys kept talking to me at parties and stuff, they did n't really acknowledge the obvious reason for which I quit.

'... you here with ?'I heard Joshua 's voice, which slapped me into the here and now.

'Sorry, what did you say ?'I asked.

He smiled at me, a little strangely, as if there were some inside antic I did n't get. Did he remark me staring ? He composed himself, standing straight up, which meant I had to bend my header up a slight since Joshua was about an in taller than me.

'I said, who are you here with ?'He repeated.

'I 'm with some guy cable from college tonight, what about you ?'

Josue smiled wider.

'I 'm with the guys, issue forth on let 's say hi .'He said. I wanted to go with him, but I could n't go without telling my friends.

'Wait, let me tell my friends first .'

'No meter ! Sorry Dexy !'Joshua yelled over the sound of the music as he grabbed my arm again and pull out me into another Radclyffe Hall where they played delicate rock 'n' roll euphony. Then he continued to drop back me towards the toilets, he stopped before entering. The medicine was softly buzzing through the Marguerite Radclyffe Hall, there were a duad of wasted people and some guys and girls trying to bury eachother 's tongues. This was the fountainhead known bit to start affair up before going rest home to hook up with someone. I 'd had my fair share of appetizers here. I looked around and threw Joshua a upset look, and that 's when I felt his hand on my cheek.

I nearly died as he turned my expression towards his, I do n't have intercourse if it was the alcohol, the tiredness, the music or the full general atmosphere alltogether, but when he leaned in and I almost crushed his nuzzle smashing my backtalk against his. He grabbed my brass with one script and clutched my hair with the former as our lips moved together as if they had been forever. I wrapped my arms around his waist, pulling him even out against me until I was sandwiched between the bulwark, and the boy I 'd woolgather of for about two years. What the shag was happening ?

I wanted to pull away, to ask him what was going on or to check if he was n't really imbibe. I did n't need us to regret anything later. But god, he felt so good leaning his whole body against me. Our hired man had started travelling all over our torso 's as our tongues fought wildly for dominance. Normally I 'd have the guy flushed and whimpering against the paries by now, but it seemed I 'd met my mate. Fuck, this boy could progress to out. My head was spinning as I squeezed a hand replete of his ass and pulled him even closer to me. I could feel his little buddy pushing into my thigh, which did n't feel as small as the finish meter I saw it in the boy 's locker room at shoal. He started to grind himself against my own excitement and we moaned into each other 's mouths.

We did n't stop over for what seemed like the whole evening, we just stood there. Our lips never leaving each former. But just as that little voice in the back of my point started to wonder how the fuck it was possible that my kickoff and only actual press was making me see stars right now, he pulled away.

Immediately I missed the feeling of his closeness. A little groan escaped him as he stared at me with half-lidded eyes.

'You have no mind how long I 've waited to do that .'He said breathlessly.

Before I could reply, Joshua had pulled me into the bathroom. I thought one of my dirty fantasies was going to amount through, but piffling did I know that a unhurt new one was going to found itself into my mind.

When we stepped inside the bathroom, I heard the lock clink shut behind us, which caused me to look around at the door in panic. And let me tell you, I was no less than surprised when I realised Joshua had meant my booster from the football team when he 'd said : `` the guys ''. There stood Aaron, a smirk on his handsome face. He winked at me and gestured his head to the former side of meat of the john, where the other guys were staring at me.

Leonardo, Gospel According to Luke, Brian, Gary and Jeremy. And immediately I noticed that something was wrong. And I was n't sure wether it was good wrong or bad wrong.

da Vinci had his hand around Gary 's neck, and not in a bromance kinda way. He rubbed there cheeks together smiling at my confuse face. Jeremy was practically haning on Brian 's back, silently whispering into his ear, before they both started giggling. And to top it all of, Henry Louis Aaron came standing next to Luke, wrapping his arm around his telling muscular waistline and full-on kissed him on the mouth.

When I had finally regained my ability to form a convention judgment of conviction I asked, 'What ... What the fuck is going on ?'I looked at Joshua, who sheepishly looked at me and shuffled around.

The other guy wire laughed at me loudly. They did n't halt before Henry Louis Aaron stepped in front of me.

'Oh Dex, you 're so sweet and sinless are n't you ?'He snickered. I looked at him confused. 'What the fuck do you mean Aaron ?'

Aaron chuckled and looked at me like I was an unknowing toddler or something. 'Did you really think you were the but one ? When puberty started to hit all of us, and we saw each early naked almost every day, did you really think you were the just one to be `` curious '' about guy ? Do you even realise how fucking horny teenage son get ? And do you have sex how make out frustrating it is to own to go through all this worry to hit on girls ?'

This could n't be veridical, I had to be dreaming. What the fuck was he talking about, did he mean that all of them.. ?

'You mean all of you cat are ...'I almost whispered.

'Not necessarily ,'Hank Aaron started. 'Let me explicate .'A smirk formed on his face as he slid his hand up Luke 's shirt to feel his bulky and chiseled stomach.

'When I was around 12, I already started to get bloomer thinking about you guys .'And that honestly did n't surprise me as practically. Aaron always was a little ... oversexed. He did n't seem embarrassed easily, and he would hunch early hombre all the patch laughing at himself. If I suspected someone being gay, it was Aaron.

'You know me, I get what I want ,'he continued. 'And I wanted Luke .'He put his handwriting down Luke 's trousers and squeezed his computer software, making him moan out loud. Seriously, dafuq was going on ?

'I cornered him after practice one time, and showed him what I could do. And he enjoyed it .'St. Luke was now practically squirming under Aaron 's touch. Who smiled confidently. The other guys were just smirking at me. 'Do n't you get it ? Luke and I started to fuck each other. We 're boyfriends.

And that, I did n't carry. Aaron yes, but Saint Luke ? My boy next door ? What the hell ?

Henry Louis Aaron saw my shocked expression and laughed. 'But as you know, I get bored easily. So I wanted to get other hombre involved after a piece, Luke and I had no trouble hiding it, so why not add someone, right ? Gospel According to Luke and I both wanted to a greater extent fun, and more to play with. So we chose the biggest one here, Leo ! And he was game as well .'

I could n't believe my pinna. Big, stiff, manly, my best Quaker Leonardo was gay ?

Leonardo is older than us, he 's 24 and Brobdingnagian. It was a wonder he was in our team at all. And eventhough I 've known him the longest, and we 've been Friend for so long I had never thought he 'd be into guys.

'It became really hot ,'Aaron continued his slight soliloquy as he practically raped Saint Luke on the slur using only his hands, and one of his legs. He pushed Luke 's trousers down to his ankles The other guys were pretty turned on by now, me included. Judging by our excrescence at least.

'But after a patch, Leo became kinda jealous when me and my boyfriend-'he drew a loud, shameless moan from Saint Luke 's mouth as he squeezed the now majestic principal of his hawkshaw, while shoving two fingers up his ass.

'-wanted to have some unequaled prison term. So we found him a boyfriend too .'Gary kissed Leo 's cheek. They actually seemed a good fit. Gary was shorter than me. I stood at a stabilize 6.2 ft. whereas Gary was about 5.6'but had less of an gymnastic material body. He was on the skinny side, which made Leo look like a fucking giant succeeding to him. Leo himself was a big warm hunk of kernel. Well defined and hard like marble. He was at least 6.5'. They looked cute together, but damn, Gary 's ass had to be sore.

Aaron was now jerking Luke hard and fucking three fingers up his ass, which had him whining and screaming. It made me feel both weird and horny to see my other best acquaintance being pleasured like this.

'And the same goes for Brian and Jeremy really .'Henry Louis Aaron continued as if nothing strange was going on.

'They joined our little sex-hobby-club after we all tried them out .'Luke whimpered Aaron 's name as he came undone all over his own stomach, Aaron 's hand and the privy floor. And it was a considerable amount.

This was a lot to take in. My creative thinker was racing and connecting the back breaker. thinking of all the sleepovers the guys have had without me. The way too foresightful showers they always took after football practice.

There was one tiny thing missing though : Joshua.

What the screwing did he have to do with this ? How did he even know these guys ?

Aaron saw me looking between him and Joshua who was glaring at him. 'And two weeks ago ,'Aaron said casually, 'Joshua joined in. And surmisal who he wanted to be his cooperator for life Dexy ?'Aaron said, before licking his own hand clean of Luke 's cum.

Book of Joshua came up behind me, and as much as my brain was damaged in just about five instant, and everything I thought I knew about my childhood friends was completely wrong, his warm blazon around my waist did n't pull in me feel just horny. But also the well-chosen guy alive as I turned around to kiss him. Still, it did n't explain this wild sexclub and how Josue even knows the guy cable. 'Okay but wait, how do you guys cognize Josue ?'I asked the room at large. I was genuinely confused by this.

'He 's in college with me .'said Aaron, smirking at Josue. I immediately got this envious rush and dispose my arm around Joshua 's waist, who was only looking at me.

'As soon as he told me he knew you from schooling, and started rambling about you like a madman, I started to realise more and more that he had the hots for you. And I also immediately translate why you were acting so uncanny when you left the team .'Aaron said proudly, as he stuffed Gospel According to Luke 's tool back in his trousers.

'So I took my chance and told Joshua I was gay, and I thought he was too. I told him that you might care him back and that I would help him get to you. But only if he payed the toll. And he agreed .'

I did n't know what the heck he meant, but as soon as I saw the guilty, pleading face in Josue 's optic, I had a hunch.

'You joined their nutcase sexclub ?'I asked him softly, not wanting him to imagine I was tempestuous. Because I was n't, in the end we did get together tonight. Which was my ultimate dream.

'I 'm sorry Dexter. I panicked ! We both went to college and I thought I 'd never see you again ! And then I meet Henry Louis Aaron and he tells me he knows you and can keep back us in soupcon. And on top of it all he tells me that the guy of my fucking aspiration has a press on me ! I had to correspond !'He exclaimed. His eyes were pleading as he wrapped his arms around my neck and kissed me.

I could only get lost in the flavour of his warm sass, carresing mine slowly.

We had n't been at it for three seconds and I felt an hand jerky me away from Joshua

'Ah, ah, ah ,'Brian said in my ear. 'Did n't you listen ? We get to try you out before you can savour your lovey-dovey stuff .'



I 'd hoped I did n't catch up with that right, or I hoped that I could go yank off correctly there.

Josue came closer .'C'mon guy wire. I 've been crushing on Dex since I first fucking saw him. You guys promised to aid me get him if I slept with you. Just let it go, apparently Dex and I have both been waiting for two damn years ! Just let us-'

'Nope ! We get to decide .'Jeremy cooed. Wohoho, what ?

'Wow wait ! What ? What do you stand for ?'

Aaron sighed. 'You see Dexy, I always knew you were the Sami as us. The exclusively conflict was, you did n't ever act on it. And we did n't know why the hell you never made a movement on any of us until just a few weeks ago when this guy ,'He pointed at Josue, who was holding me from behind. 'Until he just, completely coincidentally started talking to me in class. He 'd seen Luke foot me up from class, and I started talking about liking guy wire and being gay. And he told me about his secret high school crush that he 'd never dared to go up and regretted it hugely. And after he told me a bit about the guy, I realised he was talking about you ! So I promised to tell him wether you were gay and had a crush on him in high schooltime, in commutation for him participating in our little sexclub .'Henry Louis Aaron winked at Joshua. Who blushed furiously and looked away from my eyes.

'Of course, the second Joshie said he had a crush on you, all the pieces of the teaser started to accrue into billet and I knew that you must 've liked him too. So we helped Joshie there muster his bollock and differentiate you he likes you, because neither of you were gon na do it otherwise. And I believe he succeeded pretty well in telling you a few instant ago, huh ?'I could n't stop the widely grin from spreading on my face.

But the looking at that Henry Louis Aaron had plastered on his own face now unnerved me a little.

'There was a catch though .'He whispered huskily. 'You 'd have got to participate as well, if it happened to act out for you guys. That 's why you 're here .'

I looked at Joshua, dumbfounded. 'Wait a sec. So you traded me, for a chance to get me ?'

Joshua sighed, 'Uhm ... yeah kinda. I 'm no-count Dex, I had no theme what to do. I was afraid that I was gon na chicken out of telling you what I feel .'

'But what do you feel ? We kissed ! I have no estimation what the screw is happening !'I yelled.

Joshua looked desperate. 'It 's just for once. You just birth to do it one time and then we 're out and we can be together. Please Dex, I wan na be with you okay ? I 've had the biggest crush on you for ages ! I even came out to my parents last night !'He exclaimed.

That really surprised me, but in a ripe way. No one has ever done anything like that for me. To reveal that they 're into guy rope so that we do n't have to keep it a mystery. All of a sudden all my high school feelings were rushing back tenfold. If this was rightful, if this could really be, then I 'd do anything for it.

And before I knew it, I heard myself say : 'Well, alright .'I looked at Aaron 'So how is this going to work ? I suck your dicks in here and leave with my boyfriend ?'I felt Joshie smiling against the backrest of my cervix at the Scripture boyfriend.

A devillish grin ranch on Henry Louis Aaron face as the rest chuckled darkly.

'You wish it were that easy, huh ? I 'm good-for-nothing Dex, but it 's a little more complicated than that. You 're going to be doing the Sami trial as Josue did, which means you 're ours for two weeks, and no Book of Joshua for that time .'

I was n't certainly if I could even go two understructure from Joshua now that I had him. But if it was the price to feature him for myself. Then fuck it.

To be dependable, I could n't be more turned on by the prospect of being `` tried out '' by the others.

So I made a decision.

'Alright, I 'll do it. Two workweek, then you leave us alone .'I said sternly, looking Aaron in the eye dead-serious.

'Good, Dexy. Then you 'll receive advance information tomorrow. Hank Aaron winked and smirked at me. Luke looked at me with angriness and jealousy, which scared me a bit since I had never seen him look at anyone like that before, let alone me.

I quickly turned around and kissed Joshua tenderly on the rim. The inter-group communication made us both groan in thirst. A second later he was pulled off of me by Brian and Jeremy.

'Ours for two week, no Joshua .'Whispered Leo, and he grabbed Joshua 's package out of nowhere. Joshua hissed in pain.

'I 'm gon na miss you, Joshie .'He said as he licked Joshua 's neck and ear.

Joshua whimpered in pleasure, but kept his eye locked on mine. As if to centralize on the feeling Leo 's tongue, but imagining me in his place.

'Okay, plenty playing for one night. Let 's go .'Aaron said to the eternal rest of them.

I walked out the door, and I heard Josue running game after me, breaking release from Leo 's grasp. I quickly closed the bathroom doorway after us. The second I turned around I was completely covered by Book of Joshua 's eubstance and felt his tongue going down my throat. I hungrily kissed him back and squeezed his butt as he squeezed mine. After a unforesightful minute he broke the kiss and reached into his front pocket. He got out an envelope and pecked me on the lips fiercely.

'This is so you do n't block about me, okay ?'He looked at me with a mixture of horniness and desperation.

'I 'll see you in two weeks ,'he kissed me on the boldness and walked into the clubhouse. Before he completely disappeared out of heap he turned around and yelled ,'I LOVE YOU !'Over the loud medicine. My heart jumped and the wide-cut smile feast on my face.

sanctum shit, did he mean that ?

I blushed as I looked at the gasbag in my mitt. In melanise mark it read : `` I know it 's cheat, fag fuck it .'I laughed at that.

vacillation came over me but I opened it anyway.

Inside I found a set of infernal pictures of my crushed leather, posing in different unbelievable locating. All on a large White person bed, all naked. My peter grew to it 's full length within a subject of milliseconds.

What the fuck is my life even ?