i was walking my missy friend home from senior high. i was in my carhartts and work thrill, and she was wearing a nice couple of tight blue jeans and a white tee shirt. as we were walkin along up the street i stopped at the corner to turn down Orchard off Main and when i started to go down she wasnt moving. `` lets go to your place '' she said with a wry smile. `` ok '' i said, so i turned back around and we went up main some more, till we got to my house. when we got there i unlocked the door and let her inside. `` what u want to imbibe courtney '' ? i asked `` pepsi '' was her result. so we ha a pepsi and she was very quiet, then she asked qhat time my parents got home and i said in a few hours. `` percect '' was the only word she said before taking my hand and pulling me i to my room. when we got in there she took off her shirt and bra, and was already stripping her tight blue jean off her self. within 30 seconds she was naked and undressing me. after my carhartts were off she laid down and put her leg up ... needless to say i had the hint long before this. my member was hard as rock and dripping precum already i was starting to go down on her
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'' ass '' i thought to my self. it was only a pipe dream, `` im coming im comjng guard your horses ma '' i yelled back. so today was just like anyother day. get up eat breakfast, use bathroom, lavish, apparel, and walk out the dorr dressed in carhartts chipewas and a carhartt winter jacket crown, oh ywah i forgot to observe im a fat kid in northern Vermont, not popular and a social outcast. anyways as i wss walking to shoal i noticed Courtney walkig about 75 curtilage ahead of me with hersister and her mom, shes a junior and im a sophmore who should have got been a elderly but my mom wouldnt let me skip two grades ( 2-3 ) ya, im also smart as fuck too. i gues i will may e try and talking with her and there goes my mentality raging at itself, `` just do it, no i cant, DO IT, im scared '' ya the usual hooey. so i just continued walk and she turned around and saw me and waved. my heart thumpped into my throat and i wanted to die of heart loser, shes so beautiful. she is about 5 inch unretentive than me im about 5'10 '' so ya im unforesightful too i guess and i weigh about 300 Irish pound, like i even have a chance. now she is not that ski ny either but shes also not fat, if i had to guess i would say she weighs about 130 Irish pound if that, with lite brown haircloth, a voice of golden harp, and a grin of a godess lamia. ( no-good forgot to mention im kinda a peasant kid inside the big fat hillbilly redneck ) infact the o ly affair that keeps me from being goth is me being fat and being a country boy. i hate the urban center and everything to do with it. anyways ba k to the story ... ya so courtney is this hot man of chubb ass that is to die for, but she is so cautious about showing ANYTHING, npw i understand that its winter and uts like 30 degrees ou right now, but seriously during the summertime its like 75 and she still wears long shorts and a tee shirt at the least ! i wear blue jean or carhartt shorts and a tee shirt because of my sizing i dont like there being much of the joggle affect so i try to keep covered up with a hoddie most of the class, ( ya notice a pattern, i like wearing carhartts ) anyways after school i have to work on a admirer farm, it is a brusk thrust i i hop in my Ranger but a midium walk of life, i figured i wojld walk so i could try and talk to the beautiful girlfriend in front of me, ( probally not ever gon na materialize ) so as we are crossing thru the car park her mom and Sister leave and go another way, and as she is waiting for traffic to contain ( not mhch except loggin trucks ) i catch up and so she notice and grinning at me, AGAIN ! im gon na come about out shes so beautiful and scent so nice, like a country side flower shop just not overwhelming like a funeral. im thinkin '' public lecture to her dumb ass just do it '' all that comes out is `` well at to the lowest degree its warmly today '' she says `` ya its like 30, totally warm '' btw i was born i. GA and she was born and raised for mostof her spirit in TX. so i said '' well arent u used tk the cold get, i ha e been here since i was 2 im used to it '' `` ya but i still would rather induce a heater place, oh finally a god damned time out in the traffuc, get along on lets get to schooltime im freeze '' she was wearing a hoodie and blue jean, no marvel shes cold. `` u r dressed for saltation, its not texas where u dress like this for 60 degree weather its vermo nt we have to experience like eskimos '' she started laughing, YES i got her to laugh. `` i know, its really just my hands that r cold though '' she said. `` here take my glove, sorry there a little dirty from the farm but they r warm up, i pulled them off and gave them to her. `` thanks '' `` no prob '' i replyed. we were almost to the back door when she started to slue on a darn of ice and went to strive out for somethi g and caught ahold of my script, i held on and lifted her back up before she could realy hit the priming coat. '' thanks im so dismal look i got ur pants wet with the slush, it makes no sence, slush here ice there ! i HATE winter ! '' i quickly let go of her hand. i get embarassed really easily and am very shy. finally we were in school, `` later '' was the end we spoke until the walk home. it was a warm afternoon, aboht 45 level, i took off my big carhartt and was just in my hoodie. i heard someone walking behind me, not payi g attention i kept on my way, listening to m ipod, Negro Veil Brides Iwrestledabearonce and lots of area. then i felt a tap on my shoulder and looked back to see Courtney there, she looks so grwat no matter what. i took my earbuds out and said hi. `` hi, i have a Brobdingnagian favour to ask '' whats up '' i said. `` could u take the air me home or at least to my street please, im not palpate in effect. '' `` sure '' i said. `` whats wrong '' i asked, somehow i didnt sense shy today maybe it was luck, fate or somethkng but it was easg to sing to her today. `` honestly, i feel like crap, look like hoot, and dont feed a whoreson '' `` u dont feel like shit, but u sound sick '' i said to her, man where am i getting all this courage from ? `` thanks '' `` uh huh '' i said. `` you live on plantation right, just after the bank ? '' `` ya '' `` cool i luve just up from there, why do t insee you walking everyday ? '' `` i get a ride sometimes '' she said. `` oh, me too, i have a truck bu. no liscence, i hate it '' `` favourable im in drivers ed, but no car. '' `` ya, u for certain ur gon na be ok '' man i like this new me, if only i could always be like this !

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