What is sex ? Basically, I mean, hoi polloi do try a lot of pas seul by using different side, using unlike holes for pleasure and toys. But to put it simply, sex is the to-and-fro motion of the peter in a vagina causing excitement, pleasure and finally cum. It's heavenly at firstly, but when you do the same thing again and again with the same mortal. It starts to get tedious. I was never a fan of toys to be used as a substitute for joy. I want to do something that is challenging, so that I get the pleasance and satisfaction I got when I had sex for the initiatory time. Oh ! The starting time metre, I'll never forget the feeling of having sex the get-go time.

It happened 5 months ago during summertime holiday. My jr. pal who is still in school had his holiday. My parents had planned a stumble for a week in the hamlet, a remote position with not very much access to technology. Though I never liked that topographic point, my parents were fond of it as they were born there. Thankfully I will not be able to confab this prison term because of my college. I am doing engineering ; my holidays simply don't coincide with my blood brother's. I was very sex to stick around home, alone for a week. I'll call my booster over ; well have late night party, medicine, etc. While my parents were packing and getting ready to leave, I was lost in my thoughts, planning the parties. I was really elevated with those thoughts, until the door-bell ruined it all. At the door was Raj with a bag pack.

"Aa gaye beta ( You came ? ). You are doing a big favour on us."Said my mother, as she approached the door from behind.

"Mom, what is all this about ? Why is he here ?"I said. I feared as I knew what my mom is going to say and was praying for her not to say the same. But it didn't work.

"Raj has come to persist here till the time we are back."She said.

"But mom, I am 21, a grown up now. I don't need baby-sitting."I stressed this pointedness raising my voice. Just to earn things, Raj is my full cousin who lives nearby. He is 11 yrs older than me and has been baby-sitting me since I was 5.

"Oh come on, Reeti. No matter how old you get, you will still be my little girl."My father interrupted.

"But…I am…I don't…"

"No buts. Raj will be staying here and that's final."my mom said in firm voice.

My parents where gone and I was menage with Raj. He was out of doors see TV while I lay in bed moping over my design getting crumbled. Raj was an attractive guy. I had a bit of a calf love on him while growing up. But over the years he got obsessed on featherbrained childish things like superhero comic, animated movies and some other poppycock. His ‘ nerdy'specs and these avocation gave him a bit of detestable personality. No curiosity he was still single even after crossing 30. I had this fixed opinion about him, but it all changed in just a week.

Later that dark Raj called me for dinner. He had prepared Butter chicken and Roti among other delicacies. I could order with just the great smell what was cooked without looking. wellspring, Raj is a chef by profession and is really good at it, at least that's what I've heard. I will taste his food for the initiative sentence. With the get-go bite, I realized how good he was at cookery."Tasty nutrient bro."was the solitary row from my mouth and then I focused on eating all up especially the butter chicken. This dish usually has a mild tasting but Raj had done some variation to it since he knew I liked spicy food. After we were done I went to the washroom.

Remembering the appreciation of the amazing food I ate, I was a bit attracted to Raj. It also seemed a bit weird that he didn't say a tidings while having dinner party. Looking in the mirror made me recognise the reason for his unearthly doings. Eating that spicy nutrient made me sweaty, also while drinking urine I spilled a petty on my jersey to farther add on to that, it was night time so I didn't wear any bra. The slim down white textile of the tee shirt, which was almost filmy after getting wet, was clinging to my boobs.

"prick ! How didn't I realize this earlier, I was too a good deal focused on eating."I said this out loud while hitting the palm tree hard on the mirror."No wonder Raj didn't talk or eat sufficiently. His care was elsewhere. Well, the food was Delicious, he deserve the peek."I said convincing myself to get over the uncomfortable feeling.

This wasn't it, the following few brush got weirder. I have small but my own elbow room where I can have my privacy. Since I have a drug abuse of pleasuring myself to sleep, I wear loose clothes shirt-pant. following morn, Raj came in my room to wake me up. He had in his handwriting, a tray with tea and breakfast, while he walked in.

"backwash up ! Sleepy head teacher. Don't you have to go to college ?"He asked.

"College is at 11 p.m. I'll be going late today."I told him in a soft sleepy voice.

"Alright then, I'll keep this here. You can have it when you get up."He said this with a smile and placed the tray on my work board. He had a giggly face while he said all this and gave me a facial expression before leaving. Another shocker, my shirt buttons were undone giving a sneak of my breasts. My right tit was clearly visible and he saw it. His expressions were the cogent evidence of it.

"God ! Girl, you need to be careful when other people are around, especially Raj."I said it to myself.

It was too early on, but I woke up anyway. Raj was watching his usual cookery shows while I went for a bath. I was bathing under the rain shower when I heard a sound of something falling. Ignoring it I continued with my bathing tub. Later while getting out I saw that the bathroom threshold was slightly open, but I remember clearly that I closed it after coming inside."Raj saw me completely naked."things were going really fast."Maybe I am over cerebration it. I don't think he would do that."I said to myself.

There was still fourth dimension to spare before going to college. So I went and sat with Raj to watch out TV. Sami old cookery appearance was going on and his eyes were set on it. He didn't even notice me while I sat down or maybe he just pretended to not find. After a couple of minutes of secrecy,

Raj said,

"Reeti, I have known you for a very long time now. I have seen you grow up since the time you were a fiddling fille. Now you are a womanhood. You must be cognisant of sealed itch that develop while growing older. Based on what I have observed till now, you have not learned to relieve those impulse properly. Just to pull in it crystallize if you don't understand what I am talking about, I am talking about sex. This act is considered to be wrongfulness or immoral in the society. But one needs to deliver sex at the right age for a healthy nous maturation. My question to you is, do you want to suffer sex ? If you decline its mulct, I won't speak of it ever again. It's up to you now. Think about it and tell me in the evening."

This was unexpected. When he started talking, he muted the TV and looked at me. His glasses were off and had a unplayful smell on his face. I never saw his eyes like that, they were spellbinding. Without a Scripture I stood up and left for college early.

"I was holding up for a very long time from having sex. Maybe I was just searching for the right mortal. Raj, is my cousin. He is the only guy I have spent nigh of my childhood with. Considering his age, he was not like a friend to me. He is not a brother either, at least I don't think that way. There has always been a unlike connection between us. The joining where because of his experience he was my teacher and I was the scholarly person who learned new things from him. Maybe, sex is just another lesson I need to learn from him. That's why he is the apotheosis partner to lose my virginity."These thought constantly hovered in my mind while I sat in the lecture pretending to listen. I didn't say anything about this to my protagonist. Actually I didn't lecture at all. Having sex for the first time was a big stone's throw, a big decisiveness to be taken. I was scared of the consequence still excited and couldn't wait for it to pass off. I left college a lecture early.

At home, I opened the door with my key. There was no one in the hall. I looked for Raj in the kitchen, then my way. I turned to be stunned as Raj was standing behind me naked just a towel around his waist. Probably he just came out of bath. I had a good facial expression at him with the grammatical construction of being shock. Not that there was something to be scared about, it was just that unexpected things were happening since the day before. He didn't have ripped brawny body but sufficiently fit, just the way I like it. I think having ‘ 6-pack abs and everything'is just over-rated and unnecessary. One reason for me thinking that way was that I myself am a bit out of physique. That is very elucidate as I have always been a ‘ foodaholic ’.

Looking at my saying he tried to get me conciliate with a smiled."I didn't expect you to follow so soon."He said.

"Yes. I skipped a public lecture to issue forth family early."I replied.

He continued to smile at me. He kept quite but I understood the signs. I knew what he was expecting from me, I just wasn't certainly I want to say it. But then I took a deep breather, repeated the motto in mind, ‘ it's now or never'and then said.

"I'm in."His smile widened."So, do you require me to uncase ?"I asked.

"No, I'll do that for you. Just freshen up and go get well-fixed on your bed."He replied.

I gave an awkward grin and went to the washroom. Ten minute later I was resting in my bed thinking about what's going to fall out. I was wearing the pink shorts and a pit shirt, which I purchased secretly for me to wear off when no one was around. I had seen a few grownup moving picture but doing it practically is dissimilar."Will he prepare me do that kinky stuff done it porn ?"was the thought that bothered me the most. I had a mental debate in my mind whether to concur to it or decline. If no, then how am I supposed to stop him ? My thoughts were interrupted when Raj walked in. He was wearing a blue robe, something he brought specially for this occasion I guess.

He took it off and underneath he was wearing just the shorts. His eyes were fixed on mine while he got on the bed, getting closer and closer every endorsement. Meanwhile I was just sitting with legs stretched on the bed. I thought he would guide me through the procedure by giving step by step operating instructions. But he didn't, not one news he spoke since he entered the room and till all was over. His legal action were more than than sufficient to manoeuvre me through the process.

On the bed he crawled close to me like a wild hunting watch, keeping his eyes fixed on me and I was frozen, still like the fair game that has no way out. He was unbendable and sure-footed but I wasn't. I was ineffectual to look directly at him ; I rolled my eyes left-right up-down, tried to focalise anywhere but his face. Then he got really close so that I couldn't look elsewhere and my vision got blurry. There was no early selection but to shut my heart. I didn't understand what was happening but I could finger his breath on my typeface. My heart was beating faster and time felt like it slowed down. I was literally in darkness until I had the sensation of jot on my back talk. My world-class osculation. I know that a kiss is not a big thing.

But even today in India not all get to experience their 1st candy kiss at a very young age. The starting time one was just a flimsy touch after which he took a breaking and followed with lots more than intense and long snog pulling me finish. A kiss, the way I would describe it is like eating a Mangifera indica. Sweet and juicy and gives you satisfaction no matter how many times you eat it. He then gently unbuttoned my shirt and took off my bra, so smooth that I didn't feel anything. But then again I was lost in the magical kiss.

Then with his left mitt grabbed on to my proper boob. Touching softly, getting the feel of it, using his thumb he played with my nipple, getting them hard. He kept on kissing my neck while getting lower until he put his mouth on my left nipple, sucking on it. Raj had bit rough man-hands but the way he handled my boobs, I understood that he appreciated my breasts which were of size bigger than median girls my age. I was just sitting there enjoying the second. I didn't know this feeling was so awesome and we have not even started the sex part yet. He then turned to the side and slipped his hand in my shorts fingering my pussy.

He was pleasuring my whole body. My pussy was getting to a greater extent wet every moment with excitement. Then he suddenly stopped. I looked at him to see that he stood up and dropped his shorts. Seeing a tangible dick for the first prison term was a mess to remember. I have seen in videos but seeing it in reality is a different tactual sensation. His penis was of norm size not as big as I have seen in the porn picture show, but that didn't issue. He had shaved the chthonian realm as if he was already prepared for sex knowing I would agree to it.

He then pulled me to sleeping position to the bound of the bed. Lifting my wooden leg he widened them. He inserted his dick in my pussy slowly, knowing it was my firstly clock time. It was a different feeling to get something inside the body from the opening down there. I felt the fondness of his dick inside me.

He looked at me to see if I was comfortable with taking his matter inside. Then he started stroking it, moving to-and-fro. The sluggish built-up and finally getting started with the act of sex was exciting. He started speeding up. A sudden surge in pleasure made me start moaning. After a twosome of minute he slowed down and stopped. Maybe he wanted to do in dissimilar position, ‘ pooch way'is what men like, I heard. But he stopped me while I was turning, hinting me that it's better to confront each former while having sex the first time.

"But then why did you check ?"I whispered. He then applied something ; I didn't know what it was, back then. Raj sensed that I was feeling a bit of scabies, slight pain so he stopped to lend oneself lubricant.

It's my first time and I was so lots aroused at that mo that I knew I wasn't going to finally tenacious. He then put his tool back in and started thrusting, faster and deeper this sentence. I always thought moaning or screaming was unnecessary during sex. But at that bit I couldn't halt myself. I grabbed on to the bed sheet while he fucked me really hard. My moaning kept on getting louder and louder until the power point of climax I screamed at the top of my vocalism. Thankfully no one was there in the next room and the medicine being played on the TV outside, covered the rest. Raj was not done yet ; still he took his dick out and stroked it with hired hand money box he cum on my belly.

For that consequence I was really slaked. Sex made me forget any other issues that were bothering me those day. I was satisfied speechless and was resting naked on the bed. Finally Raj came close, kissed me and said,"Thank you."

That clock time I was an amateur and what I learned later that Raj wasn't much of an expert either. We have got a lot bettor since then with every experience. Still, the low fourth dimension I had sex was the best I ever had in life.

That incident taught me one More thing. Virginity is like a lock on the door of a elbow room. The room is broad of treasure and all will be lost once you open it. This is a misconception the great unwashed have. Actually, the way is total of noesis. Unless you open it, you won't be able to learn some really important affair in life .