instalment 3 :

'' Mmmmm '' i silently screamed into my pillow as i came for the second time since i laid down to slumber

My wet hand falling to my side trembling, it 's been so long since I 've been able to come i feel like i just unlocked something deeply inside of me

I ca n't stop thinking about end night,

the way zac fucked that charwoman, the way he came all over her, and the fact that it was so wrong for me to get turned on by my own brother just makes it even hotter for some reason.

I closed my eyes to sleep, exhausted from coming i drifted to kip, for about a second, before the prototype of my dead body coverd with his cum woke me up and i reached my now dry and sticky hand to my pussy again.

In the dawning i cried. I felt disgusting for being attracted to my brother

I felt like I 'm the ill person in the worldly concern, and while i was crying i started to get turned on again and it just made me cry more ! I 'm just a mess ...

I guess i did n't pick up the door open but i did finger a mitt on my spine,

It was n't scary, it felt affectionate and kind, i knew that hand

My mom 's soft vocalism asked me how I 'm feeling. At that moment i broke down, i covered my physical structure with the mantle, worried she might see the big stains i left on the bed sheet or she might smell my juices dry on my hands

I cried like a babe and she held me like a mother.

And for the number one time in our family relationship, we talked about sex.

I told her that i never came with anyone i slept with without taking care if it myself, and lately even when i do it it 's unvoiced to climax, i told her how i felt this major passing yesterday and she looked a lilliputian well-chosen about that.

It felt weird talking to her about this, but i felt so ripe share-out i wanted her to know more.

'' Do you remember being back family has something to do with it ? '' She asked while my fountainhead was on her thigh

'' Mom ... i think there 's something wrong with me, i feel disgusted with myself ``

She started stroking my haircloth

'' Why do you feel that way ? ``

She sounded worried but tried to hide out it

'' Yesterday i had a sexual dreaming ... about zac '' i told her the Truth ... well, a version of the truth.

'' Oh dear that 's formula, you 're probably just connecting being a footling lonely sexually and being a little lonely at home, you guys have changed so practically in recent days, you used to be friend ... ''

'' I ca n't blockade thinking about it though ! I 'm a deviate ''. I almost did n't recognized my part, i sound awe-inspiring when i cry, like I 'm 3 and let a cold

Mom grabbed my head and turnd it to look straight at her

'' Listen to me, you are normal, you are wonderful. being sexual is fantastic, it 's fun. When i was your age i had thoughts like that too ''

What is she talking about ? Mom does n't receive a brothe-oh my god did my mom slumber with her sister ? ?

'' Mom, what do you mean ? ``

She looked less convinced all of a sudden

It took her a few minutes to set out talking but she eventually did.

'' when i was a petty younger than you, i had a complicated human relationship with someone in my family, it had a lot to do with power kinetics and laterality, and it was even abusive at times i think. so delight be careful, do n't let your intellection carry you to start something unhealthy, sanction beloved ? I just, i do n't need to frighten off you from sex but i do n't require you to get hurt ''

I was stunned, to think that someone would hurt my gentel warm and afters female parent, to think that angie had been a minuscule cunt since she was piddling and that she did that to my mom. Now i was angry

'' Mom are you okay ? ``

My mom smiled and kissed my nerve, moving my hair aside and kissing the English of my head gently, i blushed a trivial and looked at her, she was so beautiful.

'' I promise i wo n't do anything mom, i just had a weird couple of sidereal day ... ''

I felt silly and dumb but at the Lapplander prison term i wanted to keep talking because i was worrird she might get up if i do n't.

But she stayed, and she touched my human face with her fingerbreadth, i could feel her breast touching the back of my head

And Suddenly i realized i have been slowly touching myself under the mantle for a while now.

WHAT IS wrongfulness WITH MY BRAIN ? !

it all felt so nice and calm i did n't want to stop.

She combed my fuzz with her fingers gently and i moved my finger on my once again soaked pussy, she moved her hand on my support slowly and then back to my hair, it felt good and loving.

then it happened, for a split second her hand got tangled in my hair and it pulled on the back of my head just a little bit, just a piddling bit too much.

I lost control for half a irregular and before i could stop it i was coming. I was coming with my mom in the room.

I looked up at her in threat. i was biting on my bottom lip trying gruelling to contain my seventh cranial nerve formulation and falling miserably. It was all over, i felt the moving ridge washing over me as i was staring at her eyes worried, but she did n't seem to notice, she was warm and kind. She nodded her heading ever so slightly and said without audio `` it 's okay ''.

That 's when i let go

'' Ahhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmahh '' i tried to stop over but it was too good and too late

It was a long orgasam and it kept attacking me in waves after. i was shaking and ashamed, now i looked away and avoided her gaze.

I got up to sit on the bed next to her and I 'm sure as shooting i was as red as a refreshful tomato.

My mom put her helping hand on my shoulder and turned my case to her

She gave me a kiss on the brass and smiled at me

'' I hope our public lecture helped, we should do this more often honey, i missed you so a great deal ''

I breathed in relief and smiled back awkwardly `` yeah..that was..nice ''

I was so still she did n't say anything but there was something else, maybe a short ... disappointment ? Did i want her to recognize me coming with her ?

Maybe my face gave me away because before she left she got closer to my still red font and with her hired hand on my cheek she kissed my lips, not just a short peck, but a longer kiss with our mouths slightly open. I was stunned and frozen. Her ardent lips felt amazing on mine and i closed my eye as i got lost in the bit. She closed her lips without audio and our candy kiss was over.

She got up and told me she needs to go make dinner, before she left she turned around and told me she loved me

'' I love you too mom, thank you ''

'' Anytime honey ''

She smiled and walked away

Anytime ? Well maybe my brain problem is genetic..