Daddy ( 4 )
Bdsm, Boy, Masturbation, Virginity, Young*Author's Note- This is based of the KoRn song"Daddy,"and this is just how I would view the events of the song to go by, if you don't know the chronicle of the song, look it up. I hope I've done the song Justice Department, with a spin of my own at the end, even though for those of you who have listened to the song, the melt down of Jon ( the singer ) at the end of the cart track kind of inspired the end introduction. Enjoy. : ) *
Entry One- April 20th 20**
Had a good day with mom and dad today, we went out with some of their friends and their nipper to the beach. I didn't drama much with them though, I'm kinda shy and don't get along with most kidskin. They sorta make fun of me most of the time anyway.
Something interest though, a new neighbor that moved in last hebdomad joined us, mom said it would be"hostpitabel"or something like that, she said her name was Liz. She seemed kinda nice, she was pretty to, she kept nigh of the boys around her including me, she must accept a son of her own ‘ cus she knew the variety of matter we like, talking about games and stuff.
She had us talking about girls at some decimal point saying"Some can be unusual, but sometimes mature is a respectable route to go."I don't really know what she meant but when she said it she gave me a particular look, I don't know why though. I don't like drawing care to myself, but I really did enjoy talking to her, and when the others went to represent on the beach, I stayed with her and talked.
No one has listened to me talk that long since I don't know when, I think we can be good champion.
entry Two- Apr 27th 20**
I forgot to seize my key before heading to school and got locked out of the house for awhile. Mom and dad were still at work so I checked with the neighbour, only Liz was home though. She let me in and I told her what happened, she said I could use her phone to call my parents. When I did they said I should ask Liz if I could stay with her until they came home in an hour. She said it was ok.
We talked about school day and things. She showed me around her house, but she wouldn't let me go in a certain room, she said it was her"exceptional position,"I'm not sure what she was talking about, but she said"every grown up has one."
I'll have to get to surely and ask mom and dad about theirs…
first appearance Three- May 5th 20**
I don't have many Quaker, really none to be fair, but Liz said she would be my friend.
I'm so happy, I've never had a friend as effective as her. She lets me stay over when I get home from school, mom and dad said it was ok, I think they're just glad that I finally have a acquaintance.
Liz hugged me really tight, I almost couldn't breathe, when I came and visited her today, she says she missed me. I didn't get to see her all weekend. I know I was blushing really hard, I could sense every part of her when she gave me that hug and it made me kinda embarrassed, but then she let go and gave me some cooky and we talked about what she did before she moved.
She was a doctor in Calif., it made me enquire why she moved all the way to the other side of meat of the US, she said she needed some rest away from the city, and she has family here. She says she has a son about my age, but she doesn't get to see him often cus he lives with his dad. She got a sad feeling on her face, but then she looked at me and smiled and said"but its ok, as long as you keep me society Davey."And she stroked my face and I felt the blush pop back up. Only mom has ever done that to me and it felt weird, but, at the like time I did like it.
I like Liz.
Entry Four- May 25th 20**
I can't remember what happened today. Mom and dad took me to the infirmary because I blacked out and Liz's. They didn't find anything untimely but they are keeping me overnight.
I was at Liz's like convention, she greeted me with her hug which I've gotten used to, and she took me into the kitchen to feed me some chocolate poker chip cookie. I noticed the cookie tasted a bit differently then common, but I didn't say anything because I didn't want to hurt her feelings, so I kept eating them.
Everything was finely, but after I ate a couple of biscuit I started to feel a bit sleepy, and I started to rock in my chair and stumble in what I was saying to her. Then, I think it was just a"halloosination"but Liz smiled really weird at me and put her hand on the upper berth part of my thigh at touched me…there, before everything went blank.
I didn't tell mom or dad, I don't want to get her hassle for something I imagined.
I can still palpate that bear upon though…
entryway Five- June 3rd 20**
Everything has been normal with Liz, I haven't blacked out again, and she hasn't made any relocation towards me. But I can still feel that touch, and my privates still feel weird, really sensitive.
I saw this reasonably miss the other day and it stood straight up, I've never had it come about and I got frighten away. I told mom and dad, and they said it was ticket and natural and didn't do anything after.
Late that night, I stayed up and it got hard again and I wondered what it would feel like to touch it. When I did it felt really expert, and I continued, then I felt REALLY thoroughly, and then my penis exploded with this Patrick White sticky stuff, I don't know what it was, but I cleaned it up.
I didn't tell mom or dad.
unveiling 6- June 11th 20**
Liz has gotten a bit strange, she kissed me on the cheek today, and laid her script on my thigh when we were watching a movie, I didn't move it though, it felt kinda good and made my phallus hard again. I hid it with a pillow so she couldn't see.
I hope she didn't, I don't want to offend her. I wonder if she does that too when she gets charge, I've never seen her or mom do it though. I'll have to ask.
Entry 7- July 4th 20**
Why did she do that ? Why ? I don't understand ? Daddy, why didn't you believe me ? She hurt me and you don't care.
Liz, I thought you were my booster, and you hurt me.
I feel so alone, no one will consider me. She says she was going to love me, and she touched me, lead me to her"particular place"a red room with a big bed, she made me undress, then tied me to the bed and played with me.
She got naked…she made me find goodness, better than my hand.
NO ! nO ! WhY ? ! I didn't want it ! Why ! She made me Daddy ! Pleeease…believe me !
Tied down…
That's a good boy…
No one heard my screams…
I feel…dirty…
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY…
Entry 8- August 20**
She keeps doing it, she keeps huRTinG me, wHy…whyyyy, why won't you belive me mommy, why ? Fuck you ! No, Fuck ! I don't want it…
I don't want to smart anymore…why does it feature to hurt…
Entry 9- October 20**
TheY woNT beliEve me, whY ? What haev I donE to deseeerveee thisss ?
Daddy…it hurts…it hurrtsss…it huuuuuurtssss…
Entry 10- Its covered in stock, found in Liz's base. Dated November 6th 20**
wHY ? Wyh du u Hve to dOo thsi ? to mE ? I aM ur SON ? WhY do U noT trust me ? I haD tooo hold back itt, sHe kept bruise ME and YOU DIDN'T attention ! fUck YOU !
It's OVER NOW isn't it pa ? I'M coVereD in her ancestry now, in a bawd'S origin !
I feel dirty, help me…
Mother please forgive me, I just had to get out all my pain and hurt. Now that I am done remember, I will always make out you. I'm your son…
Can I be your dada ?
**Thanks for reading, this is one of my favorite birdcall by KoRn, and I felt the urge to pen a fic about it. This is my first fic as well, and I think I will get going writing more. I hope you've enjoyed, rate and throw feedback. **