While there 's probably something dirty for everyone here, this is n't a pornography level so often trying to hold back cart track of what I 've been up to so far. Like watching a show as I 'm doing now, it 's actually possible to forget how and who you went through to get here. It 's a love-life timeline of me I guess, kind of a cliffnotes thing without bulletpoints. It does n't represent everyone I 've ever been with because some one-nighters are forgettable, and not every clock time I 've had sex because like most of us not every clip was story worthy and it 's pretty haunt when you 're in a family relationship. It 's more about the authoritative ones where I discovered something new or interesting. I thought about putting it under the `` diary '' category but I think that would be misconstrued as `` lamb diary, insert porn. ``

My commencement boyfriend was a guy named Mark, coincidentally my current husband 's name. He was controlling and opprobrious in the naughty way, so I accepted it. He did n't like me having guy admirer, did n't want me going out without him, easy to piss off, like what girl warn their lady friend about, but I was a sexually ignorant Virgo the Virgin in the `` slashie fangirl '' sock-in-your-mouth, crying-as-I-tie-you-down-with-more-duct-tape kind of way at the time. Because I guess I was the addict he always wanted he was now justified in not asking if I wanted to try something and just went for it. Alot of guy rope have experience trying to talk girls into trying things like anal or even giving head for the boring afters young woman, and it 's usually a atruggle but he did n't worry about it. We were n't attached and needy either but he was pretty territorial. We never said we loved each other or anything and he even shared me with 2 of his nicer friends once, one of whom would later become a bf so he was n't terribly in sexual love with me. This sharing 'll get a repeat theme. So Mark was my supporter 's boyfriend before mine, she met him at a party we went to and I got to know him through her, and after they broke up he came to me. She tried to warn me like I said but I did n't heed or handle, she had become kind of timid since they broke up and it was variety of an embarassed suggestion at easily. There was a goodness reasonableness for it. He was never bad to me, or you could say he was but I loved it, like I said, but that was n't the case for her. Although it turned out alright for me, I did n't roll in the hay at the clip ( and she did n't tell me which is kind of a cock move ), He was the same way with her. But she was n't like me. Her first time was in movement of his friends crying as she was raped and humiliated, a small party or bbq with his acquaintance or something where everyone was drunk. Remember the controlling share, she had no acquaintance there because he did n't want them around. If there were more spokesperson saying `` hey what the fuck ? ! ? full point ! '' it might not have happened, but they did n't hear that. I assume to them it was like a rape-porno, something everybody spotter but does n't let in to their friends. In that environment though they were all thinking the Lapplander matter ; Everyone 's sang-froid with it and I 'm not doing it so I 'm ok with it. He did n't forget a physical mark where I could see it, otherwise the timing of that and the detachment would have been funny to me and I would n't suffer become his next girl. From what she told me though during that event he was rough in the way I knew him, he choked and slapped her around during which is where the humiliation came in. She only told me after he and I broke up, which while I understand it being hard to talk about was form of messed up because it might take happened to me. Given the consideration she has n't been with a guy since as far as I know. I have n't talked to her in a couple years but for a few years after that she was strictly girls, including my for the first time. More about that later.

Kenny came second. He was one of Mark 's nicer friends that I was shared with like I was talking about. After the death brakeup he was all over my phone being `` a unspoiled friend. '' Basically he knew I was useable, what kind of thing I was into and had to shell someone else to me. He was alot less comfortable with just doing what he wanted to me with no apology. But that was the only character of guy I was used to, I so was the one pushing him to try new things. Nothing boring like anal and blowjobs because he knew from experience I was into those and I consider them parts of regular sex. But I wanted to be slapped and choked, tied up and belted like I was used to. He was my first thoughtful bf, the kind of formula skillful guy who gives girls what they want. We said our `` love you '' s, went out places and everything normal couples do together. There were affair I could n't get him to do. One of them was pegging, the other was n't grouping sex, after all that would be hypocritical since we 'd already done that together. I actually convinced him to let me choose from a mathematical group of his friends for a gangbang. We 'd hang out with them one at a time, mortal hanging out with his friend and the protagonist 's gf basically, casually loosen them up with innuendo while playing biz or what have you while I was laying on the blatant flirting. When I had individual moment with them most would dally more directly with me, thinking I wanted something on the side and Kenny was totally oblivious. Even guys who claim to be honorable and would never domicile up with a booster 's girl will do it if they think they can get away with it. Anyway I would secernate them that he was cool off with sharing and they did n't have to wait until we were alone to lay on the secret plan. When we were all in the Same elbow room again the conversation could continue More fluidly. I had 6 recruit lined up pretty fast, a little more than a week I think, sadly only 5 showed up. I 'm only going to namedrop the `` authoritative notches '' but Curtis deserves a special credit and made up for the absense. After breaking up with Kenny I did n't see him again, but occasionally I still think about him because ... His cock was amazing. Almost coke-can thick, foreskinned that did n't come all the way around his head, visible light blue veins all the way down the sides, and I could n't even get my fingertips to touch on together at the al-Qaeda. And that was voiced, it hung along his thighs almost halfway to his human knee at like 9+ inch when hard like a pornstar. Except for the fact that aside from size pornstars have unremarkable cock, but this one was utter and inviting, practically yummy. Naturally during the gangbang and probably because I 'd been making invariable prank about its size, he maintained a monopoly on my bunghole the legal age of the time. The insistence on the backrest of my vaginal wall left me hovering around orgasm constantly, the guys who took bout in my pussy made me cum every time. I had a possibility that a fille 's body can rent 6 Guy at once. The logistics are hard, not enough elbow room to fit that many people in around a girl at once and they did in fact mostly take turns 2 or 3 at once. But with a coffee table the tiptop is about right to make it operate. Curtis underneath me while on my back, individual standing at the foot of the chocolate table to bed my kitty-cat, one at the headway with his dick in my mouth, one straddling over me and the table titfucking me, and 2 on either face for me to bobble while they waited for a dependable parking blot. Only 1 in that last illustration though when someone did n't evidence. Kenny and I were together for awhile after that too. But he personally never shared me with them again. Not that it caused any problems or anything, but as far as I know none of them had ever seen each others'tool and I probably did n't make him too happy with my frequent thoughtfulness about Curtis 's but he was a good sport and it, but anyway of trend we eventually broke up.

After that was H. I 'll call her H and she was the one I was talking about in Mark 's history. We 'd been bff 's since we were little but we 've drifted apart the last few long time. It probably had something to do with being friends and then being together for awhile. I can reasonably keep kinship with x and stay friends, but the onus is on early people to be capable to do the same. It 's a rare thing outside of tramp, jealousy comes too easily to some people. I 've never been in a monogamous relationship even now. Anyway, She was the first girl I 've ever been with, and there have been 3 1/2, which will be explained. As soon as my `` 1 '' windowpane was undefended she made her move the same way I tried to convince guys to volunteer for my gangbang. We 'd always been flirty the way friends are, but after him I noticed she started acting differently. She 'd gaze too long or she would require to cuddle all the time, no sense of personal blank. I did n't mind, she was always like that but it was different than usual. So after the innuendo and flirting to relieve me into it like I 've done, we had that conversation where she said she wanted me, and asked me to help her get off. The way she sold me on it was that it would n't mean anything and would be comfortable, she would wear a skirt and no panty for clothed unawkward approach, laying with her legs hanging over the bed, and I could endure a strapon over my clothes. Then just came rocking together like whenever girls are dancing or giving a mock lap-dance. Basically entirely unoffensive if I was n't into it, not asking much. It did n't twist out that way. I got excited as she was and I did go off wearing it over my pant, but all of her apparel and my shirt had come off by the time we were done. And I was on top of her with my glossa in her mouthpiece. Que serum ... We were living together for almost a year, a few calendar month of which were after we broke up. I do n't know why, we were still cool with each other and I could own had a relationship with a female child, we were pulling it off, I was just more into guy and she was n't at all. So we broke up but lived together and I started seeing Nick.

nick was interesting. He was a skinny blonde fem looking guy who had some questionable fetich and a thing for onetime women. He had in fact dated a 32 year old sub PE teacher at his HS before we got together and would n't you know it- she became my gf later. In keeping with my polygamous nature and his guy libido, he introduced me to her one night at his apartment. We talked about how they met, PE shorts, yoga ( which we met for right away ) and they had previously talked about how she was eager to try sex with another little girl. Naturally the reason he facilitated was he was hoping to be in on it, which never happened. Aside from a shared BJ at a bbq later. ANyway this Para River 's his so I 'll say he was like my paired. We had different voodoo but we were both freaks. Some things even I wo n't do like diaper/shit stuff, when I want to do that it 'll be when I 'm changing an actual baby, thank you. One thing we could both agree on was pegging. I had strapon experience and he had anal experience so we went together like hot domestic dog and anchor ring. I was n't expecting him to wear off lingerie but it was unexpectedly welcome too. The part I was n't big about was topping. Not like it made me uncomfortable, I 'm just not the take-charge type and was used to being on the receiving end. But I like to make my men happy so I tied his carpus to his headboard, buttfucked, belittled, and spanked him while he was dressed like a slutty missy. We were n't together for long, maybe 6 month when I found out I was pregnant ! I planned to work out what to do together with him and I was totally heart-to-heart to an abortion, we were n't that severe and it was still early in every sense. But he threw a fit and essentially threatened me, I wo n't say what he said but I figured it was over. My roomie was supportive but my former burgeoning yoga friend did n't need the dramatic event at the time. I had n't decided what to do with the pregnancy but it was decided for me when I went for a `` madam checkup '' and was told I could n't take in a baby yet. I had some uterine scarring that would n't allow it to get nutrient and air it needed to develop. It was n't a big hit to me or anything because it was so ahead of time and actually fixable whenever I finally found the money for it, which I did n't have at the metre ( I 'm now viable ). So after a snaking I went home with a sore cooch, which sounds like the darker one-half of a porn put-on but it 's not funny at all, especially the annoyance and cramping.

So the PE sub. I 'll call her R, guys like shoutouts for bro-fives but fille and woman probably wo n't. While I was with Nick I actually started hanging out with her and we did Yoga at her home. I do n't commemorate the perspective but that 's not why I was doing it. I looked great in those pants and they were fun to rub against someone wearing them, which we did. Our first off experience was erotic but not sexual, doing stretches together and she showed me how to touch my toes with her lap straddling my ass for `` steering ''. If we were n't wearing panties it could have been embarassing wearing those pants wet as we were ... I was still living with H while I was with gouge, which caused friction because of our history together, then when I left him she found out I had been getting close to a adult female that was n't her and how R reacted with my pregnant news, it pissed off H even more. She and R actually almost had some dramatic play when R came to talk about the whole pregnancy thing with me. After we 'd been seeing each other for awhile and my roomie got another gf the blank space got a little herd, so I moved in with R and her son Dillan. Trouble. Not right away, and the `` mom 's gf '' sounds like a story from Naughty the States but they would n't legally be able to upload this kind of matter. She was pretty inexperienced for an older woman, Me being her first miss and we had similar history. Her husband was controlling, would follow her when she went out with friends, ect. The only dependable affair she got from him was his son. She married him before she could legally toast so she missed out on the young messing around facial expression of figuring stuff out and was trying to pass water up for it with younger guys. After separating with him she burned through a half dozen barely legals and one 16 year old Nick before me, but she was n't concerned in a kinship and after having sex with them would forget them soon after, all besides Nick. Anyway I loved her alot and we were together a duad years before I messed that up. She was accomodating for a woman, she let me have a bf on the side, a ace dad of 2 kids who I actually forget about from time to prison term, he 's the guilty reason I 'm getting this stuff down ! She did n't bear in mind sharing either, having me home every Night while I carved out whatever superfluous time I could with him, and I taught her the things my former bfs taught me. Like I said she was pretty inexperienced in the sense that she 'd been in the driving through plenty enough multiplication but always ordered the Sami thing. I made her try anal, bondage, spanking, ect. again topping against my nature but she needed to try something different. The relationship with her son was easy too. Being a adolescent he was into play, girlfriend, and being a smartass like me so we got along great, and when she was n't home we would flow out together. But we got too comfortable. We would flirt but it was always a antic, I made for sure not to present him the wrong melodic theme pretty much only because of how a great deal trouble I could consume found myself in, so I kept distancing myself when it started heating up. But he was the merely testosterone in the house and I 'm destitute, but it 's not like I made the first or any motility and did n't cause a bf already so my ass was covered, like how you feel obligated to say `` no '' when you do n't really need to. There was also no `` unconstipated thing '' just the first fourth dimension I did n't say no alike I was supposed to, and the second time special social function which got me thrown out. That first time, I sat on the frame across from him and put my legs in his lap like I 'd done a hundred times before, and he started tickling my feet. Not a big tidy sum, so I struggled a little and he stopped for a hour before stroking my legs. He was getting boldface and tracing higher and I did n't say anything, when he got to the hem of my shorts leg I put my ankle behind his cervix and pulled his head towards me, I could n't help it then. When he started kissing my thigh I lost it and let him do what he wanted. That was apparently to clean out my pussy with his tongue, or maybe shine my clitoris with it. Whatever, I played with his hair and breathed hard while letting him do both. After that he got more confident and grave, things like grabbing my tail end while his mom was right there looking the early way, tempting circumstances. The second and in conclusion time I was taking him out driving for his 16th birthday but he told me what he really wanted and I agreed, it was a half Sojourner Truth I told his mom. We were going out praxis driving but he really wanted what he got a couple years before, yeah if you 're doing the math you know I 'm a bad person. I was driving to a `` safe spot '' somewhere we could practice driving without the risk of infection of getting pulled over or hitting anyone, with the added benefits of not getting caught giving him his present. It was just after colored and we were just out of the drive when he had his dick out, playing with it in one hand and massaging the spinal column of my neck with the former. R had told me she was n't planning on going anywhere and she 'd see us when we got back, but about 15 minutes later I saw her again. My defect for not making it very far and picking a bad place to stop, the road towards main street went right by where I parked. He was pushy and eager so I had to extract into a dollar depot 's dirt lot down the street with no lights nearby, I 'm surprised she could even see the car in the dark from the road, but she pulled in behind us and almost caught me trying to reach his balls with my tongue and I already had a taste of his dick. She did n't see anything much the car parked in the lot, but since we were parked in the iniquity so soon after leaving there was nada else we could have been doing. But she did probably see us scare like dirt ball along with him riding high in the hindquarters pulling his knickers up when the brightness level hit us, I thougt she was a cop. I knew it was all my fault but I was still virulent, I got thrown out that nighttime and went to stay with my mom. That was late in the calendar month a pair Novembers ago, I had a clustering of udder in her loo, Xmas presents that I still do n't cognise what happened to. That 's just a Wyrd little detail that I would hold open coming back to that made me cry a long clip after it was over. Now we 're actually on casual talking terms on a common chat site we visit and we send each early characterization and memes we find online occasionally. She says she realizes it 's hypocritical to detest me for doing what she 's done but we 'll never be close again because of the treachery of it. I effectively cheated on her with her minor son. How Jerry springing cow.

While I was with her I had been working on a cattle ranch. I 'd worked my way up to director over a bunch of immigrants with varying horizontal surface of English, but we had a fun kinship. I rode around in a golf go-cart all day yelling mock Spanish along with the few watchword I knew and I would find out things back like `` puta '' with a smile and Wave, I think Puta means dear ! No we were all fairly cool and loved giving each other shit. Literally, I was the handler so I decided who deloused sawbuck stalls, Javier ! Anyway after breaking up with R I quit the job out of depression, sat around at my mom 's all day playing games and moping, a girl of mine made it easier taking me out places like parties. She 's younger, in fact she was Dillan 's on/off girlfriend around his age and I knew her through the family. I started going to High School parties with people 5 or 6 age young than me, not that I was the only one like I thought I 'd be. One tall bald black guy was chatting with me and pretty soon I was sitting on his lap, and we were talking about what coke does to you and he was trying to talk me into it. He expected it to get me in the temper and get him put down, but while I was already in his lap I was n't sure I was in the humor. `` H2 '' I 'll visit my ally, she was putting him on about how lots I actually wanted it and he should take me in the unoccupied bedroom and establish me some more. She did n't bang it at the time but I 'd been with disgraceful guys before ( not a stranger though, between-noteworthyness dating ), because she was n't talking about the blow, which she also totally approves of. That candy he did give me got my heart going and I liked the charge, but he followed her suggestion and said we could only receive to a greater extent if we were alone like she suggested, so I indulged him. I knew where it was going and just figured `` fuck it. '' When we were alone he rubbed some behind the straits of his dick with his quarter round and I licked it off, and I discovered I did n't like it on my tongue much. Not like I have n't trained my gag reflex for the express cause of deepthroating but if I had n't it would consume killed that too because my pharynx felt numb. side note- black dicks are n't any braggart than anyone altitude'. Now in porno everyone 's cock 's big so of path every black guy you see 's going to have a big shaft, but the myth 's in place because of the musings of lonely white women wondering about the `` taboo '' of BBC who have never had it. Like well-nigh agressive guy cable, especially political party cat I 've noticed there was n't alot of kissing and playing around, it was `` rick me around, lift wearing apparel, panties off, labour down and drunk doggystyle. '' After about only 10 minutes soul knocked on the door looking for him, from the ebonic accent I knew it was the early black guy I 'd seen there hitting on girls and failing so I think if he struck out the whole `` knock and walk in '' matter was programme B. It was the well I 'd find in awhile, so I did n't even say anything or reckon back when he told him he could come in. It went on for like another 15 transactions until both had cum at either end of me and the original guy before he left helped me pull my step-in back on with an unexpected present. A ziplock baggie tucked by my butt. That gave me an musical theme how I could get back on the horse.

I browsed Craigslist personals for one of `` those '' entries. If you 've been desperate and horny you know about them, they say `` sensual massage '' or `` amatuer raw photoshoot '' or something interchangeable. I only had to message one guy back, but did my safety homework first and bagged a collegiate amatuer lensman. That 's actually stretching it, he had a camera and was in college but it was community college and a cameraphone that I 'm certainly he did n't even know how to commute the settings on. He took plentitude of pic and a couple picture of me posing naked with props like his phallus and we had a fun sentence. I got $ 300 for it which was probably nigh of a paycheck since he works at at a pizza pie shoes rhyming with conundrum Cheesers which I say so I do n't get sued or something. From then on I went by referral, he would advise me to his friends and they would get something similar, but being `` broke burger flipper '' as I like to hollo them I got frequent-but-unstrenuous work. I became an date ! But since I was playing it rubber and meeting by referral the networking pool was limited to roast my age who did n't stimulate alot of money, so I gave alot of capitulum since that was sleazy and fast. The `` savings over prison term '' logical system does n't work with instant gratification, getting off is getting off whether it 's $ 300 or $ 50 so natually everyone wanted the $ 50 pick. Yeah I learned later how short I was charging, I 'm not vain but I get told I 'm hot and hit on lot, so I think I 'm fairly aphrodisiac. But apparently I could have been charging thousands if I 'd chosen customer a little better, I 've talked to other miss that charge that much and they 're like 300lb chainsmoking grandmas, guys will TRULY know anything. Mine were nice Guy though, about 6 of them in their radical and I got invited to parties with them, called to attend out and play game, we were admirer with welfare and $ being exchanged. One client I met at a party was a landscaper at a winery and he referred me to `` Mk2. '' I say that as a trick because he 's my secong cross and the one who 's my hubby now. Owning a winery on top of acreage like he does I figured he was full-bodied but I did n't know how much, that was n't where his capital came from, it was just where he lays his question, I wo n't say how much he makes but It 's a couple digits above the highest plausable guess. At one spot I was spending 2 days a calendar week with him and getting bivalent whole-package value of $ 400 a day. What we did those night was the most fun too, he became my favorite in a rushing being alot like Mk1 with a meaner streak. When I slept there I actually started spent my nighttime tied up on the story of his W.C. in between playing handmaiden, being belted while hanging from the punching bag eyebolt in the basement ceiling, led around on a leash and swatted with a paper like a dog and to a greater extent. He eventually got green-eyed and wanted me all to himself, giving me a Miata and a $ 5000 a calendar month allowance to fare live with him and be his alone, which I recently learned someone else is effectively paying nowadays. I would have done it for free for the prospect to live with him and have that kind of fun every day. We got married in July last year, I loved the ceremony and thought he did, it was a voyeuristic mathematical group sex thing but since then he has n't touched me like that, only wanting the occasional wakeup cock sucking and housekeeping. I 'm more like the unclean live-in maid nowadays, but I 've gotten something else from him as a consolation present- a boyfriend who is again a supporter of his. I stay with him whenever Saint Mark 's out of township, which is about 10-12 Day a month, and when I 'm over there my girlfriend usually comes to give ear out with us and that 's when I get my gaming time in. He 's the one who 's taken up giving German mark that $ 5000 a month I get as an allowance. As far as I know that was n't always the case, but I wonder if I 'm still in the escort biz and my husband 's now my pimp ... I have in fact entertained one of his marriage guests who was traveling to CA on business, he did n't address a word of English language and had an entourage, and I did n't eff he was coming until I got an out-of-timezone textual matter from my husband telling me to expect him and I was to give him the VIP treatment. I 've learned to cook since I moved in here, there were actually staff on another business firm on the property for that sort of thing before he met me but it 's empty now. I wonder if I 'm basically getting their $ to do their jobs now since I clean this giant blank space and do all the cooking and laundry and stuff.

Before I forget, originally I said I 'd been with 3 1/2 women which I said I 'd explicate. I met a tgirl at a party and have been expenditure time with her lately. She 's so feminine and beautiful that she was getting hit on there as practically or Sir Thomas More than any early young lady, and the guys have no idea. Neither did I until the subject came up and she whispered it to me nervously. She actually does n't experience comfortable in the spread with people knowing who she really is and wants to stay discreet for now. But at some point we got into talking about our experiences and thing we still wanted to try and I mentioned girls with dick, I do n't know if she somehow managed to point the conversation that way but we got a couple joking cheers fron rummy guys when we went to hang up out by ourselves in the garage to `` blab out '' more privately. It 's a underdeveloped situation, but she 's not like the usual guy or lady friend I like. It 's fitting I supposition since she 's basically neither gender, but definitely feminine. She 's gentle and the like slow sex with alot of holding each other and kissing and gentle rocking. My married man being as ... progressive as he is, fille are allowed and he knows I like to hang out and mess around with H2 but I do n't know how he 'd feel about `` T '' if he knew she had a dick. She 's not on the favourable reception list, I 've told him about her but not the being trans division.

So that 's where I am right now, I do n't sleep with about my standing in my man and wife and while I love him and it was fun at the commencement right now I 'm more like the naughty maid like I said. He gives me so often freedom though which is totally counter to what I was expecting ( I graduated from the closet to a coop in the basement gym when I stopped seeing him as an escort and became exclusive, now none of that ) and I ca n't see myself with anyone else, so it 's not in risk just totally opposite to what I was expecting. I 'll probably update this eventually as more interesting stuff happens so I hope it was interesting .